Lord you are my Lord.    God you are my God.    A body is madness and madness is a waltz -- my body is trying to die -- the best thing is to prepare to die.    god is Death, Sun Ra says.    God is death and here is a seer.    In before a madness is a conflict and the body is an injury, the structure of a hip bone shrinking.    Jacob prayed an gifted an Esau and Isaac was his fear.    He separated himself -- to separate is to pull apart contrary -- and to gift is a contradiction -- a gift frees and returns and to reject a gift is certain death.    To not die is to give and a sacrifice is giving.    Jacob rested and Jacob did not rest but gave (and he gave himself a contradiction) and the fear of Isaac resolved itself solitary before a God appeared.    God appears and god dies a die (here is a God Jacob encountered God and terrified, for an encounter is death and Jacob wrestled before a madness and God turns a madness and to encounter God is an insanity.    In loneliness is a Man and alone is a Son of Man and a Man wrestles God a Son with no prevailing.    To prevail is a contradiction and a Son of Man contradicts himself-as-prophet and followed man in morning.    To touch is to strike a socket and a hip is a source of righteousness.    Jacob did not prevail but the Son of Man is a Man who cannot prevail and he injured Jacob.    An encounter with God is an injury and that injury is a righteous madness.    Jacob did not let go for to encounter passively is add death, to encounter without a doubt is a death.    Do not go lest I die, Jacob says.    Give me a blessing, Jacob says.    A blessing is a gift and contradicts the madness madness towards Son an insanity and a name.    What is your name? says the Man and a Man is God a Son of Man himself-as-prophet.    Jacob is he grasps a heel and the heel is the edge of a socket.    The Man says, Israel he who struggles with God, for to encounter God is a struggle and a doubt and without doubt there is a death.    Jacob dies and God is a Death and god deaths and new is Israel and the name is to both die and born.    Jacob dies and does not prevail though he prevails in madness wrestling a God and borns an Israel, and he struggles in doubt, which is the cross.    Son of Man is not named but refers a Yah or a God of Abraham, the I Am.    Christ I am madness almost as mad as a crucifixion and one is madness.    I mad surround a crucifixion and perhaps a crucifixion is a cathedral.    Glass mad four evangelists and four is a one and one is a four and one is madness as mad as Christ but four is not insanity.    Four is not absurd; three is absurd and signifies a harbor.    God changes not and became Christ who humans and sons change.    Jesus changes as God changes and God is a madness, a one or is one.    One does not exist.    One exists a crucifixion and a flesh decays and even no decay is a change.    Death alters a death and three crucifies and God interrupted my madness and gifted death me alters a death and death altars and death changes or concludes one a four, three happening in one.    Indeed she is female.    She even has her womb a female name.    Salt reflects ash a woman Christine Christina meg ash and Christina is a female name.    Christina ann maries or ann maries movies and their eyes are mixed with blood.    Christina re Christian la mi Christina love female ann female sum madness sum la Christina.    La Christian mi madness and two and three is an orthodox Pythagorean and three is metaphysically more powerful than two. 
 
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I was a god’s man I was a god’s child, awful and fear.    But we drink good coffee.    I don’t know the difference between good coffee and bad coffee, but we drink good coffee and that was almost as good.    You have no remorse, C says.    Christ came for the bodies.    If Steve Buscemi from Ghost world can get laid, anyone can!    C says.    I felt beautiful and I felt like violence or an off-duty ambulance.    I laughed and I muttered out are out then out 	out the ley mere three in out then out are out yes out yes I visit out and calling.    You will weary of me, C says.    Weary is juggling.    I wild and bothersome Christina I lost or forgot.    She tired of me.    I tired too.    I sang a lullaby.    I forested God.    I remember when we went to your house for a birthday party, C says.    The boys were watching Scary Movie and I thought it was tasteless, so we hung out in your room, C says.    Do something good for your birthday -- eat ice cream cake, or break a pinata, C says.    I do none of those things.    I’m going into that morning.    I am going to the night.    Morning and night is Morning and Evening, and Morning is an evening or night.    The stars are everywhere the stars and the same everywhere and the Night is everywhere and everyone.    Everyone is stars.    Stars die red and haloes.    Stars die red and records.    The stars die red and disks.    The night glows in dead stars.      It is a good night to drink a beer;    it is a good weather to drink a beer.    Night is sunflowers, rivers and bird calls -- Here, I love you as a child does.    I am worthless though I love, a Christina says.    Do you think I will be like Mrs. Renteria?    Christina asks.    I’m shy and I like cats.    All I remember from geometry is sitting with you and that kid with the super low voice -- and the sheep problem, C says.    The night glows in dead stars and remarks.    The night remarks night.    I watched a falling star waiting for Elenika.    It was dark and night and cold but I enjoyed very much watching and waiting.    The referent is a meteor.    The night is a window and she crawled through and slept.    When I was little, C says, I wanted to act out Marry Poppins.    I was six when I opened my umbrella and jumped off the top bunk.    The umbrella got stuck in the ceiling fan, so I hunt there for a little while until the umbrella    broke and fell, my back landing on a package of my little sister’s diapers.    I tried it again a couple of years later with my cousins off the roof.    The umbrella gave and flipped inside out, making me fall even faster to the ground.    I still have the scar where I fell onto a sprinkler head.    Kids are dumb, I guess, C says.    The evening was broken stars and settled and died.    Stars the south water the Midday Woman.    I was South Water the Midday woman the woman broken up like stars.    The Bride became a Bride before a Bride and she lost herself as a mistress for the body is Power and the Power steals everywhere as body multiplies and the body divides into many.    I wandered among the trees, and the trees were dark and stole the mistress who is the Bride.    I wandered among the trees and I fell asleep and I slept dreams    dreams where I met my imaginary mother and dreams where I met my former lover.    The trees shaded me in their darkness and hostage.    The trees are the body of the mistress.    I dream her origin.    I do not know whether I dreamt her origin or I created the Origin.    The Origin is only for me to know.    I saw the completion of a cycle and the cycle is a Wedding and Birth.    Old gods, who were humans, divided their bodies and formed the Earth which is an organ and who is a Mistress of the sun.    I cannot dream her origin.    The sun is a skull.    I do not know where the skull originates.    The Mistress-to-Be-Wedded broke a bore and sewed a ritual.    The ritual is Winter-to-Spring.    She gives Birth to Spring and crosses her arms.    A cloak is draped around her head and I do not see her eyes.    She holds the barren globe.    The Globe is a mirror and a sword and the globe is regeneration.    The globe is the orbit of the earth.    The Earth is Sex, which I fear.    It was one who divided and cleaned its center to become two.    The Bride says, I conjure you -- daughter, I injure you -- and divides bodies and brings them together.    She conjures a lamentation for a daughter who must leave and bind with New and Holy.    These become storytellers and I-Who-Foretell-The-Future and I-Who-Interpret-the-Past.    I knew in her in my dreams.    I saw a daughter in my dreams who beckoned me and told me mysteries.    I loved her as a child.    I love her as child.    This is a gift from the Bride who is a mistress and loves corpses and bodies.    The history becomes a Wedding.    History becomes what history becomes History becomes What the Wedding history becomes what the Marriage -- Memory the Mother -- memory is a Mother and speaks in dreams the dreams Mother Memory devoted to ritual prayer through ritual devoted to ritual and fathoms in dreams and I dreamt -- or I dreamt -- Memory memories marriage or Wedded and happens to the Birth and Barley -- I cut the barley and the barley ends.    The Millet cuts and the grain ends until a body divides and cut nothing cut barley or die barley dies and water -- and I knew the water who remembers and the garden remembers and the trees swallowed the bandits and the bats -- the tree swallows the mistress and death -- the funeral does not require a death.    The death does not require the funeral.    The division sounds the death and transforms a bride.    It transforms a husband -- it transforms no who transforms as ritual and majestic -- as ritual or magic as action.    A transformation is an act.    A transformation is a will.    Often one transforms into odd things or impossible things -- mirror less cubes, mirroring triangles, omniscient spiders or trickster spiders (mass magic in the mad with tricks and crafts terrifying.    This is what makes it terrifying.    White makes it terrifying -- white light and drones.    The white conquers the Trees -- trees in belly -- and steals a Bride (I often steal a bride or I often steal from a bride) and the Bride is white and terrifies.    The Bride terrifies because she is transparent and opaque.    The Mistress terrifies because she is transparent and opaque.    It divides itself and becomes two bodies.    The bodies transform into glass and crown
Levi made a left.    Levi made a left very fast.
Levi is very fast.    Levi left.    Levi made a left.    
Boom!    Here comes the train.
Levi is a conductor.    Levi conducts trains and harmonica choirs.    He is a fine harmonica player.    He makes a left and conducts.
He conducts the mad rush.
He conducts left the mad rush.
He eats his ramen noodles.    He eats his ramen noodles very fast.
Go Levi Go!    Boom!
Levi makes a left and dashes and bashes his lolo.
He laughs.
He stands up.    Sit down and laughs.
He conducts the train and harmonica choirs.
Everyone is a harmonica player.
Everyone is a singer.
Levi sings his rhymes and Levi sings his songs
Sing Levi sing!
Boom! Levi sleeps.
Boom!    Quiet -- a Levi sleeps
Daughter swallows them both.    She transforms into a particular daughter.    In a dream, she is my daughter, and I am giving her away to a Wedding.    She is a wedding and her body capsules a death.    I do not know the groom.    I do not know the husband.      The wedding-place is the entrance to her body.    The flock of birds enter and exit continuously.    The birds bless with morning dew and honey dew and enter and exit a wedding continuously.    Stretched is the skin of the city and it does not collect water.    Stretched is the surface of the city and it collects water -- the city collects water daily and becoming brides and mistresses converges on the well -- they converge on, the footprint of the well -- wells footprint and leave like flocks of birds.    The bride follows through her own gate and prays at the well and the plunging Earth.    The Earth is a tower and sometimes many madness in the wedding, a long journey from good mine.    They sing hymns.    Hymns sing they, the they gate they the gateless sing hymns to a gate sing to no entrance sing entrance to no, to -- to the burrow of a city to the underground of a city which is a chariot.    The hymn is present tense.    Hymns are present tense.    Ritual is the act of the hymn and the hymn magics and circles a body (a body touches a body and transforms a hymn; a body touches a body and transfers a song -- the hymn is a hymn and the singing is singing and sacrifices songs.    The wedding is an exodus and the woman leaves or she is able to leave as a Married One or a Carnivore.    The maiden’s chat her true name and chew hallucinogenic leaves.    The leaves are transformation.    Birds sing and chant outside the Church Widow and death is its mercy and transformation death is merciful and God is a death a very large death while others are very small deaths or not deaths at all.    If I dream, I do not wake or the waking interrupts my dreams dreaming and living is sometimes sleeping or dreaming is sometimes living.    Who is speaks to a face as a today not as nights in dream where on dreams and I find it difficult to dream and I find it difficult to speak.    I cultivate the body and I reap the Bride and the Vision is a unison of Birds and raptors laughing for her child and miserable then her child.    History eats her child and past brings past and present tense.    Birds fly into an open window and search for a god or god near god a bride.    I do not hear god but I see the ritual.    I do not hear God but I act the ritual.    I sound I bisect sound I round sound which divides into voice de God and its lover who wrestles and sleeps not.    The serpents come for me and a daughter -- a mixed media of a daughter -- the birds come and take them away.    The birds feast upon the serpents.    I was jealous of May Crowning or I was Jealous of waking.    Perhaps I awake and there is nothing else.    It eats jealousy for the city collecting birds and men.    After a night (and after a night a wave carries my body and waves are carrying bodies and from the body, the body is mine and emanates in waves.    Down and up in solid white, in the cleansing circle of salt and waves.    My body is a salt; my soul is a salt, punctuated by waves and water.    Water and waves separate.    The water and waves separate in circles and formless -- in formless circles -- crucifixion circles bright red and orange.    The Earth becomes a wave it finishes the soul.    It finishes in dreams and jealousy -- jealous dreams animal dreams and dreams polish the earth until it is a mirroring stone.    It finishes the Earth which is a city.    It finishes the Earth which is a dream.