Turn thee unto me

Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; for I am desolate and afflicted.

Turn thee unto me Trinity: Turn thee unto me Taryn in Three. Turn trine and turn true, and I tune my trust to you.

Have mercy Mother: Have mercy Marie: Have mercy Mary and mediate for me.

I dune dark and desolate: I despair desolate and desert: drag me from my depths. Draw me from the well as your living water, my Jesus.

Adonai afflicts me and Adonai anoints me: Adonai aims his arrows at me and snaps the spears of my enemies. Bind what you have wounded: heal what you have broken. Break not my body but break bread with me.

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Hear my prayer, O Lord

Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee.

Hear me, Yahweh: hear heat as Lord of Hosts, Yahweh Saboath, and be my Saturday and Sabbath. Hosts hug close heaven and hell, and you have hedged me hell: you hedge me hallway and hector as harlot, and I lay scarlet for my Sabbath. Hear and hear: hear as her and here.

Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee.

Prayer and pray, Benjamin: pray peace and pray person and pray pestilence: pestilence pours on my person and no peace but its purge. I pray the penalty pain without my personal Yahweh, and Yahweh painstakingly pains me. Yahweh paints me pain depths lain deaths pain desolate. I pray for you, Yahweh.

Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee.

Lord, listen: Lord do not lose me but let me live in your light. Let me live lasting Lovingkindness: do not hide your face and flesh from me. Do not hide your intercession and incarnation: immerse me by blood in Jesus. Erase my burden the birds bore Benjamin from the Book, but listen and let me live in your flesh.

Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee.

Cry Christ: cry Krystal: cry Christina. I cry for my Christ christened and chrismed in the women living syzygy and synergistically, and I cry healing, Lord: I cry power O power: I cry poison O poison, and your position and flesh proves pharmakon to my sense and sin.

Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee.

Thee and to thee, Taryn: thee and to thee, tempest: thee and to thee terrible temptation, and Yaweh tempts me do not lead me into temptation. Thee to Trinity, and Godhead governs but gifts me as ghost, to your absence, Lord. Lord you ail absent and will wilderness: rescue your servant.

Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee.

Credo, part 2

I am Christian and I am bisexual:
I am bisexual and I am Christian:
I cannot separate and sever the two. My bisexuality strengthens my Christianity and my Christianity strengthens my bisexuality.

I affirm God created divers and sundry genders and sexualities. God’s creation is a beautiful continuum. God’s creation is wondrous and mysterious and my sexuality is part of that creation, and God looks upon it and it is very good.

I affirm support for my fellow LGBT+ persons, including and especially LGBT+ Christians. I pray that we may not be shunned from the church at large but be welcomed and affirmed fully within the holy catholic Church.

I am El Shaddai

I am El Shaddai; walk before me and be perfect

I AM: I am He: I am She: I am kenosis. I AM: I am Male: I am Female: I am conception. I AM: I am Man: I am Woman: I am Incarnation. I AM: I am Christ: I am Christina: I am Messiah, the Anointed.

I am El Shaddai; walk before me and be perfect

El executes the divine elocution: Light and Logos / Word and Woman, and each El elles Elohim, her and him. El elicits the explicit made Human, Man and Woman, and each Human hues Elohim and tints Trinity.

I am El Shaddai; walk before me and be perfect

Shaddai hymns shells, each the singing sin waiting redemption. Shaddai says sheol and Abaddon, and Abaddon never abandons Adonai but strikes serpent Almighty. Serpent snakes Spirit Shaddai Almighty Army, and the Hosts Hope Holy Holy Holy, the cells and sinews between Hell and Heaven, and two bridge Celestial City.

I am El Shaddai; walk before me and be perfect

Walk before Woman: Walk before Benjamin, her Oracle and Prophet. I walk before woman and I walk with woman, my Word, the Light and Logos illuminating incarnation, the Human Son of Man Human: the Human Daughter of Woman Human, and each two or three unite as one, an Oracle offering unity in wilderness.

I am El Shaddai; walk before me and be perfect

Pray perfection: pursue perfection: human perfection. The perfect and perfection is human, man and woman, Christ and Christina, and each gives chrism for Bridal Chamber and Kingdom. Place Chariot and sun sapphire human creatures into New Creation and New Jerusalem. The New Creation crest climaxes in the Human, new image new icon new imagination in incarnation.

I am El Shaddai; walk before me and be perfect

While you, Lord

While you, Lord – how long?

While wilderness: a pelican in wilderness, an owl in wilderness / Rebekah the well with woman. While woman and awhile wilderness, the wiles and whims of Woman seduces me, a Taryn Temptress: a Taryn Lilith: a Taryn Rebekah, a Mary to her chosen son Jacob, and from Jacob I become Joseph.

While you, Lord – how long?

You Yahweh: You Yahweh Elohim and Yahweh Saboath and El Elyon. You yap as yeast contaminating my whole dough your daughter, and you birth me Benjamin, son and daughter in sorrow, and sorrow salves a sage. Sorrow sews and sows and sees, the seams between sovereign and salvation, and I know my Savior lives.

While you, Lord – how long?

Lord, I lens loss and loss. Lord, I lens look and listen, and I do not experience. I experience and do not experience Lord but you lord over me and with me. I exasperate and exacerbate but Elohim explores my nothing.

While you, Lord – how long?

How holy and harrowing Yahweh hells and heavens: how holy and hallowing Elohim skies and Hades. He hades her and hides her, the skies with she, and she shades shares shaking.

While you, Lord – how long?

Long, to the length of my Lady: long and long, lengthening to Our Lady, and she loops the light and might, Mary with Christ and Christ with Christina, the layers of my salvation and redemption. My redemption makes makeless males and females the Godhead: my salvation masculines and feminines Ein Sof, an absolute abyss, and Yahweh absolves me dissolves me definite darkness, a desert unknowing and desert belowing.

While you, Lord – how long?

Draw Near

Draw near to God and he will draw near to you

Draw dense dark: draw down dark, a God drowning and a God deluge: the downpour drenches desert. Draw raw dark: draw deep dark, the Woman as ark: her widows to windows wed darkness destitute, a red rain red sea sea of reeds salting. Draw near dark: a nearness new and nearness nearly noon but the now eclipses Woman: Moon Woman, Lunar Lady, Lady Liminal but Liturgy, and I pray near to now, a none nothing of Yahweh God, and his none knows her. His nothing knows her dark gnosis and blue burden, three alphas and omegas spelling Sophia. She spells you: she spills you: she nears you as a Godhead and Goddess and Yahweh Our God is One. Yahweh our God is One Offering One Oracle One Burden hidden her dark desert, but her water wells oasis, revelation in nothing and near. Draw her water: draw near.

Yearn Yahweh

Then Yahweh answered me and said,
Write the vision down,
Inscribe it on tablets
To be easily read

Yearn Yahweh, Benjamin Elijah, the Eloah waxing Moon Woman. Learn Yahweh, Benjamin Elisha, the Elohim double mantle and Moon Woman portion, your placental person born gold and silver. Learn rich in years yearling: yearn olive branch grafted ground grid Godhead, and the goddess melts molts mantle silver slivers the shards of the dimly lit mirror. Glass Yahweh golden: shimmer Eloah silver: LORD Yahweh and Jehovah darkly answers. Answer dark: answer dim: answer dawn: dirn desert diurnal midnight prayer the tiers prime terce and terse, and Taryn testifies on tablets the desert descent decided undeciable. Taryn tunes the clear tock: rock vibrating vision. Taryn tines the clear time: ruby rarefying viewing. I view Yahweh: I vision KRYSXTRYN.