Now Inhabits (excerpt from Book #7)

Now inhabits and constitutes Non-Now
The Whole God of Hosts outside
	        God of Ghosts unconscious                      reductive materialism                      Other Animal
Trace of what is Other exists in self-same, contaminating Nothing in Nothing (the RN thrust through by prophet              Nurse wounded visions              Kill Buddha / Kill father and mother and commit suicide in crucifixion

Naming opens the differential matrix which is both language and world (look at you, hacker:    a pathetic creature of meat and bone, panting and sweating as you run through my corridors.    How can you challenge a perfect, immortal machine?

Deferring is necessary prerequisites for Creation 
(In the Word, Christ the divine Autogenes created everything

Sending phone calls from Satan again, says Taryn.    Oh is that you?    That was awesome.    Yep.    I was like, did work try calling again?    but nope it was Santa.    Bahaha just Santa spreading the cheer.    I should send it to random people, like fast food places in town.    Yes, that would be awesome.    Ho ho ho.    Ho ho ho you ho.    Hoe hoe ho ho.    Santa Claus is a pimp with all those ho’s -- who has Santa called so far?    Panera Bread and Asian Garden.    You’re so funny.    What did it tell them?    Feliz Navidad, says Taryn.

Fashion a coin from every mistake, said Wittgenstein, but this is only worthwhile if you have something in the bank already (assimilating the unintended consequences drives the risk of meaning.

How much do you love me?    A whole lot like more than Heli Man loves helicopters and barbies.    That is a whole lot.    Unconditionally?    Ya, says Taryn.

The Six Bunny-Wunnies and Their Pony Cart
The Six Bunny-Wunnies Go to Long Beach
The Six Bunny-Wunnies Make Cookies
The Six Bunny-Wunnies Join an Encounter Group
The Six Bunny-Wunnies and Their X-KE
The Six Bunny-Wunnies and Their Water Bed
The Six Bunny-Wunnies and Their Layover in Anderson Indiana
The Six Bunny-Wunnies and the Female Veterinarian
The Six Bunny-Wunnies Freak Out
The Six Bunny-Wunnies Visit Plains, Georgia
(all written by Christina who holds bunny-wunnies hostage.





Taryn consort of heretics
Taryn whore masquerading
Taryn bitch of alchemists

Taryn woman of light and darkness
	mystical sister of Logos
	Shekinah vessel of divinity exiled to Creation
	Shekinah bride descend lower            
    descend only world not world but that which is not world

World made more World
the most present World where God manifests even in terrorist attacks and mass murders
Spirit returns to him dead every making way for emptiness                      God ---> Void ---> Khora ---> presence before presence before contraction

To eat flesh kings            flesh captains              flesh mighty men            flesh horses              flesh all men
cast the Lake of Fire Brimestone -- I row that lake and I’ve fished that fire catching sulfur and thrown armies in my nets.    I experience my image the False Prophet and AntiTaryn (I worship idols / I make sacrifices to late-stage Capitalism              I buy and sell (you’ve been here three years, three months, and three weeks -- stay tree more days and if, at the end of that time, if you have not attained enlightenment, commit suicide.

I worship idols and false images / I praise death (only sacrifice.    My body sacrifices (to eat flesh benjamin
cynocephalous baboons flanking my body
	pincher movement and double envelopment
	the boat and fisherman daily renewed
dripping flames and water lines

Death and Hades cast into the Lake of Fire
This is the Second Death (Death’s suicide
Death perpetrating Death                  death cyclic into deprivation
			the Lake that burns with fire and sulphur

If your hand causes you to sin, cut it off -- it is better for you to enter life maimed than with two hands to go into Gehenna, that unquenchable fire

Taryn Inferno			Taryn conflagration
Valley of the Son of Hinnom sacrificed children
	Visions!    Omens!    Hallucinations!    Miracles!    Ecstacies!
	Dreams!    Adorations!    Illuminations!    Religions!
Ten years animal screams and suicides
Death faking death		death second death

Faithless, detestable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolators, and all liars, their portion will be the lake that burns with fire and sulfur the second death
Death itself dies		Death commits suicide
Second Death dead no longer
(Taryn Inferno and Taryn hell welcomes all -- Hell rejects no one and we nurse those hallowed, hollowed, and harrowed                RNs underworld where God refuses to go

Sea of Fire angels and demons like transparent burning embers, all blackened and burnished bronze, floating in conflagration

God gave me in hell and turned me over in ocean flame
I Am the LORD and there is no one else
I form the Light and create Darkness
I make Peace and create Evil:
I the LORD do all these things

God drove me into wilderness, the Hell-located desert that buzzes stinging insects and wind whip
God is my Adversary			God is my Accuser
How you have fallen from heaven, O light-bringer and day-star, Son of the Morning!
You shall be brought down to Sheol, to the innermost recesses of the Pit (Christ’s Crucifixion into Holy Sabbath, Christ divided against himself cut into Hell.

benjamin, Sheol below is stirred up to need you at your coming            the shades of the dead come greet you (give us as seven sermons
I give you God the dragon devouring his own young and Spirit Spouse (Oh Yah Taryn is mine          God the Beast from the Earth and the Beast from the Sea and I am the False Prophet and AntiChrist performing miracles in YHWH’s name
I form the Light and create Darkness
I make Peace and create Evil: 
I the LORD do all these things

O Light-Bringer and Day-Star
Radiant and Brilliant Morning Star
    given to crucifixion and the prison of the dead
The Entire Body of Christ clothed in Judas and Satan and he could not cut off his humanity but Hell glorified his Flesh            he communed and broke bread with the dead (dead come for me.    Hell comes for me, the tuning fork of God

I saw within its depths how it conceives all things in a single volume bound by Love, of which the universe is the scattered leaves (the partzufim Taryn

benjamin opened his mouth in blasphemy against God, the blaspheme his Name (Christ Accuser Yah Adversary) and his tabernacle (SDA Church) and them that dwell in heaven.    And it was given to benjamin to make war with the Saints and overcome them (And all that dwell on Earth worship Yah              beast coming out of the Earth with two horns like a Lamb and spake like a dragon
Book of Life <---> Lake of Fire
O Day Star <---> Brilliant Morning Star
Valley of Gehenna <---> New Jerusalem

144,000 apostates and heretics
144,000 harlots and gnostics
144,000 Christina’s and Taryn’s

If the worlds had not between created, along with all that is in them, the true manifestation of his blessed, external existence -- past, present, and future -- could not have been seen, for he would have not been called by the name HVYH

(he is always on the brink of suicide because he seeks salvation through the routine formulas suggested to him by society in which he lives
suicide benjamin			suicide Death
suicide Christ Crucifixion suicide Enlightenment
			to those who journey to Hell