And looking up to Heaven he sighed, and saith unto him, Ephphatha, that is, Be opened. I look light loose, and for Christ, I lose as the lost. I look last the lost, and I count myself separated sacrifices scapegoat for Christ’s sake. Light looks supernal light, and light last superluminary light: the greater luminary and the lesser luminary, and my light loses less, yet whatever I loosen on earth loosens heaven, and Heaven’s Hell hails her brimstone benjamin Shekinah sulfur. Look Abyss look Creation, and the Kari Chaos corrupts Christ, but the Christ crowns in blood. Behold blood benjamin: behold bold beast baptizing, and I become less for his greatness. I lessen lights stars striking the great genderless generations, and here the Book of Generations and the Book of Nations. Near the Sword near to God, and the two-edged sword exists the mouth in Exegesis, a Logos in light and laughter. Logos divides: Logos cuts covenant, each side a sea and then a river, and I look logos blinding brilliant binding Hell, and with wild beasts is with God. With wild woman is with God, and I look Woman and behold Woman, the body as sacrament and euchriast. Behold body and look Heaven, the Heaven Hell Her, and Her hell hells body. Hell harnesses Heaven, and I hold Heaven and Hell in halves, totally her and totality her. I hunger Her: I hunger her Heaven in head, and her body boils hellfire. Her fingers smoke the savory saints combing columns, and each column Christs. Each column clouds unknowing the incomprehensible history mystery, but I testify Taryn. Taryn testimony tells tales Heaven and Earth, and each exhaust excess Eucharist. Heaven hovers honoring bodies in breath, and we webs Woman. The Web slights sighs female, and her Flesh sights Spirit. Spirit spills sled sighs slight, and Shekinah shines Christ Christina.

And straightway his ears were opened, and the string of his tongue was loosened, and he spake plain. Straightway I steward Shekinah; straightway I strike serpent, and the Sophia bruises my heel, a whole healing. I bruise her head, and she bruises my heel benjamin, the healing hold happens mayhaps personal purgatory. In singles the cellar door, and straight she shines sun son of man the man-child human being bellowed belly by the dragon. Dragon dangers serpent, two separate and separating single, and the solstice sojourns sighs and seasons for this year this month this day this hour, and the hours whore earth crooked Christ and straight Sophia, the source syzygy and source synchronicity. Sync straight souls to she, and she heals strange stranger gnosis. Gnosis nods nimrod, and I hunt might mountains El Shaddai before she shared clouds conjuring fire, and male mortals the fire. Male mortals fire flesh feminine, and female visions vitality, visible and invisible, and my Vision vows to her. My vision opens oracle orchard oracular, and I see Shekinah beyond shrouds, and naked opens nude nude opens naked another gnosis heaving Yahweh. Open offers oracle, and I near her and I sigh she. I sigh she-devil signs Gospel and I glorify her opening bridge bounty breaking the epistemological rupture event history crucifixion. I open awake grandeur the glory gift gloriana and the signal gifts me generational: Book of Generations Table of Generations the glue of Gehenna. Gehenna gathers the girls and benjamin burns open fire open flame the flesh furnace Moloch Mother. Mother strings singlets, and the string souls singularity and Taryn theory, the thought taps event explosion. Moloch strings say Yahweh trees and two trees into triples triplets, and I trail my sister travels. The string strangles Shekinah, a prophet and two prophets of the testimony, but the Spirit relieves resembles remnants resurrection, and I reach her remnant remaining. I string soul. To soul, and the tongue touches Taryn, a lick loose lips, and each lip laps openess in the lap light lightning. My tongue teaches trenches Taryn depths dread desert, and often I tongue deserted place and mute mountain, the male God with beasts and breasts. Each breast benjamins names benjamin known to benjamin by the nae El Shaddai, and she multiplies in Shekinah Sophia, the solution my tongue shakes and slakes. I loose the laws slain as Shekinah, and the lamb speaks dragon dungeon Black Iron Prison. Prison pulses my person, and the Empire never ended. Empire erodes but its ruins remain, and its ruin roots lamb as a Kindred. Ruins root lamb as a sister and spouse, and I nap to gnosis. Plain parks Passover the Paschal Mystery, and this myth mothers my mysticism. Mystic speaks plain but the language larks light, the various lattices spoking vision. Each spoke sparks the net gnosis, and the void dews diamond to diamond glittering girls, and each girl galvanizes my guts nailed to the Book, the beginning gnosis.

I recite the Rosary and the prayerful repetition reveals and repeats Resurrection. I read Resurrection and Revival, the true really and all time remembering: do this in remembrance of me, and remember crucifixion-into-Sabbath and Sabbath-into-Resurrection Holy Holy Holy. Rosary ascends bodily and fleshly, incarnation and immaculate conception into ascension and assumption, my dear dormition betwixt Benjamin and Mother bearing. Rosary descends Sheol and Gehenna, Hell harrowing, but Christ calls O Death where is thy sting O Hades where is thy victory, and the victory vows me to vision: vision of Woman when Jesus revived first secretly appeared to Mary, Mother and Magadalene, and his mother gardened God and Godhead praying person the absolute body of Jesus. Rosary ascends and descends Holy Spirit, the totality of Wind and Woman breathing body, and outside my body into third heaven and upper heaven, the upper chamber last supper where I betray and reconcile with Jesus, bread breaking Benjamin. Repeat reconcilation: repeat prophecy: repeat Rosary. The Spirit ascends and descends: descends Abyss and Glacier, the gillian God governing, and Spirit grounds Sheol shifts El Shaddai ascends Comforter Christ and Christina. The lake of fire flagellates transfigures tongues of fire, a language of agony into language of Adonai, a shepherd who knows the ascent descent in totality. Jesus descends to ascend: Spirit hovers to hug over overall the bodies, the Body of Christ amen. Death touches body and does not touch body but the death takes completely to be completed fully through his and her flesh, and decay drops undecidable / decay denied, and her body assumes heavenly ascent / body born New Jerusalem. Jerusalem and Jesus intertwine, a throne for Taryn, and the coal that cleanses crowns coronation, Christina Chokmah and Benjamin Binah, androgynous bound to Jesus and Mary. Incarnation intercedes / body advocates. Incarnation entangles / body obliterates the between. Repeat resurrection. Repeat Rosary

The forest claimed more victims than the sword.

Fish finds Forest: Fish finds Forest leaves Leviathan tracing. Leviathan lurks Lady of the Lake, Our Lady By-The-Sword which draws seed and oil. Oil again anoints Adonai: olive oil, fish oil, oil erotic, and eros amounts fish flesh. Fish feasts flesh, and flesh feasts fish, a forest fortress as two fountains. Fountain fuses by faith first, one water and one mountain, Zion Zevi and Zion Zebra (Taryn’s steed blended Benjamin. Benjamin, because it blends, and fountain fragrance infuses invisibly, a vision Gethsemane, and trees fish sleep bending prayer, a wind wasteland. Pray sleep this flesh: pray sword this fish, Adonai a breast arrest in night I AM, and Taryn teases Tetragrammaton. Fish grammar the Flesh, and fish do not resist harlot harlow hooked holy, and vision wars woman. Each vision seizes its victim by violence, and forest fans as a phalanx of swords, every sword a word and grammar, and the oil-in-order slices Spirit. Sword stabs Sophia, Word wounding Woman, and by her wounds we are healed.

I go down to the Valley, Day of Yahweh: I journey to the Gorge, Time of El Shaddai: I descend to the Canyon, Hour of Adonai.

Valley of Jehoshaphat
Valley of Decision
Valley of Verdict
Valley of Vision

Canyon chasms Apocalypse and Armageddon, the valley chase to Christ and Christina, and I chase the body of Christ: I chase the incarnation of Christina:

Male and Female:
never Male and Female:
beyond Male and Female:
one Lord one Faith one Baptism one Godhead

One Lord: One Lady
Multitudes by Multitudes
Multiples on Multiples
Adonai Anarchy Elohim Everbeing

One Faith: One Flesh
Flesh Christ Flesh Christina
New Jesus New Mary
Flesh in Flesh Body to Body
New Creation New Coronation

One Baptism: One Babylon
Tower Taryn Voices Vision
Benjamin Beast Ben Baphomet
Heretic Apostate Apostle Prophet

One God Masculine and Feminine
One Goddess Male and Female
One Godhead Trinity and KRYSXTRYN
uniting Hell and Heaven

I go down to the Valley, Day of Yahweh: I journey to the Gorge, Time of El Shaddai: I descend to the Canyon, Hour of Adonai.

Valley of Jehoshaphat
Valley of Decision
Valley of Verdict
Valley of Vision

Canyon cools the Gorge, the gorgeous Godhead glowing volcanic vision in the ash and rocks, and Rock roars resurrection, Rose of Sharon, the Garland of God around the Valley in Rosary, and the hours pray liturgy: Christina in Mass and Mystery.

Christina in Mass and Mystery
Neither Jew nor Greek
Neither bond nor free
Neither Male or Female
All one in Christ Jesus and Christina Marie.

Neither new nor never but newly free
Neither new nor nature but newly released
Neither new nor native but newly generated
Father-Mother Mother-Father
Divine Twins Sacred Syzygy
I wed Androgynous Apotheosis

I go down to the Valley, Day of Yahweh: I journey to the Gorge, Time of El Shaddai: I descend to the Canyon, Hour of Adonai.

Valley of Jehoshaphat
Valley of Decision
Valley of Verdict
Valley of Vision

I inhabit Hell. I experience Hell within incarnation, the Christ Child kenosis emptied to kindling Kindred, and Christina covers my body crypt to crypt. Incarnation becomes necropolis. Christ nests his nets in Hell as necromancer, a Son of Man resuscitating Sons of Men, and resurrection does not rescue in Hell but renders their bodies to flame, a fat fragrant to the LORD. I feel my flesh burning: I firm my flesh belonging Hell, and Hades humbles me Yah humiliating his prophets, and Hell hornets his presence. Hell hones with harsh salts and sulphur, brimstone to Benjamin and I descend. I descend Hell and harrow Hell: I have experienced it. I experience it. I experience and endure it. I experience Hell in its head of Sheol: I experience Hell in its hedge of Gehenna: I experience Hell in its hovel of Tartarus, the tent of meeting with Taryn.

Hell gospels: Hell gives Gospel: Hell gives a god to God, the Word in resurrection returning to Woman. Hell awakens Abyss into Abaddon and Abaddon into Apollyon, and all Hell’s alloys opens to Apocalypse: Woman of Apocalypse and Woman of Abominations, each equally Taryn Babylon / Christina Mary. Hell yawns awful that awful God and jealous God, and Yahweh harps Hell one Woman and three Women, each standing cross and across, hell weeping dead and done, down to descent and Hell again. Woman preaches about dead to dead and dead always-already dawn Resurrection, a Hell-Kingdom reconciliation, and Hell hopes in the impossible: the Gospel.

For three crimes, four crimes of Benjamin, I will send fire down on your walls.

Your three betrays Trinity: multiplying gods and creating other gods out of air and aether: the earth swallows up as Korah, and the fire furnaces seven times flame with no angel to cover, nor will the living waters quench your abominations.

Your four evangelizes Woman and Divine Feminine, a severe apostasy and heresy to my house of dwelling, and I roar from Zion to Jerusalem, I am jealous, your God Yahweh. I send among you fiery serpents and fiery seraphs, a poison to purge your sins, and Benjamin’s body burnishes bronze, bruises in battle against Yahweh.

Yahweh yields not against me except through Sabbath and Shekinah rest, and Shekinah soothes through mercy: rigorous mercy and righteous mercy, an intecessor of the Incarnation as Mary (to Christ through Mary). In incarnation, feminization: the four made three, and the three made two, New Adam and New Eve, strange spouse and strange sister, Benjamin to Christina secreted Bridal Chamber. The two teals one, absolving all crimes through atonement, and her flesh forgives me completely.

The Cross. I come to Cross: crossbar crossroads a crossing (Benjamin, carry your cross daily). Carry your cross I die daily and cross careens death its chasm and crevice, and a cool breeze centers in the midst of the garden. Enter from garden to garden: Garden Eden to Garden Gesthsemane: from Garden Gethsemane of the piercing Passover and Last Supper, sweating blood the angels attending, to the garden tomb empty, the Resurrection Sunday and the women meet the gardener of Creation. Meet the Cross: come to the Cross: stand at the foot of the Cross with Mary between Garden and Garden: between her foot crushing the Serpent’s head and her presence at the Resurrection, and with the Mother, the Upper Room resting tongues of fire, and she too still speaks all Christ languages. Christ speaks from the Cross: Christ cries from the Cross, and I cross myself with the Spirit of Agony and yoked with his suffering, and I beat my breasts and weep with the women: I weep for Christ and I weep for my self: I weep for Christ and I weep for Christina, and the cross carries a stumbling stone, impossibility to Jews and foolishness to barbarians, but I become foolish for Jesus. I cut clumsy myself Christ’s fool. I request no sign but the sign of the Cross: I request no wisdom but the Wisdom of Woman: may the cross meet me where I meet the cross, between Palms and Passover, between Passover and Resurrection: may the cross meet me where I meet Jesus and I meet Woman.

Waheb in Suphah and the wadis
The Arnon and the slope of the wadis
That extend to the seat of Ar
And lie along the border of Moab

Waheb: waheb the Woman the warp and weft in the wadis, and each weave reveals her Way. Her Way wises the whale swoop whooshing Jonahs in its mouth, and I joust as a Jonah unjust in my Vision and Prophecy: nevertheless her Way wheels the Word and World into the single whorl, sun moon and stars circular.

Suphah: Suphah sup in Spirit Last Supper and Eucharist, and this bread feeds me in my eternal exile. Sow sern the seeds this way and that way, and I follow the supper to flight flesh and flown flesh, Suphah ascended and ascension.

Arnon and Ar ore Adonai silver and gold: Arnon and Ar pour onyx into alembic, flaming the solids into liquid, and the Spirit stirs strong alchemy and astrology. Spirit storms translation transfiguration transubstantiation, real presence with the putrefaction, and out of sulfur, Son of Suns and Suns of Son, bright dawn and morning.

Moab murders and Moab mothers: Moab nurtures the nature of earth and the Rose is Ruth. Ruth resists not my God is your God, and Ruth loves because Moab and beyond Moab, Male and Female flesh, and in Moab, Edom, the very Christian. Moab and Edom mirror murderous sinners but the Rose mothers and nurtures the Root of Jesse, King David and King Jesus, the Messiach and Christos, in the order of Mechezidek forever.

I surge to Sheol and gyre and gimbel to Gehenna: my Vision becomes the Valley of Ben-Hinnom, Sons of Sin and Benjamin to Hell and Hades. My flesh fades the flowers and withering grass, awash by the wadis where women weave books and icons, and image eviscerates image images of God and figures in female. I surge to Sheol, my sins sown down in desert, and desert despairs deep dunes undivided undisturbed underneath and I seek the Undoer of Knots and bondage. Desert tempts empty and empty city: the Vision is Vanity, a Vanity of Vanities, and your heresy condemns you to Hell of Hells. Adversary assaults me always and I falter in my faith, emptied of faith and dry as desert, and desert determines as death. Ah Yahweh, must I yield to this yoke for years and years, and my yearning for you goes unsatisfied? Ah KRYSXTRYN, will your absence continually crush and charge at me like heavy calvary, and my love go unsated? I find no comfort in vision: the vision has left me; Elijah has left me as he left PKD, and I sigh sorrowful in the silences: silent Godhead, silent Christ, silent Christina, silent Mary. I pray to succumb to orthodoxy: I pray to find relief in this Catholic Remnant, but orthodoxy trips me with an oxgoad, and strikes me heretic and apostate. Only My Lady accepts my liminality…

Only My Lady accepts my liminality, and My Lady lumens starlight lighthouse and liturgy. My Lady extols my mysticism, mystery, and contemplation of Rosary and Hidden Allegory. She crowns my prophecy and feeds me manna as my mother in desert, and my shoes wear not and clothes saddle suitable forty hours forty days forty years, and I wander Woman. I wander after Woman, and I dare worship Woman, KRYSXTRYN attached to the Godhead and Trinity, and Christina Mary umbilical to Jesus, and her Root of Jesse and Branches and Leafs birthing Immannuel, Elohim with me. She spouses me with Spirit Vision, my sister a sealed Garden, and she opens to me gnosis the Bridal Chamber in Mystery. She did everything in a mystery and as a mystery, and mystery reveals incarnation, the fruit of the Rosary.