Content Warning: Body horror, gore, torture imagery I listen to Olivier Messiaen’s Eclairs Sur L’Aur-Dela (Lighting Over the Beyond… / Illuminations of the Beyond) and music massacres ecstatic eros Christianity I massacre walls abandoned malls Urizen urban decay, a catheter in the urethra of America / drink your own urine and cure COVID The modern definition of massacre as “indiscriminate slaughter, carnage”, and the subsequent verb of this form, derive from the late 16th century Middle French “macare, maceche”, meaning “slaughterhouse, butchery”. Further origins are dubious, though may be related to Latin macellum, “provisions store, butcher shop”… Benjamin butcher bisects concubine (When he entered his house, he took a knife, and grasping his concubine he cut her into twelve pieces, limb by limb, and sent her throughout all the territory of Israel) I cut body I mangle body I massacre body, Taryn torn by lions the lyrebird and the bridal city Body pinballs car crash Body ping pongs automobile accident Twisted steel stamps stirs body liquid blood bourbon and I ale body alcohol I body build blood thirsty tiger Taryn Bridal City Bride of Frankenstein haphazard bones bible bones I cut body I mangle body I mass my body Taryn tricked by hyena hysteria Carnage karnaks crocodile crisp jaws Akhanaten, and his hips hug the huron of man-eaters (I have a dream of the Aur-Dela without Gods, without Christs, without prophets: only the multitude of birds I canton carnage canal of bone canal of Mars I cascade carnage clarion carillon Taryn’s clitoris / genital mutilation I remember the Super Nintendo game Spider-Man and Venom: Maximum Carnage – a side-scrolling beat ‘em up Carnage belongs to a race of amorphous extraterrestrial parasites known as Symbiotes, which for ma symbiotic bond with their hosts and give them super-human abilities. Originating as an offspring of Venom, Carnage is much more powerful than their parent symbiote because of the symbiotes’ biology, and is in many ways a darker version of him… Anyway, Carnage bores me – psychopathic serial killer – I’ll pass. I heard the series Maximum Carnage reeked like carrion too – oh well – the video game is fun The body books labyrinth carlisle carnage, and I bend body beat ‘em up The body bibles labyrinth caruso carnage, cartridge castrati stress bone lateral lent approaching porno passion I worship the Body Book Bible Beast I idolize the Body Labyrinth Library Livyatan / Taryn teeth rapture raptorial I venerate Body light play un poco sostenuto non troppo lento poco a poco scorrendo I revere Body nude naked stripped bare Taryn titanium tungsten trillium Body blunts electronic body music matrix massacre and I open body up-and-down bowstringing catgut canary carnage I peel body flaying alive Daft Punk Alive 2007, and body hangs human after all I have made a pillar facing the city gate, and have flayed all the rebel leaders; I have clad the pillar in flayed skins… I let the leaders of the conquered cities be flayed, and clad the city walls with their skins… The captives I have killed by the sword and flung on the dung heap… I fay flambe flamboyant, and fays gather salt circles guts-in-body I flay fork fingers under the fume hood, body magick molecular gastronomy tenderizing tissues Christ cannibalism
Month: August 2022
I Fall Fanatical
content warnings: pornography, biblical violence, exploitation, religious blasphemy In October 1829, Sam Patch, who called himself “The Yankee Leapster”, jumped from a high tower into the gorge below the falls and survived; this began a long tradition of daredevils trying to go over the falls I fall floriferous, bud ballroom Benjamin and bud walked in I fall fanatical fantasy Bible foam rabies and Bible bandies neutrotropic, Adonai automobile into the central nervous system After the brain is infected, the virus travels centrifugally to the peripheral and autonomous nervous system, eventually migrating to the salivary glands, where it is ready to be transmitted to the next host (I speak Bible and Book I salivate Taryn Torah human growth hormone genesis I babble Bible Tower of Babylon, and I noise genealogies Tubal-Cain and Nimrod Bible barracks brimstone Word is a Virus Bible bathorys beautiful bile language is a virus I fall fork frantic and I cut open my abdomen Bible organ transplant (there are only a handful of recorded cases of human-to-human transmission, and all through organ transplants of infested donors) Donor daredevils drapa desert, and donor devil bone grafts autologous, ellen ethan illiac crest Donor daleks dialect, and I gear galligaskins Mad Gasser into Gorge Gorge ghostwrites grasshopper, canyon key typewriter, and gorge junebugs Mtume’s Juicy, rock drums stone snares I go over the Falls wooden barrel wicket word wormed sideways, and the invisible serpent rescues me ruby erotic earth scapegoat (it’s a love song, says Messiaen) Adonai allograts (cadaveric bone usually obtained from a bone bank) Bible to my bone / my bone absorbs Bible El Shaddai stitches synthetic (often made of hydroxapatite or other naturally occurring and biocompatible substances) Bible to my bone / my bone replaces erases Bible I xerox xenon gas gibberish xenograft xenoglossia, and unknown language dilapidated daredevils I think Xenia, John Cage’s ex-wife, and I harvest mushrooms bone balance bovine or porcine distributes as calcified matrix Coral derived granules and coralline xenografts gas grasp God glossary, vision vocabulary Alcheringa, and coral cryptids Christina unknown unname network gnosis (everything connects to everything everything follows everything abbey road ritual Coral Christ carols god gigabytes and god genetics, and I allograft Y-Chromosomal Adam to my wright I graffiti god blood graphite, carbon dust diamond God geometries bone, scripture skeleton and skull scraped Taryn trepanned blonde blood The coral material is thus either transformed industrially into hydroxyapatite through a hydrothermal process, yielding, a non-reabsorbable xenograft, or simply the process is omitted and the coralline material remains in its calcium carbonate state for better reabsorption of the graft by natural bone I binge on bone blonde Taryn, the massacres of her nude body I billiard bone brittle Taryn bondage a strange fuck and I sodomize her with a Bible I practice pinhole pornography, and I penetrate her pussy with bone Bone slickens slime, ouroboros orgasm Critics argue that even in exploitation films in which the ratio of male and female deaths is regularly equal, the images that linger will be violence committed against the female characters. The specific case of The Texas Chain Saw Massacre provides support for this argument: three men are killed in quick fashion, but one woman is brutally slaughtered – hung off a meathook – and the surviving woman endures physical and mental torture I exploit Taryn esoteric and pornographic I ejaculate on Taryn’s face Rae Armantrout’s money shot shogun or shotgun (whirlygigs of attention, the figuring out and re-configuring of changes among orbits Taryn braves bukkake, the body bereft with sticky cum, and I bind her to Book birdsong Exploitation eigenvectors, body sex and labor, and Taryn enchants through to violence, leopard limb from limb Exploitation eratas extinction event, erebus inner ear / she eradicates my equilibrium Exploitation ekstasis rolls exotic dancers, and dancer strips stretches pole extinction / the tusk titanium I fillet flood basalt events, eleven occurrences, all associated with significant extinctions I mike Fallopian the Crying Lot of 49 nemesis naked stars lap dance extinction I vocable violence exploitation vernacular, and pornography pirates body, bulk box body delivered desert, and I done on body I cannibal bone cracked Krystal voluptuous violence, and I judge the Tribe of Benjamin (But the men would not listen to him. So the men seized his concubine, and put her out to them. They wantonly raped her and abused her all through the night until the morning…) Bible baskin violence, Urizen eating Earth God prince of Darkness canister karambit caroline, and I cabin cancer circumcision, violence carousel choreography God sodomizes Benjamin biphasic phallus, divine intercourse Sodom and Gomorrah Yahweh fucks Benjamin fucks Bible a daisy chain elephantine ejaculation / El Shaddai frequency jerks me off and sucks my cock I purr polystyrene pornography I velt the cartoon King Kong of violence I inseminate the vale varnish voluptuous violence and eggo waffle exploitation
I Burn Benjamin Backbone
That which is to give light must endure the burning I burn Benjamin Baphomet bioluminesence I burn Benjamin backbone hacked up for a barbecue, and I bloom book bullshit barbarian I burn berserker warrior woman whiplash, and light lattices laboratory locomotive Light dragonflys lumberjack jurassic, the jovial ginger dinosaur, and I adore dinosaur or dragon, droppa stone ouroboros titanium Titan Boa He continues his constructions using experimental materials such as rubber, latex, fiberglass, neon, and lead I sculpt skull sutures and fontanels, flesh flabbergast attached poltergeist goblin market My hands shakes skull shackles, saddle straitjacket Berkowitz Son of Sam That which is to give light must endure burning / a world lit only by fire Fire flacks flagella fuels hallucinogenic fungus, fourteenth future flashlight femininity Woman mastifs light footprints fire fat of lambs Miles Davis Quintet Footprints (minor blues and I beat beta blocker boisterous blues bantam earth Belt drive earth but I am a monster I am the Son of Man, and Sam savoy dial press spews spontaneous improvisation Son of Sam Son of Man massacres speculative improvisation, Saturn subthreshold subliminal messages gospel Behind our house some rest mostly young – raped and slaughtered – the – blood drained – just bones now I bone graft Palm Tree Garden I bone graft geography geology malleable Mediterranean sea and sea soaps fat fallow marrow rolling glass marbles Mediterranean sea masturbates multichannel multimedia and its myth malocclusion messiah Messiah microcephaly (I think of the comic Preacher by Garth Ennis and the last of the descendants of the messiah Jesus Christ are severely inbred and mentally handicapped, a farcical Kingdom and absurd atonement) The character Yorick from Y: The Last Man has a Zippo lighter with the words “Fuck Communism” engraved, identical to the one owned by Jesse Custer in Preacher. When asked about it, he says “From this book I read once… a graphic novel. You know, like a comic book.” Asia says Fuck the Bible and I fuck the Bible I make love to the Bible, text testicle testosterone scripture sodomy Bible bloated basking shark carcass mistaken for plesiosaur sea monsters floats beached balloons death and me-tie-dough-ty walker Bible blimps ballet corpseflower corpse stink rotting Christ but I penetrate its body necrophilia necromancer nikes (These bitches want nikes they looking for a check tell ‘em it ain’t likely) Bible boasts blandeur wine-dark Mediterranean Sea, Mark Nostrum Secret Gospel of Mark Matronis Triple Goddess I listen to Olivier Messiaen’s Turangalila-Symphonie, the sonorous salt shaker furniture United Society of Believers in Christ’s Second Appearing I listen Turangalila-Symphonie soul sand sea-rings, and I dip dye Mediterranean (The Master went into the dye works of Levi, took seventy-two colored cloths, and threw them into a vat. He drew them out and they were all white. He said, so the child of humankind has come as a dyer) I dip the blue bathers Mediterranean waters, the wheel the wash Woman works crushed beetles or Indigofera tinctoria, Taryn trill tremolo heroin tracks, a tack of table salt I listen to Messiaen and mockingbirds orinths ocean, cockcrow currents qualifying blue battleaxe, and I bash bone and brain in water Turangalila-Symphonie pianos virtuoso, vale vision VALIS and its blood barruns sodium Sodom and Gomorrah I model Cities of the Plain Charlie Chaplin Charlie Parker bay bosom modes of transposition / symmetrical Sodom Sodom soothsays Torah, giovanni genesis Adam bone ground substance Gomorrah gardens God garment, granite gemstone artificial rubies oiling clockwork Messiaen marshes molotov potent past, Messiaen salinity crisis and Lago Mare Event, experience and experiment I desiccate Mediterranean Sea Desert Music / rivers carve deep gorges in the exposed continental margins The transit of mammals across the exposed Gibraltar Straight I desiccate Mediterranean Sea Luvah Leviathan, sea serpent fossils embedded between gypsum-bearing, brackish, and fresh water sediments Saber-Toothed Tiger Tasmanian Devil what's up doc daphne diatomaceous earth I earth irrigate M-reflector M-branes Turangalila-Symphonie Love Theme I dance drone drill cores containing arroyo gravels and red and green floodplain silts, and flood fellowships with desert dead Dead fellowships with desert dead, polar pen pals Charlie Brown empty set Valentines One drill core contained a wind-blown cross-bedded deposit of deep-sea foraminiferal ooze that had dried into dust and been blown about on the hot dry abyssal plain by sandstorms, mixed with quartz glass blown in from nearby continents Wind barrels broth symmetry breaking Wind backstrokes blepharospasm, brimstone breakers SR-71 Blackbirds carpetbombing Sodom and Gomorrah Arroyo ash accelerates salt pillars, memorials to Christians and as Christians Arroyo acupunctures archaeology, layer leviathan layer, the white slated fish affirming its body to PKD Woman wash Woman dry creek Woman streamed Woman gulch ferngully the last rain forest, and Woman Wadi lagoons god granulosum, rampant bone ramblas Turangalila-Symphonie stratas hyper-salinity: salt percussion, salt piano, salt Ondes Martenot Rhythms rocket hyperstrata metric modulations and undercut canyons / Nile cuts Ashan wake water woman
Skulls, Titanium, Trepanation
Artificial cranial deformation is a form of body alteration in which the skull of a human being is deformed intentionally Cranium cools from the canyon to the stars Cranium collects alien aggregates moon rocks (of the 270 Apollo 11 moon rocks and the Apollo 17 Goodwill moon rocks that were given to the nations of the world by the Nixon Administration, approximately 180 are unaccounted for) Cranium Christina invades my apartment, tortoise archipelago apocalypse, and I deform dome desert the elongated skull of Akhanaten I obsess body human I adore body human Body modifies Body Body alters Body bedlam asylum axis mundi My body egypts earth, Nile nightingale nickelodeon Osseointegration is the direct structural and functional connection between living bone and the surface of a long-bearing artificial implant… functional ankylosis where new bone is laid down directly on that implant surface and the implant exhibits mechanical stability… I interlace body with ouroboros, chema Christina I beaker my body skull condensation brain bubbles sliding serpent, and I perform chemistry coagulation amplified density My body buzzes bone conduction conducting Beethoven’s Sixth Symphony, pastoral acid prosthesis Bone beehives hadean, deep trench tessellation / Bothe et al. Were the first researchers to implant titanium in an animal and remarked how it had the tendency to fuse with bone I think of the movie Titane directed and written by Julia Ducouranau (Alexia suffers a head injury and has a titanium plate fitted on her head. When she gets out of the hospital, she shuns her parents and embraces their car passionately… Years later, Alexia, now an adult with a large scar on the side of her head, works as a showgirl at a motorshow. One night, after the show, a male fan follows Alexia in the showroom’s parking lot, declares his love for her, and forcibly kisses her; she then brutally murders him using her large metal hairpin. As she returns to shower, Alexia hears a bang coming from the showroom. She finds the car she modeled with earlier has turned on by itself and enters it naked, has sex with the car and eventually climaxes Titans: Titanium Titanium thunderstorm tetracyclone, tertiary protein folding titanium tacks prions and I devour brain transmissible spongiform encephalopathy I devour Bram Stocker’s Dracula, vampire bat bone blusters blizzards cattle cooked blood I tether titanium Tenoch, and I earth empire erogenous (The Empire Never Ended I tassle titanium Tetragrammaton, Yahweh Titan Taryn, and she eats me my son Saturn I doll Hans Bellmer titanium dioxide white woman or woman in white Titanium taps or trepannes skull and I was prisoner inside her skull I drill skulls boxer auger auguries I scrape skull exposing dura mater duration desert (the bone that was trepanned was kept by prehistoric people and may have been worn as a charm to keep evil spirits away Ouroboros ogres my skull lunar month or sacral seasons, each autumn and winter a vertebrae Ouroboros hands holes in my cranium, choil crack cleaver The perimeter of the hole in this trepanned Neolithic skull is rounded off by ingrowth of new body tissue, indicating the patient survived the operation I scavenge for skulls scratch acid scratch orchestra inscribed book as body This skull scallops scorpions, stinging tails tale folk medicine folk religion folk defenestration / my suicide jump jubilee Several Meso-American cultures used a skull-rack, on which skulls were impaled in rows or columns of wooden stakes I skull duckduck goose or musical chairs, and titanium tabernacles tuberculosis, a Christ consumption I trampoline titanium body horror and body hunter, homage to Texas Chain Saw Massacre I stack skull room cradle skulls castle skulls flayed flesh feudalism I scurry across skulls sharpened seashells trephine drill bronze knife and I bow skull making a fire I bow skull tenebrae serrata shaman medicine Titane torsion stokes rectangular intersecting cuts; scraping utilizing an abrasive instrument such as flint; circular grooving; boring and cutting by a circular trephine or crown saw; Burrhole dome by drilling several holes closely to create a space and then cut / chisel bone between the hole rectangle road or rhythms renegade silver bells and cockle shells and pretty maids all in a row Rectangle rattles rigid body diamondback, and I intersect interconnect igneous rock raw I scrape surface, soil slime silver, and flint fucks focus, faerie circles Circle caves fruit-eating bats, macrochiroptera After some time there was an ominous sounding schlurp and the sound of bubbling. I drew the trepann out and the gurgling continued. It sounded like air bubbbles running under the skull as they were pressed on. I looked at the trepan and there was a bit of bone in it. At last! I steam skulls shrunken head shurikens and I play Revenge of Shinobi (a key move in the Revenge of Shinobi is the summersault, which maximizes Joe’s jumping height and enables him to throw 8 shurikens at once mid-air) Shuriken strikes slices skull, cathedral scaffolding I play Shinobi III: Return of the Ninja Master and katana cracks cleaves bone battery bedroom Alexia archons assassin, hashish hilasterion, and I assail atonement I cut atonement titanium Titanic iceberg incarnation, and Christ corrupts corrodes Ark of the Covenant Christ cattles crucis cryptos hidden hellion helicoptera cryo trigger The Christ chema cadillacs cinema, a parody of atonement I plywood pastiche atonement, hidden hilasterion, and mercy seats sits slain seculid empire (The Empire Never Ended Christ circumfesses cataclysm crucifixion catastrophe and my Christ dies: Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani My God my God why have you forsaken me? It was on the cross that he said these words, for he had departed from that place The Christ departs from me: the Christ abandons me to absolute freedom Hilasterion is relatively rare in classical Greek and appears largely in late writings to reference a sacrifice to appease a wrath of a deity Yahweh blasts bout grafts bloody bridegroom and even Yahweh’s wrath dissipates from me The Spirit of Elijah has left me
Car Crash Clocks and Clouds
The car crash is a fertilizing event rather than a destructive event (the world’s first recorded road traffic death involving a motor vehicle occurred on 31 August 1869. Irish scientist Mary Ward died when she fell out of her cousin’s steam car and was run over by it) I dream car crush, steam skeleton xylophone zebra I fantasize car collision, sketches with a microscope, and steam car stalls external combustion engine experiments Yahweh I sketch Yahweh telescope microscope kaleidoscope car collision coincidence / I was a prisoner inside your skull She fell under its wheel and died almost instantly. A doctor who lived near the scene arrived within moments, and found her cut, bruised, and bleeding from the ears. The fatal injury was a broken neck. It is believed that the grieving family destroyed the car after the crash I assemble bone buildings skyscraper striking landscape, and I jump suicide Crypt of the Resurrection featuring a picture of Jesus raising Lazarus from the dead, framed by various parts of the human skeleton Crypt of the Skulls Crypt of the Pelvises Crypt of the Leg bones and Thigh bones Crypt of the three skeletons Crypt techne tachyarrhythmia, sugar cane stenography Crypt garrotes graphomania, finehop frenzy Panel par prolix Vane sisters verbosus God gusto grandiloquence Rhythm black raft longhorrea, cryptos word-flux Pentecostal or charismatic sesquidpedalianism grip gasoline garrulous Tachylalia thromboplastins play plastic wound, and I wind platelets clockwork or The Turk I talk automaton animatronics bionics, and robot boasts rose of sharon mystical rose trampling Turing Test The mechanism appeared to be able to play a strong game of chess against a human opponent, as well as perform the Knight’s Tour KING FELIX clockwork whale sharks decepticons / Clock of the Long Now KING FELIX steam engine lanyards lion fish falcon Megatron (I want to build a clock that ticks once a year. The century hand advances once every one hundred years, and the cuckoo comes out on the millennium. I wan the cuckoo to come out every millennium for the next 10,000 years. If I hurry I should finish the clock in time to see the cuckoo come out for the first time) Don’t knock my smock or I’ll clean your clock and Marilyn plays pendulum in pocket torsion, tick metronome swinging jazz I think of Ligeti’s composition Clocks and Clouds (In his 1966 essay, On Clocks and Clouds, Karl Popper considered a world poised between two opposing processes. ‘Clocks’ are neatly ordered systems that can be measured and solved through reduction. ‘Clouds’ are highly irregular, disorderly, and more or less unpredictable) I listen to Gyorgi Ligeti’s Clocks and Clouds, and I counterbalance counterspiral clockwise claustrophobia desert salton dirac sea I crypt circumfessions, bone barrier stacked bone tuberosity toxicity, and I wish I was able to see System of a Down at the 1999 Summer Sanitarium Tour but the traffic harvested henry Clocks corpus cyanobacterium, true blue bathers, and I bath mermaids consanguineous I watch the mockumentary Mermaids: The Body Found, and it fooled me until about half-way through when it showed digital CGI beached mermaids I want to believe! I want to childbirth cryptozoology and I cabinetmake capricorn, a Saturn melancholy I zalus zygomatic, a Christina kiss on the cheek, and bone breaks betelgeuse Zebra I wascal winter woven bone / duck season rabbit season I weather woodgatherings woven bone blouse or bonnet, and I bandy nude, corked by clockwork Woven bone band on the run Uncle Albert / Admiral Halsey and I ram medley melody monkey brain I watched Faces of Death as a kid and the scene where the people bash a monkey to death with hammers and eat its brain has always stuck with me (monkey brains is a supposed dish consistently of, at least partially, the brain of the some species of monkey or ape. While animal brains have been consumed in various cultures, there is debate if monkey brain have actually been consumed) Woven bone boats newspaper leaves, a fibrous matrix mimicking monkey brain Woven boat roman baths bitches bottom, monkey brain bounty Temple of Doom (they eventually decided on a dinner scene involving eating bugs, monkey brains, and the like). Lamellar bone lakes the burning, black raft scissor masamune (clock tower lamellar bone bargains holy haggle, anthropos architectonic atonement, and mechanical spider spinnerets minarets millions moths The extracellular matrix of bone is laid down by osteoblasts, which secrete both collagen and ground substance Matrix Morphemes metalanguage, tensor Taryn rapture, and I cook chaotic mixing matrix mourning morning (Roland Barthes mourning for his mother Ground substance stinks glockenspiel or collagen creole crotales, and I ring the wind chimes cross-section concentric sheets shivering Vox Valaenae Ground globular or globes washes beach ashore, and I cut the feet off those I throw ocean I throw ocean bones king condyle, and long bones batter hammers, pyre processes I toss ocean bones matrix medial mulleolus, and I wrench wretch trochantors, bone word and bone language My flesh foramens language, language laughter or language game a Wittegenstein slab smoking salmon My bones conch Mars canals, alien agriculture cots dust storm stamens I fossa and fovea Philip K. Dick dead sea depression, and the Jordan Rift Valley ellos earthquakes salt deposits Bony labyrinth and membranous labyrinth loots local group / the local is universal Bony labyrinth and membranous labyrinth laminates the Local Supercluster and my Book bats bones galaxy filaments / walls woman superclusters book badgers bones supercluster complexes core Corinna Christina, and I pierce Tipler Cylinder I wash bone in wormholes and I worship clocks and clouds spacetime I cinderella sinus sine waves, skull reverberations Bones group genesis group substance articular processes, and I push bone belly, the woven basket between alchemy and anatomy Ouroboros endures intramembranous ossification and endochondral ossification, Optimus Prime sulfur and brimstone / Optimus Prime Sodom and Gomorrah Zebra signals bone zones, the rushing of the Bastille and Marquis De Sade lost his manuscript for 120 Days of Sodom zebra multiprocesses matrices, bone zone balances: zone of reserve cartilage, zone of cell proliferation, zone of cell hypertrophy, zone of calcification, and zone of bone deposition / Each zone a Zebra and each bone for Zebra and I, zealous for Yahweh, join Judge and Janus
A Chandelier Of Bones
A chandelier of bones, which contains at least one of every bone in the human body, hangs from the center of the nave with garlands of skulls draping the vault Chandelier cools or cooks calcium scorpions and drought, sand abrasive swarming murk move ghost forests Bones investigate interior Christina chandelier, and I burn bones blue bathers I draw bones impressionism cortical bone I charcoal bones expressionism compact bone Each column is multiple layers of osteoblasts and osteocytes around a central canal called the haversian canal / Volkmann’s canals at right angles connects the osseous together Column chronos caravans contradictions: contradiction Trinity trapdoor Yahweh Column watercresses canal, canals on Mars Column channels on Mars, Mother Christina, and she cascades North American Black Metal The Cyndonia facial pareidolia inspired individuals and organizations interested in extraterrestrial intelligence and visitations to earth… Some commentators believe the ‘Face on Mars’ to be evidence of a long-lost Martian civilization along with other features they believe are present, such as apartment pyramids, which they argue are part of a ruined city… Mars microcassettes bone castles, red rock iron oxide odyssey Mars mallets metallurgy bone hammer molybdenum I sharpen chisel plow deep soil Mars, and bone blesses Holy Water Sprinkler alien carcasses Mars buries alien bodies, bones extraterrestrial, and I no exit no limit Woman Watchers atlas beetle angels Other works include piers and monstrances flanking the altar, a coat of arms of the House of Schwarzenberg, and the signature of Frantisek Rind, also executed in bone, on the wall near the entrance I church bone harbor, skull hospital I chalice or chandelier bone haruspex, intestine drawn out until the spinal column verts visible I build a bone shuttle to Mars, red bone marrow hematopoiesis, and I herman hundreds rainbow mantis shrimp I crayon cancellous bone, Mars Spongebob Squarepants, strange squalae and melodic sequences surrealism Bone lobster telephone Texas Chain Saw Massacre Marrow meat metabolism boils battering ram spongy bone Bone bounces osteoblasts orbit Phobos and Deimos, doppler doppelganger god gangrene God gas gangrene (alpha toxin-producing Clostridium perfrigens) lobster telephone (Dali wrote teasingly of his demand to know why, when he asked for a grilled lobster in a restaurant, he was neverp resented with a boiled telephone) outgasses celluloid rot, the mars rock rotisserie I obsess bone, steamboat blanket osteoid /Mars marked by asteroids I obsess bone, laser lacunae bipolar disorder disorganized desert Desert dirge great deluge bones mass burials, and I stack bones ballard car crashes (Behavior of the spectators at automobile accidents. The sexual behavior of spectators at major automobile accidents (= minimum 1 death) has also been examined. In all cases there was a conspicuous improvement in both marital and extra-marital relationships, combined with a more tolerant attitude towards perverse behavior) Bone bio-mechanical concaves car dash car airbags, and broken bones lapis hazards hydrolylapatitte I wicket woven bone, flamingo croquets car suicide (Evelyn Francis McHale was an American bookkeeper who committed suicide by jumping from the 86th floor observation deck of the Empire State Building. A photograph taken four minutes after her death by photography student Robert Wiles subsequently gained iconic status, being referred to as ‘The Most Beautiful Suicide’) I still think about suicide, even through the lithium, cymbalta, and seroquel Saul fell on his sword, and I pick up the sword bloody and bash bones, lion bones or Philistine bones / I mimic the ritual with the jawbone of an ass get your ass to Mars I simmer in suicide farmhouse slaughterhouse synchophanus car crash blunt force trauma I seven in suicide, Sabbatai Sevi imprisoned in Fortress Phantom Forest, and I suicide superflat, Wile E. Coyote flattened by ACME I listen to Flirted With You All My Life by Vic Chesnutt, and I sink into suicide slime summer stink Vic Chesnutt completed suicide, overdose of muscle relaxants, and I think about those suicides often
Bones and Deliriants
And she took on another heart – no longer minded toward earthly things – but ecstatically in the angelic dialect, sending up a hymn to God in accord with the style of the angels. And as she spoke ecstatically, she allowed the Spirit to be her garment I language arche archaea, dominion decay driller killer I language laceration ether lipids and I reproduce asexually by binary fission fragmentation budding Benjamin I mathematics metalinguistics marshlands, and angels sizzle crocodiles or metaform reptilian-alien hybrids Horror hybrids mimic insecta incarnation, and I wing enochian ergot dust dome entheogens Horror chemas hepatotoxicity, absinthe angels and Christina blue faeries Alchemy holographs horticulture homosexuality, and I twine metal militia metric sulphur Sodom Gomorrah / cosmic airburst meteor I listen to Nirvana’s In Utero, and I think about the song Pennyroyal Tea (the song’s title refers to tea made from boiling the leaves of the plant Mentha pulegium, or pennyroyal, which was used as an abortifactant, among other things, in traditional medicine This medicine morrocos methane madness, and I mass marquis mystique Bipolar Benjamin bats polycrystalline pharmacy, and I mosquito mythical, a magnolia magician spooling suicide Suicide sonars mushroom delirium and I hang dreamtime Hanged Man deliriant angelic I douse danerg Plague of 1518 disorientation disorganized thinking language disturbances, and my language disturbs horror halogen typewriter naked lunch My language dooms Into The Void Black Sabbath and I psychosis Symptom of the Universe Earliest rodent models of delirium used atropine (a muscarinic acetylcholine receptor blocker) to induce cognitive and electroencephalogrpahy (EEG) changes similar to delirium Atropine Angels and Atropine Alchemy truncate acanthocephalan spiny proboscis paragraphs (I took ACLS once and at that time, atropine along with epinephrine was used for a flatline; they no longer use use atropine because evidence-based practice showed it to be ineffective) Sit and drink pennyroyal tea, distill the life that’s inside of me Marquis De Sade Texas Chain Saw Massacre mutilates manipulates joint ligament tendon tissue torn away Marquis De Sade Texas Chain Saw Massacre experiments extinction event the saw is family I watch the scene where Leatherface hangs Pam from a meat hook / I admire the bone furniture The bone bishops blatarra, and I carve bone I carve bone spear necromancer bone magic brick and bile, and I blasphemy bone Bone breaks burden a bible through femur or humerus Bout tissue alexanders osseous ouroboros bare bone world serpent Ouroboros osteoblasts osseoclasts growing cannibalism, and I strip bone humanity Bone bars formulation mineralization massacre, and the chainsaw cuts boat (this wire can cut flesh and bones easily Bone is not uniformly solid, but consists of a flexible matrix and bound minerals which are intricately woven and endlessly remodeled by a group of specialized bone cells Bone blasts mercury solids, soda pop skeleton Bone bursts blood, moth marrow KING FELIX cocoon I thread sister solid harlequin syndrome or I egress elegance the deformed bones of Joseph Merrick / Proteus Syndrome I brain in a vat Valley of Bones volume venipuncture vine vertebrae, and bone gears ground substance sulfur saltpeter pylons Bone calcium concrete the Sedlec Ossuary (the ossuary is estimated to contain the skeletons of between 40,000 to 70,000 people, whose bones have, in many cases, been artistically arragned to form decorations and furnishings for the chapel I want a bone bed and I experience the nightmare morgut matterhorn Mary, Mother of God I dine bone tables bone tablets a plate of spare ribs or human brain / Prions plates plastic tangled or denatured proteins and my brain tree barks delirium dementia demons
Horror, the Marquis De Sade, Bipolar Disorder, and Angels
Stephen Prince comments that the horror is born of the torment of the young woman subjected to imprisonment and abuse amid decaying animals and mobiles made from human bones and teeth… Horror heroins hypertext Hanged Man Hanged Man hostage hypertensions horror, horror time out of mind time out of joint jubilee of bones Horror hypnosis drags desert or desert drag dismembers the human pile mummification Horror hangs Benjamin bloody, beraph of bats bound basin / matrioshka brain boltzmann brain body basin hypothetical horror Horror hammers hypomesis and hypothetical (Nemesis hypothetical red dwarf of brown dwarf to be orbiting the Sun at a distance of about 95,000 AU, somewhat beyond the Oort Cloud, to explain a perceived cycle of mass extinctions in the geological record) Horror numbers Nemesis, divine retribution zeta reticulum zounds zebra Horror hymnen hypermodemeses, and Charles Ives charizards Universe Symphony Horror happening violence against women, and I worship whore hypercoaster, lizard inversions vellum Babylon writing I write horror music universe and I write Woman a woman in trouble / Zeir Anpin separated from Shekinah Shekinah shakes Serpent Zoe Zebra a paradigmatic exploitation film in which female protagonists are subjected to brutal, sadistic violence Violence vibrates vibrato, rich tone romanticism rock Wolfgang Rihm’s String Quartet no. 3 Violence vacuums viscera organ dissection and alchemical anatomy, and body candles canvas for resurrectionists I enter no exit exploitation, a new pulp pornography patagonia pomegranates Exploitation inches error I Am Error, violent volcanic geology canyon chasm God Brutal sadistic violence vultures vagrant verdant / shaman vision Brutal Benjamin beams bastard woven baskets Beetle Woman, and She titans titanium white Sadistic smilers Marquis De Sade and Passolini’s Salo (described as both pornographic and erotic, its plot revolves around the atrocities of four wealthy male libertines who, in four months of one winter, attempt to seek out the ultimate sexual gratification through orgies, hiding themselves in an inaccessible castle in the heart of the Black Forest in Germany with a harem of thirty-six victims, mostly male and female teenagers. During this, they engage four female brothel keepers to tell the stories of their lives and adventures; the crimes and tortures in the women’s narratives inspire the libertines to similarly abuse and torture their victims, which gradually intensifies, increases in violence, and ends in their slaughter Eros ergot St. Anthony’s Fire Eros aloes entheogens, magic violence viaducts caiman capillaries Eros exudes excess economics, body material body capital body exchange, and the orgies screech Owl Lilith Orgies oat ornithology Yardbird Yahweh blessing Benjamin bebop, and my ontology sources orgiastic Orgies pinwheel percussion, wind chimes Wind bells wind Woman oriented occult Spirit Pornography bewitches photography, glamour model melody parsnips proactive pornography persists programming, exploitation mathematics or accumulation violence, verse vulva volcano The Marquis De Sade disgusts me; he writes a different kind of horror to my horror or perhaps he disgusts me because my pornographic preamplifier parallels his pornographic I am no libertine – my corpse Christianity congeals collects corpuscular theory of light – but the extremes trance exotic no exodus I remember reading sections of 120 Days of Sodom when I was 19 or 20, and I felt both baffled and terrified, but I still remain fascinated by its extremes I fear to let my writing go to such extremes (Sade is best known for his erotic works, which combines philosophical discourse with pornography, depicting sexual fantasies with an emphasis on violence, suffering, anal sex – which he called sodomy –, crime, and blasphemy against Christianity. He was a proponent of absolute freedom, unrestrained by morality, religion or law) Horror holotypes human flesh, freedom ferromanganese Horror zebras heterozygosity, alien alleles cattle mutilation aesthetics Hail horror mania Christ caffeine cocaine, and I snort Spirit freebase base jumping Hero horror mixed states hypomania, and I herrero gravity’s rainbow genocide / god gasoline stations urban decay dilaudid Krystal keptomania CLOCK and DBP polymorphisms have been linked to bipolar disorder in population studies, and behavioral changes induced by knockout are reversed by lithium treatment. Metabotropic glutamate receptor 6 has been genetically linked to bipolar disorder, and found to be under-expressed in the cortex. Pituitary adenylate cyclase-activating peptide has been associated with bipolar disorder in gene-linkage studies, and knockout in mice produce mania-like behavior. Targets of various treatments, such as GSK-3, and ERK-1 have also demonstrated mania-like behavior in pre-clinical models I mass mode mania methamphetamines, a melt banana Benjamin bourgeoisie I mock mesh mania masochism and sadism, sword sodomy bisected bihalves musculoskeletal Mania seeds sow megagametophyate, microsport and megasport spinal column (I have fond memories as a child watching Sub-Zero in Mortal Kombat 1 perform his fataility of ripping out his opponent’s spinal cord – from my youth I knew violence and horror) Marquis De Sade Texas Chain Saw Massacre martinis maximal murder, a maestro of horror Marquis De Sade Texas Chain Saw Massacre midwifes frictionless freedom, bodies slipping bodies Bridal Chamber Black Iron Prison, and desert dungeons bodies basilisk Serpent sodomizes south surface cities of the plain photograph psychosis, and I hallucinate Sodom and Gomorrah I hallucinate Sodom and Gommorah featherstitched freedom zigzag Zebra, and unlike Yahweh, I mania mercy on my mobs Then Yahweh rained on Sodom and Gomorrah sulfur and fire from Yahweh out of heaven; and he overthrew those cities, and all the Plain, and all the inhabitants of the cities, and what grew on the ground / I sodomize angels archaebacterium, cell sulphur zygote Zebra I saddle point angels sadism land of a thousand dances or horses horses horses, and I think of John Carpenter’s Cigarette Burns or Yukio Mishima’s Decay of the Angel I adore angels apocalyptic astronauts, and I kiss their lips and absent genitals I masturbate angelic, ouroboros onanism, and I ejaculate exegesis, Angel Moroni moneyshot I sin with angels homosexual orgies, Benjamin sodomite superconductive superstructures I sin syllables stereo queer quadrophonic, and I subvocalize antinomian freedom Sabbatai Sevi In Buddhist scriptures, Devas are mortal angels. The five signs of the decay of the angel are: the flowery crown withers, sweat pours from the armpits, the robe is soiled, they lose self-awareness or become dissatisfied with their station, and the body becomes fetid or ceases to give off light or the eyelids tremble Angels abilene abortifacients, dung beetle decay dimethltryptamines Angel decays sea of fertility august moon cruciform caskets, and I launch lodestone Linear B The ancient and divine writings say that the angels become enamored of women; and, descending, taught them all the works of nature. From them, therefore, is the first tradition, chema, concerning these arts; for they called this book chema and hence the science of chemistry takes its name… Book Christina chemas archaeopteryx angels Book chemas Christina appoggiatura, and I sacrifice species counterpoint tongues of angels Angels decay fire sulphur emmenagogues, universe uterus Christ’s Kenosis / echoes of time and the river Jordan River V2 rockets frozen time and remembrance of time, and time trasks Taryn Time tor onion network walls women, woman chemical chemistry child of faeries Christian menstruates motor molecule maceration
Texas Chain Saw Massacre and Bats
Robin Wood characterizes Leatherface and his family as victims of industrial capitalism, their jobs as slaughterhouse workers rendered obsolete by technological advance Slaughterhouse superconducts serpent coil, cain copper crepuscular Slaughterhouse superovulates serpent egg orgasm ouroboros, and alchemy asphalts Adonai I sarah seep the serpent slaughters fat to the field I flame the fat fierce fire, future funk termites tackle boxes blood on the dance floor I slaughterhouse jazz hipster it don’t mean a thing if it ain’t got that swing and I charleston with cattle I force flappers into the slaughterhouse axe murderers / an Acheulean hand axe Its technical name (biface) comes from the fact that the archetypal model is generally bifacial and almond-shaped (amygdaloidal) lithic flake Lithic lobes Leviathan Carcharodon megalodon (fuck, they renamed it to Otodus megalodon) and Big Fish ichthys Jonah I slaughterhouse Sign of Jonah, Prophet Benjamin but Jonah set out to flee from the presence of Yahweh / Yahweh provides a large fish to swallow up Jonah; and Jonah was in the belly of the Fish three days and three nights I flee Yahweh formula and function, Yahweh distant from Yahweh, and Yahweh redshifts dark energy, the elongated skull of Christ channeling cosmological constant Christ intercepts Yahweh, Blue Whale krill kenosis, and I acculturate the animal Animal autobiographies anarchy, halo how-hymn non-hierarchical Animal antibodies fish belly, tomb womb west wind woman Animal aquariums antiquarian, and I collect the posthuman I acquire the animal aleph and Zohar Zahir, and Zebra breathes bracket bubble universe In Kim Newman’s view, Hopper’s presentation of the Sawyer family during the dinner scene parodies a typical American sitcom family: the gas-station owner is the bread-winning father figure; the killer Leatherface is depicted as a bourgeois housewife; the hitchhiker acts as the rebellious teenager Parody word painting, bizarre underwater phonography psychoacoustic animal pests I parody language, it’s strange psychopathography, and its paths pinnacle logos Its particular poker logos, gambol gamble god gizzard God gallery guts Batman Batmobile gaskets gasoline, and he hits hitchhikers with batarangs I parody granulosum graphomania logos longhorrea Benjamin utility belts Batman, and I read Batman Arkham Asylum by Grant Morrison I read Batman Silver Age science fiction techne, and technology chainsaws continuity-discontinuity Yahweh suborders Yinterochiroptera and Yangochiroptera, and Bat delta wings line of flight Feminine I flap bats branch paganism pyrokinesis, and Firestarter flings fog fiberglass An older English name for bats is flittermouse, which matches their name in other Germanic languages (German Fledermaus, Swedish Fladdermue), related to the fluttering of wings. Middle English had bakke, most likely cognate with Old Swedish nat-bakka (night-bat), which may have undergone a shift from -K- to -T-, influenced by Latin blatta, ‘moth, nocturnal insect’ I love the trace of language, its tracks and coal mine mine carts I love the Taryn Tetragrammaton of language, sacred names under play, the tag of history History graffitis language etymology and entomology History huns language Attila and Genghis Khan, the closing gargoyle calypso I love language jazz and free improvisation igniting noise, and noise nussles name disintegration-integration Language leptons echolocation, morpheme polymerization Language orbits electron clouds, pulses prayer probability, and I observe language superposition Language tangles Satan’s tango Texas Chain Saw Massacre, meat hook horror, and I thrive vibe horror exploitation
A Story No Beginning No End
A story, no beginning no end A story expunges creation ex nihlo for a chaos steady-state universe A story body waves surface waves Earth spurting solar anus, an annulus annihilating / the mines remember, palaces of iron and dust Story does not stall or stagnate but spirals serpent: serpent sanguine red earth red ochre, and I worship Adoration of the Earth I venerate Earth Circles Story, a Hero’s Journey foundation piercing Broken accents astral Rothko Chapel broken obelisk I meditate on Mark Rothko’s fourteen black paintings, the large surface of the paintings If you want to see the whole, you will have to piece me together yourself I focus on sanity the garden of forking paths, the jubilee jump to gender or how Christina-Taryn, a Bride of Frankenstein monstrosity, makes Woman I shall return to write a Book / I shall retire to make a labyrinth Logos labyrinths labyrinthodonts, teeth teardrops troppel lithic lingrels Logos labyrinths serpent, circular bombast / I leave to several futures (not to all) my garden of forking paths Logos laproscopes liturgy, and I realize the Palm Tree Garden and the Garden of Forking Paths are one and the same: the labyrinth lactimal seizing bipolar disorder and anxious block chains Late in the 1960s, George Crumb heard a tape recording prepared by a marine scientist of the sounds emitted by a humpback whale… In 1971, Crumb drew on these sounds for inspiration… Vox Balaenae: vox vascularises sonic participation, punctuated happening Vox vasodilates electroacoustic improvisation, frequency sweeps submarine ice calving Vox vandal the Fall of the Roman Empire / The Empire Never Ended Crumb describes himself as having an urge to fuse unrelated elements and juxtapose the seemingly incongruous Benjamin bricoleur borrows and binds electric eclectic balaenae / whale woman circus escapade Benjamin bricoleurs labyrinth lectern surrounding hunter artist, and the tiger technology tremolos aether atmosphere Vocalise (… for the beginning of time) hums amplified acoustic, cascades of harmonics Sea-nocturne (… for the end of time) salts syrups Holy Spirit, pagan pentecostals glissando glossolalia No end dead end ectoplasmic horror The ideas and iconography of Cooper, Bret Harte and Francis Parkman are now transmogrified into yards of dying cattle, abandoned gasoline stations, defiled graveyards, crumbling mansions, and a ramshackle farmhouse of psychotic killers / Texas Chain Saw Massacre No-input mixing board Texas Chain Saw Massacre laptop feedback laughing loop harlequins (no end dead end My ideas decay into compost and tree matter mushrooms colonize the colonnade Ideas decay infiltrating infrastructure boron buildings brutalism Icon infundibulforms phalanxes KING FELIX or Felix Klein’s bottle, and this bottle episode panopticons Black Iron Prison Piranesi’s Imaginary Prisons punk pods invasion of the body snatchers, and I pour power chords fast philips screwdriver I think of Twentysix Gasoline Stations by Ed Ruscha (originally printed in a numbered edition of 400, a second edition of 500 was published in 1967 and a third of 300 in 1969. It has been suggested that these reprints were a deliberate attempt to flood the art market in order to maintain the Book’s status as a cheap, mass-produced commodity God gasoline gallons gobbles oil fossils sandstone God ravenous stones sand pipers, pirated aperion floating flatland superflat cartoon atomic bomb God nergals nucleosynthesis short wave radio and radiation radicals alpha wave wicked Replicate books nanomachines grey goo grey matter, and machines murk liquid nitrogen nettles boxcar jellyfish Reproduce Book word art Walter Benjamin and I await messiah dialectical materialism or technological singularity, the signal sent backwards in time to PKD Zebra embodies Book-information-gnosis-sister sawmade ghostbuster ectopacks enso (Zebra Zero Abandoned gasoline stations dead end everests Book and Book bellowing, and Book dead end disasters dialectic, an erogenous overcoming
Vision and Mysticism 