Author's note:  I am going to be posting some older material over the next week or so.  I posted this piece on this blog quite awhile ago, and I thought I would (re)present it to newer readers of the blog.  It's part of a larger book entitled "Bunnies for Christina" and I wrote it as a nineteen or twenty-year old heavily under the influence of James Joyce and all sorts of pretensions.  I wanted to include everything.  This was my version of a Creation Myth - a sort of primordial Divine Humanity, Divine Male and Female, cast in the roles of Benjamin and Christina.  I still enjoy it, I think, despite how high-falutin' and high literature it wanted it to be.  



Wilderness is Death -- desert strewn red rocks and colour strata (split third the Desert de dew deserts walk vast:  carobselened catalytic and fantastic) stark blue cover bird songs -- 
yes, Desert! Erosive and friction discarding and rebibbing leaf allude nude in many happy returns year new incantations:  
-- fury Irish banshee and female fodder death (wed printemp dancers) 
-- pipers potlatch the polygon relation revelation for long day and night  (no day but homogenous time -- flat inflating time) 
-- trenches stack trenches stacked barquillwire 	
-- the nighthawks: the desert personifies nighthawks, close concrete and suits, shafted in aluminum and tin along a single highway where perhaps chain gangs took their notice but nobody noticing digging for the same iron making steel; on counters a milkshake or large windows peering out into the absence -- wilderness and death permeates as colour fields. I feel death often, in sleep and subtle breeze. In a zip. Language is the Native.  Adamic language spill litigal is the work of the Stream. The Stream is lightning in the wildness -- the oft of mirrors, splits, and resurrection. There have been resurrections of mine and thus spirit many: Us Kindred, Kindred History, Kindred time. Once there was, once there wasn’t.  In some beginning in a bale of hay, Weruda God my Yah shotgun paintings Railroad Earth (crossed Earth evangelist Earth).  Here down on dark Earth helfel, Hellelu Yah unfettered WONDER Fluids Two to ‘Let Us’ -- Let Us create:  CREATE -- you see, it (two) (who, me? We. Kindergods; Yah y kinder gods) -- essency (essentiality aum-singularity) and fleded Create -- In Our Own Image -- Image very -- God Us Images Man:  Man Us images God fullness of Mind	Berkeley’s God or Borges God (peering integer ornithology argumentum black raven augmented) -- Voice Ideaum (idea-um-aum) verily Time ye bore from Columbus’ egg (kneeling narcist egg ster [flight to stern] plucked from the paw of a gnawing idiot god, but Yah Kinder full (ghost) copernicuses a ghost and child find -- Music: Sound:  is Light / amplified Light -- to be where (at one and once) created and noncreated as Jesuits of God, First of God, First of Woman, Second IMAGE Man:  Image God, El Yah -- place purely God and God -- purely Christina and Christina -- purely Benjamin and Benjamin [Us] -- In God [the Using] is nothing but God [the Using] naked as a beginning -- Beginning furthers beginning and never is beginning and knots end unclues begins (IS: an infinite set beginnings and creation [created] : each thought the powerful, each first gods Benjamin and Christina -- each: a Real entirely consistent and decided, and we choose -- Us, and all that is touched Us, kissed Us, our blessed branches) and Us spoke BE -- beginning as exists, taciturns as exists and struggles (itself) extant, from the force of the fold -- BE -- in mornings:  Morning -- it must always be night, otherwise they wouldn’t need the light -- Light becomes monk’s mood, straight down a morning and a night before coyote swallows the moon -- blue -- blue from many ghosts KinderYah speaks blue (blue light they Light otherwise it’s always Night	blue gold bees a honey skull and there was Light  gods and Pair between a heaven and a heaven (Light sparsic in the forward -- the Singer of Sorcery plays electric. Three guitar density. Plugged In. Mixing pure and impure. Illuminated) / Nare forget, Death is a beginning -- die to begin -- Southern bemoans along in Void throughcomposed (I knew Loneliness and Death / World Earth baptized in Light New Death to try death a fashion and Earth salts a stone (a basalt pound) [this is it Death from the Dark and Death -- beginning -- by beginning through entrance Death and WORD -- BE, sounds WORD, a crescent and water separates from the Earth it baptized (into / out of) Death and the Flesh Earth appears -- moulders back tectonic stretched by long glacier hooks -- hedonist hooks -- plasters hidden Smiling Earth -- it is good.  Now, the earth was void and wilderness magnetism and the spirit of Christina belonging Christ hovered above dry death the expanse (the rock face) apart from the waters baptized.  This water is blood and blood collects into viscous pools of fire -- blood burns and skins the skeleton of water dwellers, heart muscling like a cyclotomic gamelan / BE -- water is blood ] blood is water, a stream veinsfigureeight (Langue Literal watering the whole surface ground rounding.  Flesh is Earthen fire:  Earth Fire felts flesh -- magic human animal flesh mires flesh (skeletons the skin) my God my Yah (who I was) to Christina Marie (Who I am) for to be recreated is a knowledge -- most important is Hand (to take Hand -- Symmetry, Sister, my living-to-be-born Sister) one image created (created Yah image, Us image) Handful finger upon finger concave bone and marrow to Shape, marked shape as a God a Creator for ‘We -- Us -- the Carnate to Create as a God’ --  male and female kindle from soft-steeped earth, the same formation of clayrosestars (we are the same stars are) and exhaled Spirit into our (Our relative prime Our our hour) nostrils, touched bodies in the sea and burned the milling miller incense -- in prayers blessing them -- wake conciousness La Christine Moriganna! Jehovial and motherly, reflects and proceeds -- aroused me from a deep sleep -- I was sleeping much deathly and brief like a candle (composition of sound, prepared fire, rustle of coins). Gold sine mine and four rivergondus, spanning like a colossus and lighthouse, finding ourselves such a salted beacon, truediety and  Say We -- thee Christina Benjamin -- thus human unique, unsheltered, and most close of hands -- that which in death and altar is secret but saving -- Beginning. In Earth, some sort of garden -- alchemical garden -- din celestial birds -- monochrome essential (umm I know acids chariot proteins) Orc Earth thy pivot point thy humble in which the Cross is and the classical elements that combined (confined) it; the sun is Light and zero-dimension of the point of context and it wheels like all cycles, but the same spoke -- spoke characteristic (fields characteristic or character Direlecht derelict) and indeed ask worship in the sense our Nile grew its paper and enchant) -- grew and insected a gardenia Billie Holiday used to wear -- hence New Jerusalem Garden, Painstake garden, amethyst and ingot garden cigarette smoke covering cool like a jazz photograph, snaking like a populated city, blocks and taxis, piercing a neuroserosis, gunding centerpiece -- Bearing Tree -- gasp Man -- BEARING TREE -- life forms colicky in pods and fruit bearing boughs and life curves its trunk root  the tiny babies Christina loves to nurse -- and serpent Tree fall Tree of life, Tree knowledge Good and Evil (what can be more good and wonderful then myself? I(rUs) beyond Evil and Good and instead humanityGodsworth understood being moral as a cloud), Yggdrasil (inverted, uproots waving), the bohdi, (others, all poinsettias brewing other planets) -- intertwined and hugging into one organism living, imagined by Own Kindred Unitary Mind (From Us, all good things will Spring Forth); Spanning River and all green and autumnal things. From River is the Wade, floating Leaf the Lilyponds, strong like raft pangea filtered noise. Wild and creature of all stature and unique migrate feedings paths and pathos, medicinal seek - - sayer Tree migration and stationary. We neither gather nor hang fruit abundant but Benjamin Christina the very fruit, dear all exotic and island (inland) -- clear lovely and ripe and we devour eachotherundearneathflesh, cannibals and uncannibal, only tasting and becoming What One Is Not Unlike the Other. None nakedness, none knowledge -- one body hermaphrodite, both sun and daughter, no ending or beginning of this person or say this person or this. In the mirror is the residue. Not multiplication but self and two selves. A reflection of what is human and Godlings. Our catechism. Holy Rites. Benjamin/Christina is First Priest, rocks Umim and Thumim (dum tweedle dee tweedle), without generation and from first generation, birth and prophecy -- it’s love and ancient Kindred meeting structures like Mediterranean, terria and Mediterranean in which we (were) baptized or ventured forth out from gardens black and dark countries and centers to prophesy DEATH IS A GOSPEL. Us -- Ancient Cradle, the Ganges, Greeks (eonta, nomos gamma, destroying itself by its very complexity), Philosopher, Telemachus y Ulysses -- we leave dreamings, a serpent from the generation less generation with rainbow scales and underbelly, digging Uluru and landscapes, carved rock and sandstone, our fists in caves and under burrow readying itself for the Hunt, reaching, reading, of no other but ourselves -- the identity element -- Resurrected, I awake.