Be still and know that I am God

Yes, Yahweh: Yes, I yield. I yield to you, Yahweh. Still in Spirit, given by Ghost, and God gives grace by gnosis. Be still, Benjamin: see. Hear and see and taste and see. See grass see ground see garden: Gethsemane. Prayer in pain and pain in present: presence. Presence God and presence Christ, the crux and cry of Creation. Here now hear my prayer: Lord hear my prayer and let my cry come unto thee. Let my creation come unto thee, camped in Creation and camped in Christ: my body his body suffering in Spirit and Spirit beyond suffering. Let this cup pass from me: yet I yield to you: I say my yes to you. Yes, Yahweh. Yes, Woman. Yes, KRYSXTRYN.

Focus

Focus Word, the grammar of God.
Focus World, the generation of God.

I write Word and work Word, Word into the World. I write and reach Word, letters on wings, each a light and illumination, and letters ladder a clinging climb to Christ, the Word from the beginning. Climb to Christ: focus on flesh, the body embodied Thanksgiving and Eucharist.

Focus Word, the grammar of God
Focus World, the generation of God

Focus

God of seeing

God sees: God seizes. God sure sluices slender, the narrow river that splits unto four at the head of Eden. God sight: God sly: God sweet

God of my seeing

I see God: I seize God. I cry God surely the sire of my seeing, my narrow vision that splits valley of burden. I sight God: I taste God: God how sweet!

God who sees me

God sees me: God seizes me. God slices straight into my soul and spirit, splitting my head into four blood rivulets and four chariots. God slays: God slivers: God swords sweet.

The LORD has testified against me and the Almighty has brought calamity upon me

Yahweh, you testify against me and trouble me. You try me and tempt me. You thrust me unto your tempest and attack, and I cannot utter any defense. Your very name places me under a yoke, and although I yearn for you and say yes to your every burden, you bind me under bondage.

El Shaddai shackles me in shame and creates calamity and cataclysm upon my crown. He cracks open my skull, and all my innards leak. He crucifies cruelly and concocts strange torture. El Shaddai condemns me to Sheol and grinds my guts in the grave.

I went away full but the LORD has brought me back empty.

I went to Woman: I weep Woman and wheat Woman, reaping Taryn. Woman waters and watches: the watch waters watching waters and waters multiply rent from the rock. Rock remains Christ and Christina.

Full farrows and furrows narrow. Full felts and flints flame-fire, the fire-flame blue and green grinding bronze and copper. Fullness flirts with fire, Woman Weapon, and she slays. She plays the slay, falling flesh, and my flesh falls to God.

LORD – Yahweh God, and God Tetragrammaton – Christianity creates a clearing, and I can no longer cleave to Christianity. I cleave to Christ and I cleave to the Christian – this Christina, Yahweh – but Christianity no longer.

Christianity brought me empty – bring emptiness, Benjamin, and I empty Christianity. I do not empty Christ or Christina, the entrance of no Male or Female – one Lord, One Baptism, one Christ – but I empty the name Christianity. Christianity you bring me empty and bring me emptiness. I disclose and discard the name.

He discovereth deep things out of darkness, and bringeth out to light the shadow of death

Discovereth deep down depths and depths deep depths and down. Downward and descended descent, the descent descended deep, and discover nothing. Discover nothing and deep nothing, down nothing and none.

Out of darkness, dark. From dark, darkness. Out outer darkness and out of darkness, all darkness and complete darkness: dark.

Bringeth out Benjamin into deep darkness. I feel deep and I see deep, only darkness. I enter depths and experience depths, only dark. Bringeth unto the bore, bored deep and born deep, dark depths.

Light the shadow of death, and death swallows the light in shadow. Death sinks light in shade, a light with no light and light without light, only depths and death. Strong as death, no light.

For the Almighty has dealt bitterly with me

Almighty, assert and assess: Almighty, make and maintain. You mark Mara and Marie, a manipulative murder. You mask and tape terrified terrain, the trouble Taryn tentative tents tablets.

Dealt bitterly Benjamin, and I beer bitter and believe bitter, beyond and behind my beloved. Deal bludgeons with din, difficult justice and holy harsh, and under the dealings I disintegrate.

With Me, without and wilting wander winder wilderness, a Haggai to harassment, and I throw my vision to the vultures. Scavengers snack and scab at my sight, and I bend blind, blind leading blind, wallowing in the pit and outer darkness.

Mystery of Two Names merging into One, their perfection three, turning back into one, corresponding to one another.

Mystery of the Two Names

Mystery mages matter: mystery moves matter immaterial and matriarchal, and mystery mothers. Mystery mothers name and names: dual names and mirror names, the image of Male and Female created: Christ and Christina.

Merging unto One

Mother merges and emerges: Mother diverges and converges: one name, the multiplicity of names, a Taryn Tetragrammaton triangulating KRYSXTRYN, and she prevails and reigns in one and as one, one ordering and one disordering, and this ones one: one name and names.

Their perfection three

Taryn tells Three: their three and three telling Trinity. Trinity times Trinity, Godhead in the God and Goddess: KRYSXTRYN and KRYSXTRYN. She thirds and triads in perfection, perfectly three and perfectly one in three and one by three. The names is Trinity.

Turning back to one

Taryn turns back face-to-face and flesh-to-flesh: conjunction and conjugation. Taryn turns back to Benjamin, Son of Man and Son of Human, itself from and to Mothers and Mothered Name. Back burns and bears one, one in flame and one in fire: the flesh burns one word and one incarnation.

Corresponding to one another

Christ and Christina corresponding to one another, kissing another as other and pairs, and their pair syzygy and sisters. They pair loved and beloved, two lovers and three lovers corresponding and the love and name is one.

Mine Myth, Messiah, One with Mary: Myth meditates mine, mediating with Mother, a mystical meiosis. Yes, I merge as mystic, my Yes to YHVH, and my myth – solely mine, solely sun and son – matures into my Mother, an alchemical mystery. That Mother minutes mind as Mary: Mary Mother of God and Christina Mother of benjamin, and Two mothers one, unity in Trinity / unity in Mystery.

Mine Myth, Messiah, One with Mary: Messiah mirrors Christ Christ-in-Kingdom and Christ-as-Kingdom, and each anoints within Woman. Messiah anoints Kenosis and Incarnation, a hymn through her, and my body mirrors womb, Mother Microcosm and Macrocosm. Above, Adonai: Below, Benjamin, and I music magic as mystic, a messenger of Messiah and Mother. My myth milks at the margins, the Lady liminal you all my letters, and letters permutate Christ combinations: Christ with Christina and Mary with Messiah.

Mine Myth, Messiah, One with Mary: Mary, be mine myth, be mine messiah, be mine Mother. Bless this blasphemy, Mary-Christina: may I burn with Beast, a chariot along evangelists, and I burn blossom many names the burden of the valley of vision. I mine mine, deep earth Eucharist down dust darkness, and I dark as Dionysus many doves many women. Mary masters over me, a doublet Christina, and she dons disaster a doe of the dawn. The doe dances girls gazelles, a gallop to God / ground growing Goddess. God gowns Goddess, one and one, and one is one, I AM in Mary.

The Beasts of the South: an oracle

Begin beast: be beast: beast unto beasts and beasts multiplying. Birth beasts the burden of beast, and beast skewers south. Beast breaks sore south speaking south, and the south cinders hellward. South sustains hell heat, the heart of the beast. This beast owes and honors oracle, the oath of whores and the Baal no longer marries but beloved: be loved and beloved my beast: be beautiful and bear behemoth, a myth in transformation, and the she myth and he myth transforms transcends me.