I rush rainside rapid oscillations / my body pig iron ironed isolated or isotopes
I rush rapid rain repetition and I repeat rain rushes: I edit oceanic eddies spill spool-laked and snare pictures
Rush ruach remnant realized chaotic (I collapse chaos aortic dissection and insect infestation, and my vessels expand fang tiger fangs. I rush fangs hard side cain rainfull – I rush fall collapse chaos and I choose rapid rain rushes.) Rush ruach chaos realized in Kindred chaos / Pando prima materia
<Christina keeps chaos in increasingly eccentric orbits
Eccentric chaos kisses with beginning the earth was complete / coupled chaos Christina>
Rush rainside rapid chaos / chaos oscillates chaotic text
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To permit the poem to connect to as many diverse experiments as possible – polysynthesis – to propose rather than dictate so that each poem suggests something beyond itself.
It’s interesting and a part of me agrees with it but at the same time it sounds a little lazy, says Asia. I feel like there is a space for being intentional and curating the chaos into something tangible. I’m talking about intentionally arranging it in order to better communicate what it is that you are trying to say, says Asia.
Permit poem language and theopoetic language and peculiar language – not to permit but surrender to the north stormwinds and YHVH whirlwinds of languages
Theos language El Elohim languages
Book babel speeches
Connect play polysynthesis – relentless but not predictable language. Only the bird.
I think the concept of chaos is that it isn’t controlled or sorted into boxes, says Asia. You like chaos in your art but you like other things to stay exactly the same. Becoming comfortable with change is good. I would rather you find those fears on your own than have them thrown at you, says Asia.
Connect to – through the chest, under the skin. Katabatic dead abode but the descent is the ascent. Connect to relentless chaos (sleep between speech and dreams sleep between one language and another).
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Rush rainside rapid <eccentric chaos kissed with beginning>
And one shall reign whom those who inhabit the earth do not expect, and the birds shall fly away together, and the sea of Sodom shall cast up fish, and one whom the many do not know shall make his voice heard by night, and all shall hear his voice. There shall be chaos also in many places, fire shall often break out, the wild animals shall roam beyond their haunts, and the mentrous women shall bring forth monsters.
Rush rainside rapid cast his haunts. Oscillate fire monsters roam women. Iron isolates my body expect birds many chaos. I rush together wild in Sodom his night rapid.
Porno Sex, ruthless black mail, savage murder – just opened in a
game of big money and brutal betrayal Fifty-Two Pickup
He menaces women with wild desires! Maniac a strange, startling love
Rush rapid repetition chaos beyond earth inhabit voice shall many iron
I rabbit rapid rain rushes and I sow sea of reeds Sow sea of reeds twelve tone row Sing song of sea seamstress exodus (my exiled soul explicit chaos / a hardcore chaos and pornography) Sleep sea of reeds raw last supper sleep: an insurmountable sea sleep
I sleep tidal wave letters letter Taryn tenebroso (Taryn titan vibrato)
I sleep tidal also inhabit their haunts and wild animals last up fight and monstrous – I taryn brings forth monsters not expect sleep
I sleep <Christina keeps chaos increasingly eccentric orbits>
Rapid rush rarefied aether / objects found in chance positions, in order or disorder, on tables, in boxes, drawers, fixed as they are Rapid rain rushes sea of reeds chance red rover red rover won’t Christina come over
<Christina keeps chaos in increasingly eccentric orbits
Eccentric chaos kisses with beginning the earth was complete coupled chaos Christina
Christina began to create the heavens and earth was complete chaos and darkness>
Sea of reeds rib their haunts and all fly away together, and the earth monsters cast up fish
Sea of reeds haunt her earth monsters, objects found in chance position, in order or disordered desert
chance operations <coupled chaos Christina>
I dream undressed desert in rain and rain falls on chance fields or wheels. I dream undressed desert a hard rain is gonna fall. Rainfalls vertical transformed horizontal and I myth multidirectional. Rain falls undressed desert and I decorate desert dressed on walls. Only the plane changes: horizontal becomes vertical, and with everything connected experimental-multidirectional. I dream horizontal as hug hung horizontal, a horizontal suspension digging hounds / wounds from graves.
Rapid rain rushes a hard rain’s gonna fall full repetition (repeat their menstrous voice break there also fire places shall be shall birds hear those chaos roam)
A hard rain’s gonna fall full repetition (full repetition grinds groove blade groove) Rapid rushes cold war apocalypses and I approach apocalypse and as here her Christina chaos (rush rain undress syntax)
My Mouth Gnaws Itself Away
My mouth – a woman’s mouth – gnaws itself away. My mouth away slaughters deer and blows up river dams.
My mouth – a woman’s mouth – gnaws open <this is where time becomes space>
The mouth of a woman who has long hair among the weeds looked gnawed away
My mouth – a woman’s mouth – gnaws itself amen Open amen verily summons <this is where time becomes space> I mouth <this is where time room space conducts sonic boom> I gnaw on human bone with <Hume’s fork homeless silverware>
<This time the Empire Never Ended. Rome insidiously subsists behind the Las Vegas simulacra. This is where time becomes space / the Empire Never Ended but I prophesy from to through the spectral name.>
Book emerges from my mouth: God Book short surfaces sound sea. Your eyes beheld my unformed substance. In your book were written all the days that were formed for me when none of them as yet existed. My mouth streams saw synthesis / my mouth streams this is where time becomes space.
Surface fuck sea foam flesh
Play off sense against nonsense
Your red dress into while fold same
My mouth – a woman’s mouth – surfaces <this is where the Empire Never Ended>
God Book surfaces Book ghost flower. Book flowers bird flower forces open my mouth wheel red. Book flowers additional books, and Book mirrors book, Book arche and apeiron. Book reveals all book burrowed into my mouth – a woman’s mouth – and foretells this is where time becomes space. At that time Michael, the great prince, the protector of your people, shall arise. There shall be a time of anguish such as has never occurred since nations first came into existence. But at that time your people shall be delivered, everyone who is found written in the book. Many of those who sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life and some to share an everlasting contempt.
My mouth clangs contempt. My mouth crowds contempt and Book shames but redeems time. My mouth redeems messianic time – I mouth <the Empire Never Ended but I prophesy from to through spectral space>.
Book ghost flower bird flower wheel red (the color of Christina’s yellow hair: blue. The color of Christina’s green hair: red. Red bind blue BB gun geist garden). I garden god ghost leaves of grass house of leaves subtle leviathan.
My mouths gnaws itself amen. My mouth amen slaughters deer and throws up river damns. I build my bodies – one without mouths and one entirely mouths – <time room space conducts sonic booms>. My mouth mulches trees tree bark sharks. My mouth bites bark basking sharks.
I thoroughly weeded every vegetable bed, put manure, compost, charcoal and mulch, and planted seeds, says Asia. What does charcoal do? I say. Help retain water and gives the beneficial bacteria a place to go crazy mode. What seeds do you plant? Squash, zucchini, carrots, bok choy, beans, like some kind of turnip, cucumber, parsley, says Asia. I need to go raid your garden, I say. It’s nothing but seeds and compost, says Asia. And I will kill you if you touch it. I spent all day in the fucking heat. When I was done I walked by the mirror and jump scared myself. Literally covered in dirt and charcoal. I looked like I dug my way out of the ground like a mole person, she says.
My body all mouths sings psalm sin when demons. Sing those who are wide shall shine like the brightness of the sky, and those who lead the many to righteousness, like the stars forever and ever. But you keep the words secret and the book sealed until the end of time of the end. My body all mouths <insidiously subsides behind Las Vegas simulacra>.
My mouth – a woman’s mouth – auto-cannibalizes body to clear for metamorphoses. My anterior animal anatomy eats – ben stegosaurus spine spine spindle – my anterior alligator anatomy eats battle bull bark sharks.
Posterior poltergeist pulse bone bone possum cavity Animals at animals at axe skull animal animal cavity crayon
Lime crayon
Pale yellow-green crayon
Pale rider crayon canyon
Mouth animal Book gore
Posterior poltergeist since shall of arise not first earth duct Pulse bone unformed who your depths possum cavity
My mouth unformed who your depths – a woman’s mouth you existence My mouth eyes the delivered the was anguish – a woman’s mouth time hidden some everlasting
Anatomy sheds anxious antlers / my body decays other other radically embodied empty body body brash brass bronze crayon bodies. I do not possess a true body cavity but the holy ghost possesses and animates my body cavity empty fall full empty cavity something here clusters (something other than clusters).
My mouth – a woman’s mouth – mouth your eyes being back and some to everlasting wade intricately woven in the Book. Christina, you everyday girl in simple life dresses you dear green animal deer anarchy. A woman’s mouth <prophesies from to through the spectral space>.
I garden green granite god atomic mysticism manic math magnet near most mythemes or coagulated mythologies / coalesce animations
My mouth – a woman’s mouth – vomits <this is where time becomes space Space is the place We travel the spaceways from planet to planet>
I animate ordinary underworld gospel of dark ghosts / Christina’s name drips soft cattle tallow
I animate running life and some to underworld – I mouth formed since the book many of the dust / Christina’s name those who is found written in the book sealed into the depths of the book
Many of the book
Many of the book
Many of them as yet existed
Cattle this rattle rough rhythm bullet round: round body round dress desert truffle drama
My woman’s mouth gnaws my body drama rehearse book ritual Bark ben body drama repeats drama book little liturgies mass laughter
The mouth of a woman <travels the spaceways from planet to planet>
<This is where time space directs conductions and the banshee of my consciousness doesn’t exist> This is where my mouth makes space for my women’s mouth My mouth conducts bodies improvised animal – mouth running increase written protector mouth My mouth <from planet to planet> gnaws holy spirit possession
Book Nourished By Names
<Bouquet Book blesses Book wedding word: Her blonde word Ben Hydra
Bizarre Book builds Book dada hydra Book happenings>
Book nourished by names cuts now internal organs origins other names obstacles Names obstacles organelles elephant overlap Book name now power / knowledge obelisk
The Book and I are one. My anarchic anatomy-antimony-antithesis displease spiral column desert. The Book and I become one. An annulated foreign body hand identified in the anterior chamber showing peristaltic motion. The eye was clipped under metrobulbular anesthesia, the corner incised at the limbus then the parasite extracted from the anterior chamber. The Book invades my Body eye-parasite and ear flagella. My anarchic anatomy spreads spiral antitheses, and Book bares Books located at its antipodes.
So the Jews gathered around him said to them, “How long will you keep us in suspense? If you are the messiah, tell us plainly.” Jesus answered, “I have told you, and you do not believe. The works that I do in my Father’s name testify to me, but you do not believe because you do not belong to my sheep. My sheep hear my voice. I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they will never perish. None will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, in regard to what he was given me, is greater than all, and no one can snatch them out of the Father’s hand. The Father and I are one.
Book nourishes by name: name <Bouquet Book blesses Book> Name <Book wedding word> name suspense Name <her blonde word Ben hydra> voice all you will greater
Book name not power / knowledge obelisk Knowledge none near door knock obelisk: risk obelisk rid sea soil salt rudder Red rood cross obelisk and other over cross cinders <dada hydra Book happenings> Red rood cross obelisk and other over cross cinders: red ash body bounce Book solder or crease sinister
Sinister cylinder keep gathered them them hand perish Bounce book solder or sea messiah one will hand
Power <builds Book dada> Messiah one will hand Knowledge <dada hydra Book happenings> one all given my you
The Book and I are one; the Book and my Body are one. My eye was clipped underneath underneath rotting. My eye clipped one winged angel angel annual annul electric chair Book. I prepare my eye with its particular vulnerability to trauma and on one will snatch them out of my hand. The Book and my Hand draw one and write one – one anarchic anatomy – one Book body horror – eye to eye messianic.
I prepare Bouquet Book vulnerable vision. I prepare my interior the eye interior (eye immediate immediate prepare my eye rots rooted wood eye immersion). I immerse my eye in increased eyes messianic hands snatch Book. My interior eyes intense my eye earth unearths rot underneath.
<Bouquet book blesses Book wedding word: her blonde word Ben hydra> Blonde Book nourished by names cuts now internal organs ouroboros Book blessed the eye and hand are one / dada and hydra paint one Name paint Book one
Book nourished by names narrates my anarchic anatomy Book narrates itself <fluxus Book flux what flows from me is what you call time>
Your Book isn’t a narrative, says Asia. I don’t think the themes in your writing will ever be as obvious as the ones in this book, she says.
I would like to see you write narratives that have plot and build on a theme, says Asia.
I think your writing is that, says Asia. It’s overall format and structure defy expectations. It’s not narrative or poetry – it’s its own beast and people have to tread differently when they read it, says Asia.
I would like to see you write narratives that have plot and build on a theme.
<Bizarre Book builds Book dada hydra Book happenings
Fluxus book flux what flows from me is what you call time>
Write narrative-plot-time. Plot time Book nourishes by names – my body and my name, intermingled with KRYSXTRYN + Asia With Weevils. The Book and my Body narrate one plot and one theme.
I do not possess a true body cavity. I enter the eye as a wood splinter or obsidian blade. I stream several caudal vertebrae, a dermal plate, and several additional post-colonial elements. I enter my hand posterior second braincase lodged in the pelvic cavity. I think in my saurian lumbar brain and I combine my whale brain with my human brain nourished by stegosaurus sail boat language brain.
Book nourished by names cuts now internal organs – original you eternal all gathered out hand – Book now power / knowledge – what in keep given Father life the are one in sleep Book
Book nourished by names tag the Book and I am one. Red rood obelisk crosses my sinister-cylinder Book. Book body Ghost Book several books braid my body <Book flux what flows from me is what you call time>. Book flows from me and there is a Book of God through which God questions himself, and there is the Book of Man – it is on the scale of God’s. God Book salts surface sound sea. I see saw nourishes names – my names nourished the Book and my Body is my name.
Book Follows Every Page An Abyss
I name Book I name Book Book follows every page an abyss and my abyssal body shines name wings wing name great american novel
<Taryn was words-within-worlds tohu wabohu and dark pleroma was upon the face of tehom – our tehom face-to-face abysses>
I name Book naming act – act name happening – name palimpsest erased and rewritten
Name neuron nectar now names god. He is unbegotten, having no beginning; for everyone who has a beginning has an end. Since no one rules over him, he has no name; for another who has a name is the creation of another. Book names Other Ben Autogenes, mixture god genus names.
Name brain insane in the membrane Ben Hinnom. From now on, I am the Great Savior. For he is immortal and eternal: <tohu wabohu and dark pleroma> name play Book.
I name Book Book follows <words-within-worlds tohu wabohu> word name. I name Book an immortal and unbegotten name Book names me prime plus retrograde. Name Book whoever to whom he has birth; for everyone who is from the great Savior. Name Book follows tohu wabohu and dark pleroma every play and frolic. Name Book now he alone and eternal haunted house Book
Got some branches down, says Asia. Made some mulch. Identified a plant. Found a mason bee, she says. I read that at first as you identify as a plant and I was like OK, cool, I say. I mean give me a few years and who knows, says Asia. Maybe I’ve already started my chlorophyll shots and I’m just not ready to socially transition into a noxious weed yet, she says. At least you’re a noxious weed already in spirit and personality, I say. I spread rapidly and can be difficult to control, she says. My underground rhizome networks are difficult to remove.
I name Book Book noxious weed words-within-worlds. Name spreads rapidly – since for knew creature spreads rapidly having name foundation. Name networks difficult to remove.
Name nectar noxious now names god Book Houses horse horse Book body hauntology Book horse body horse dare pleroma haunt hammer helios Haunt body hammer hilt silver swim sword dual duel name
Haunted house spreads rapidly underground name networks
Name dual big dipper / desert ursa major (Big Dipper ineffable no of great except unbegotten haunted underground) Name major labia majora
Book ben body bear haunt blown bear black bear hash brush or rush rattle
Book rattlesnake riddle rib stars / rib rattlesnake name resurrections
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Book names my body <face-to-face abysses>
Book names my body horror <face-to-face all her faces of the nude blue tehom>
Uncensored: a frank and detailed look at the cult of nakedness!
Nudism: Invitation to Vice
I whisper skull ash
I talk mouth flowers and teeth flowing stars (stars strike my teeth forced entry through the locked gate)
I talk mouth underground rhizome networks (stars strike my teeth rapid spreading)
I cut out my tongue tangled with seaweed. I cut kelp from my tongue tonic self-begotten. My tongue circles fairy rings Coltrane changes. My tongue twists itself inside out creation unbegotten a He eternal through world. Tongue rapid spreads insidious, sphere turning inward-outward skull tohu wabohu stars. I cut out my tongue total war and scorched earth. I travel through my chest time travel – I sneak through my rib cage star clusters.
I travel time to who is from the foundation no authority, no birth, for ever him, no one to whom but named Ben: Book Ben Tehom Book Ben Taryn. Ben Taryn travel no authority no birth for everyone who he has birth traveled through my chest times.
I sneak through my rib cage star clusters, under my skin, netherworld – word harrowing of hell – <dark pleroma upon the face of tehom>. Skin shuttles dead through open window shutters.
I touch the flowers and I touch my skull cavity.
There is a corpse flower at a botanical garden in Florida, says Asia. And it’s about to flower. THEY NAMED IT PRINCESS PUNGENT. I’m obsessed, she says. That’s amazing, I say. Go see it. Give it a kiss. Pucker up for Princess Pungent.
I touch flowers to my mouth and they sprout rapidly in my skull cavity. I contact my brain horrendous space kablooie.
Book names my body <words-within-worlds tohu wabohu and dark pleroma>.
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I name Book Book follows every page an abyss and an abyssal body shines name wings wing name great american novel
I travel through my chest stars mar mare marry mary magdalene increase light lumen bone mar mermaid gospel of mark marriage of heaven and hell (Two minutes of spray paint directly on the floor A 3” by 36” removal of hatching or support wall)
Book travels Ben intestines from external end now starry rib cage Book travels stomach no birth savior creation anyone
I name Book body horror vomiting two minutes of spray paint directly on the floor
Her Name Elongates My Limbs
Name name noise nonlinear noxious partials – intoxicating overtones tapping into name telephone / telegram Name name multiple: many noises, many numbers, many bodies Name intermixes noise contaminates name nonlinear: collective chaos / communal naming
<Taryn Tehom faces Taryn Tohu Wabohu wade word away bottomless pit. Taryn Tehom troubles Ben Bythos / Taryn troubles waters words-within-worlds first magic chaos>
Taryn troubles noise name name tehom – my body troubles tehom vision mass chaos. Taryn troubles my body Ben tehom. Ben body bells hell bull shark and my bull shark body charges Taryn Trickster / disordered and derealized desert. I dive depths dislocated desert and my bed body revolts body derealization or deterritorialized (a derealized rhizome zebra desert nomad desert depersonalized exile).
Name name noise narrates my name time out of mind
Name noise nonsmoker: to learn to sign my name – to spell and fear, cherish and free it Nurse noise I scream the name or name transformed into wire hum numbers (naming as a primal language happening do not fear repetition and ritual. Do not flee name and ritual.)
Name name noise <Taryn tehom sows play pleroma> Noise name full nonlinear / my body full dislocated
//
Noise noise name embodied ben tehom
Someone had a stacked lavender aster between his teeth. As I cut out the tongue and palate through the chest under the skin with a long knife. I must have touched the flower, for it slid into the brain lying text.
<Taryn tehom sows play pleroma> full in my teeth – nameless name teeth – tool teeth dislocated tehom
Then he put her on the donkey and the man set out for his home. When he had entered his house, he took a knife, and grasping his concubine, he cut her into twelve pieces, limb by limb, and sent her throughout all the territory of Israel.
<Taryn Tehom troubles Ben Bythos> and she cuts my body in twelve pieces and each piece names noise. Twelve pieces name themselves twelve tehoms and twelve twins amen.
Name amen in at on pieces
Noise was the the the the limb
Taryn Tehom opened her out throughout the hands
This Christmas, you better believe in Santa… or he’ll slay you! Christmas Evil … the night he dropped in
Name amen the hands for all day doors
Noise home territory the the the threshold
<Taryn Tehom faces Taryn Tohu Wabohu>
I continue to carry my body between teeth – its teeth pulled through its body – my bodies always multiple persons multiple names multiple noises
I carry my bodies home territory the threshold when (multiple persons multiple plants multiple faerie circles) My body home skins long knife brain next, an acute body horror
//
Name name noise ritual Do not flee name ritual but perform the name Perform dislocated name nomad
Ritual repeated rhizome Christina / revelation is the revelation of the name Revelation is the revelation of the names of Taryn Tehom / scream god names Superimpose and chain as TARYN TEHOM: Taryn translated and rotated rounded harmonic harlequin piano tuner of earthquakes
Earthquake cryptography code cryptozoology
He until or song knife the night he came
Name name noise: a building as a series of stomachs sitting on a plate – bones connected by bits of gristle
Name name noise: building ben bodies disconnected and dislocated in the bizarre count of cut limbs. When in doubt, count faster. I doubt my body and my body revolts my body ben hinnom without organs. When in doubt, count my limbs faster. If I died, would I really be dead? I don’t know if I ever die. My name becomes not real and irreal and I live in the Andy Warhol It’s All Television. I act in the irreal ritual television. I’m only the sort of thing in Christina’s dream. I’m only the character in the Book, this Book noise name aster violence. I exist only in the mind of the Reader. It doesn’t matter if Ben drifts in television or in Book dream – all experiment unreal – irrational tehom and tohu wabohu. My body bewitches my body ben hinnom without organs.
In a sense, all film is entirely into someone else’s dream.
Name name noise ben body banks bowels human human geodesics structure supports glass skin
<Taryn Tehom faces Taryn Tohu Wabohu wade words> my noise name name Tehom
Human body hollow structural section box body skeleton Skeletal Tehom embodies irreal human
<Taryn Tehom faces Taryn> makes my head like a knife blade / she elongates my limbs She elongates me to hands on which day saying door Taryn carves my head a pack of cigarettes Taryn sculpts my head thin as nails nudge name new animals
Name name noise / my body boasts transparent construction (my head completely unknown object without dimensions)
Nurse noise ritual Taryn ritual by pieces was answer to master woman cut (Nurse noise ben hinnom cut to pieces Noise noise nameless irreal television)
You know I never die. I only enter hibernation until the reader wakes me from the dream.
Name Numinous Noise
Name name noise Name non name noise souse organ noise Name not no name source
Name name noise Nurse name noise gnosis, notched neat in interior heat ben body
Name name noise Name neonatal noise nurses no name except the very name (Name discovers its name in the process of its re/naming. Naming discovers and to name with the name self-discovers name.)
(With your screams you have composed his name. And every scream is one of the letters which names you.)
Name name noise Kindred <Kindred prophesies in the beginning was the verb
Ur-writing
Ur-language
Ur-speech
Primordial prophecy originates in Kindred chaos> Name name noise nurse Kindred chaos
Name name noise Name noise negligent northwest: northwest newsprint nonlinear noise With my scream I have composed her name <in the beginning was the verb>
Verb breakers beach primordial name / name communes chaos. Name verb noise listens to my name anew. I listen to a podcast episode by Lepht Hand entitled “From Bataille to Blanchot: The Negative Community and the Death of the Other” and I recognize I have so much work to do – not as a philosopher of the community but as a prophet and mystic of community, a seer summoning anarchy and creativity. I urge to understand the Ben-Self and paradoxical post-humanist prophet and post-theist mystic-seer. I meditate on Kindred verb ur-writing and ur-speech. I contemplate KRYSXTRYN + Asia rhizome creative anarchy ur-verb unconditional love. Can the difficult love of my friendships be a model for community? Can it be universalized?
Name name noise Name nonlinear newsprint noise (originates in Kindred chaos)
Name name numinous discover communal noise
Ur-writing irrational multiple maximum mirrors
Ur-writing mirror-time tremor Taryn queer earthquake
Noise narrates queer neurology / name name networks
I have so much work to do and I intertwine verb serpentwise with word sabbath. I weave work name with name noise networks, and the waking names its names a self-begetting name. I choose to name my own negativity and negative space – the this is where time becomes space sabbath – name name noise ur-language. I work name name noisy descent (serpent sabbath steers antler subterranean and I spelunk cave mouth cunt shaman). I spelunk serpent sabbath syzygies name name ben body revolts circle my body revolts circles circles chaos.
Name name noise Name the gnostic community of names, the joyous noise Name noise kindred gnosis <Kindred kindles and keeps chaos: potential for pure relationship and process>
Noise narrates queer numerology / name name Kindred networks
Nonverbal noise nightlife a nightmare nostalgia
Noise narrates name name chaos northwest newsprint
Ben body revolts circles circles chaos / <Kindred prophesies in the beginning was the verb>
Body revolts body ben adam body without organs (body bewilders chaos chase body bewitches creative chaos / taryn tehom primordial primordial Bewilder name name revolt) Body revolts body adamic name name ur-language
I play primeval-primordial and ben body boils over names. Body revolts body ben adam without name body without organs.
Body bell ball bore experiment
Name circle drill valley dolls
Pray names names circling body without Ben communal noise
Name name noise body bell bark bull shark (nurse shark Taryn Trickster re/names noise networks)
Name name noise <primordial prophecy originates in Kindred chaos>
Add Noise To The Process
Works word excerpts processes and sequences: event chairs char sculptural objects Objects even earth alpha and omega overlap only omegas machine overture
Works word excerpts – excerpt edits event – excerpt event earth – primordial earth
Works word event – event <complete chaos projects pink out of the corner> event Event chairs char sculptural objects <composite chaos completed chaos>
Omega overlaps only only omegas machine overture teeth tall Taryn tall alphabet body burst hearse fluids Hearse house of leaves of grass gospel of mark spore paint
Omega overlaps only omegas
<Chaos Son of morning
Chaos the early rising
Chaos who rode in the morning>
Tall alphabet body brings chaos morning
And he said to me, “Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this book, for the time is near. Let the evildoer still do evil, and the filthy still be filthy, and the righteous still do right, and the holy still be holy.” “See, I am coming soon; my reward is with me, to repay according to everyone’s work. I am the Alpha and Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.”
First overlaps only first chaos Beginning overlaps complete chaos beginning primordial omega
Works word omega origins: origin <early rising chaos> overlaps Book beginning continuous bodies Word sequence contains bodies omega overlap ben body
Works word noise processes, noise documents chaos bodies which continues from chaos to chaos <composite complete chaos>. Noise document more tapes revised onscreen. Omega overlaps only omega onscreen, the transparent screen scream beam of my bodies. Works look at my body onscreen screen time sizable engines. Work mark surreal as real as my swamp body.
Noise <chaos son of morning> work noise
Noise nomad now atom
Noise nitro atomic mixed nitro
Noise network wetwork woman weaving
Noise weaves rivers rush of children noise
I think you are looking for more metaphorical explanations, says Asia. Like you probably thought “dirty” and thought it means something along the lines of being more spontaneous or not censoring yourself so much and I was like “physically touch dirt.” Plant some plants, says Asia. Yeah, I say. I thought of it like adding noise and mess to the process, I say.
Works word excerpts noise and noise processes event noise Works word beginning me soon and last and according to the first Noise words repay and flirting prophecy (let the filthy remain filthy in prophecy) Filthy prophecy near holy
Prophesy filthy noise and noise rushes. I weave rivers rush of children noise.
Rush bramble bush brush noise rush children of men
Bramble ben body boisterous noise dreamy bruises
Prophesy dirty noise overlaps filthy noise and I rush omega holy beginning to am me
Loud, says Asia. Unorganized. They didn’t have enough seats for everyone there. Some of the coaches that are my coworkers took their shirts off and had the letters painted on their stomachs. When that happened I wanted to disappear. Like I know you guys aren’t pulling all of us into your frat boy behavior. A lot of it seemed like making noise just to make noise.
I weave rivers omega overlaps only omega objects
Noise documents desert dryden dress dust dreamer
Weave noise Ben name: noise male name nomad ninth midnight
Noise just to make noise <Complete chaos projects pink> noise just to make noise
Works word excerpt processes: works mess word noise I book filthy not near up and prophecy
Noise documents my name Ben Document Desert. Noise for the sake of desert noise prophecies filthy / filthy touch dirt and plant plants pure noise.
Noon nor noir noise nocturne toenails
Noise nonsense name Ben chaos
Nails pulled up by pliers or barn bind wires
Noise pulls out noise prophecy be the holy coming see me still. See me still noise chair <chaos whom rode in the morning>.
Works word excerpts of processes and sequences: event chains chair sculptural objects
Object and event noise bird’s word (Bird wire pigeon wing whir wasp wind women)
Bird is the word naked wasp noise word
Word reward the evildoer Omega
Bird Alpha and the work with soon noise
Objects as events earth alpha omega overlap only omega
Objects omega overlaps noise omega Wasp sap stop steppe wire whorl newt noise Newt noise vast hooks Hooks look god gate gear box body next noise extended neck
My nude neck extends omega overlaps omega – nude neck <early rides chaos> rising – nude neck sand straws ran noise nomadic – neck number noise nota taryn document nonsense (neume salamander noise neume amphibian document)
Do coming prophecy end be the Benjamin and holy
Do coming prophecy <composite chaos completely chaos>
Document hesitate now recording
I think it’s kind of funny how you compared your writing to the noises middle schoolers make, says Asia.
I Kiss Christina Deep Earth
<Creation myths Christina narrative
Christina karst sparse spirit abandons if I ever get off this killing floor
Christina couple down the road from the Book bunnies kitchen kits kiss cheap machine
Christina clip can do something don’t get mad>
I kiss Christina in the kelp forest and we submerge underneath. We always kiss subterranean intimate soil Christina myth couples underground.
Kiss earth unreal soil not real – not subterranean not here – not Ben kissed earth Kiss unreal unrest burrow Book hell Hell hurry performance happenings (beware happens in the fur forest) Kiss unreal forest / four forest flirt beware
Flour four forest flirt
Frozen fur develop fur fang skin
Forest <couple down from the Book bunnies>
I collect fangs and claws in the hunting grounds Fan fangs through passages hunt passages, and passages arcade an animist passacaglia
Kiss and I kiss burrow kiss kelp forest Kiss <creation myths Christina narrative>
And a woman in the city who was a sinner, having learned that he was eating in the pharisee’s house, brought an alabaster jar of ointment. She stood behind him at his feet, weeping and began to bathe his feet with her tears and to dry them with her hair, kissing his feet, and anointing them with ointment.
Not turning house her, <Christina couple down the road> kelp kisses
Kelp kiss fang soil keep claw
From not turning four forests flirt beware
Kiss I kiss and myth <creation myths Christina narrative>
I take pinhole camera pictures of iron passacaglia passages / construction plays the role of the subconscious Construction cuts into subconscious, an underneath pier pliers beware beware ben crossbow scandal swaddle bandits
I take pinhole camera pictures of you kissing my see she sale my feet this picture claw kisses Fang forest she kelp said water Iron passacaglia stood kissing and woman in the house was hair
I grow my hair longer and I wear it in a ponytail. I tail the seaweed and I collect fang and chaos mermaids. I grow earth unreal and kelp soil.
I’m not sure there is a Ben right now, I say to Christina. I know there’s Christina and there’s Kindred and there’s some Ben that’s also Kindred, but I don’t know if I’m that Ben right now. I know that sounds like nonsense, I say. It actually sounds very succinct for someone experiencing depersonalization, says Christina.
<Creation myths Christina> play constructions Construction cuts behind anointing big there beware beware ben crossbow
Construction clips subconscious distortion / distortion arachnid matter maxim maximum axioms Feet eating his alabaster axiom kisses Kisses my hair long kelp (help kelp kiss Christina myth)
Act ark parking lot or monopoly park place Act topographical monopoly Taryn roly poly polygons so go gadget habitat (Anna’s habit morphs into praying mantis exoskeleton)
Act ark parking lot <clip can do something you don’t get mad> park kisses I collect fang act and claw topography
Claw missed kisses pinhole camera picture Picture pulp earth and unreal pornography
A high-voltage tale of college life and love The Sorority Girls
Every woman was a sin-game for him along – Shame Road
Their love was called a sin by society Strange Affair
Claw forest four floor kisses
Pulp passacaglia plots passages act high-voltage I kiss Christina in the kelp forest strange affair We submerge underneath along share road
I feel myself unreal earth / my face feels earth erosion corrosive earth
I kiss Christina kelp forest and I submerge forest into deep earth (I prophesy all earth and other earth allwhen depths). I kiss deep earth Christina’s cunt. I ask Christina into my ground dark was the night cold was the ground.
Then turning to the woman, he said to Simon, “Do you see this woman? I entered your house; you gave me no water for my feet, but she has bathed my feet with her tears and dried them with her hair. You gave me no kiss, but from the time I came in she has not stopped kissing my feet. You did not anoint my head with oil, but she has anointed my feet with oil.
I kiss Christina strange affair kelp forest / submerge deep earth behind that weeping woman them with Benjamin Ariadne
Kiss Christina I’d rather be the devil be that woman man Kiss Christina her cunt karst catacomb nobody’s fault by my own Kiss <Christian karst sparse spirit abandons if I ever get off this killing floor> Kiss Christina into my ground nobody’s fault but my own
I was writing in my notebook last night about I don’t know Ben and I don’t know what this Ben is or what they do, I say to Christina. Then this thought came to me over and over: whatever Ben does, they have visions. Ben is someone who has visions. That’s what Ben is absence of everything else: visions, I say. Is that comforting for you? says C. I don’t know, I say. But I don’t find much comforting. Is the Kindred comforting? Who knows, I say. I like a thing that lives beyond me, says Christina. The thought about you/vision did comfort me but I didn’t know how you felt, she says. Is that why you see the Kindred as existing after us? It lives beyond us? Yes, says Christina. But I understand not everyone can find comfort in anything involving the idea of not being there anymore, says C.
<Christina myths Christina narratives> forest kisses Kiss Christina kelp forest head feet kiss ointment turning the brought stood kisses
Perhaps that Ben leaves me because then have a strange affairs. That Ben takes absence I don’t know this Ben but they fan fangs and claws in the hunting grounds. Grounds transforms transmutation my lead body bar blues brash noise body without organs.
Submerge underneath beware beware with house entered her airing construction <clip can’t do something you don’t get mad> distorted kisses
Kiss Christina she has anointment my head with ointment
I Kiss Sweetgum
I live under dead bark and in the rotting wood of conifers / neophytic forests
I live underneath dead and dead deep death wood word (root rooting wood word) I live alive dead and alive wood roots rot / root live alive dead
I live under umbra underneath ben hinnom blinkers break under unborn (Japanese honeysuckle originates from East Asia and is a common invasive species neophyte at lower altitudes in Ticino)
I have to say, says Asia. Getting a little buzzed and laying on the ground under a sweetgum tree is pretty peak. 10/10 would recommend. I can feel my cortisol levels dropping. I love sweetgum trees. They are generous and aggressive – so spikey and feeding everyone. Their children are resilience and grow fast. A lot of people hate them but I cannot, says Asia. Do you relate to the sweetgum tree? I say. You are spikey and aggressive and generous. Yes, says Asia. They teach me to walk carefully. Maybe another metaphor for our relationship, I say. Resilient and grow fast but also spikey. Thoughts on writing our friendship in sweetgum tree metaphors? I say. Not until you have laid under one buzzed and hear the bird calls from within its branches, says Asia. I’m joking but I think it’s funny how fast you jumped from “I’ve never seen it” to “adding it to my metaphor collection right now.” You need to understand how much other people hate this tree first. I was almost convinced it was an invasive species when I was younger because of how much people hated it, she says. Give me the story of the sweetgum tree of your life, I say. They drop these round spikey balls that hurt like hell to step on. They are also very hard to kill and will sprout baby trees from the roots so anyone dedicated to not having spikey balls in their yard will constantly be fighting back the horde but the sap is actually an antiseptic and it’s sweet so you could make syrup with it if you wanted to. The tree also drops a lot of seeds from the balls that feed many types of birds, says Asia. Do you think it would be a good idea to write our friendship in sweetgum tree metaphors? I say. It seems to be speaking to you, says Asia.
I live underneath nested tuplet underneath living underneath. I live in rot rhizome rotten living wood word rot living.
It seems to be speaking to you
Cross camelback creep camera obscura / I say the alphabet from alpha to omega very quickly
Cross clings cord comet start select galaxy Cross cord galaxy gospel congeals strange work water walk: I water walk woman alpha and omega (since you do not know the nature of the alpha, how are you going to teach me the beta?)
It seems to be speaking to you. They teach me to walk carefully.
I know aleph anarchic I know alpha wolf woman and frankenstein woman I know alpha flesh maximum mix material spirit spoon mixtape
Give am will alpha anarchic Will and laying on the balls alpha wolf woman and frankenstein woman walk I can feel my cortisol flesh maximum mix material spirits spool little buzzed mixtape
Alpha earth aleph eat ben body breath beta Alpha and beta brings beast from the earth beast from the sea (get up now, chop wood, and remember me)
It seems to be speaking to you. The dead bark sprinkle sparks – spikey ball teach beta – rotting wood and I’ve rotted too long. I’ve lived too long and accept loss forever. I feel faint underneath, and I feel fays, the phantom faerie dust of Ash Wednesday. I feel the root rotting speak to me demand death (death seeds a sweetgum hurt on spikey to invasive fast). Death speaks underneath umbra ben hinnom desire death tree I write of on actually. I listen to Flirted With You All My Life by Vic Chesnutt and I kiss sweetgum once or twice. Sweetgum teaches me to walk and its sap round fast in so yes antiseptic. I have lived too long so I accept loss forever. I accept camelback cross aleph dead deep wood depth. I feel sweetgum steady and sheol spits me out. Grave underneath rots living rhizome grave rejects me in grace. Sweetgum sap shys strange walk spirit and sloughs ben hinnom breakers. Sweetgum hums seraphic light, the countermelody of my life.
It seems to be speaking to you tuplet underneath earth wolf woman. I feel faint trees will they is the relate feed underneath. Under dead bark faint fall and falling man – I feel fear faces and my face descends big fuck. Accept loss forever. Faint flirts flee sweetgum laying sweetgum drop and I’m branches. Faint flirt free cross woman – woman alive roots death. Faint facet flirt alive dead and alive wood roots. Accept loss forever.
It seems to be speaking to you
I devour face-to-face semantic field paintings of Jean-Michel Basquiat / I devour rotting bullets underneath neophyte shadows umbra devour
Underneath my body, new growth forests
Forest underneath underneath my body entirely
Underneath my body, anxious desert dives or driven beneath
It seems to be speaking to you
Keep Prophesying Between Kitchen Spaces And Hospitals
<Chaos permeates water storms out of the whirlwind fiery and burning water
Chaos spittle of the moon splits human bone
Chaos same in chaos creates chaos corrupted chaos (holy chaos and corrupted chaos burn one chaos; sacred chaos and profane chaos burn one chaos)>
It was dark red red teeth red It was dark red teeth <spittle of the moon splits human bone> I teeth bone dark shark cartilage Bone teeth dozen spittle defuse dazzle (Teeth dampen cave bites)
Dark: what dark? Nostalgic dark screen video game gore. Dark language contaminates <fiery and burning water>. Her language contaminates my language – her Book contaminates my Book dirty bomb. I prophesy red Book bomb Beethoven’s Fifth. Teeth bites deaf dark chaos up against the wall motherfucker.
Pure language doesn’t exist – pure dark doesn’t burning water / no pure light. I acknowledge the mixture and I experience the mixture. I acknowledge mixture chaos corrupted chaos and I experiment <sacred chaos and profane chaos burning one chaos>.
Chaos permanent water swings Ben Body abject and trash layer – chaos camouflaged light-dark sacred-profane.
Philip K. Dick writes: “To share – experience – the joy of the Godhead as it invades – and expands into – the animal Kingdom… The Repair is to this damaged godhead… Christ reknitting the decomposing cosmos and restoring it to God. Christ moves lower and lower, starting with man. Thus the vision of Christ at and in the trash layer (stratum) is a vision of ultimate and final repair…”
I acknowledge the trash layer and garbage holy of holies I experiment <chaos spittle of the moon splits human bone>
Acknowledge witchcraft enters the computer age and a different terror begins
Acknowledge a hot-blooded crew of cut-throats! Devil-Ship Pirates
Trash <storms out of the whirlwind fiery and burning water>
I child at the stream and sparrow twelve sabbaths Witchcraft child live birds / computer pigeons
I child at the stream and sparrow twelve sabbaths. I child time crisis taryn tea party terrors and terror tunes twelve: twelve signs, twelve ships, twelve sparrow. Twelve practices witchcraft partitions of my hot-blooded bath body (For you are my disciples and I know you, how old you are and how old you will be and when you see my cross you believe everything I have said to you is true)
I see cross as sparrow See cross <chaos permanent water> devil-ships See cross crow ben body human sludge and acid bath / acid bath <spittle of the moon splits human bone> See cross sandsplit spalt spill serpent sing cross: cross terrific witchcraft cast trash
See cross <holy cross and corrupted chaos burn one chaos> See cross <split human bone> sandsplit salt serpents: cross witchcraft crane origami sewing machine
Machine mack the knife mechanics crack solo coffin piano improvisation
Improvised clay crows stations of the cross nights in white satin
Cross <chaos burn one chaos>
I acknowledge the trash layer and witchcraft terror holy of holies (I wouldn’t trade one stupid decision for another five years of life)
Fuck this dark and its contaminated universe – Ben body – hot-blooded Book – all when all things see cross (when I take out the garbage at night I am not with you then exactly I’m with the universe)
Anything you have done well is worth letting go of. I let go although I see the cross. I let go of my pretensions and my desire to be original. I desire to be original but I let go of transforming texts. Let the texts and quotations remain recognizable – intertextual. Texts commune and see beautiful – witchcraft cross and child sparrows. <Chaos permanent water storms out of the whirlwind> community and communion.
All the Book has ever been about is community and being-in-difference
Keep prophesying – in fragments, between kitchen spaces and hospitals, in steam chaos passenger car rides, between places and liminal planes – prophesy trash layer and <chaos burn one chaos>
Was a red was was cross es red teeth unrest fell dark Improvises cross normal deterritorialization Taryn tehom street teeth reterritorialization Red Taryn talk teeth torture cross distance time cross: cross onto desert Cross red chaos superimpose desert / Roman Empire into onto 1970s Anaheim (Los Angeles City plays itself)
Red was ref pirate terror ship witchcraft. In red see cross red dark the yes red of it was red red red dwell feel. I feel dark just key by wrath.
Red as remember red Krystal’s red dress. I undress red death phantom of the opera masquerade. It was dark red dark red. It was red in the godhead garbage and it was dark red and home root red hot-blood.
It was dark and dark. It was dark and trees red and pile FM Halloween red. Red. I accept dark.