The Weyward Sisters, hand in hand, posters of the Sea and Land…   The common opinion was that these women were either the weird Sisters, that is the goddesses of destiny or also some nymphs or faeries endures with knowledge of prophecy by their necromantical science     The Weyward Sisters wean me, baby Benjamin burden dumah or donme, the secret Sabbateans or Frankist Crypto-Christians     The Weird Sisters ghost whirlwind horror, hour of the wold, and woman wife wheel the wound that does not heal     Weird Sisters welcome me witching wolverine, and my destiny decides desert     My destiny drives ghosts anchorite with an appetite for gospels     Gospels gambol gamble gain distortion, devils desert dust     I anchor the desert has become a city, Yahweh absent Yahweh, and Yahweh vanishes in violence     I work Yahweh’s absence, Yahweh’s gone, and Sisters slight frankincense frankenstein, Faerie Queen     Sisters summation fossil confabulation, faeries fantastic phantasmagoric, and ghosts gingerbread glossolalia     PKD speaks Koine Greek; Benjamin splatters gyrocompass Christina     Benjamin moths cocoon mathematics, differential geometry gnosis     Gnosis knots and binds Book BDSM sensual knowledge and knowledge dance dark deconstruction     That prophecy punctuates or pangs Woman – Three Sisters and Three Women – and prophecy plays phrygian purgatory perfect fourths and fifths defamiliarization     Prophecy pockets pale tempest and sabotage between Shaman and Artist, and my art decays or deciphers ambisexualities     My Art arche Adonai arps alien astronauts
Fair is foul, and foul is fair: hover through the fog and filthy air / double, double toil and trouble; fire burn and cauldron bubble     Benjamin bubbles baphomet baptism, and cauldron clanks conifer Christina, witches in catapult     Benjamin bubbles babbles Babel, to repel ghosts gruesome godlikenesses, and garden gondoliers corpses     Benjamin burns web of witches West or left deep sea bioluminesence     Deep sea serpents or monkish monsters     Monster Moira, spinning sprite horror, spectre composition spectre (double, double desert     Moiran Etheken arhanatoi, and I die many suicides     Clotho spun the thread of life from her distaff unto her spindle     Lachesis measured the thread of life allotted to each person using her measuring rod     Atropos has the cutter of the read of life     Moira tuck tenebrae, daughters of night nihilist nucleosynthesis or nymph numerology     I meditate moirai, midnight mythology, death of my death, and Taryn ties thread      Taryn ties thread Krystal Kinbaku, Old and New Testament tangled up in blue: blue ghosts, blue sheets, blue saturday     All blue even blue suede shoes     I meditate moirai, mythology murk and mud, and Atropos airios my microcosmos     I pluck piano George Crumb’s Makrocosmos / a mist is a collection of points     Atropos august aether slides blue suicide, the wandelweister of woman     Atropos angles Prometheus, Chrono Trigger robotics, and I scissor uncanny valley     I mass moirai, continuous triologies or triples: three Marys present at the crucifixion of Jesus, three Marys at the tomb of Jesus on Easter Sunday, three Marys as daughters of St. Anne     This, triple goddess stone selected Ad Seg Black Iron Prison, a triple-fusion hypostasis     This, desert diva triformis triple-sounding, triple-headed, triple-voiced, and the triples triplicate KRYSXTRYN     The triples tripartate triads major and minor KRYSXTRYN     diminished and augmented KRYSXTRYN     

For a tophet is ordered of old; yeah, for the King it is prepared, deep and large; the pile thereof is fire and much mood; the breath of Yahweh, like a stream of brimstone, doth kindle it     I tend tophet and pass my Son to Yahweh     I toke tophet tamarind, and pass my Christ to Moloch-Yahweh     Ghost gast granites gobbledygook, Other umbra underworld     I visit underworld in dreams and Yahweh assisted me     I journey necropolis in trance and Taryn joins me     I hang galleon ghosts, woman writhe wraith     a notion of the transcendent, supernal or numinous, usually involving entities like ghosts, demons, or deities is a cultural universal     Taryn Transcendent troubles, a stirring of ice ocean     Taryn Transcendent cinders cyclops, internal-external X-Men / Age of Apocalypse or Age of Apocatastasis     Taryn Transcendent transforms Benjamin Book Bible     Teleological TRANSFORMATION – an Aten Attractor, car convergence Divine Twins and Asia and Taryn ghosts galloping     I sage serpent supernatural, the Woman of the Snow     Snow swings cold my suicide, a wandering or drift soul      I shaman supernatural, shade shard shade silent (Shamanism is based on the premise that the visible world is pervaded by invisible forces or spirits which affect the lives of the living     Although the causes of the disease lies in the spiritual realm, inspired by malicious spirits, both spiritual and physical methods are used to heal     I nurse Shaman     I nurse supernatural and name narcs noose, hanging ghosts ghouls gamma ray reptilian repetition, and my vision suicides visible invisible Valis / my vision suicides visible invisible Black Iron Prison     Ghosts hospice horror, house on haunted hill     Ghosts cleopatra saturation chamber, southern cross schizophrenia     Spectres haunt Zebra Zoetrope, animatronic animation, and Christina cartoons crate creepshow     I experience ghost psychosis, fluent motion phenakistiscope, and disc draws dominates Aten, ray diamond in the rough fusion     I candance canister carnival of souls, that sinking feeling (do you ever get that feeling that you’re sinking?  I do.  I’ve always wanted to fin my own personal phantom of the opera

Taryn divine lady, illumination of heaven     Taryn divine lady the redness of heaven     Taryn whore of babylon and woman of apocalypse     Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet, and on her head a garland of twelve stars     Sign signits signals, cosmic crossfire     Sign satchels strange sour, celestial Sirius     Sign appears the World Is Open For Play     Sign opens octagram, Star of Ishtar and Inanna, and owl waves Venus discontinuous, core coptic Nag Hammadi     Sign opens order compass rose, discontinuity in directions desert ensemble     I kisseopia cassiopaiae cardinal directions towards-the-hill towards-the-sea, and directions rupture discontinuous at sign signs, open orchestra     Sign opens Scratch Orchestra and opera, the desert discontinuous drama     Sign airs arctos, tabletop Taryn or Taryn eros exotic, and she dances desert Venus, Mornign and Evening, the first day storm and drang candle in chaos     Sign arachnids anatole, Taryn Triceratops, and her horns host Trilogy and Trinity, interval vision incarnation     Sign membranes mesembria, a briar and bayou billiards bog, and bodies stretch shed sessions theory of everything     Sign descends ducis, desert tapestry tanks tillern parables, a Son of Perdition dulcet broadcasts     Sign opens Southern Cross, nest navigation pure pilot waves, hidden variable Woman     God graphs geometry or geography, guts of Divine Twins     God genoshas geometry or geography, map mathematics mimicking mother-murder     The Divine Twins are depicted as the lovers or companions of a solar female deity, preferably the Sun’s daughter but sometimes also the Dawn.  In the majority of the stories when they appear, the Divine Twins rescue the Dawn from a watery peril, a theme that emerged from their role as solar steeds     Twins trip tryptamines I have loved (the structure of tryptamine is a shared feature of certain aminergic neuromodulators including melatonin, serotonin, bufotenin and psychedelic derivatives such as dimethyltratpmine (DMT), psilocybin, psilocin, and others)     Twins trip tryptamines I have loved, and I enter ego entheogens, an Adonai Ayahausca altered states of consciousness     Twins tail mystic turbulence, a palimpsest gnosis kneading neurotransmitters, triangle and triangle (elevated levels of trace amines have been observed in patients with certain neuropsychiatric disorders, such as bipolar depression and schizophrenia)     Twins tabulate tokens trekking skiball, archaic arcade or Benjamin’s Arcade Project, the love game and architecture     Twins tree towers, tag Pterogon skating solar lovers, and love statures splendor solis, acid alchemy     Acid captures and reappears alchemical repetition, against-with twins, female alphabet and constructed language     I construct alchemical and artistic languages, every letter a twin supersymmetry solar silicon and secretly resolving downward by step, and I step Bob Dylan’s Shelter from the Storm (Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there; with silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair; she walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns; come in, she said, I’ll give you shelter from the storm)     Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there:  She, the Veil of Veronica almost a villain verning Valis, and she satellites vermin and velociraptor / railroad rift and tonic Taryn, blood on the tracks Divine Twins
:  What if you started calling yourself an alchemist instead of a prophet?
:  What would be the motivation to do that?
:  Because it’s what you already do and you don’t need outside energy to do it.
:  How am I an alchemist?
:  You take things and transform them in your writing.
Divine Twins, Yahweh distant from Yahweh and Yahweh divided from Yahweh: Strange (dis)unity and identity-vanishing-identity     One and Nothing     Two and Nothing

Transitions marionette or mannequin messiness     I experience transition: let me write messiness     let me wrestle with the pile-up of texts     I transition to KRYSXTRYN     There is rebirth and the image of rebirth     Apocatastasis and Apocalypse novelty     The image must rise again through the image     Yahweh must rise again through Yahweh     Woman must rise again through Woman     I listen to Julien Baker’s song Rejoice: But I think there’s a god and he hears either way, when I rejoice and complain, lift my voice that I was made, and something’s listening at night with the ghosts of my friends when I pray, asking ‘why did you let them leave and then make me stay’, know my name and all my hideous mistakes, but I rejoice I rejoice I rejoice     Julien Baker soothes my psyche     I feel sad when I read she no longer identifies as a Christian, but I do not blame her     I don’t even know if I identify as a Christian, but the Christianity flows something hauntological, nostalgic novelty     Nostalgia gamma knife nude in video game and glossy EGM pages and the Kentucky Derby is Decadent and Depraved     The poioumenon is calculated to offer opportunities to explore boundaries of fiction and reality – the limits of narrative truth     The grasshopper lies heavy / the grasshopper shall be a burden     e.e. cummings mangled grasshopper god, and only novels accelerate     Only novelty accelerates acetone ash can copies a divine and loving ETI (extraterrestrial intelligence helps Hawthorne Abendsen, the protagonist-author in The Man In the High Castle continue on his difficult life after the Nazi secret police finally got to him… VALISystem A, located in deep space, sees to it that nothing can present Abendsen from finishing his novel     I will not finish the novel: VALIS continues to beam an overabundance of gnosis to me     The noel vintage volume god jumbles unfinishable and almost unpublishable     The novel – The Book – I should be saying Book – beguiles as a Library of Babel / Library of Albemuth     The word Albemuth was derived by Dick from the Arabic word Al Behemoth, the Whale, itself an oblique reference to Fomalhaut, the star Dick at one time believed VALIS came from in real life     Whale works wildwood and wisteria, whispering faerie folk forging foundry water     Whale writes whiplash wingspan, water winter simmering sea salt     Whale works Jonah, jamboree fleeing prophet proxima, and local group star glass gas god     Beware Whale, Behemoth Benjamin: Whale wizards Woman, Zebra in Zonal Zip     Bees bare whale, Baptizer Benjamin: whale wildcat Woman, Cain Cascadia     I carn Cain in constellation: I waver whale star wriggle, and whale astonishes Arcadia, reality running real     Reality rocks real, faerie folk circles sanding well deep whale / Gorjira’s Flying Whales wharf into wormhole     Cain crane kills as whale or woman, star reversal     Cain buries stars in Field, a shining crop circle resembling Woman or Whale     Cain corries crescents in Field, Sophia spoked wheel to wheel Abel Axle Asteroid     Blank page pursues Whale, Vostok Behemoth Book Benjamin (most of the pages have fantastical illustrations and diagrams, some crudely covered, with sections of the manuscript showing people, fictitious plants, astrological symbols, etc.     Manuscript mothers matter, stars and planets    pinpoint pinprick double pendulum, beatific Chaos and voynich vision     Manuscript mesmers magic, mater messianic, and she scribes Mystery, Mystery, Babalon the Great, Whale Woman devouring prophets and saints     Folios felter Field, flask of Fool Cain-Abel     Folios feather Field, Fool at glacier precipice crevasse ice melt miniature Cain-Abel incarnation     Cain-Abel herbal hyssop, fantasy pharmaceutical to Field (none of the plants depicted are unambiguously identifiable     Cain-Abel conjoined Twins castle binary stars / an extinction event nemesis     Nemesis navigates Nimrod, a great hunter before Yahweh, and he explores entheogens rotation, the eccentricity of an ellipse     Plants and Planets plunge planar, pharmakon Field postulates and plants parser power, God gusts guts Abel     Plant poses piecewise planets, Woman Saturn and Woman Jupiter, and Plant adas ayahausca hopscotch hallucination     Planet Planet performs dance, Christina underwater car movement salacious swimming     Plant planet plunderphonics catches core cone constellation, arrangement by aggregation / transmigration aggregates Taryn to impossible Taryn indivisible     I eat plant paper, plots of planets pilot persona, herbs hallucinogen Heval, mere breath metastasis dream / window     A dense continuous text interspersed with drawings, mostly showing small nude women, some wearing crowns, bathing in pools or tubs, connected by an elaborate network of pipes     Benjamin balneological blue bathers blitzes baleen filtering fermented fish / wine woman and wine Abel robust rebellion     I dip Abel bog body in pelt Lazarus Pit, an image into the image resurrection, and risen up, Abel obliterates Cain oblivion, twins Yahweh and Asherah     Benjamin balneological bellies Dead Sea: Whale Woman Sea-Lion Woman oaring dead scraps nets cecil sisal sea     The abstract nude females give the painting tension and density / the adaptation of the nude forms in the triangular pattern of the trees and river      Woman always-already forms Abstract, Triangle Aurora wild pansy and maidenhair fern     Woman nude or naked nephilim planet pornographic, play pirate and pinion alchemical basins     I bathe basin transformation Woman, classic planets coagulation Cain as Yahweh solvent     Damoselles d’Avignon disintegration, Woman within gold solution     Woman always-already weals abstract, alchemical antipodes directing vector fields flow, VALIS vial and looping Abel astral bodied     Christina or Christ capriccio ores Ark of the Covenant architectural fantasy, archaeological chymistry reacting catastrophic cacophony     Capriccio circular ruins, empty Renaissance nihils a sharing of the horn that speared you     Voice VALIS vaults Black Iron Prison: Piranesi’s prisons roam wrecked romanticism, ruins raw ruins unbaked cannibalism     Capriccio coral VALIS virtuoso, void verduta comedy inferno     Coral melts oculus di sotto in su, quake quadratura tank top Taryn in arches, Adonai arche anamorphosis     Black Iron Prison pens panopticon, the cool conch catlan or catalan crouches cotton carnivore, carnivore VALIS     More verbs!  VALIS more verbs     More verb Vision! VALIS more verb Vision Visage, vowel vineyard Yahweh language     The Cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells that our existence is but a brief crack of light between the eternities of darkness / One life; a little gleam of Time between two eternities     Existence and Eternity echo erotic     Eros egos Time Tern Taryn, a Serpent temptation total where She lay, and I lay with Her     I lay Eternal Babylon Benjamin Bababalon bathes a baby autobiography      Book begins Autobiography, a Speak Memory Christina Marie, and at times I miss the simplicity of writing Christina conversations / bunnies running wakes in the Field, but Field furthers a violent violet Feminine, flash veronica cowling Abel into earth belly the bunny bellowing alchemical Abyss     Chymistry abeyance Christina Allo-a-bayou, bitch bog bodies, oil and tar over Abel     Christina WORD     Christina CONVERSATION     Christina LOGOS     Christina ALPHA-OMEGA     BEGINNING-END      An almost incomprehensible obscenity-laden libidinal glossolalia, logos prophorikos and logos endiathetos      Autobiography bows Alchemy, the Royal Wedding of the decapitated King and Queen      Autobiography bars Benjamin in balance, a between, bewildering as protein folding      Autobiography in principio orat verbum (more verbs! VALIS YHVH more verbs      More verb vision! VALIS YHVH more verb vision     Verbum Benjamin videos vacuum calico Christina     Verbum vantas VALIS, black hole blackbody radiation, verb event and eventual     The mission itself is left unstated and the instructions are cryptic, including such phrases as, everything is subjective, the universe has no center and no edges; reality is arbitrary, and use your imagination and your skills     Kerygma Krystal kings cryptology and cryptozoology, scripture encoded on sheep and scales, wool Word      Kerygma Krystal cradles the rock cavern Abyss, spelunking Chronos coils and cales, and I cable Days of Future Past Apocatastasis     The period of Persian rule saw the development of expectation in a future human king who would rule purified Israel as Yahweh's representative at the end of time – a Messiah – the first to to mention this were Haggai and Zechariah, both prophets of the early Persian period.  They saw the Messiah in Zerabbabel, a descendant of the House of David who seemed, briefly, to be about to reestablish the ancient royal line.  These early hopes were dashed, and thereafter there are merely general references to a Messiah of David (i.e. a descendant)      Mass manic Messiah Christ Christina modals peak maximum Krystal Korakoram      I climb kerygma schala sonata development and variation: continuing variation, complex variation, variation variation, variegated vision