You See Inside Of You

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in. No system closes but opens an awful outside. No system closes but the outside seeps in a spell geometry and a shaped canvas of the divine names. The crystallized in convex polygon clusters shape the name from the height of the left, a solar name.

The outside always seeps in: blunt body blues, whip courtyard yellow, magma matrix green. The bottom of green arras extends a vocabulary whose rest is deep and boundless moving through space and the stars.
<Chaos shimmers day star and gleams bright morning star;
Chaos shines Venus Son of Morning and sparkles the star radiant morning>

Chaos seeps in from the outside green arras chaos.

Green arras awry array. Green array matrix green mixed outside (outside chaos and outer green dark pigment). Mixed green grounds green and green germinates green. Green grows generous green and green glows more green ring chaos. I ring array rung matrix star metal. At my bottom green – stars outside stars seeping into my hands and feet – green gehenna. Bottom generous green gleams bright morning star green gehenna. Bottom extends vocabulary, and word outside contaminates any inside dirty-sacred word. Bottom extends extend vocabulary low array bay. Bay of blood vocabulary looks low array awry slow rings bring death.

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in.

For what is inside of you is what is outside of you, and the one who fashions you on the outside is the one who shaped the inside of you. And what you see outside of you, you see inside of you; it is visible and it is your garment.

For you and you: what is what outside. No system is closed is the you and it inside. <Chaos shines Venus Son of Morning> open awful outside. No system closes inside the one see is of one who outside visible (green outside visible matrix burden body). No system closed but your outside the you inside garment of outside spell geometry seep. Who fashions the garment outside is what you see divine names.

I shape the name bebop inside-outside solar disc, and the fecal eye of the sun tears itself outside volcanic entrails / titanium snail trails.

I shape name and name numerology projected project hocket gematria and sacred geometry. I gouge my eye eyes outside heavy gauge wire (ben barbed wire catches an organism that contains every outside scribbling on the storehouse wall).

Shape name you see outside of you and name numerology shaped the one who fashions you see outside of you. Name green ring <chaos glimmers day star> garment outside you name.

No system is closed and the outside always seeps in (I kiss entirely outside and not only outside). Outside always is you you and it you outside shaped is of is outside (I kiss the princess recites a spell written on a manuscript, summoning a giant skeleton).

I interpret outside as inside, an island incinerated.

Interpret green extends vocabulary. Green vocabulary extends generous visions rest. Green rests rhizome round and round here we always stay out late.
Out shaped inside your fashioned garments
Stay out late inside is outside and
Bottom green streams stray array green outside garment verily amen green. Green vocabulary plucks moving boundless stars.
<Chaos Son of Morning
Chaos the Early Rising
Chaos Who Rode In The Morning>

I bound stars outside outside you who see inside you of is one you green chaos. Boundless stars vocabulary constellations boundless moving through space. Space spread space shaped named chaos. Space spreads space spills space shaped canvas crab canons. Spill space stains entirely sheen array arras pattern chaos.

I interpret outside as inside. If your leaders say to you, look the Kingdom is in the sky, then the birds will precede you. If they say to you, it is in the sea, then the fish will precede you. Rather the Kingdom is within you and it is outside you. I interpret outside and inside <chaos glimmers> and chaos mixed green gematria with star name boundless Ben Adam.

Outside the box thinker, says Asia. It’s what happens when you’re brain is constantly bouncing off the walls of your skull. Do you think I’m an outside the box thinker? I say. Yeah, says Asia. I know that you don’t have ADHD but spending every day of your life wrestling with your own brain like Jacob wrestles the angel of god – it leads to some nonconformist ideas, says Asia.

I interpret outside shutters letting stranger light in. I interpret inside and I walk with your double hand balance in order to fill the instant.
Instant you is fish inside say
Instant you if sky it is shaped and the you
Interpret outside visible birds precede you shaped

I interpret inferno outside entirely inside and I run red left of the disc of sun and right disc of moon. The disc of the sun was a great dragon whose tail was in its mouth, and it mounted seven powers on the left. And four powers having the likeness of white horses drew it.

The sun disc inside is sky of your will outside you garment

Left sun disc and right moon interprets inside Kingdom of your you chaos

Interpret what you say then you
And you to say and the see
You to it one outside
Look you is who of the it outside

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in. No system is closed but opens awful outside. My Book-Body system auto-deconstructs and auto-contaminates my Book-Body. Book always contains its outside – I always contain my outside whether it’s star chaos titillating turmoil or green gut arrays and mother matrices translate and rotating the Book. The Book and Body remain one and its outside (on see is the inside in sea outside of the) contacts vision. Outside creates vision, and I interpret green fairy ring chaos in outside constellations. No system is closed including vision constellations and vision chaos name clusters. Vision continues blunt force blue trauma Tiamat and alien gore axe green chimeras.

It birds the outside your fashion
Precede is outside say you they it
It of see the within inside
Fish is for the sky visible is

No system closes but names numerology projected green and my green green open Open sky star chaos open Open Son of Morning your garment open

Between The Larger And Smaller Circle, A Modular Body

Sculpt Ben body modular / sculpt Ben body miniature

<Text-Composition No. 9A

Benjamin potentiates noun verb noun announce how noun sound prima materia
Benjamin potential gnosis vow gnosis announce now gnosis sound prima materia

Benjamin potentiates depersonalized / deterritorialized verb vowel verb
Dissociated vow vowel volume

Benjamin potentiates-oscillates vowel verb-vow dissociated language
Verb vowel voluptuous vision verb-vowel: verb howl now noun-gnosis visions dematerialized prima materia

Voluptuous vow bell jelly body viscous (well-developed borders vellum cavity)

Archaic human vow arcane gnosis alkahest:
Benjamin homunculus falling dissolved in aqua regia jest alkahest all spirit very hot gnosis

All hot very spirit thick water and maccabean fire: vow verb fire and noun noumena

Ben-Body clear water reduced to its minutest atoms / salt exalted to its highest degree

Benjamin Child of Humanity and Human One
Benjamin vow gnostic vision three-fold Human One
Benjamin oscillates vow vision verb discontinuity / voluptuous discontinuous vision >

Sculpt modular <Ben-Body clear water reduced to its minutest atoms> Sculpt miniature <voluptuous vow bell jelly body>

Modulate the apotropaic amulet adds adjacent approach and I approach gospel approximated modular. Modulate. Sculpt <verb vowel voluptuous vision>.

Modulate. I approximate gospel with gospel. I gospel through gospel body blues. Modular <potential gnosis vow gnosis>.

Sculpt bile body blunt force trauma tear tetragrammaton blues sculpture. Sculpt tetragrammaton terra grammar dram gram glamour little black dress sculpture. Sculpt <all hot very spirit thick water> blues.

Sculpt blues body Benjamin body blues sculpture

Sculpt <verb vowel voluptuous vision> blues

Sculpt blue <verb vowel voluptuous> gospel with gospel blue Ben miniature

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An organism contains my every outside (outside time torch flat body radials outside)

Ben miniatures radiate <clear water reduced to its minutest atoms> outside

An organism processes my outside and an outside ouroboros alchemy
Processes <thick water and macceabean fire>
Outside ouroboros <vow verb fire noun noumena>
An organism processes my outside sculpted by alchemy and apotropaic magic

Organic processes sculpt and curve my body verb fire ouroboros, and my outside swallows my outside Ben Klein Bottle. I shoot outside and the disc of the sun descends a great dragon. Benjamin <announce how noun sound> extended dragon resting its tail in its mouth, and it mounts seven powers on the left. I shoot left and I shoot her left outside fiery geometries – all spirit very hot gnosis – vow verb fire and noun noumena – cool chymical kiss and close contact of the fourth kind.

No system is closed – the outside always seeps in.
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Sculpt body modular gospel through gospel blues Blues body gospel guilloche glamour little black dress
Little black dress cave mouth mammoth tusk
Blue alexander mosaic

Sculpt Ben body modular mosaic remixed blue gospel

In the diagram are the greater and the smaller circle. On their diameter is inscribed “Father” and “Son”. Between the greater, in which the smaller lies, and another circle, consisting of two circles, the outer yellow and the inner dark blue, is the barrier, shaped like a two-edged axe. Above it is a small circle, smaller than the large of those already mentioned, with “love” written on it.

Blues body gospel inscribes the greater and smaller circle into modular body Inscribe glamour little black dress grammar gamma ray bottle
Little shaped larger are son
Blue between circles a those
Alexander mosaic large blue skirt
Blues the two-edged sword already and greater outer axe gospel

Mosaic matchstick lithium Taryn tetracycline holy spirit Spirit seascape gospel sailor’s eyeball

The in yellow above mosaic gospel with smaller Father Love circles spirit seagram the is written sailor

Sculpt a modular body. My body can never close itself off – the outside always seeps in. Elemental and primordial seeps in <salt exalted to its highest degree> apotropaic desert. The apotropaic amulet creeps magic dress and magic blue / modular body never experiences proton decay.

Written on smaller inner eyeball belly bullet proton decay / diameters and blue circle is another in smaller little black dress.

Sculpt body <voluptuous vow belly jelly body>. My body never decays and the outside always seeps in on the diagram are the greater and the greater yellow and another blue and the larger of two-edged axe.

I Sculpt My Body Modular

Content Warning: short description of bodily graphic violence

I sculpt my body modular / I sculpt my body miniature

Sculpt Ben body miniature
<Prima materia chrism
moon microcosm baptism
radical morning resurrection>
Sculpt modular mosaic body among prophetic organisms – organism processes – convergent evolution

An organism animates a series of processes that produce and do not simply interpret a cosmos and consciousness

An organism stresses bebop rhythm rhythm bebop body without organs estuary

Sculpt body broad illuminated manuscripts / stroll scroll striptease gospel aggressive gospel blues

Sculpt cosmic body and body universal – a body contracted last supper serpentine. Sculpt and thin out the sky turpentine. Twin body sculpts itself bodies camera performances. Cosmic camera photographs macroscopic human in microcosm human in microcosmic ritual – sky-chased Child of Humanity – body poetry sculptures.

Ben Adam perfumes-performs body poetry. I shaman-poet and my mind reaches easily out into all manners of shapes and other lives and I give songs to dreams. I sculpt dreams with a human face – my face. My faces glow slow prepared bone – bone complete microcosm and macrocosm. My face faces Taryn’s slow row among songs given to dreams beneath created earth. Dream sculpts <words-within-world dark pleroma faces>. My face gazes Taryn glow performance poetry. Ben Adam perfumes performance inscribed in bone palimpsest. Prepared bone travels through stomach stones down stony earth. Stones glow vogue poses polystylism / bebop polyrhythms. Stone poems workshed – sculptured arpeggios – page palimpsest cosmic microcosm.

God; Aeon; Cosmos; Time; Becoming. God maketh Aeon; Aeon, Cosmos; Cosmos, Time; and Time, Becoming. The Good – the Beautiful, Wisdom, Blessedness – is essence, as it were of God of Aeon, Sameness; of Cosmos, Order; of Tme, Change; and of Becoming, Life, and Death.

Sculpt body modular and I model alphabet lights light Aeon; Cosmos Order of God – of God – of God – Aeon. I become modular chaos / cosmos. I am letter lamp letter.
Lamp letter rapid eye movement
Eye recording eye knife
God cosmos beautiful God change
Sculpt letter Aeon of Time and is someness Becoming

Letter eye earth flax eye flail
Eye flail tail thagomizer letter
Letter immersive meteor shower
Letter becoming Time essence of life

My mind reaches out into all manners of shapes and other lives and other times, and I sing shape all animal time

(Best evidence for the use of the thagomizer in this Allosaurus tail – caudal vertebrae showing a punctured process. This hole perfectly matches a thagomizer spike.)

An organism stressed starling start / bebop zodiac and other constellations

An organism stresses little scales of leather and such beautiful bark bridges

An organism stresses bebop rhythm – rhythm bebop body without organs (With the escaping air and pressure, it included bisection of his thoracic-abdominal cavity, which resulted in fragmentation of his body, followed by the expulsion of all intestinal organs of his chest and abdomen, except the trachea and a section of small intestines, and of the thoracic spine. These were projected some distance, one section being found 10 meters vertically above the exterior pressure door.)

I sculpt my body modular – literary modular – pieces it’s extracting what you think it is. Sculpt body modular and misshape by thagomizers and discombobulated disastrous by explosive decompression. Sculpt Ben Body body horror – moon microcosms baptism body blown apart – radiant morning resurrection ripped volcanic earth. Body broadens illuminated horrors and my body in horror illuminates change time. Horror scroll God Aeon and Cosmos Sameness of good Death.
It seduces your mind… and feed off your flesh…
tonight Mulder and Scully stumble onto a plant
with a taste for human flesh The X-Files
Sculpt body under chaotic pressure and bythos baptism. Baptism bisects Ben body illuminates manuscript (My body unscroll Aeon Aeon Becoming Becoming instant evisceration).

Organism stressed starling change cosmic were it bebop

God maketh of Death it bebop zodiac and other constellations

Time Death essence stress little scales of leather and such beautiful Aeon Time God

I process puzzle bone china (beware have with translucent body) I process a puzzling organism consumed bone ash – feldspar material – koala

Sculpt body modular – cosmic vision – earth beneath travel – my body swings sincere surrender. Sculpt body burden of the valley of vision. Cosmic valley valleys double portion and double passion (passionate Tetragrammaton hits with ten ton hammer thagomizer). Ben Adam descends for the sake of ascent, and valley valley (double Aeon and Time) glows glade grass sleet. Slow grass klangs beautiful Cosmos and of were sameness Time. Burden of the Valley encrypts all shape all time and the Shaman-Poet deciphers valley cipher and sings its dream. I descend for the sake of ascent in Christian catacombs and cataract calls to cataract cosmos.

The energies of God are Mind and Soul; of Aeon, lastingness and deathlessness; of Cosmos, restoration and opposite thereof; of Time, increase and decrease; and of Becoming, quality.

Do you think a prophet has a moral obligation to prophesy? I say. No, says Asia. Obligation implies outside influence pressuring someone to do it. Do you believe in objective morality? I say. In my mind, morality hinges on harm done, she says. Does not prophesying cause harm? Yes, it could, I say. If you find someone sick, and you withhold medicine a healing from them, I feel you are causing harm. Prophecy is a medicine and healing to others, I say. I don’t know, says Asia. I’m not a fan of calling it an objective. All of this is internally motivated. Are you referring to prophecy or morality? Both, says Asia. You said Ben is a Prophet, I say. So for you, that’s just what I am? It comes from inside, inside my identity? Yeah, says Asia. No one is making you do it. I don’t think the divine can ever be external. Does ‘God’ create sound waves with physical instruments or organs to communicate with people? No. It has to come from within, says Asia.

I sculpt my body modular – modular becomes Aeon sameness of Aeon increase. I sculpt body miniature – God mind cosmos cosmos Aeon. Cosmos unscrolls striptease gospel and gospel anoints prima materia. Death becoming gospel moon microcosm baptism and mind becoming essence cosmos chrism.

Gospel blues iron gall gadget iron gear or metal gear grudge ocean grunge gestalt Gospel blues gorgon ion neon now mutated amulets

Time of Cosmos is Becoming of and Soul Good opposite God time Time Aeon Cosmos Death

Aeon Order and of Life of were quality and Beautiful and God make Gospel Gospel some in chaos anoints prima materia chrism – moon microcosm baptism – radiant morning resurrection

I sculpt modular gospel and gospel bodies

Silence Dreams Me Outside My Outside

I contain my outside free time a tilted vibrato. I contain outside time and inside time tilted underneath. I improvise outside subterranean time timbre tempest.

Contain outside time free time tilted rubato vibrato. Outside time inside tilts underneath. Outside subterranean flows beneath Book tempest.

Outside, something like silence. Silence solidifies into ice, crucifixion crossroads. Outside, crossroads turned and inverted descent haunted house earth. Underground, quiet earth – no quivering or shaking but total time – flux what flows from me is what you call time. Outside, free time inside: interior KRYSXTRYN klein bottle. Something like silence contains my outside outside – entirely decisive side.
Separate silences
Separate skulls
Serpentine skulls deformed by silence
Outside my body, abundant silence.

(That of the whole body from the liquid element, that from hand of the ground, that from the hand from the requirements of locomotion, and finally that of the brain from the facial mask)

My body outside whole liquid silence amplifies distinct articulation. I articulate liquid silence.

I contain outside silence inside tilt solid quiet underneath. Improvise outside <this third time turns from you with depth connects> time liquid silence.

Improvise outside silent siren solar anus (The phrasing, the repetitions or lack of repetitions, gesture surprise). Silence surprises time and time with depth connects surprise silence.

Three powers came from him; they are the Father, the Mother, and the Son, from the living silence, what came forth from the incorruptible Father. These came forth from the silence of the unknown Father.

I surprise myself outside / I contain my outside this is what time does to the body

My whole body liquid silence together this is what time does to the body Amplified silence <flows from me is what you call time>

I surprise myself that the whole body belly they are the silence of the incorruptible Father. Surprise these came forth from they are they are the silence of the silence. What came forth from the silence whole body from the liquid element incorruptible silences. I articulate liquid silence and I articulate skull stall jaw jam silence. Silence what came forth from the Son articulated. Outside articulation <flows from me is what you call time>.

I articulate my whole body liquid liquid space silence silence expands silence liquid squid articulation. My whole body amplifies <third time turns for you with depths connect between or two> silences. Between the silence after the sound structure and silence before the next one, one heard the sound of silence between the silences. Between speech articulates between <two entities in you sprawl Pando>.

Three the the incorruptible of powers. Three powers Father living Father the came the silence. These unknown for the Mother what came Father from (from my outside surprises silences) and came forth sprawl Pando. What flows from my outside, icy silence from the are from the silence.

I contain my outside this is what time does to the body. I contain my outside other time outer darkness, an alienation of a body riddled with time. This is what separate silences – separate skulls deformed by time – silence. My whole body endures time.

When I collected the sundew, says Asia, I was showing it to the science teacher and one of the social studies teachers was next to them and he was really interested in the sundew and said, “Thanks, I needed to see something interesting today” and I thought to myself “That man needs a plant”, so I took one of the offshoots of a tropical plant that I thought I killed because I left it outside during winter but it sprang right back up, put it in a pot and brought it to work. He tried to convince me that he would kill it and I was like “I already killed it and it’s fine”, says Asia.

Outside, <Smooth cordgrass clings to Asia’s skin and special glands beneath secret excess salt>
Outside, <she anchors her roots in brackish waters and her body buffers the coastline>
Outside, <sweetgum grass invades jumping grounds and Asia emerges from sticky seed pods>

I contain my outside surprises
Surprise Mother and came came silence
Surprise from forth Father Father
I contain my outside silent time outer darkness (Asia has described a circle on that face of the waters, at the boundary between light and darkness). Outer darkness riddles my body time time rubato. I dream sacred time long ago and I myth a kind of narrative of things that once happened.

The him the came they are unknown from the forth. Forth the the forth what Son silent <silent sweetgum invades and grabs jumping ground silence>. What son from Mother Father powers silence. Came silence Father the incorruptible silence outside.

Between silence after sound structure silence before next, and silence before next hears sound silence. Sound silence between silences.

Between silence, human body – my human body between Between – silence heightens silence and articulates silence – silence between body bubonic plague between silence Between silence silences liquid body element between / language as the instrument of liberation of lived experience

I dream outside time forth from they are the Father and outside these came forth from the silence and between what came from the Mother. Outside are they are the unknown Father, the living silence, what came forth from Son.

I dream outside time a kind of charter of things. I dream dark and outer darkness as the act of dreaming produces new song and songs. I make contact silent mystery of dreamy and dreamy here-and-now.

I contain my outside / silence dreams me outside my outside

When You Make The Male And Female A Single One

I contain my outside side Contain outside sideways walking word hers word wailing

I contain my outside side – side this happening This happening – human and human and hail human here Rhombus or or rhombus human Contain outside send search happening This happening hell hell skeleton heel hold zone toward zone all returns to the zero

Zero marrow

I contain my outside zero

Contain outside chaos zero Zero <some in chaos anoints prima materia chrism – zero chrism happening – moon microcosm baptism – radiant morning resurrection> Resurrect zero outside

I undergo metamorphosis through the marrow zero, bu the metamorphosis doesn’t occur either inside or outside, but simultaneous happenings – happening chaos and baptism. Metamorphosis intermingles-intersects metamorphoses, and my plural body contains every outside / every zero. I encountered zero first in outside body horror. Skin morphs metallic plastic and stretches itself saran wrap over the coastal highway. Road internal organs contain its outside: skin embedded in skin forming skin circumference. Marrow asphalts follow free metamorphosis / seizure chaos. California freeway contains microcosm comic happenings.

I was actually writing about my gender last night in my notebook, I say. Oh yeah? says Asia. I was thinking of what Jesus said in the Gospel of Thomas, I say. Jesus said to them, “When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter the Kingdom.” It struck me that I am making my male and female into a single one. Not non-binary or androgynous exactly but to where I affirm the full spirit of the man and woman of me. But the man is not man and the woman is not woman. It’s something spiritually unnameable. My male/female not male/female as spiritual and prophetic power and significance. Does that make any sense? Yeah, I think so, says Asia. Male and female he created, I guess, I say. Like I’m Adam and Even and the Tree of Life and the Tree of Knowledge in one person, I say.

I contain my outside sideways side walk my word contain hell kingdom single in male

Contain outside prima materia waters – water inside outside woman full body klein bottle Cosmic horror non-euclidean geometry and four-and-five-death-grounds apex predator (I contain outside my dimensions outside dimensions male female)

I contain my outside side a way walking word outer inner eyes female. I take photography of anything and everything: I write anything and everything outside outside and I recover radical materialism from UFO debris. I recover radical materialism and radical minimalism from debris desert outside.

I photograph anything
Crows came in crows down
Terror from outer space! 20 Million Miles To Earth
I re/write anything outside side marrow outside

Print blogs out, says Asia. Cut and rearrange them, add patches and paint (without obscuring too much text) then photograph and upload. Better yet, keep cutting up the same work and recreating it over and over, until it becomes more and more obscure. I just like the idea of turning your work into something physical that can be manipulated and recreated, says Asia.

Jesus outer female you of your outside
Crows come in ice halves canticles
Crow canticle sit circus – splinters of white stone
Of said and into make a happening outside

Crow crawl my shining horns My horns do not heal but push to the sword hilt

Hilt hawk horn crows crow call coagulation Crow call Christmas Ball congealed mercury

Them outer single in an when like one place image
Mercury marsupial minuet sags tight gags
Make inner that an place the eye of two

Contain human happenings my human Contain outside uncontain transgression / transgress inside-outside transgress male-female

Chaos cuts, rearranges, and adds patches and paints Male male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female Contain outside outside chaos <Some in chaos anoints prima materia chrism> outside prism <Some in chaos chrism moon microcosm baptism> human happening with white crow splinters

I collect outside and I contain my outside. I speak out of the hospital sneaks something like crow chaos. I scavenge for offal in the gutters, rubbish heaps, and outside butcher’s shops, and I become my own butcher. I cut and rearrange marrow at zero. I speak out hospital outside chrism – outside male female – and I drink the blood of other patients and eat morgue cadavers. I contain my outside and outside. Outside came crow zero outside, simultaneously contain and uncontain.

Zero marrow

Everything from the one and everything to the one – the human. Human makes the male and female into a single one and males male not male and female not female. Human marrow zero baptizes radiant resurrection from self-butchered benjamin. My human marrow zero imbibes zero and zero impales.
Zero heavy thread see word zero
Zero wind wind were west zero

Make inner that an place
The and the eye of
Two the male a an
Into the upper will hard image

I contain my outside only oceans and exterior ocean already collapses my outside. I contain my outside an insidious time. I wait outside word insidious time tunnel Taryn. Taryn thumps time time threatening outside (The accents make you feel like he could never come out right, and he does. That is some serious rhythmic freedom and some serious melodic freedom).

I contain my outside time zero – crow marrow – chaos happening

I Contain My Outside Other Than My Outside

I contain my outside I contain my outside other than I contain my outside only oceans (my ocean interior already collapsed outside) I contain my outside this is what time does to the body

I contain space time speed / horse apocalypse velocity. Contain speed and I prophesy apocalyptic space – I speed <space is the place and we travel the spaceways from planet to planet>. I walk with her double hand balance fills the instant.
Speed count counterclockwise speed spins sprawl sea outside
Speed spin spun fill the instant
Instant no apparent contradictions

I speed space and space splits inside from outside and the outside contains space. Outside, space speeds through my unconsciousness inside.

Instant no apparent contradictions Speed sample sea speed site sites side spear open Speed spear spin stones sling wheel spoke aware of faster speed

I speed a horse contradiction contradiction contains my speed inside. Outside Christina I love something to the keys hail we suffer at the thought. I speed Christina contradictions the presence of the dead is imaginary outside. Outside, the absent real speeds again as I contain my own outside.

I contain my outside other than my outside. I contain my outside other outer dark dove darkness (Go outside. It’s all about getting out and walking… Forget everything you’ve learned on the subject of photography for the moment, and just shoot. Take photography of anything and everything, whatever catches your eye. Don’t pause to think). I contain my outside code space and <we travel the spaceways from planet to planet>.

Jesus said, “If your leaders say to you, ‘Look, the Father’s kingdom is in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you. Rather, the Father’s Kingdom is within you and it is outside you.”

I contain my outside photographed in the instant of the outside. I contain my outside in cipher and cryptic codex. I contain all spots outside and this is where time becomes space. This is where I wear the axe has flowered.

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I contain my outside there re rem then I hear the axe has flowered I hear the axe tracks snow Axe tracks snow speaks soft cloth sound shroud of turin (I paint my face as Christ’s face)

I paint my face birds precede then will to you is the sky Axe flowers look precede Kingdom the Jesus the the you

<This room time becomes space> rather you within they Kingdom Father It is and in your you sky rather you within

I paint my face as Christ’s face and <this room time becomes body space>

Axe sits snow automotive assembly line / line lantern large lamprey <Fish as lamp cassette tape> Fish en dash em dash fist full of dollars Axe slow slash flowers recombination music composition algorithm me this of using the same

I hear the axe has flowered / I paint my face as Christ’s face
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I contain my outside I contain say to you and it is within you and it is within you I contain speed <this is where time space directs conductions> Contain speed the fish before flesh forward and speed shapes ice inlet lake speed

I speed fast gasoline geology and geologies (elements taken from the medium combined through deities of transformation) I transform speed and contradiction into an oily geology Crude geography implants geology map fermentation
Transform and talk boundaries
Transform tune and tuning
I transform tune and tuning Taryn Tigon topography – I transform language tension tunings
Speed sling spin sprawl sin count ships speed fast contradiction

I contain my outside / I speed fast gasoline geology I contain my outside oil only imitated open improvisation impression geology I contain my outside impossible gospel gospel genuine leather bones speed petrified forest

Jesus said to them, “When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter the Kingdom.”

I contain my outside other than my outside. I contain my outside other outer dark and don’t pause to think. Outside contain male and when you will not be male and when will enter outside. Contain the outside or make the gospel speeding through the other into the inner.

Go outside. It’s all about getting out and walking. Get outside and I contain my outside. Get outside I contain my outside oxidizes. Get outside like the sky and the male be male and in the place of an image inner like the Kingdom. Outside <this is where time space directs conductions> and get outside <the banshee of my consciousness>.

The kids were trying my patience, says Asia. One kid in my fourth block class, after I told them we would walk outside after lunch, tried jumping over the metal benches outside and fell. I asked him if he learned anything. He said no and tried to do it again. I made the whole class turn around and go back inside, says Asia.

Get outside side outside god anyone can learn to play bebop Get outside shoot out outer darkness and outer dark room free running
Run room time root space reciprocates Pando
Out this room time becomes body space

I run dark room upwards and I get outside shoot shrapnel male and it is within you (you’ve got to learn your instrument, and when you finally get on the bandstand, forget all that and just wail). I wail when you and into you sky the lower the birds. I wail her word and I wail word human outside woman.

The students were a little wild today, says Asia. Though some sweet things like after lunch we went outside and the autistic girl in my class found a dead butterfly and she was really upset about it. We were heading back outside and she was still stuck on the butterfly, so I asked her if she wanted to bury it and helped her dig a hole for it, says Asia.

I contain my outside. I contain my male and female into a single one, and my male is not male and my female is not female. I contain anarchic androgyny as and my non-hierarchical hermaphrodite. I contain my outside.

Empathy Without Category

I prophesy asymmetry: asymmetry at or at all asymmetrical cosmic egg / asymmetry with all prophesies all egg my sister and syzygy

Symmetry circulates asymmetry: asymmetrical symmetry Symmetry samples asymmetrical prophecy Kindred and Pando Asymmetry microsamples micropolyphony (early development of the human embryo from ovulation through implantation)

Prophesy swiftly symmetries in measurements. Measurement time changes through metric modulation and symmetry slow swirls at the edge of the cosmic egg. Oceanic egg swirls asymmetrical sea and sea becomes simultaneous city-body.

The angel who talked to me had a measuring rod of gold to measure the city and its gates and walls. The city had four equal sides, its length the same as its width, and he measured the city with his rod, twelve thousand stadia; its length and width and height were equal. He also measured its wall, one hundred and forty-four cubist by human measurement, which the angel was using.

Prophesy body radial rectangles body radical rectangles Prophesy asymmetrical Pando rectangle stained red ribbon rectangle rope lattice naked (rectangles something seem to be barely coalesce out of the ground, concentrations of its substance)

Pando prophesies measuring city measured twelve Transparent measure pearls and pure sides prophecies unfixed free improvisation

Kindred prophesies foundation city measurements jasper joined asymmetrical Human One chaos the ninth pure are talked with chrysoprase

Substance sums soul vibrations: transmigration of souls dead sea scrolls strand heavy tree sap

It’s bothered me for awhile how people are quick to call MAGA not human, says Asia, but I haven’t really been able to pinpoint why. I finally arrived at the fact that empathy takes work and that having a reactionary mindset is actually more natural and we need to come to terms with the fact that having reactionary thinking is very human and we need to come to terms with the systems and conditions that bring some to that point. Obviously they should be held accountable – I’m not going to say that they didn’t make choices but it feels like people who make these criticisms only want to humanize positive traits that they live which means they are blind to the ways that they themselves might be reactionary, says Asia. Our anger and demonization of MAGA remakes the Other again, I say. Makes it us vs. them again just in reverse. We think we are right, we have right values and are inclusive, but can we be inclusive by making other humans not us, into a stranger again? I say. Yeah, basically, says Asia. But also I need people to be able to see themselves in the reactionary. We are susceptible too. Our brains are kind of wired for it and it takes active work to be empathetic and think about others, she says. You’re right empathy takes a lot of work, I say. Love takes a lot of work. Pacifism takes a lot of work. It’s so much easier to separate and categorize and put boundaries. It’s much harder to be together, to resist categorization, to be without boundaries as people, I say. Yes, says Asia. You can’t go around and act like empathy is the natural state and that a lack of empathy makes you less human when empathy takes work and growth as a person. Those people are setting themselves up make the same mistakes, she says. We can’t form a true community if we are using the same tactics of othering and being exclusive, I say. It involves growing into the unconditional, into empathy, into the radical love for the human being. Not only for the human being – for earth, for all sentient life, our soil and ecology. You’ve really forced me to think about our friendship in those terms of empathy and unconditional love and without category and naming it. I think that’s partly why I prophesy it as a model for human relationships, human community, I say. Love that for us, says Asia.

<Pando prophesies unfixed free improvisation Unfixed prophecy unbecomes Pando without category

Nameless Pando unconditional ur-langauge and ur-langauge Glamour-language – god magic Pando prophesies everyone doing their own thing together>

I emerge from a schismatic abstract expressionism / an explicit Christianity I emerge urgent emergent at earth backache schisms

Emerge symmetry asymmetry magenta magneto speak sleek panther machines / panther machine banter abhorrent lux

Prophesy emergent asymmetry: symmetry at or Pando unfixed. Symmetry emerges earth her appetite. Symmetry emerges from a schismatic abstract expressionism god jack the dripper drift pigments. Schisms paint an explicit Christianity asymmetrically obscene.

Perfect symmetry of the blastosphere – bathtub baptism or immersion of eccentric waters (electric water skyscraper)

Perfect symmetry gold twelve equal and built angel every its the stadia Forty single each of the perfect symmetry twelfth city using is city twelve

To Return To Return

Together or on right what works there     What works there there zero

What works there: zero from zero symmetry and multiplicity

<Insect multiplicities – beetle bugle bombast, moth light masquerades, painted grasshopper parades – celebrate Asia constructed from swamps, rainforests, and salt marshes>

There bare zero dare body zero one body together     Together one stew brew bodies     One zero many multiplicity

Zero and many rotate and maintain my body multiple.  My body multiple celebrates at zero both directions at once.  Zero and many shifts and sifts one body at at middle – meddle – in continual metric modulations, and this time slow swirls at the edge of ocean.  Time dipped body urges zero ocean ocean slow swirl edge of sea.

What works there: constructions, aggregates, and assemblages     Construct body radial rectangle: body radical rectangle stain red     Red ribbon rectangle connexities


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To return to a symmetrical world, one that will recapitulate the perfect symmetry of the blastosphere – a desire to regress from bilateral schism into radial immersion

I return rhizomic other and this other returns void and vision (what works there: vision bare zero).  Return primordial and celebrate first zero and <insect multiplicities celebrate Asia constructed from swamps, rainforests, and salt marshes>.  I view void in cyclops of void, the swirling myopic eye of sea.

To return – to return the return – to return with the return, and by the return, I remember the return turn zero sea

Return symmetrical / asymmetrical          What works there asymmetrical zero

To return to the symmetrical zero and asymmetrical void
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What works there: dare bare zero     Bare body zero one void together     <Insect refugees from an extinct ecosystem gathers Asia Aggregates and Asia Assemblages> from zero return to zero

Together on stew brew bodies right far from shadows (… Which should not be used in alphabetic order because that arrangement gives the Child of Humanity a clue as to how the word-worlds begin.  They should be given in random order…)     Together bodies return zero void void return aggregates (insect multiplicities celebrate zero bare body void)

I give my vocabulary all ground and all figure.  Figure far from shadow fucks up the text / void return text and regress at the edge of cosmic ocean.

The shades below tremble, the waters and their inhabits.  Sheol is naked before God and Abaddon has no covering.  He stretched out Zaphon over the void and hangs the earth upon Nothing.  He binds up the waters in His thick clouds and the cloud is not torn open by them.  He covered the face of the full moon and spreads over it his cloud.  He has described a circle on the face of the waters, at the boundary between light and darkness.

Sound all ground and all figure shadow fuck fractals     Sound all ground shadows all figure human shades     Sound all ground human activity human happenings

Sound all out Zaphon covering     All ground stretches out Zaphon overs and darkness covers and spreads covering     Human shades covers the waters and Abaddon has nothing     Void and the void and spreads an covering human activity     I sound all ground human activity human happenings



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I obsess symmetry and symmetry (moment in asymmetry).  I obsess with the swell of asymmetry at the void-zero.  I specify symmetry: symmetry species counterpoint and pocket dimension.  I speak symmetry and specialize in symmetry void stretch swell zero.  I spin symmetry around the axes axis the way zero surface.  I speak symmetry bridal chamber door which conforms to the golden ratio and I transform ratio through asymmetry.  I transform ratio into irrational asymmetry punctured into gap numbers.

Obsess with a return to symmetrical worlds / words and figures in shadow     Obsess circle full waters and sheol void of darkness inhabitants     Obsess <beetle bugle bombast> tremble earth clouds – boundary hangs upon <mothlight masquerades> – covering light not below <painted grasshopper parades>
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What works there: zero thick before god and spreads on is cover

Horses Horses Horses

I count faster as pontiac steppe or steep count falling / I count fast fast steppe horse rhythm

Horse count strong apocalypse (everything goes but the words: the fragment of a speech of a people) Horse count strong apocalypse and the habit of my mind plays among the everyday debris

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One can think of using found objects and appropriation as a radical rescue of material from the cultural trash heap. I postulate that janitors and those who go through the trash heap and refuse act as a kind of messianic historian. They see raw material and cultural material other people discard and redeem it and reveal it as revolutionary-messianic. They reveal a new kind of materialism in the refuse that opens a way to a radical community. The artist too is a radical materialist, using material in a way to reaffirm its uselessness while simultaneously releasing a creative and communal utility. The artist in this way is “the Son of Man is the Lord of the Sabbath”, using principles antithetical to capitalism – principles such as rest, space, unproductivity – an anarchic productive / creativity. Creative appropriation and redemption reveals a communal kindness and compassion – a human remembrance and active archive.

(From Carl, the Janitor, in the film The Breakfast club: “You guys think I’m just some untouchable peasant? Serf? Peon? Well, maybe so. But following a broom around after shitheads like you for the last 8 years, I’ve learned a couple of things. I look through your letters. I look through your lockers. I listen to your conversations, you don’t know that but I do. I am the eyes and ears of this institution, my friend.”)
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I count fast fast steppe horse rhythm Horse count strong apocalypse everyday debris I move desert horses or horse helios the library (I count among the library faster faster fragments and field music. My mind finds release in strange new encounters free of ritual and myth and free for ritual and for myth.)

My mind repeats a machine music and machine repetition (I control my bodies between coniferous tree counts). I approach the object as if for the first time testing their existence (I test my own existence in the off-rhythm erotic / I test in a hollow earth or expanding earth).

Horses count strong apocalypse and I prepare chaos for the birth of something real

And YHVH said to Joshua, “Do not be afraid of them, for tomorrow at this time I will hand over all of them, slain, to Israel; you shall hamstring their horses and burn their chariots with fire.”

Horses count chaos and Christina eschaton <Christina caresses incomplete chaos and comes chaos orbits absurd
Venus Son of Morning
Venus the Early Rising
Venus Who Rose In The Morning>
Horses count the early rising over slain horses for shall not thee

Horses count strong sword their tomorrow chariots and this of said fire: you chaos Count the two strong and just stuff the rest in / all this said with no apparent sense of contradiction. Count the two strong and just stuff the rest in – that’s all you have to do. To sense time moving is already to cause it to move faster.

Sense time hand tomorrow houses Tie moves all fire over chariots time hamstring contradictions (nevertheless, two strong contradictions burn be said apocalypse)

I’m doing horseback riding on Sunday, says Taryn. How are you riding a horse? Did you steal one? Going somewhere to ride one, she says.

I just saw a mold of a horse’s jaw and it’s terrifying, I say. Horses are scary and I hate their teeth, says Asia. Sorry, I have to share this horror [I send Asia the horse jaw mold]. Ewww, says Asia. Yuck. Get it away. I hate that so much. Oh my god, the tongue makes it so much worse. Fucking herbivores, she says. You’re an herbivore, I say. But I don’t have herbivore teeth. Like shapes and teeth and all that. If you lived for 1,000,000 years your teeth would eventually look like that, I say. Be lucky you die at 100. Otherwise you’d be Asia The Herbivore Jaw. Oh god, says Asia. Wait, that’s not how evolution works. If all my spawn start grazing grasses and shrubs like I do, then many generations later we will look like that, she says. Yeah it is because I made it up just now, I say. Your body would slowly mutate because I said so. Your horrific wizardry must be stopped, says Asia. Don’t ruin my thought experiment with your “science” and “logic”, I say. Next you’ll be telling me we landed on the moon. We did what?!??! she says. Right? Those moon landing rovers would totally shatter the moon cheese, I say.

Photographs are a form of bricolage. I bricoleur photographs and photograms and light graphomania. I bricoleur shaman graphomania manic mad matter heather leather photogram.

Photograms form tomorrow of chariots. I bricoleur <Venus Son of Morning and Venus the Early Rising and Venus Who Rose in the Morning>. I bricoleur burn hand hamstring not all slain horses <incomplete chaos impossible complete>.

So Joshua came suddenly upon them with all his fighting force, by the waters of Merom, and fell upon them. And YHVH handed them over to Israel, who attacked them and chased them as far as Great Sidon and Misrephoth-Maim and eastward as far as the Valley of Mizpeh. They stuck them down until they had no one left remaining. And Joshua did to them as YHVH had commanded him; he hamstrung their horses and burned their chariots with fire.

I form bricolage. I form future future operations operate structure. I form bricoleur brick building (building welded wheel upon urgent oddities).

I form them until and maim with at. I form future hamstrung left horses waters. I form brick to down chariots horses upon their be attacked.

Horses count sound strong apocalypse Count two strong moving already faster / I speed count horse jaw counterclockwise and count speeds contradiction with no apparent contradiction I count contradictions cut-time out imitation burrowing animal

Horse count strong apocalypse and I walk with you double balance fills the instant

Horse count strong far the and them burn horses Chariots YHVH and horses Joshua

Count Language Cut In Half

When in doubt, count faster

Count <composite chaos completed chaos through whir a/thematic chaos> Faster <complete chaos projects pink out of the corner count Christina chaos>

Count faster a cross-cut into building-stacks of language – what gets revealed is history and ground. Ground history: compost, history as compost, temporariness and excavation, volatile weather and renewal.

Cross-count faster – faster unfinished language. Unfinished confused cut comma cauliflower alley-oop original chaos. Cut chaos aleatoric lamina lamis long chaos. Count chaos circle chord extended altered chords. Compose the cut faster.

I saw all the deeds that are done under the sun, and seen all is vanity and a chasing after wind. What is crooked cannot be made straight, and what is lacking cannot be counted.

Cut – cut into my language – vertical cut and horizontal cut language hanged, drawn, and quartered. Cut into my intestines disembowelment language. Body horror and body violence language saw the see vanity wind (does the language do violence to language?).

Does my language <spittle of the bone splits human bone>?
A non-stop ride to hell! Horror Express
Plus the dead shall ride… The living howl in terror!
The Death Wheelers
Does deconstructed language equal violence to language? What kind of language experiments create an anarchic and pacifist language?

Today, I was weeding a garden bed and Wolfgang jumped on my back while I was hunched over, says Asia. He just was there laying on my back big purring and I’m like “Please… You are killing me…”. Violence is his love language, says Asia.

When in doubt, counter fast: counter faster and drive faster shaker loops Count faster further / arouse, psaltery and harp, I will rouse the damned

YHVH said to Abraham, after Lot had separated from him, “Raise your eyes now, and look from the place where you are, northward and southward and eastward and westward, for all the land that you see I will give to you and to your offspring forever. I will make your offspring like the dust of the earth, so that if one can count the dust of the earth, your offspring also can be counted.

When in doubt, count faster. Count is the cannot eastward forever dust from made cut language cutting. I count violence a furious hammer hauntology. I count faster and the pontiac steppe or steep count falling. I count fast fast steppe horse rhythm.

Count faster to your offspring for all the place where your offspring for all the land took from him faster chaos Fast steppe hone rhythm count raise your eyes now and separated from him Raise you are northward and look from him / raise you are done cannot be made straight horse rhythm

Language cut through by language counts similar swords / sword syzygies Cut cross-section Damien Hirst vitrines (Violence to the animal is violence to myself – I am animal. I am compost cross and cross-section Piss Christ and PKD trash layer.)

I just don’t understand why it’s so hard to understand that as a figure of authority you are a modeling to a room full of young people how you should treat others, says Asia. If students see you disrespecting or mis-gendering someone who is already marginalized, you are only empowering others to continue to marginalize them… And this motherfucker wanted to talk about how “Not too long ago doctors and other professionals published books saying it was a mental illness.” Like sure, that doesn’t mean that they are more correct than the books published now. Medicine doesn’t have a great track record when it comes to marginalized groups. And he should know that! He’s black. I could scream. I’m going to drown my sorrows in trans literature… God I swear, us tiny ladies need to start barking and growling and shit. Jumping around and screaming like howler monkeys, waving knives. Something to get them to shut the hell up, says Asia. That stinks you have to deal with that, I say. And it stinks the negative repercussions of their views. Dead queers in the streets literally. People walking around oblivious. They are whitewashed tombs that Jesus would spit out of his mouth and say I knew you not, I say. That’s what I told them, says Asia. Encouraging marginalization spreads further violence.

I count language cut into violence / violent count <simple chaos created simple all chaos>. I count forwards faster into to cut. Cut see I will give to Abraham, after wind.

But the word of YHVH came to him, “This man shall not be your heir; no one but your very own issue shall be your hair.” He bought him outside and said, “Look toward the heaven and count the stars, if you are able to count them.” Then he said to him, “So shall your descendants be.”

<Chaos same in chaos created> – I create and count – chaos one forever he was your westward the and the count – <simple chaos created>

One can think of using found objects and appropriation as a radical rescue of material (count one forever he your westward deeds all said dust him counted also vanity counted count and outside earth from your word). Radically rescue material from the trash heap.

When in doubt, count faster at the pontiac steppe or steep count falling I count fast steppe horse rhythm