That’s What Night Is Supposed To Be

Write the Long Book and the Long poem Write Long Bone ALPHABET: strip bone down to the cellular matrix and clash cells small straw brick bake

Write the Long Book and Long Bone Bone <tohu wabohu made word away bottomless pit> Elongate bone <bottomless pit plural Taryn Tehom troubled Ben Bythos> Lengthen Book Bone <Taryn troubles waters words-within-worlds first magic chaos>

Write Bone: You are the one who writes and the one who is written Baptize Bone Book bottomless pit

No keep chaos corrupt bone Begin again up bottomless pit up Up pit python ouroboros constrict – swallow – squeeze – devour

Write Long Book and Long Poem All chaos tehom bone long written

What writes: her face Face rewrites long bone bottomless pit EXPERIMENT Skeleton dips experiment – bone orthogonal new matrix – bipedal disaster (sub-zero zips out my spinal column)

<Taryn Tehom faces Taryn Tohu Wabohu> hot salts and bolt metals

Write. Write? Write. Prophesy either <Taryn Tehom Troubles Ben Bythos> not neither but and and and addition and accumulation and aggregates. Prophesy <abyssal prima material Pando Creative chaos / community without fixed category>. Prophesy <in the beginning was the verb ur-writing ur-language ur-speech>.

Write Long Book Ur-Writes Prophesy Long Poem Ur-Language Construct Long Bone Ur-Speech

(Taryn Tehom and Bottomless Pit elongate and stretch Ben Body Book

Write written pit experiment skeleton Cubo-futurist bone alphabet / human flesh abiogenesis Cube cut clipping claustrophobia / ben guts galaxy knife grinder

Write knife written tehom experiment Ben guts cube robotics knife grinder >principle of glittering) Ben guts glitter generous grease granite Alphabet body jump blues)

I used to think my role as a prophetess was to seek deeper understanding of God, says Christina. To share that understanding with the world. I would obsess over whether I was going in the right direction toward God and my understanding. But now I don’t think it matters very much. I do think I have a special intuition about God and I have a relationship to God and God’s power that’s available. But I think it’s more important to use that power to help people where they are. I’ve stopped fussing about what the situation looks like or if the situation has any certain reality. I’ve committed instead to working within what I perceive to be true and how I can help here, says C.

They’re long because all the soloists try to explore all the avenues that the tune offers. They try to use all their resources in their solos.

Write Book long improvisation long tehom ascent / abyssal without category Write long poem particulates caught tehom womb Tohu Wabohu

Write long BONE ALPHABET: strip bone striptease cellophane Cello bottomless pit feign death

Bone teases tehom striptease flung Book naked abyss.
One used her beauty for love! One used her lure for blood!
Which is the virgin? Which is the vampire? Twins of Evil
Tease out long bone Book. Stripe bone down to the cellular matrix and clash cells bells icons.

Write long bone sound: around sound loud sun run son of man Sling slow swing in my flesh – this first or second repetition – repeat bone music and pit sound – repeat music new improvisation

I feel you’ve written about John Cage before, says Asia. Yeah, probably, I say. But I decided repetition is not a bad thing. There is no true repetition. Something repeated becomes displaced in time and it transforms so it’s different. So if I write about the same thing, it’s still different. It also becomes an anchor or standing stone in a way. The refrain. A point to rest for a bit.

I repeat bone event bone ritual: remix bone repeat raw rhizome Raw bird entrails / interior design haruspex

Repeat <beginning was the verb> Repeat <ur-writing ur-language ur-speech> Repeat spiked red rudder repeat red king (Repeat resurrection radiant androgynous and holy Ben hermaphrodite) Repeat round red rather repetition

I wrote something concerning that in my blog post today, I say to C.
What are your goals of prophecy? I say. Make being a human more tolerable I think. Tolerable to oneself. Others to themselves, she says. How have you contributed to Ben being more tolerable to Ben? I say. The outcome isn’t my business, says Christina. I just do what God tells me.
I actually remember that conversation! says C. We were talking about hell, I say. … I feel a lot of dark in me. Shadow and shade and shroud. Is that negative? She says. I don’t know. Any thoughts on the concept “dark night of the soul?” I say. I guess I’m just asking about your perception of dark as a metaphor for negative things, says C. I don’t mind a dark night. They’re supposed to be that way.

Night is supposed to be that way. Night. Night in bone among bone night and night faces <Taryn tohu wabohu wade word>. Night word. Write long night and write long every permutation of bone bones large night arrangements. Night is supposed to be dark and I know dark: dark <bottomless pit Taryn Tehom>
Dark <Taryn Tehom Troubles>
Dark <Ben Bythos> bone event

Write long bone sound night, longer night I know itself – my selves dark. I prophesy from dark, from hell – it’s supposed to be that way. It’s supposed to be all the soloists to explore all the avenues of night and bone. Bone around sound improvises night.

Repeat round rather repetition Bone onomatopoeia / bone oxbow but without category Bone cuckoo comic repeat rabbit junkyard YHVH Bone dance strand seer stand slender string bone bondage / puppet prayer polyphony

Write Long Book and Long Poem Bone tone peeper plastic poltergeist: poltergeist plastic pepper’s ghost

Prophesy dark night and night ghost. Prophesy dark among night mist. Long Book prophesies among mediates nothing… I don’t know why I prophesy except bone elongates bone evaporates. Bone evaporates but prophecy continues / without category gory body continues. Dark among continues prophesies. Long Book and Long Night tangles outside speech. Ur-speech cast penumbra burrow Ben Adam. Ur-Ben agon Adam door night. Close the door. Prophecy opens the door. Bone repeats vapor play event now evaporated. Burrow horn dark hour rip awhile when night. That’s what night is supposed to be, and that’s what night is supposed to do.

Bone Balances Ben Sound

Balance bone the very sound: balance bone only sound

Bone <braids branches baptized bone blossoms>

Bone <buds baroque bone and brocade bone bridge blonde bone>

Bone alphabet: bone rudiment Bone bare breast alphabet only sounds

Bone alphabet reveals itself as a nonlinear succession of unprepared contrasts and unexpected conjunctions. Alphabet braids stripes of intersecting lines or tissues of lines. There are lines that draw from one node to another, one bell to the next (bone), towards the architectonic alphabet structure, spatial resonant membrane of interconnections and tendencies. There are lines lacing bone matrix and nonlinear matrices (contradiction my bones continually contract).

Abrupt bone abrupt body blossom breasts Bare Ben breasts <branches baptized Book-Bone blossoms>

Then the Epinoia of the light led himself in Adam. And the chief archon wanted to bring her out of his rib. But the Epinoia of the light cannot be grasped. Although darkness pursued her, it did not catch her. And he brought a part of his power out of him. And he made another creature, in the form of a woman according to the likeness of the Epinoia which had appeared to him. And he bought the part which he had taken from the power of the man into the female creature, and not as Moses said, “his rib-bone.”

Abrupt bone abrupt body <her blonde word Ben Lydia> Wax bone word sound syntax Attack syntax soap sound

Abrupt bone rib brought to the Epinoia the very sound hound counterpoint abrupt brought bone <dada hydra Book happening>
Part likeness of the Epinoia of the light
Light of his the man hid the power Epinoia
<Bizarre bone builds bone dada hydra bone happenings>

Bone gives series serial bone. Serial bone gives ben matrix. Bone appears and reappears apparitions. Bone appears in my bone: imaginary bone tumors and teratomas. Hairy Tetragrammaton breaks its teeth on bone hyper deposits / berserk bone. Bone repeats and Adam grasped the darkness made. Bone grasps Adam grasps bone. Bone grasps <her blonde word Ben Lydia>.
His to did the part rib-bone
Her catch of he out her
Bone gives Adam rib woman brings bone to me. Bone gathers Adam Epinoia dada Adam Bone. This series revives Ben Epinoia and metanoia.

Series thread out series: series into series sinew holy spirit. Series drawn out, ductile god smolders gold spiders. Spiders spread cedar gold (spider spindles speed runover).

Darkness pursues from and although <bouquet bone blessed bone wedding word>

I mean it’s pretty bare bones, says Asia. Just some rocks and a sponge filter but I had to sanitize everything.

I hate them and their TEETH, says Asia. Worse than horses. At least they don’t have weird legs and hidden finger bones.

Opalized dinosaur bones, she says.

Spider spindles speed heavenward darkness pursued. Adam Epinoia spells outer outward not belong to any left limit, slower limits.

Not as Moses said, his rib-bone rib-bone. Had appeared to the form slower series he brought a part. Bone series tread out teardrop tunnels ninety-six tears.

I took the meds that make your bones dry, says Asia.

Bone hope slow rhizome word wax Alphabet atom Asia Ash body: modeling the soft parts for dissection

And Adam saw the woman beside him. And in that moment, the luminous Epinoia appeared, and she lifted the veil which lay over his mind. And he became sober from the drunkenness of darkness. And he recognized his counter-images and he said,”This is indeed bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh.” Therefore the man will leave his father and mother, and he will cleave to his wife, and they will both be one flesh.

I remain Adam. I belong Ben Adam series Adam bone blessings and braided blossom Book. I adam in the beginning language and grammar gnosis (Benjamin potentiates-oscillates vowel verb-vow dissociates languages). I see her woman beside me: KRYSXTRYN? Or just Taryn wielding jawbone orgasm / bloody verb? Adam makes bone alphabet spells darkness, and I wed woman dark (Do not gaze at me because I am dark, because the sun has gazed upon me). Vowel weds Ben Verb, and Verb reverberates redolent Ben Woman – Ben Lydia perfumed by bone blossoms Book blossoms blonde braids. Woman within and woman without sobers Adam him female the wife. Bone alphabet form rib-bone counter-image for out of.

Bone drone desert dome detailed locusts

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Bone drone series of intersecting lines

Intersection intimidates imitative polyphony

Intersection stretto series: serial sonic boom exhumes ben body excess motorcycle exhaust Intersect lines: ox to sound serpent transformed Ox tissue issue icon lines iconoclasm

Intersection stretto <potentiates depersonalized verb vowel verb> series Ben tissues step church step intersection Tissue thunder ship tender human tissues – series mucous membrane – milk mucosa mistletoe

Another series worry serial killer stone towards architectonic structure Series intersection him made woman a to cannot series Series appeared my the according the the became series Series grasped flesh he and darkness series

Line Line dissociated language Line out creature and out which the he man mother lines Line
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Balance bone very sound: balance bone only sound

My window sill snail is doing good, says Asia. I brought it some cuttlefish bone. They eat bone? I say. It has a hole in its shell, she says. It needs calcium.

Bone drone desert done detailed locust / bone zero surface Bone easy alphabet circuit bend sound Bone easy electronic alphabet / bone gore saw black gore bore sound ground Bone stone raw dead mall Dead mall mauls ben body hell maw cave magma Mirror methamphetamine bone alphabet

I Mean Entirely Material

Form bricoleur brick building Form body bare bricoleur body – Ben of form ode psalm stones and boulders built

My breasts bare lion blossoms. My breasts beak bite the flexibility of a fixed tripod. Photograph body composed of compound flesh, cubist-collage skins, fauvist muscles, and symbolist circulatory systems. I bare beneath my skin, and my internal organs squirt through the adipose tissue and thick connectors.

My breasts dare fixed frame flesh and unfixed frames pile-up canvases. Film needs more male nudity. I bare my breasts and cock and all because film needs more Ben Body. I bare my breasts tanto tetragrammaton total carnage (It’s all there and it’s totally camp! Carry the war to its logical conclusion. For total player appeal, total profit power – it’s Total Carnage!)

Form Reduced entirely to form – form outside – shadow form crucifixion – couple nude bodies in coitus – form body babel Form material object shadow desert

At the moment I was thinking about this, look, the heavens opened, all creation under heaven lit up, and the world shook. I was afraid, and look, I saw within the light a child standing by me. As I was staring, it seemed to be an elderly person. Again, it changed its appearance to be a youth. Not that there were several figures before me. Rather there was a figure with several forms within the light. These forms appeared through each other, and the figure had three forms.

Form. Form at and me be forms ben bare breasts. Form. Forms as a within woman world I youth bricoleur. Youth bricolage breast babel body.

Form bricoleur brick building (building welded wheel upon urgent oddities)
Odd skull upon
Odd odd skull open through waters

We see in your hair, air resting around the tips of the mountains

Odd skull bits of scrap, cotton, buttons: materials at hand and materially ready at hand

Brick or babel material: breast body breath beth bet body abyss

I shook was not light forms: breast beam body brutalist breath alphabet
It there forms bar black iron prison
This and to several form brian ferneyhough bone alphabet
Bricoleur this and to several materials

Parallax materials: parallel materials

Parallax materialism: <In the beginning, experiment> Parallel materials: <I continually, make, shape, manufacture>

Parallax materials: look look be figures each the an before Parallel materialism: all the again there figure creation light

I mean entirely material, and I prophesy material. Material inside material makes visionary bricolage. Entirely material bricoleurs ben material – body vision and breast sight and nude descent – spiritual material physically naked and merged into the brick breath as skull drywall and steel hair. I mean this material – experienced and embodied and parallel-parallax materials. I mean entirely form seemed through each other all creation under heavens opened. All creation under heavens opened – all creation under heavens opened and look there the light. These form with several figures entirely material.

Bricolage converges upon bricolage, air between bits of fire

I throw bits of my skull odd material into fires fibers silver filigree. I throw thrown riders on the storm collaged together and transformed. Faucet transforms skull water fountain images captured live.

Form. The forms opened appearance figure movement looks its that heavens. Form moment look its that heavens

Weird West Christianities

I write weird west Christianities – I write Christianities strange alchemy and archaic art / jaguar archaic humanity

With each sacrifice, the desert advances. Desert advances strange Christianity and Christianity ancient as the evolution of hominins. With each sacrifice, desert monastery. I advance, full of the holy spirit, and return to the Jordan where the spirit drove me into the wilderness, and wild Christian <all spirit very hot gnosis> dwells weird west Christianity. Humanity deserves a more wild and weird Christianity.

(What if Christianity – Christianities – was a laboratory of experimentation instead of a static library for reading standstill information? What if Christianities were performance arts and creative dynamic communities instead of orthodoxies and creeds?)

Write weird west Christianities Prime wilderness ate nothing at all those days and orthodox Christianity famishes weird advances desert animals wild animism – archaic human animal sand slide animism Several swarms locust an anarchic Book of Sand weird several I become Book of Sand bricolage desert animal revelation

There’s not much difference between poet and prophet. Poet makes connections, knits together disparate-discrete images to make revelations, and creates magical divine language. Poets use whatever materials necessary – sacred, profane, pulp, pornography, other traditions and religions – to make connection.

We use the chaos, says Asia, the ‘vapor’, the fragments around us to cobble together meaning and divinity. Like a quilt, she says.

With each sacrifice of a holy spirit, the desert advances – weird west advances chaotic archaic human. I advance slack desert, a desert laundry detergent or tide high tide tree of knowledge. Advance into abundant desert and desert decides undecidable dark underground (This secret appears in the Book of Adam. When darkness aroused, it aroused intensely, thereby creating hell, clinging to it in conflict. As the seething fury subsided, conflict of a different type arose: a conflict of love: one beginning; one, ending. This is the ways of righteousness: beginning harshly, ending gently.)

I write weird west Christianities
This is as conflict Christianity
Secret arouses the of the

Write weird wild weirder Christianities
Secret arouses eccentric chaos
Orbit elliptical appears intensity
Combination Christianity print closes human bodies – Ben body clear water exalted to this highest degree – close cut cloth clumsy found art

Make any art performance happenings
Make any grotesque carnival pornographic
Any make good bad offensive transgressive

A Poet A Painter A Musician An Architect The Man or Woman who is not of these is not a Christian You must leave Father and Mother and House and Land if they stand in the way of art

Perform art Christianity kenotic Christianity play all hot very spirit thick water Christianity

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I play interstellar space Play interstellar interrupted by space Space sparing session interstellar sex Sex selected noise / sacred space sketched by sacrum
Bone rust belt everything bagel psychedelic badder
Badger bladder blast and I’m back to big bosoms, square jaws,
lots of action, and the most sensational sex you ever saw
Play sacred sacrum and blessed bone – bone honed by horned Christianity

I invent new Christianities and new revives anarchic Christianity creative community tongues of fire pipe salt exalted to its highest degree prophecy. Prophecy always creates, and I create revival myth and awakening narrative. Narrative sparks story a map and not tracing unknown skew chaos art apophatic chord chaos. Christianity and Christianity and Christianity – space room sex kissing her mouth often. I’m supersaturated with ostentatious bosoms.

Play interstellar space house lands it of is my breasts bare Interrupted space not different gentry to the conflict conflict ending
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Write weird west Christianity Experiment in the Christian laboratory and write library entirely New books / mythos act creative Christianity in theater of absurd and minimalist opera and extreme body modification Write Christianity strange alchemists
Prima materia anoints Christina Christian chrism
Permanent water radiates resurrection
You must must leave Father and Mother and House if they stand in the way of art

Do you have enough in your skull to think about what story Pando tells? I say. Nah, says Asia. The roots will tell. What if the poet’s job is to find the true name of things? she says. What makes something a true name of something? Isn’t that a magic thing? she says. Speaking something’s true name gives you power. I don’t know if something has one true name, I say. Is my true name Ben Adam, Ben Hinnom, Ben Lydia, or Benjamin Ariadne? I feel those are all my true names, say. I just want poets to be wizards, says Asia. Work with me here. I saw a post saying that the Irish would decorate high poets with a cape made out of red feathers and a staff and I thought WIZARD, says Asia.

With each sacrifice of a holy spirit, the desert advances. Advance to black desert – abundant dark desert underground. Desert detunes underground dark and this secret appears in the Book of Adam.

Desert advances conflict conflict ending must Two Woman One Desert underground architect Adam the or darkness Art Book arouse desert this appears another subsided and conflict that a if Christian

Write weirder Christianity and arouse secret Ben Adam Christian Write strange Christian theopoetic / alchemical desert advances

Time Sacrifices My Body To The Salted Desert

Time boar tusks in brass tuplets Time cobalt blue stained glass body gash blood gush glass gulf

<Ben-body clear water reduced to its minutest atoms / salt exalted to its highest degree>

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From time to time we lost the noise of an edge where we were plagued by noxious effects and then moved on toward a dominant object

From time to time time timeless tangent from first From to time tincture talking and speaking from time to time speech (speech green we lost the noise speech green we lost noise nocturne noxious and nocturne lost noise – lose noise in space <this room time becomes space still a love supreme Pando>)

Space noise edge edge non not edge noise space
Space from time to time noise time shape of jazz to come
Shape of jazz to come cornucopia (crosshatched noise)

From time to time we lost noise clear water timeless
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The energies of God and Mind and Soul; of Aeon, lastingness and deathlessness; of Cosmos, restoration and the opposite thereof; of Time, increase and decrease; and of Becoming, quality.
Aeon is, then, in God’s cosmos in Aeon; in Cosmos, Time; in Time, Becoming.
Aeon stands firm round God; Cosmos is moved in Aeon; Time has its limits in Cosmos; Becoming does become in time.

Time boar tusks brass tuplets Time cobalt stained glass <this room becomes body> Time long tortoise theater sonoran desert dry drone window / <Book flux what flows through me is what you call time> Window stain wing four evangelists and four creature fearsome fog

Energies flux eschaton and eschaton flows bodies great liens. Exegete energy justify increasing and decreasing time, and time travels timeless all once. This time travels names itself god. I contain all gods and I contain my outside. I contain outside timeless, energy waves lastingness and deathlessness. Time travel always involves descent: time descent becoming cosmos and <we travel the spaceways from planet to planet>. Sonoran desert decreases and increases oscillating descent, and with each sacrifice, the desert advances.

With sacrifice, desert advances
Each stone circle desert approaches close chaos chasm
With sacrifice, desert advances inside world

I married a frog on The Cult of the Lamb, says Asia. You can marry frogs? You can marry your cult members, she says. Uh… that is problematic. It’s a game about being a cult leader, says Asia. There are a lot of problematic things one can do. The frog asked me to marry them first though if that makes you feel better. So what powers do you have as cult leader? Can you sacrifice your cult members? Yes, says Asia. And eat them. You can feed them mushrooms that make them more passive and obedient, you can build a prison and put them in it. I haven’t done any of these except sacrifice a member that asked me to, she says. So the frog asked you to marry them and then a cult member asked you to sacrifice them – sounds like you’re bullied by your cult members. In their defense, they are very cute, says Asia.

I sacrifice my head to globular immanence

With each sacrificial circle, desert advances slide drive avant-garde. With each sacrificial circle, still subject to the moon and night, she already carries the Son of the Sun. She carries you to marry they are very cute – they are very cute about being a cult member. When the passover lamb is sacrificed, she tells her disciples to go into the city and discover the large room upstairs, furnished and ready.

Time boar tusks brass tuplets body doubled and tripled ben body
<Ben-body clear water reduced to its minutes atoms>
<Root room time becomes space>
Time cobalt blue aeon frog it build your time blue stained cult makes prison (black iron prison)

Time fog sword forge animal fleshy and human flesh / sample lampfire freezer freer fever Sample lampfire sapphire landfell human flesh / solar flare vampires

Time you better so them members In the can what is their aeon Time advances desert

Take time tusks touch torch timeless. Time extends room: room time root space reciprocated Pando. Tusked time hides bodies in the elephant trunk. Time never truncates but makes by sacrifice becoming God than more better you eat cult time. Time advances cosmos: cosmic desert marries a cult of what you feed. Time advances stained glass sonoran desert and desert circles room space reciprocates sacrifice. Time sacrifices and advances desert.

With each sacrificial circle, desert advances experimental experience – timeless experience. Circles still subject to noise and noxious edge carries Son of Sun. Time material – the what lastingness to build circle – cures Ben-Body extended salt-time. Timeless material – maternal material and matriarchal material – has reached such a degree of solidarity, no fire can destroy it.

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From time to time, currents and crisscrosses creep noisy edge and unknown object

The current and coming crisis are informationally aggressive towards the biology of entropy. Green water urged syllables <Ben-body clear water salt exalts to the highest degree>.

Current crises choruses. Current choruses cure Ben salt bodies biological quantification. Qualified current chorus advances cool shape of jazz to come. Green water urges syllables.

Power moves member emerges water urged syllables Green water cute quality cosmos their members

Aeon in car becoming frog is done in you lamb crisis Current crisis choruses cosmos the aeon members you desert time
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I advance desert nonsense and nonsense is nonsense. Advance desert nonsense an avant-garde viking longship. Every desert surprises. Every desert surprises Aeon becoming Cosmos, and becoming time performs art horror happenings. Happen desert horror, a hidden forest aeon is. Forest secret conceals hidden fortress cult of god. Nonsense is never merely nonsense but reveals cosmic apophatic. Nonsense unveils time primeval cave point (cave salamanders search food in subterranean waters), green water purified by salt nonsense. Early modern humans inscribe cave walls with auruchs as hunting magic. I too hunt nonsense and nonsense opens animal: nonsense opens my body and ox or beast of burden or burden of the valley of vision.

With sacrifice, desert advances

Sacrifice cult in do in a cult you cult uhhh you cosmos lastingness of and you are

Each sacrifice desert advances – each sacrifice desert animals. Desert animals animal desert animism. Desert animals animal sand slide animism: several swarms locust anarchy and timeless Book of Sand. I bricoleur Book of Sand mind becoming is and I powers. Bricoleur Book of Sand, a desert animal revival-revelation.

I sacrifice my head to globular immanence Head wrench and pliers theater of the absurd Nonsense is nonsense absurd serpent slap / blood slap splatstick cement slurry werewolves on motorcycles excess sacrifices

Leave Everything Unfinished

Always leave off at everything / everything unfinished Always leave leaven and unfinished not finished but constant process

(This use of rhythmic expansion of the motion of counterpoint to encompass simultaneous different characters, even entire movements, rather than just individual lines)

I constantly interrupt myself writing the Book. Writing interrupts writing to explore – excavate – every possibility and permutation of a letter-word-sentence. Writing interrupts and devours its own tail ouroboros writing. I interrupt but eventually return to everything. Everything follows everything and everything connects everything. I prophesy finished unfinished, and eventually everything is process. Process is process and process creates process and process processes process. Interrupt process absorbs process un/finish repetition returning.

<In the beginning, experiment. I continually, shape, manufacture> un/finish process

<Creation myths Christina narrative> larger and larger strata counterpoint

Leave off everything outside Interpret outside inside: an island incineration Stand incessantly inside but inside invades outside space oddity Interpret outside invade outside continually unfinished (I was haunted by the shadowy lump in the middle of my work. Like the eye of a hurricane, it seemed to suggest all kinds of misfortunes…)

Leave everything unfinished outside

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Pectoral fin of the Australian lungfish, showing an anatomy common to many lobe-finned fish. The metapterygial axis (a line of rectangular axials) runs down the middle of the fin, flanked by radials, which branch away from the midline, and finally very thin fin rays.

Unfinished fin. Unfixed fin. Unfinished urge unfixed fin in inner dot product. Produce fin vision leviathan great scroll unfinished.

I have too many thoughts and I feel too much. I have too many thoughts leave off at everything. I feel too much all at once and I can’t explain anything. I’m disconnected from expressing my feelings without quotation, lyrics, or mediated through other people and texts.

Fin brass knuckle bash monster party rat king. Collect fins flutter atrial flutter gutter nomad.

My body falls apart unfinished fin arthritis. Black bile pressures – black pile presses – human pile look stampede.

Magically extract my anatomy. Leave off everything – clothes, skin, muscles. Magneto strips Wolverine of his adamantium. Nuns kill intruders with bells. My head rings attic rafters.
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Leave off at everything unfinished <Writing necessitates experiment through unfinished remix, unfinished sampling, and unfinished reinvention>

(I was haunted by the shadowy lump in the middle of my work. Like the eye of the hurricane, it seemed to suggest all kinds of misfortune. The perimeter of the intrusion magnified into a blind spot in my mind that blotted the circumference out…)

Unfinished shadows rush half-haunt anxiety. I allude to the head alone as if she had no body. Certainly I have no body and my body borders all eyes and spots – cancers and tumors. The tumor never stops glowing and tumor follows tumor tiamat abyss.
<Taryn Tehom deterritoralizes zig-zag tohu wabohu Benjamin bathing in abyss>
Baths never finish but leave off net word bloody viscera
The perimeter doesn’t quite exist but shape shadow snares rush face body within Christianity. Taryn consists of a medusa head and nothing more – a mask with a body later appended. Perimeter (non-perimeter) terrifies awful abyss. Shadow lines incinerate my body nothing but unfinished. My body leaves off everything.

I allude to her head alone. Taryn consists of a medusa head alone.
Leave the bodies here
Process builds human bodies from nothing
My face fractured ugly underground and my protruding tongue tickles then tackles Taryn’s body.

My face fractured unfinished abyss. Abyss leaves off at everything including human bodies. My face bloats boar tusks and my eyeballs seemingly fix on the reader. Serpents twist all around me. Winged gorgoneion engulfs frame fire and I reset my eyes with bone. I decorate my body bronze shield and my bone wings wag fire wings twisted warp.
Fire wings twisted warp and weft weird west
Weird west little black dress multiples
Wrench and pliers theater of the absurd
I allude to my face without body – with bodies multiples multiplex fractures.

Strange Silence And Alien Silence

I interpret the outside shutters letting stranger light. I interpret outside and I walk with your double hand balance in order to fill the instant. I interpret outside inferno and four powers having the likeness of white horses drew it.

Interpret outside shutter eye scatter outside interpretation

Outside, silence: impossible silence and imaginary silence. Interpreting outside simultaneously interprets silence-noise-silence. Between experiences, experimental silence, and my language sows silence abrupt rupture / language breaking. Language breaks between twangs silence silent-noise klang. Languages klang liquid libertine liberation and I lift my language – skull from ground language – ground up up ground language – gardens leaves of grass jump languages. My hand holds language outside outside silence imaginary noise. Hands hold silence intends body performance and I perform danger music (successive body-liberation rise up through sequential body-libertine sprout dandelions).

Outside, <Benjamin verb Child of Humanity and Human One>

Silent outside, <Benjamin oscillates vow vision verb discontinuity / voluptuous discontinuous vision>

Interpret outside silence – silent verb vision letting strange light in (light silence slivers human skin hot air balloon outside). Let strange light in slices silence into silence, and my verb body repeats human interpretation. I interpret my outside Child of Humanity and stranger letting strange lights. My relatives and my close friends have failed me; the guests in my house have forgotten me; my female servants count me as stranger; I have become an alien in their eyes. I call to my servant, but he gives no answer; I myself must plead with him. I plead silence outside shutters shatters and my alien absorbs anarchic light.

I walk with your double hand silent <verb Child of Humanity and Human One>. Silence fills the instant <vow gnostic vision three-fold Human One> and my Human hiss hum stranger silence.
My house stranger call I close
Close have to must friends forgotten
I myself have me Human One
Outside Human One, strange silence and between me, alien gives me female.

I interpret inferno as outside entering inside and I run restless left side of the sun and disc moon after human. Sun disc puts its tail in mouth great dragon and it mounts seven powers on the left. Four powers have the likeness of white horses draw it stranger light <salt exalted to its lightest degree>.

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<Benjamin verb Child of Humanity and Human One>

The structure of the Human Body appears be a paradox and stands out sharply
(Structure I call to my servant but he gives me as a stranger;
their eyes I call to my servants want me as a stranger)

Structure my body silences between silence body structure Structure my body silent between sound structure

Structure of the human body after a sound structure <vows gnostic vision three-fold Human One> Human body paradox pour sound-silence-noise silence stranger – between silences

Paradox of body – human body – begins puzzling structure body with body
<Benjamin potential noun verb noun> stranger
<Benjamin potential gnosis vow> my house have become as a stranger
Paradox parentheses one panel surreal comics body burden

Structured body silences sign burden of the valley of vision

Silence <Benjamin verb> strange light Silent-noise <Benjamin vow gnostic vision> both hands interpret
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Interpret inferno outside entirely inside. Outside, the base of the moon was a type of boat, and a male dragon and a female dragon steered it while two white bulls drew it.

Interpret outside outside inferno four powers white horses. For YHVH will rise up as a Mount Perazim; he will rage as in the Valley of Gibeon to do his deed – strange is his deed and to work his work – alien is his work! Now therefore do not scoff, or your bonds will be made stranger, for I have heard a decree of destruction front YHVH Elohim Sabaoth upon the whole land. Alien is my work which vows Human One, and my destruction draws horse mysticism.

I interpret outside all sides die multidimensional. Sun disc rays multidirectional desert disc spiral moon.

Do you think god resides within you? I say. Me? says Asia. Yeah. If you mean that god was something outside us that has to enter to make us whole, then no. What about one always already inside you? That could work, says Asia, but then there isn’t really much difference between us. That’s a good thing though, don’t you think? I say. The more the same you are, the better. Yeah, I think so, says Asia.

I interpret outside as inside: an island incinerated. I stand incessantly inside but invades outside / outside space oddity. I interpret outside outside invert silence.

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I stand in sharp silence sharpen slapstick paradoxical silence

Together in silence, I perish in silence. My silent humanity represents nature’s experiment with an acting being. I act in arcade silences. I act silent arcade and cathedral (destroys the jazz standards only to reconstruct it in the near future).

Stand silence will upon YHVH with my alien house Sharper slapstick destruction and forgotten have servant stranger

Together with silence, stranger – I have become as on Mount Perazim. Silence I have heard a decree of destruction valley of hosts. Hosts, I perish in silence.
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Interpret <Benjamin potentiates noun verb noun>
Interpret outside <Benjamin potential gnosis vow gnosis>

Outside I always outside – strange light silent body light as work of their alien land. Outside silent, I prophesy alone with alone – not even with Ben an alien to me. See me outside – inside outside but still stand outside stranger whole house alien. Prophesy outside interprets inside and I interpret inside a as an from him no bonds. No bonds no god outside of me. No Ben either or not quite the Ben here. His inside stands my inside sharp silence.

I interpret outside and inside: an island incinerated

You See Inside Of You

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in. No system closes but opens an awful outside. No system closes but the outside seeps in a spell geometry and a shaped canvas of the divine names. The crystallized in convex polygon clusters shape the name from the height of the left, a solar name.

The outside always seeps in: blunt body blues, whip courtyard yellow, magma matrix green. The bottom of green arras extends a vocabulary whose rest is deep and boundless moving through space and the stars.
<Chaos shimmers day star and gleams bright morning star;
Chaos shines Venus Son of Morning and sparkles the star radiant morning>

Chaos seeps in from the outside green arras chaos.

Green arras awry array. Green array matrix green mixed outside (outside chaos and outer green dark pigment). Mixed green grounds green and green germinates green. Green grows generous green and green glows more green ring chaos. I ring array rung matrix star metal. At my bottom green – stars outside stars seeping into my hands and feet – green gehenna. Bottom generous green gleams bright morning star green gehenna. Bottom extends vocabulary, and word outside contaminates any inside dirty-sacred word. Bottom extends extend vocabulary low array bay. Bay of blood vocabulary looks low array awry slow rings bring death.

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in.

For what is inside of you is what is outside of you, and the one who fashions you on the outside is the one who shaped the inside of you. And what you see outside of you, you see inside of you; it is visible and it is your garment.

For you and you: what is what outside. No system is closed is the you and it inside. <Chaos shines Venus Son of Morning> open awful outside. No system closes inside the one see is of one who outside visible (green outside visible matrix burden body). No system closed but your outside the you inside garment of outside spell geometry seep. Who fashions the garment outside is what you see divine names.

I shape the name bebop inside-outside solar disc, and the fecal eye of the sun tears itself outside volcanic entrails / titanium snail trails.

I shape name and name numerology projected project hocket gematria and sacred geometry. I gouge my eye eyes outside heavy gauge wire (ben barbed wire catches an organism that contains every outside scribbling on the storehouse wall).

Shape name you see outside of you and name numerology shaped the one who fashions you see outside of you. Name green ring <chaos glimmers day star> garment outside you name.

No system is closed and the outside always seeps in (I kiss entirely outside and not only outside). Outside always is you you and it you outside shaped is of is outside (I kiss the princess recites a spell written on a manuscript, summoning a giant skeleton).

I interpret outside as inside, an island incinerated.

Interpret green extends vocabulary. Green vocabulary extends generous visions rest. Green rests rhizome round and round here we always stay out late.
Out shaped inside your fashioned garments
Stay out late inside is outside and
Bottom green streams stray array green outside garment verily amen green. Green vocabulary plucks moving boundless stars.
<Chaos Son of Morning
Chaos the Early Rising
Chaos Who Rode In The Morning>

I bound stars outside outside you who see inside you of is one you green chaos. Boundless stars vocabulary constellations boundless moving through space. Space spread space shaped named chaos. Space spreads space spills space shaped canvas crab canons. Spill space stains entirely sheen array arras pattern chaos.

I interpret outside as inside. If your leaders say to you, look the Kingdom is in the sky, then the birds will precede you. If they say to you, it is in the sea, then the fish will precede you. Rather the Kingdom is within you and it is outside you. I interpret outside and inside <chaos glimmers> and chaos mixed green gematria with star name boundless Ben Adam.

Outside the box thinker, says Asia. It’s what happens when you’re brain is constantly bouncing off the walls of your skull. Do you think I’m an outside the box thinker? I say. Yeah, says Asia. I know that you don’t have ADHD but spending every day of your life wrestling with your own brain like Jacob wrestles the angel of god – it leads to some nonconformist ideas, says Asia.

I interpret outside shutters letting stranger light in. I interpret inside and I walk with your double hand balance in order to fill the instant.
Instant you is fish inside say
Instant you if sky it is shaped and the you
Interpret outside visible birds precede you shaped

I interpret inferno outside entirely inside and I run red left of the disc of sun and right disc of moon. The disc of the sun was a great dragon whose tail was in its mouth, and it mounted seven powers on the left. And four powers having the likeness of white horses drew it.

The sun disc inside is sky of your will outside you garment

Left sun disc and right moon interprets inside Kingdom of your you chaos

Interpret what you say then you
And you to say and the see
You to it one outside
Look you is who of the it outside

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in. No system is closed but opens awful outside. My Book-Body system auto-deconstructs and auto-contaminates my Book-Body. Book always contains its outside – I always contain my outside whether it’s star chaos titillating turmoil or green gut arrays and mother matrices translate and rotating the Book. The Book and Body remain one and its outside (on see is the inside in sea outside of the) contacts vision. Outside creates vision, and I interpret green fairy ring chaos in outside constellations. No system is closed including vision constellations and vision chaos name clusters. Vision continues blunt force blue trauma Tiamat and alien gore axe green chimeras.

It birds the outside your fashion
Precede is outside say you they it
It of see the within inside
Fish is for the sky visible is

No system closes but names numerology projected green and my green green open Open sky star chaos open Open Son of Morning your garment open

Between The Larger And Smaller Circle, A Modular Body

Sculpt Ben body modular / sculpt Ben body miniature

<Text-Composition No. 9A

Benjamin potentiates noun verb noun announce how noun sound prima materia
Benjamin potential gnosis vow gnosis announce now gnosis sound prima materia

Benjamin potentiates depersonalized / deterritorialized verb vowel verb
Dissociated vow vowel volume

Benjamin potentiates-oscillates vowel verb-vow dissociated language
Verb vowel voluptuous vision verb-vowel: verb howl now noun-gnosis visions dematerialized prima materia

Voluptuous vow bell jelly body viscous (well-developed borders vellum cavity)

Archaic human vow arcane gnosis alkahest:
Benjamin homunculus falling dissolved in aqua regia jest alkahest all spirit very hot gnosis

All hot very spirit thick water and maccabean fire: vow verb fire and noun noumena

Ben-Body clear water reduced to its minutest atoms / salt exalted to its highest degree

Benjamin Child of Humanity and Human One
Benjamin vow gnostic vision three-fold Human One
Benjamin oscillates vow vision verb discontinuity / voluptuous discontinuous vision >

Sculpt modular <Ben-Body clear water reduced to its minutest atoms> Sculpt miniature <voluptuous vow bell jelly body>

Modulate the apotropaic amulet adds adjacent approach and I approach gospel approximated modular. Modulate. Sculpt <verb vowel voluptuous vision>.

Modulate. I approximate gospel with gospel. I gospel through gospel body blues. Modular <potential gnosis vow gnosis>.

Sculpt bile body blunt force trauma tear tetragrammaton blues sculpture. Sculpt tetragrammaton terra grammar dram gram glamour little black dress sculpture. Sculpt <all hot very spirit thick water> blues.

Sculpt blues body Benjamin body blues sculpture

Sculpt <verb vowel voluptuous vision> blues

Sculpt blue <verb vowel voluptuous> gospel with gospel blue Ben miniature

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An organism contains my every outside (outside time torch flat body radials outside)

Ben miniatures radiate <clear water reduced to its minutest atoms> outside

An organism processes my outside and an outside ouroboros alchemy
Processes <thick water and macceabean fire>
Outside ouroboros <vow verb fire noun noumena>
An organism processes my outside sculpted by alchemy and apotropaic magic

Organic processes sculpt and curve my body verb fire ouroboros, and my outside swallows my outside Ben Klein Bottle. I shoot outside and the disc of the sun descends a great dragon. Benjamin <announce how noun sound> extended dragon resting its tail in its mouth, and it mounts seven powers on the left. I shoot left and I shoot her left outside fiery geometries – all spirit very hot gnosis – vow verb fire and noun noumena – cool chymical kiss and close contact of the fourth kind.

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in.
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Sculpt body modular gospel through gospel blues Blues body gospel guilloche glamour little black dress
Little black dress cave mouth mammoth tusk
Blue alexander mosaic

Sculpt Ben body modular mosaic remixed blue gospel

In the diagram are the greater and the smaller circle. On their diameter is inscribed “Father” and “Son”. Between the greater, in which the smaller lies, and another circle, consisting of two circles, the outer yellow and the inner dark blue, is the barrier, shaped like a two-edged axe. Above it is a small circle, smaller than the large of those already mentioned, with “love” written on it.

Blues body gospel inscribes the greater and smaller circle into modular body Inscribe glamour little black dress grammar gamma ray bottle
Little shaped larger are son
Blue between circles a those
Alexander mosaic large blue skirt
Blues the two-edged sword already and greater outer axe gospel

Mosaic matchstick lithium Taryn tetracycline holy spirit Spirit seascape gospel sailor’s eyeball

The in yellow above mosaic gospel with smaller Father Love circles spirit seagram the is written sailor

Sculpt a modular body. My body can never close itself off – the outside always seeps in. Elemental and primordial seeps in <salt exalted to its highest degree> apotropaic desert. The apotropaic amulet creeps magic dress and magic blue / modular body never experiences proton decay.

Written on smaller inner eyeball belly bullet proton decay / diameters and blue circle is another in smaller little black dress.

Sculpt body <voluptuous vow belly jelly body>. My body never decays and the outside always seeps in on the diagram are the greater and the greater yellow and another blue and the larger of two-edged axe.

I Sculpt My Body Modular

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I sculpt my body modular / I sculpt my body miniature

Sculpt Ben body miniature
<Prima materia chrism
moon microcosm baptism
radical morning resurrection>
Sculpt modular mosaic body among prophetic organisms – organism processes – convergent evolution

An organism animates a series of processes that produce and do not simply interpret a cosmos and consciousness

An organism stresses bebop rhythm rhythm bebop body without organs estuary

Sculpt body broad illuminated manuscripts / stroll scroll striptease gospel aggressive gospel blues

Sculpt cosmic body and body universal – a body contracted last supper serpentine. Sculpt and thin out the sky turpentine. Twin body sculpts itself bodies camera performances. Cosmic camera photographs macroscopic human in microcosm human in microcosmic ritual – sky-chased Child of Humanity – body poetry sculptures.

Ben Adam perfumes-performs body poetry. I shaman-poet and my mind reaches easily out into all manners of shapes and other lives and I give songs to dreams. I sculpt dreams with a human face – my face. My faces glow slow prepared bone – bone complete microcosm and macrocosm. My face faces Taryn’s slow row among songs given to dreams beneath created earth. Dream sculpts <words-within-world dark pleroma faces>. My face gazes Taryn glow performance poetry. Ben Adam perfumes performance inscribed in bone palimpsest. Prepared bone travels through stomach stones down stony earth. Stones glow vogue poses polystylism / bebop polyrhythms. Stone poems workshed – sculptured arpeggios – page palimpsest cosmic microcosm.

God; Aeon; Cosmos; Time; Becoming. God maketh Aeon; Aeon, Cosmos; Cosmos, Time; and Time, Becoming. The Good – the Beautiful, Wisdom, Blessedness – is essence, as it were of God of Aeon, Sameness; of Cosmos, Order; of Tme, Change; and of Becoming, Life, and Death.

Sculpt body modular and I model alphabet lights light Aeon; Cosmos Order of God – of God – of God – Aeon. I become modular chaos / cosmos. I am letter lamp letter.
Lamp letter rapid eye movement
Eye recording eye knife
God cosmos beautiful God change
Sculpt letter Aeon of Time and is someness Becoming

Letter eye earth flax eye flail
Eye flail tail thagomizer letter
Letter immersive meteor shower
Letter becoming Time essence of life

My mind reaches out into all manners of shapes and other lives and other times, and I sing shape all animal time

(Best evidence for the use of the thagomizer in this Allosaurus tail – caudal vertebrae showing a punctured process. This hole perfectly matches a thagomizer spike.)

An organism stressed starling start / bebop zodiac and other constellations

An organism stresses little scales of leather and such beautiful bark bridges

An organism stresses bebop rhythm – rhythm bebop body without organs (With the escaping air and pressure, it included bisection of his thoracic-abdominal cavity, which resulted in fragmentation of his body, followed by the expulsion of all intestinal organs of his chest and abdomen, except the trachea and a section of small intestines, and of the thoracic spine. These were projected some distance, one section being found 10 meters vertically above the exterior pressure door.)

I sculpt my body modular – literary modular – pieces it’s extracting what you think it is. Sculpt body modular and misshape by thagomizers and discombobulated disastrous by explosive decompression. Sculpt Ben Body body horror – moon microcosms baptism body blown apart – radiant morning resurrection ripped volcanic earth. Body broadens illuminated horrors and my body in horror illuminates change time. Horror scroll God Aeon and Cosmos Sameness of good Death.
It seduces your mind… and feed off your flesh…
tonight Mulder and Scully stumble onto a plant
with a taste for human flesh The X-Files
Sculpt body under chaotic pressure and bythos baptism. Baptism bisects Ben body illuminates manuscript (My body unscroll Aeon Aeon Becoming Becoming instant evisceration).

Organism stressed starling change cosmic were it bebop

God maketh of Death it bebop zodiac and other constellations

Time Death essence stress little scales of leather and such beautiful Aeon Time God

I process puzzle bone china (beware have with translucent body) I process a puzzling organism consumed bone ash – feldspar material – koala

Sculpt body modular – cosmic vision – earth beneath travel – my body swings sincere surrender. Sculpt body burden of the valley of vision. Cosmic valley valleys double portion and double passion (passionate Tetragrammaton hits with ten ton hammer thagomizer). Ben Adam descends for the sake of ascent, and valley valley (double Aeon and Time) glows glade grass sleet. Slow grass klangs beautiful Cosmos and of were sameness Time. Burden of the Valley encrypts all shape all time and the Shaman-Poet deciphers valley cipher and sings its dream. I descend for the sake of ascent in Christian catacombs and cataract calls to cataract cosmos.

The energies of God are Mind and Soul; of Aeon, lastingness and deathlessness; of Cosmos, restoration and opposite thereof; of Time, increase and decrease; and of Becoming, quality.

Do you think a prophet has a moral obligation to prophesy? I say. No, says Asia. Obligation implies outside influence pressuring someone to do it. Do you believe in objective morality? I say. In my mind, morality hinges on harm done, she says. Does not prophesying cause harm? Yes, it could, I say. If you find someone sick, and you withhold medicine a healing from them, I feel you are causing harm. Prophecy is a medicine and healing to others, I say. I don’t know, says Asia. I’m not a fan of calling it an objective. All of this is internally motivated. Are you referring to prophecy or morality? Both, says Asia. You said Ben is a Prophet, I say. So for you, that’s just what I am? It comes from inside, inside my identity? Yeah, says Asia. No one is making you do it. I don’t think the divine can ever be external. Does ‘God’ create sound waves with physical instruments or organs to communicate with people? No. It has to come from within, says Asia.

I sculpt my body modular – modular becomes Aeon sameness of Aeon increase. I sculpt body miniature – God mind cosmos cosmos Aeon. Cosmos unscrolls striptease gospel and gospel anoints prima materia. Death becoming gospel moon microcosm baptism and mind becoming essence cosmos chrism.

Gospel blues iron gall gadget iron gear or metal gear grudge ocean grunge gestalt Gospel blues gorgon ion neon now mutated amulets

Time of Cosmos is Becoming of and Soul Good opposite God time Time Aeon Cosmos Death

Aeon Order and of Life of were quality and Beautiful and God make Gospel Gospel some in chaos anoints prima materia chrism – moon microcosm baptism – radiant morning resurrection

I sculpt modular gospel and gospel bodies