World washes the rind, a riptide tugging Taryn      World windows the dew melon, a manger for Messiah      Beware, World: be aware and endure winter, the rounding rivet ribbon, a reticular colliding Adonai Apparatus      I pan pendulum to the etching of world, the watercloth dipped in Christina’s baptism     I project panorama, a piercing partaker of the pelt, and I return to pray the daily office       I resist not to pray the psalms of the Divine Office, and its breviary abrupts Benjamin      Psalms circulate the four corners of the world, and world wraps its ray racking psalm Selah      racing Psalm sheminith      raging Psalm shiggayon      world ravages the latter rain rapture      world hosts hostages the parsley par parricide, and such sin sevens cherubim and seraphim, the breviary burning ones      World hangs harbingers the prophecy pulsing the book burnt offering and my body burns the surplus of pages      I watch world woman wonder      I watch world woman wilderness, the witness in permutations and combinations, and the letters lace woman and world     the letters levitate, and see alms odes in dream       dream woman drone Krystal kissing the desert (peace and justice kiss     Christina and Benjamin kiss coupling Creation      I watch Woman weevil the wood for crucifixion, and each bore belies beyond the body Benjamin     Watch wing win tin the thrust sonic sabbath, and I sit Sabbatean, the fat of kidneys kissing Krystal’s lips      Watch whir her whittling wishbone broken into Trinity, and she shields God as a compass, woman in the womb of man       I watch weird word and wyrd prophecy wicked, and I invoke as Isaiah I see but do not see, I hear but do not hear, I understand but do not understand, lest I turn and be healed
Heal not this Taryn Touch of Holy from me, yet I pray I do not swell up or become fat with fatness       Heal not this Taryn torrents of Hodgetria from me, but heap me humility lest I burn in my own hubris      this wyrd wicked whips a double-edged sword       a two-toothed sword slicing backwards through Benjamin       I watch the Word sharp as a sword slip into my spinal cord, a secret lodged as a hook Kindle Krystal     I watch the Woman knapp the knife hard flint and obsidian obscure my passages except for the writing, and I write the witness non-witness for prophecy prophecy blazes      The prophetic burns the image of scrolls and letter      Apocalypse blazes      The revelation burns the icon of stroke and signature, and each sign scribbles a new colour     I colour Christ and I colour Christina      I sign Trinity and Godhead      I signature KRYSXTRYN and Divine Feminine     She blazes the sparks of Sophia Shekinah within my synapses      She burns ocular and open into the opprobrium of my body, a curiosity cabinet      Woman shall encompass a man and she encompasses my chest, a she have shielding, and my stomach blazes flesh furnace fountain cooked honey and pomegranates       blaze Benjamin with Apocalypse and Revelation         Blaze Benjamin with Revealing and unveiling, and the envelope vapes the vortex of vision       Fire fixes and fastens Word and Woman to Flesh, the fir forest crashing as Lebanon cedars
I blaze bastion and the castle stronghold, a cannon warning whistle, the blues bounce bark in blanking battle       the rex rebounds nemorensis necrosis, rubberneck lions lying in bed, and I sleep the bed of blaze       I set my body ablaze in blaze

But when ye shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, standing where it ought not (let him that readeth understand) then let them that be in Judea flee to the mountains     ut when I shall see, I seethe in the see saw despair     But when I shall see I sear in the see shim dismay      But births its berth, the bellowing below in blocks and bars, and between bars, bricks     but blonde its glades to glaze and blaze, below to Sheol gardening the gaps in Gehenna     Below boils the blaze     Below blisters the maze and lamb labyrinth do you know who made thee and below blesses (little lamb God bless thee      Below blasts bursts hearse heals hosting the dead and I dream the dead as the Woman      I dream the dead invisible quasi-nonexistent, but below deepens its depths to dead, drakes and druids     I bask in below      I sunbathe dark in below as it borrows its billiards from the burrows       Below blankets my body ablaze and snuffs with Spirit     Spirit shuffles its shade shelter and shutters       Spirit spells its spelt letting chaff char the rock of flesh      I hint at rock, the raw sewage of the Spirit, and Spirit strikes me with its stink, the furious fumes fluked fire      I hide at rock, its render raking neoclassical Stravinsky, flutes and oboes as river, and voices rush rock as siren, Varese vision percussion      Below water and below Woman, Benjamin Bride drowning depths deep wilderness / below water below woman below wilderness       When the water when the woman when the wilderness below burrows barrel horror hero, and I see arrows heralds burrows      I see armaments ramparts reckless, and my sight scans sorrow stare-ribbing scorduratura for stretched strings and octaves       I see the scores oscillating two notes and then three a true triptych tracing threads and kin       I see she the shape, a Michael Meyers serial killer, and she clicks kitchen knives in fast sixteenths, a scary scherzo      I see strange shine to signs      I see the stress fracture from ship to ship, the shimmering Taryn femur member moxie and she manors mala maker, a kin destruction       I see kin destruction deconstruction the revival reveal depth in bones      Deep in femur female, the rib raster and vector fathoming chaos creation, and my chaosmos heals humanity       my depths hell and Hades heals Humanity      I see depths dig dirge deep the deconstruction and from deconstruction, revival and resurrection      From deconstruction, the dedication to Woman      I see through my prayer, process: I see through my process, prayer, and the prayer implicates and explicates the unfolding unto the Universe        My sight saws my eye in half       my sigh slays with the sword the remains of my retina, and Benjamin sees blind and hears deaf, and turns not est to be healed       my sight scries the scythe reaping faerie wings, its wings wrapped road raw ringlets       See sight slogged sloth, the slow beam to the corner        Contra Corneria the crust and cone quaking       I see its new craters, a blasting bombardment Chrono Trigger      I see the abomination, the better battering ram scraping the sands of Tyre       I sight the abomination battle boiler cyan jutting and thrust up through wavelet lemmings       Abomination bitches and bastards, back to the bayou, and the alligators 

Jesus said, I have thrown fire upon the world, and look I am watching it until it blazes     I have thrown the entanglement and terror at Taryn      I have thrown the engagement and tornado through Taryn, and she antagonizes and attacks ulterior and ultra, the repetition of the universe     Throw thrown tavern to Taryn, a tent and tabernacle taking the Festival of Booths Benjamin     Throw ten threni, the tap tuned to Stravinsky, and the Cathedral resounds the dome dodecaphonic     a casket polyphony      a coffin klangfarbenmelodie     I stretch the throw from instrument to instrument, an ornate Other orchestration     I throw into the Monk of Music, Christmas miraculous and Advent Event running blue mood      Monk’s Mood     Round Midnight before the Flight     the throw into the tongue of God tasting Taryn, and god chews me as a Christ     God crunches and crashes my cranium, a split stock and split tone down to bone      God consumes me by a charring conflagration, the congregation congealed into ashes      Ash adds to the Vesuvius vision, melting matte to valley volcanic view vision     Throw threat and tet, the tern ton turn, and I do not dare turn     I turn to the throw, the tackle of Taryn, and she tosses me as a tango       throw transforms as Taryn transforms       Throw transfigures as Taryn transfigures       Throw terrifies as Taryn terrifies, yet I turn to Taryn      I turn to the throw       I turn fire upon fire, and the flame throws to the facets     I floss the flesh with fire, and the flame threads through its facets polished and polarized, a pit to dune desert        Fire ferocious fairs as the phoenix, white fire on black fire, and fire escapes from the furnace as a canticle of canticles       Christina psalms aims and alms, the ale alpha and aleph fracking canticle and canticle Christina selahs arcs and arrows, the aero Tov and Omega engulfed in the cant of canticles      Fire fuses phalanx and phantom, my organs ooze ozone through fistulas, and I bleed the burden breaking interstices and subspaces, a death without death     Death without Death     Desert without Desert     Fire without Fire     hell heat holy      hell his hosts       hell hip hope       fire fringes at the phalanges of frippertronics, looping light, and in your light I see light, ambient Adonai        Fire focuses the alien aperture on Asia, my witching shadow, and she works through the walk and wilderness, a nomad nudged to the name of annihilating stasis and stagnation       I feel the fire as Yakov Frank, a Sabbatean anarchy and sacred antinomianism, and fire splits law down to the half tablet, the toving plateau of Taryn        Fire juxtaposes and cairns Christina into Benjamin bizarre structures, and the structures stretches strange the rupture rapture real       Fire chains Christ and Christina sacred heart and heart dolorosa desert, a string of sorrows wyrding the Word       Word threads the verse to Vision, fire flashing flattening flirtatious flesh and my flesh flows to Fire and with Fire

Men monk and meer marn monastery, hypermeter and polymeter     Men monarch the Gospel of Mark, and Mark moors men to the desert out of the desert, and desert drums the hum tasseling holy     Mail the moat in the mire, men and Son of Man, host Human Being and hummus Human Being     Human becomes Human the desert doing and desert done, the Almighty Dream El Shaddai      Human hisses Human the Desert Sidewinder and Desert Sin Woman, the seeing Dream El Elyon     I embark male and masculine     I merge man and Son of Man, and the man from my muscles murks Female, my interior deep desert Adonai and Adversary      Female molts male its exoskeleton, rib growing woman and swallowing man a Messiah and Dragon     Female fluxes and macros male, Christ microcosm mapping body to all borders, and I become her body, body becoming body and boniface body bonfire     Men remix name      Men mince name superimposing postures and prayers into body     Men muse and mercator marking latitudes and longitudes on the global girl and her garment glows with the ghouls and gallows     Girl from the gutter and gear-wiser worm worship to Woman, the Chaotic Name and Named Cosmos, and I commit myself to this cosmology and commingling      I counteract and countermelody the countertenor Taryn the Chaos Community, and I have the Community from the Tehom     I name the commonality from Taryn, a body of bodies circulating cosmic Christina     Name does not numb but amplifies Adversary and Adonai     Name does not negotiate but interpenetrates incarnations and Krystal kenoses, collapsing empty nothing to the interior of the Godhead becoming     Name nullifies and nihils into nothing, and nothing exceeds nothing      nothing restores nothing and nothing comes from nothing, the supernal name     I name nothing in my nudity, the secret Gospel of Mark, and I mark nothing with my body, fleeing not from Flesh but from the flashbang Benjamin lights bouncing lights       lights exceeding lights     lights in the closure of lights       Name repeats name, which is to say name repeats nothing     name repeats the desert nothing, and I duel in the desert woman, the dome covering me
Endure to the end      Endure by the end     Endure in the End     Endure in the repetition and reiteration of the desert       Endure in the again and agayne of the wilderness     Endure enter exit the paradox newer exist     Endure enter exit the parable     Endure the entera and interim, the midpoint prayer in the mode of parousia      Endure the entrails and intestines, the peritoneum counting gut to gut and god to god, the very gut of the soul       endure the non-evidence of Vision, and I voice the van of venue and sinew, the woving vulf of Woman      Woman endures Benjamin to the end     Woman endures me endless lesser lights lapped from light to light the dim lens named Shekinah     Shekinah events exile, drove in the dust, and the right hand encompasses the left     Right host circumspects and circumfesses the left, lights to the Lady, and her lesser light amplifies and magnifies Adonai a moon material       Material mints majesterial, press to the end    End amends and emends     End edits and stirs errant, the Spirit endemic     I know my end in ends, Christ and Christina     I know my end through ends, Tehom Taryn

And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved     I shall not shake this transformation but share and slither slender serpent the stitch, and the spirits swirl into and out of Genesis      Spirits swarm on the face of the waters, tohu wa-bohu Woman-Benjamin     I visit revisit the chaos Christina coiling chaotic cobra, and the Vision Shall Be and What Shall Be, Becoming     Shall skirmishes Shekinah, the shell samhain and winter’s bane becoming Yahweh becoming Benjamin     Shall lakes lewd the naked lady in exile and exodus, and she accompanies pianissimo the Christ concerto     Shall shines shoulder to shoulder with Sheol, a shadow suffering over its length, and length shall not share but light oneiric oracles honoring these hours     Shall shades the shadow of depths, the dark Tehom Taryn      Shall shards the sinister of deep, the dense Tiamat Taryn       I depend on deep, and I Revisit depths as my primary Vision     Christ and Christina from and foaming chaos, the quantum quake of virtual particles and particulars       Christ and Christina commingling Chaos with Hades and Hell, and I descend deep and depths, the non-determination and difference differance driving specter and Holy Spirit     Deep the death which does not die but transforms, the triangle transformation of Tehom Taryn     a translation and holy hermeneutics     incarnation exists only in interpretation       incarnation subsists only in initiation        incarnation in abundance abides as sacred anarchy, simultaneous spirits in the flux of flesh and phantoms      god ghosts and grottoes where Marian apparitions appear     Christs charge with columns of fire and dark clouds cherubim flying      Sink sheol and dive deep depths, and descent devils danger       danger divides and divvies up as a dedekind cut, the Christ crucified between rupture and eruption     danger dirges and laments, and the inclusion contaminates and clouds Christ with chaos       I chase chaos with its cloud and contamination, its piecewise and looping continuity clipping as messianic serpent      Adonai Adversary the Christ and Antichrist siblings       Tehom Taryn totality      Chaos opens and disrupts the bodice of my body        Chaos releases and regenerates the energy of generations, never stasis never stagnation but the churning tremors and troubles of Taryn        I kiss the chaos as Christina, Benjamin the Betrayer’s kiss turning Christ over to Chaos, and the Chaos consumes as crucifixion     the Chaos cannibalizes and coughs the crux resembling Holy Spirit, and Spirit spans the crocodile magic of Egypt, here a rung and there a rung, my ribs to Eva Christina       I hate not Hell but Hell heals me     I hate not Hades but Hades domains my depths, the Benjamin biopsy of the desert     hate not but harbor the toke that tehoms Taryn       Taryn Woman Tohu wa bohu waving waverly and wonderly      the clause of Chaos the word of Woman       Hate not but hedge the hint of Yah of Hosts, the Sabbatai Sabbath Saboath and Messiah Mysterious Mary       the Cloud of Woman the Cloud of Children the Christ Child Son of Man       I hover whore and hour above the face of the waters        I hatter madness and moonness above the brooding Spirit        Hinter I face fimbulwinter, the weird warp wrapping around the waist of Woman          I center on the South solace her Other, an ordo heathering heaven and hell       Heaven, a sits fold volume the veldt, the vroom to valhalla     Hell, as licorice lasers laughing loom and gloom, a mafia misery       I ink loosely the chain to either realm, the rift riches ringless       Ring russos the russle slow to the South, and I emerge left to the light       I converge left and light Christ and AntiChrist, entirely Taryn and KRYSXTRYN        entirely roven and raven, a wrestle to the jaws of Jacob         I hoist to his hip, the Taryn threat of his thigh, and I taste spice to the tuning      I taste the foreign fork of Hell, fingerling faeries and fay fobs the Marilyn Mab        I fear the foundry of Hell which forces four through my transformation, yet transformation livens necessity       Transformation knocks me nude, the naked candle coaling Krystal and I name an impossible name        I name the name nuclear and nuptial       I name the name being beyond Yahweh and Jehovah, a genuine guinevere generation       Hate not but have heart, the heart cracking at the cataracts

Benjamin, Son of man and Son of Adam, rise up against: rise up for and contra.  Christina kill the old gods and resurrect them as young gods     kill the young gods and resurrect them as old gods     killing heals and healing kills     kill and heal the gods      heal and kill the gods     Benjamin Adam Kadmon and Judas Iscariot, rise up against: rise up for and contra Jesus Christ     Christianity in crisis celebrates its own cure     Christianity’s wounds is healed by the spear that made it: Christianity      Benjamin boasts as a little horn, and I adopt the altar Abomination of Abominations and Desolation of Desolations, my damsel and madame of the desert, and the dames drift the dunes      she draws the dunes dark, the long drop, and I drop into the depths repeatedly, an eight of pentacles        Drop rises up against depths, ascension and descent, the magnificence of the angels depths     I deepen my contact with gods, ghosts, and ghouls, and the contact cracks the core of Christianity     Hades the desert doom and bloom coos for the dead, deepening contact with Christ, and Jesus hurries to my grave, author hung and crucified       Christ, I call to Christ: Christina, I call to Christina, but the dead demand my soul, Benjamin bruises and blood     I rise against Apollo and Adonai, and my prayers fall to dead      My supplications skip Holy Spirit and swarm ghouls and ghosts, and my soul dies Nintendo Hard       my soul dies Platform Hell and Bullet Hell      I rise robots and robotics, Bionic Soldier soliciting war woman and beware woman       This perverse resurrection reveals the undead, the messiness of the messianic (I sometimes need a savior, and I sometimes do not: however, I always look towards incarnation and Holy Ghosts     I rise up Apocalypse and Apocryphon (your lips my lips apocalypse        I rise up Revelation and Complete Concealment, mythology emerging murkier and magic mud, and myth yawns the gap of Yahweh, Rich Rose and Red Rose      Apocalypse plucks permanent, a late lyricing to the Lake of Fire       Apocalypse plows the peril of place as palace, New Jerusalem juxtaposed with Outer Gates and Outer Darkness     I rise up Father Fatherless and I rise up Mother Motherless and I rise up Son Soulless but the Son of Man and Adam Kadmon      I rise up no one against God except God Itself, and in Adonai I feel the ache of atheism     Absence swells the Abyss, the bay brushing brash against and again     God depletes God and God deletes God, the singularity sea seeding tsunamis     Elohim earthquakes Elohim      Shaddai shakes Shaddai, and I shout the many named and attributes of God becoming gods

And others fell on good soil, and it brought forth a good crop.  It yielded sixty per measure and one hundred twenty per measure.  Others alternate and order     Others enter the irregular itinerary, and the journey juxtapositions     Journey alienates Other and Other bombs napalm with aplomb      I gender my journey     I generate my journey for the Garden o Gods, roses gilt by gold, and the rosary continues to pray for me and with me      Rosary swarms Others, the ardor and desire dipping dawn to desert       Other in the desert and Other with the death and dead, ode oath to me       I speak not but endure the Other, an adder otter dayspring from Oriens and Orient, and the Benedictus beautifies Benjamin     Bendictus begins Beatific Vision, and Body others my Body, an alien heaven and heaven horrifies as Hell for Other      Other falls the fell to Other, a god autumn, and each god lambs the leaf into leaves of Bread, Book sustenance for Benjamin     Others fall the fell to Other, angels appointed aurochs for the charge o Christendom      Christianity cradles the spoil of spinsters, an other of Three Sisters       An Other Shekinah, Sophia, and Christina, and Christina charms as chrism’s Other, the charisma and automatic charismatic      Fall forlorn to my Flesh, the fathomless fathom, and I fear nothing but the fire flaccid to Other       Fire voids fire, flame streams stem stalk letters burned into the white wheat, and I gape gaze grapes at the whorl of Woman      Fire Women     Three Women     One Women Woman, falling to worship     I fall to worship woman in the fiery furnace, and one like the Son of Man, that Immaculate Other, assists me in my assonance and alliteration      Fall to the floor flame flash, flower comforting Other, and bloom consumes Benjamin     Bloom bores fell and fall, the forest fimbulwinter innervating nero, the nock noose goose gossiping gods     Bloom faeries the foom falling Faust, devils bedeviling Benjamin, and I anchor my fall in Adam in the zest of Zoe     Fall reveals and discusses demiurge     Fall fulfills the name and gnosis, Yaldaboath superseded by humanity     God soil grounds the gesture of the gods     God soil slithers silicon, the scallion of saviors      I never skip saviors but stone them with my soul, and the blood blends bountiful and abundance      soul eviscerates through Death and Death follows my flesh     Death fastens swift to my flesh and I feel death all dreams all myriads        Death flows I flow through death and with death and I dream my own death / the flesh fantasizes its phantom, a flat spin plane towards Death, godly ghosts of the soul and soil      I yearn Death and I yearn Yahweh, Benjamin buried good soil and blooming know and nous Tree of Gnosis     I gate Death as I gaze KRYSXTRYN, pure gods of pure gods garden of earthly delights and I dine in delirium, oracle vision divination Death     Death does not comfort but teases, a Trickster Taryn Terebinth, and I think of Flirted With You All My Life by Vic Chesnutt, and he eventually stopped flirting      eventually I stop flirting or death never plants his sensual seed in my soil for I am not good soil but whole hell theremin its spoils      
Yahweh, I want to die, but I nurse gods instead      Elohim, I want to die, but I nurture polytheistic apostasy and heresy worse than Lydian Chromatic modalities     Death sounds like good soil, the sleeping Ha-Satan read to accuse me before Adonai     Death sounds like Sunday, a Church Sabbath Resurrection, and I arise with weeping erosion, the pus parting the pillows of my wounds     Yahweh wounded me severely but I do not die      Yahweh injured through injunction and injection yet I do not sleigh asleep in the loft of the soil but only barrel in benign basements     the attitc unearths tumors     the upstairs rumbles Taryn, a reaper roping forest forth and back, and I velour its velvet, red clay preserving the first hominid footsteps     I step into soil      I sheep and sleet the soil, a seed for the emerging church and emerging flesh, the Friend of Abraham      Soil soothes my sores       Soil solicits laughter and I laugh the lizard lava lamp muting zebras and zebras zaps my Zoloft camouflaged into Lake Christina      Her mouth for a moment musics and the minute time assists Apostolic, an Acts Apatosaurus aside Paul and Paul precedes secret antinomianism       Paul precedes the unwritten doctrines of Plato and its soluble soil sans no youth no yoke and I agea cid soil and anarchic soil      the anarchy anglers good chop, the crescent scythe Christina, and she cradles the corn for ransom ritual        she gunsacks the grain for Taryn theurgy, the multiplicity of rainbows        Crop soaks soil anarchic and arche, the First Word and First Woman