There Is Birth And Rebirth

There is birth and rebirth, and it is by means of this image that one must be reborn.  What image is this?  It is resurrection.     Birth is bone at the break     Birth black bone blues babel, a brick bricks and burn for a burning and birth babel burns my body breadth     My body burns brick bitumen and the mortar mascara rebirths Benjamin in Woman and with Woman     Birth beach beware and beach body bounces rebirth      Beach Body or the Sand Body surf Taryn traces rebirth and rebirth is bedrock     Rebirth breakers bronze bull and brown bear, and bear below accompanies Benjamin as midwife     Rebirth blinks blonde and Taryn Tesseract triangles Talmud, the accumulation of dialogues, texts, and years Yahweh     Rebirth belies blonde and I listen to Frank Ocean (white ferrari: flesh woman, good times, and time tunnels Taryn, tack bone tack oxbow and the river births me     I emerge from water and water earthworms woman     Earthworm segments sediment and the sand slashes swan birth and my birth grotesque body rebirths Christina carnival and circus, the circle of elephants     Birth and rebirth green genesis and groundless genesis the when Elohim began to create heaven and earth and the earth then was welter and waste and darkness over the deep, and deep dark dresses the derns to Abyss     Birth and Rebirth bereshit Abyss, when     who     what     woman     Birth and Rebirth edits elevens emergent Book boxer and Book uppercuts underground; unborn benjamin urges in unison upward     Birth upward unbows underground and subterranean rebirths     Subterranean rhizomes non-hierarchical hilasterion Holy Ghost and Ghost heterogeneous havens molten multiplicity     Subterranean rhizomes flat ringlets and let the earth grow grass plants yielding seed of each kind, and the kind rhizomes cinders chaos first flume / flame is birth and rebirth      The grow ground gossamers acentered aperiodic and the seed mustard blister agents warfare and rebirth batters my flesh and the seed dies drives death and rebirth (these very reactive intermediates tend to permanently alkylate nucleotides in DNA strands, which prevent cellular division, leading to programmed cell death)     Birth seeds cell death grows ground god and the Palm Tree Garden guilloches Black Iron Prison, and Earth midwifes its own rebirth     Birth bruises bullae on the neck, armpits, hands, and my hands plant root rhizome the subterranean root-like stem emitting roots and roots shake the rattle trance tannin trance     Book assemblage sways or shrines Birth, shepherd elastic earth and earth eileens root-book or root-work (the work against woman the work with woman warfare)     Rhizome in Real rebirths the rupture and birth breaks body     Birth breaks body but the body babels new lines new connections grow grass ground / fluidity and openness infect the closed unchanging static     Birth begins beginningless, no web or all web and creation is annihilation     Creation is Crucifixion

The Chymical Compounds The Church of God With Signs Following

The chymical compounds the church of god with signs following and the church of lord jesus with signs following, and I handle serpents son of man I handle serpent son of man and drink his venom transubstantiated into his semen and the seed salamanders mustard multiple I host Holy Ghost People and the ghost grafts christ copperhead

Periodically I had written to you about the idea of Christ and the Cross becoming a kind of revealing not only to modern humanity, but to archaic humanity as well, and Christ is truly s a kind of Primordial Human and Archetypal Human. I was writing this week, and I had a revelation (this time an intuitive or intellectual revealing rather than a visual vision or vision in the imagination) about the animal. I had been studying some interesting discoveries regarding Neanderthal cave sites. One site has a larger discovery of cave bear bones, and another site had an arrangement of twenty bear skulls in a circle. There was theorizing that these showed evidence of a Bear Cult and Bear Worship, though the idea doesn’t have much clout today in the archaeological world. However, it was a seed for inspiration in my writing. I had the thought: if Creation, including the animal, is truly going to be reconciled to the Divine Godhead, how does this come about? We are reconciled as humanity through the message of the Gospel, and we enact the Gospel and live the Gospel in ourselves to bring about the Kingdom of God. What about animals? I wrote that Christ came also as a car bear and taught to the cave bears a gospel appropriate for the cave bear, and they too were reconciled to the Godhead through a kind of Gospel, in which they could understand and in which they could apply. It also correlates to the thought I have been having lately about anarchy and the idea of a flat or non-hierarchical structure. John Cage and Merce Cunningham collaborated on many music / dance projects together. They wrote the music and choreography separately, often using chance operations (using for example, the I Ching or star charts), and did not synchronize the parts, but let the parts co-exist. Merce Cunningham described his choreography as, people doing their own thing together. I feel the Kingdom of God is a kind of like that – there is no power structure, perhaps not even God (a radical thought) as the head, but a flat structure, where we all are Christs living out the full potential of the kergyma for us as Christs. If this is the case, the powerless structureless structure negates our dominion over the animals. We co-exist as animals with animals. We co-exist as animals with animals, and we speak to each other doing our own thing. I’m reminded of St. Francis of Assisi preaching the gospel to the birds. I talked to Asia about this, and I asked her, do you think Christ came to the animal, to the cave bear? Do you think there’s a messiah for the animals? She replied, the animal is the messiah for us. I asked her, what do they teach us? She said, how to be. That radical reversal of the animal being a messiah for us is something I’m still thinking about.

When concealed of all concealed verged on being revealed, it produced at first a single point, which ascended to become thought Thought traces text a theurgy and I write ritual I write rapture in real and the single point punctures plane intersecting plane the transforming witch Witch five alligator wests magick and her abdomen glyphs god before god or god after god Concealed of all concealed stelas the transformed jaguar and the concealed haloes handaxe crocodile Christ emerges from mammoth mist the crocodile and I conceal myself nude-world half-alligator half-jaguar Ben Sira warns, you shall have no business with secret things, and I soak in the secret I bathe blue birth concealed of all concealed the concrete chymical Christ Secret suggests serpent: secret sisters snake and I handle sidewinder switch the single pint into Palm Tree Garden Secret three sororities sonars symmetry asymmetry anti-symmetry, for you died and your life is hidden with Christ For every one with fire shall be salted and every sacrifice with salt shall be saved Salt secret summons sorcerer or shaman and I descend to the subterranean serpent or throne YHVH Taryn

God No Longer Speaks To Us

God no longer speaks to us; he has interrupted himself; we must take words upon ourselves     God no longer speaks to me but speech sprawls spectra writing subterranea     God doesn’t speak but speech swims surgical steel sentences, a cut into writing     I write God and God invents the impossible speech made possible in writing / Genesis God Gardener and gangrene ghost rots visible in writing     I write rot Corpse Christ and Christ discards     God no longer speaks but writes, and the Word writes Written Word     The Word writes the Written Word radical body woman body repetition, and the two repetition rhizomes God     The Word retrograde writes Written Word, the risk radial repetition and I risk repeating my body     I risk repeating my body with her body the body God     God interrupts god and Body interrupts Body and writing intervenes the illicit shell swamp ghost sulfur, and ghost in shell shares swarm writing     The swarm counts God L, and I evict jaguar tunics the body Taryn, and I near the broad feathery hat topped by an owl and an afghan mantle or a cape with a pattern resembling that of an armadillo shell    I joint joint jaguar the ambient stretch or reverse and cat dances doorjamb the inner sanctuary sanctus sanctus Taryn     I smoke the apotropaic magic of a merchant or the habit of a shaman, and the shaman stares impossible stairs the jaguar escorting my soul to the subterranean     The soul esoteric or perhaps eternal stirs the eternal hell revives     The soul sorcerer or shaman sings spirit sparring serpent and the serpent nocturnal sun speeches as my spouse     The soul magician or conjurer suspends Hanged Man and Hanged son of Man and the Christ Cross resembles the head of a jaguar     The magick maverick ricars structural film and the flicker flukes flesh jaguar and maize maze madness     My flesh forwards feedback the fixed camera position and flicker effect (strobing due to the intermittent nature of film)     The loop print patterns pistols pillars polygons, and my flesh photographs fluxus     The jaguar mixtapes non-narrative film and I draw directly on the film stock (on blank film the artist can draw, paint, stamp, or even glue or tape objects     black film can be stretched, etched, sanded, or punched)     I draw directly on cave canvas jaguar and I scratch scorch terrestrial fire the doe fawn in ochre     When, as a child, I wrote my name for the first time, I knew I was beginning a book     I write my name, and that name is the name of God      I write my name and that name is the name of the Adversary     I write the name and the name extends the eternal / I place the eternal before me     I write the name nonzero normal to God ninety and God nocturne, and I write benjamin child     When, as a child, I write God rapture rupture rattle, I snake circles shaman the naphtha napalm     The child as a child sees within the light the child standing by me as a child, and I write child children kingdom     I write child children kingdom christs, and there was a figure with several forms within the light / these forms were visible through each other, and the figure had three forms     The light lattices light and the light ladders light gravitational lensing     The light lynxes light and the light leopards light, and the light writes the christ child in three forms frozen in light a chamber of felines     In the chamber of felines female, I write my name for the first time, and time traces textile or tapestry a taryn turbine into text     Text is name and the name navigates dimensional God Shiur Qomah     The liminal light illuminates text in threshold and the text tarots transition     Transition tunes torso, the transformation text writing written terra tetragrammaton     Transition the light liminal initiation and I learn the spell cosmos magick the magician conjuring text     Text Book Text in threshold writes God’s name numerous luminous and the God Name frames doors windows hallways gates liminal light linking betweenness     Between light, the figure forms female, and I write God’s name in the female name Woman Worship     Liminal light, the figure fords female, and I write woman passing crossroads marshes bridges the excited edges     Edges trace Earth the name in Book Body and Christ chrisms children in text suffer the children in me     Edges experiments the empire never ended and the liminal light lamins the sacred audible, baptism with the Holy Ghost and Fire     I write the Baptism dynamite luddite oxidite and the chymistry cooks methamphetamine magick     Writing baptizes me God’s name or Taryn Tetragrammaton revival meeting, and the writer resurrects my body after three days in the grave     Grave grove rare groove writes rhythm sheol holy rollers and Holy Ghost posses me ecstatic edges eros / bridal theology     The Rockstrewn Hill joins in the people’s outdoor meeting and the light matte black liquors the sweet by and by

All Is Concealed As Before

Once a human being questions and searches, contemplating and knowing rung after rung to the very last rung – once one reaches there: What? What do you know? What have you contemplated? For what have you searched? All is concealed as before Rung after rung to the very last thing: ladder lighthouse laboratory Rung after rung to the very last rung: ritual rabbit rhythm and I re-enact erotic earth the eschaton orgasm Rung runners ritual and the ascent is the descent, the radius of the merkabah mystic, and thorn is throne, a crown of throne totentantz Taryn I rain rung rubble and ladder curved circular ruins The rung rotates reflects around the river of my body, and my body rotund reaches rung revealed rung Every rung reveals the beginning which is no beginning but the rupture rhizome or the rhizomic rupture The rung rises to rung and rung bereshits refuge and the rung repeats and revises rung Rung repeats bereshit, every moment a beginning, a beginningless beginning, and every rung rhizomes the ran reticulation of beginning / the beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God The beginning bodies birds and the birds pick bone, vineyard vulture blues The beginning baths the boat over chasm or chaos, and Abyss bayous rung after-rung my blue nude body / the cock is holy the testicles are holy the cunt is holy body rung after rung The cock is a rung, and I climb cock after cock, the divine devil body, and my Christ collects the cool nude nudging my body pornographic, and the graph green directs God ruach rhizome The porno or penis prays cock macrocosm and every body is a beginning Body begins beguiles bewitches apocalypse the grotesque body, and the maximal body emits macrocosm / cosmos as transmission or cosmos as Taryn Symmetry Transformations Cosmos transmits pornographic pantokrator and God guros stone or rock psychosis My psychosis prophecies What Who Woman and her What mints wedge apocalypse (What should the goal be for contemporary prophets and messengers of truth? I ask Asia. To shut the fuck up and listen. What am I listening to? The world around you. What is the world saying to you? Am I a prophet? Yes. You are like Mary Magdalene, the Apostle to the Apostles. You prophesy to me. How am I like Mary Magdalene? She was the first witness to the Resurrection and she told the message of the resurrection to the disciples. You are my teacher. You are teaching me prophetic truth. I am not a mythical character and the only reason Mary Magdalene was an “apostle” was because the men couldn’t be bothered to take care of the grave. You think Mary Magdalene was a mystical character? She has become mythologized. Sure. That’s the nature of being human. We make myth. Of course we can de-mythologize her, which may get us closer to the historical her, but the myth is not less important than the history. The history and myth are the same thing – there’s no way to know most of the details so we fill in the rest. Someday someone will fill in your rest of your life. Someone will in the rest of my life. That's how we tell stories. You can’t tell me that my life will just be mythologized as a follower of Jesus who was a somewhat potential figure in the holy text of one of the world’s dominant religions. I mean all lives are like that, no? Reconstructed after the fact. But also, no, it wouldn’t surprise me if you were a prominent figure in a holy text someday. It would be very ironic. I will haunt you. Why would you haunt me? You’re implying it would be my fault somehow. I can’t have a bunch of assholes praying to me, says Asia Rain) I’m not part of history, says Sun Ra. I’m more a part of the mystery which is to say my story Story signals mythic music, transmission cosmos and cosmic body, and as story, I become the Cave Bear Messianic or the snow row reindeer Row root rhizome mangles mystery and row gardens / alto saxophone architecture The architecture halls anarchy and music entras sound soil soliton solutions Woman wavelets what and who and every song I write tells a story – a story that humanity needs to know about In my music I speak of unknown things, impossible things, ancient things, potential things, and Sun Ra appears to me in Saturn Dreams monolith or monstrosity, an alien minotaur spelling or speaking the chant Alpha and Omega gnosis Sun Ra gives me dreams a horn mystery and antler mystery, and this bone mallets marimba xylorimba xylophone / sabre dance danse macabre mystery Sun Ra knows gnosis apocalypse, the disclosure of secrets and secrets garden rung rhizome zone zebra zohar – that is to say, Babel Brilliance I question and search John Coltrane or the Sun Ra Bereshit, and the text expands and ascends to its source, and source splinters source the scivinas library and library outer spaceways incorporated Rung after rung to the very last rung, the Sator Revival or a major triad with one wrong note notates Yahveh’s name and the name anarchic or animistic moves margins magick Woman in margins arches asymmetrical or the written mathematics inscribes the female body nude God’s gaze gardens Eva’s intercourse with the Serpent God’s gaze candles my cock a rung into mystery’s mouth and the prick sometimes penetrates planar pornography The prick pulses porno surface, the smooth skin of God’s Kingdom, and kingdom exudes eros almost as the excess of excrement, Earth’s entirety The light-shrouded Christ says to me, aren’t you familiar with this figure? I familiar myself with Christ’s figure through Woman, and naked Taryn masturbates to orgasm for me The Written exploits Woman, and I exploit Taryn or Asia an exploitation film (I learned something yesterday, says Asia. Some people who leave Christianity and are recovering develop a blasphemy fetish. They get pleasure from performing sacrilegious or leading others to sin. So when I say I want to wrestle God and submit him, that’s my blasphemy fetish? Interesting. Freud would call that reaction-formation, and maybe Hegel would call that antithesis to the thesis. There was a subreddit about it in /exchristian. They talked about visiting their hometown, finding the ‘holiest’ people in the church and seducing them (man or woman). Other people talked about having sex in a church or on an altar. Damn, I need to find some devil dude to seduce me… Or roleplaying as priests or nuns. There’s a genre of exploitation movie called Nunsploitation which is about breaking that sacred barrier with sex and violence. It’s a little profound… Taking something that is used to oppress you and stripping of its power, says Asia. Hegel would say the Abstract and the Concrete – I forget what he calls the synthesis or sublimating of the negating the negative or whatever opacity and occultation required of it In any case, I exploit woman and the Written presents a problem, a God Gaze or the Son of Man stares Woman stripped stone scandal and Christina and I listen to Glassjaw’s Everything You Wanted To Know About Silence, a problematic record with rampant misogyny The misogyny mirrors me and I gaze as God the gape gap gehenna woman

Universe pulled from sleep together with words – at every age of the book, a dawn separates out the leveled forms Word ushers universe and the universe uncut cicumfesses word Word usurps Universe and Universe unties semantics and syntax, the serpent saddled convex corduroys Word Word wounds universe and universe umbers Wheat Woman and Word Barley Benjamin and I harvest universe unzipped The upper universe unfixes the lower universe, and my Book Body pulls from sleep Serpent Time and Serpent Tincture, oxylene alchemy The upper universe unpins lower universe from its rebar, Book Body borderless serpent The sanguine serpent sows salt seams, the pit viper in her hems / the cock is holy the cunt is holy the ...

Cross Contains All Points Connected To All Points

Cross contains all points connected to all points, the event(s) in rupture, interruptions, and strange loops the close laughter     Cross converges to all points, points carved interior to all points, and Cross pierces the plane orthogonal serpent orthogonal ouroboros     The normal vector vials vision and lifts up Philip K. Dick into the Kingdom of the Skies and Cross intersects his body     Cross intersects my body blood wood iron and the oxide paints red organs or the church pipe organ celebrates Passio     Cross counters the alchemical corpus, and Isaac New encounters cross as chymical, the burden and burial of Christ’s body     Cross ardors Arbor Diana and Arbor Philosophorum, and the Cross crystallines as red coral     Cross chemins or sequenzas the dendretic amalgam of crystallized silver, mercury in a solution of silver nitrate     The amalgam aboresence rimes rhizome, and the multiple root grounds Cross Urground and Proto-language     I scribble source and the source continues sorcerer Serpent and Source sideways solar son of man     I scribe the Cross sprawls network fishers of men and the blowfish babels /  I scribble a Sol Lewitt wall drawing     The Cross Wall Cave Woman coprimes colinear, and the Cosmos contracts constrictor boa     Wall woman touches or torches light, and I saw within the light a child by me, and the child maps cat a jaguar baby     I saw within the light a child by me, and as I was looking, it seemed to be an elderly person and again it changed its appearance into a youth; not that there were several figures before me, but rather, there was a figure with several forms within the light / light luke’s lantern     Light leafs logos the body concrete and body rebar, and my body bone blends blurs the structureless structure scripture light landmark     Light lion faces to face the figure in light, and light lambs Cross     Light lambs Cross and lions Cross, the Waterlily Jaguar, and underwater traps light     The figure fractures light, a biface lithic flake, and the child tilts or bends early human     The child chisels children the Infancy Gospel of Thomas and I age quickly queer an earthquake in light     Light layers tetragrammaton carved in Christ corpus, and letters lake lance light space spacing space, the entirety of the Cross     Logos faces vertices and edges the edge of my body lilacs light, lily of the valley     Logos lumens lace no limit, and limit rosettes rhizome, root light and root figure (animal Christ human Christ)     I saw within the light woman and woman mystic music abides abyss, light lumas abyss apocalypse and light leopards love     Love lynx logos light reflecting matte black paintings abyss and I look into abyss as a darkened light or superluminary light     The dark light or light black paintings betroths the figure and frame in terrestrial fire / the bridal chamber night fire     central fire     fire from the letters without my hand being consumed     The dark light depth to depth drones the Taryn turtle transformer, desert logos and desert light     The dark light liquid pours lilith letters torah talmud alchemy, and I remember dark prophesying oral torah dark shining shekinah     The dark light lullabys lapis language, abyss calling to abyss, and I animal in sacred anarchy Taryn Tiger Tehom

The head is in two parts, a hymn and a march: the march breaks off mid-strife and the tenor solo plunges deep into abyss     I play tenor tiger Taryn, and the myth and music or music and magic marries Bereshit and Abyss     The beginning bares Void or the black light and the occult ouroboros binds to Messiah     The beginning conceals and reveals abyss and Bereshit brocade or braids General William Booth Enters Into Heaven, and the end of heaven is called Who     There is another below, called What     Who and What harnesses early five of Woman, and the Who Woman weaves Word     The Who Woman and her question is my quest (concerning everything that cannot be grasped, its question constitutes the answer)     I whirlwind or whirlpool around the Who-What Language Woman and I commit sin and heresy by attempting to write beyond Bereshit     I attempt to write Beyond the Beginning and I inquire Above, Below, what comes Before, and what comes After     Since it can be questioned, yet remains concealed and unrevealed, it is called Who: beyond, there is no question     I extinguish the question in Writing, the IT IS WRITTEN, and the Who wombs Woman

The Christ Child Appears To Me The Jawbone Of Jaguar

An account of the genealogy of Jesus the Messiah, the Son of David, the Son of Abraham     And now, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son and you will name him Jesus     The Christ Child appears to me the jawbone of jaguar and Christ Cat cuts fangs cave shaman cave sorcerer cave magic and the dark transforms     The dark transforms as the rotation of terrestrial fire and the fire frequents dark matrix and dark matter     The dark transforms annunciation and assumption and Mary matures as the Mayan Jaguar Midwife     Mary births Cat Christ and delivers Cat Christs, and the Christ Cat Jaguar jays multiply messianic, animal and human in the subtonic somersault of transformation     Messiah Jaguar Magician of the Marseilles raises her left hand with six fingers, and she manipulates and reorganizes reality     Messiah Jaguar Magician transforms between terrestrial fire and trickster fire, and Taryn births me male and female she creates me     I anticipate the Archaic and Arche Parousia, a forwards and backwards time both directions at once

I contemplate the documentary hypothesis and the Pentateuch, and the text torrents World Tree Woman     The documents multiply terrestrial fire rotates on reflection resurrection, and the fire rhizomes     The documentary hypothesis and Torah text torrent octopus tentacles hugging the World Tree as ouroboros     I hug the World Tree as Woman and the documentary multiply terrestrial fire rotation reflection resurrection     The document rhizome ring rivets buckles Torah Bereshit BDSM and the bondage cascades composite text or the text complicated by language, and the bondage babels     Torah Taryn Turpentine translates chymistry or the accumulation of documents collide car crash smash (the car crash is a fertilizing event rather than a destructive event and the crash commingle witch’s coven)     Torah Taryn Tobacco transforms blood doublets and the document collects contradictions or the inconsistencies ink oracle bones or script sculpture two reindeer swimming     I dwell cave shaman and cavern medicine, and the Yak Yahweh appears in torchlight     The Yahweh and elohim spangle sources and the sources subterranean underground underworld jaguar gods jaguar boxers jaguar Benjamin and I see the source as information, PKD’s arrangement of the universe     The source of Torah originates Source Universal, and the Origin origins unoriginal or Origin never enervates One / One never dominates as Primary     Book’s source or text always sources and texts / Christianity details Christianity     My Christianity includes the tonality totality of Christianities, its histories and its heresies / My body encompasses compete Christianities, the possible impossibility     My body corpus cave Christ groups gospel, the teaching of the Savior and the Revelation of the mysteries and the things hidden in silence, things he taught to the disciple he loved     Source exalts esoteric and the esoteric chemicals alchemy and apothecaries, and I consume the Christ chymical as medicine     The medicine leafs Book and Library, and the sources and documents all heal me, human to human, animal to human, animal to animal     The medicine rhizomes varieties of early Christianities, and source divides source always-already sources, and my soul-spark signs Simon the Magus     As a new heaven is begun, and it is now three-three years since its advent: the eternal Hell revives     Heaven lost highway heathers aquarium hatchetfish and I pick up the hatchet and hack icons idols incarnations     Heaven husbands Hell, and I am her a Woman     Heaven hanged man heparin bleeds out open and Her herself hangs deconstruction     Eternal Hell revives and I clay cliff Coltrane the Cross     The Cross lilies Chamber of Felines and I contemplate the Cat Christ Jaguar Crucified     Cross closes the canyon between Heaven and Hell, the sneaking and subtle serpent     Cross opens many organs and I sword secret as the stranger     I pick up the cross and wear the cross as a garment, and I cycle or serpent strange loops strange spirals / I like to remember things my own way.  What do you mean by that?  How I remember them.  Not necessarily the way they happened.  I remember my point to any other point, and fire my pistol into my chest, crows with wheat fields

I Retouch Lithic Written

I retouch lithic written and the stone strike stone scar along the ventral surface     Tool transforms tool and I trim the edge earth elephantine     I pressure flake the flank phalanges or bone beer bear stone to skull stretching black paintings     I reduce written the hafted biface retouch and I scrabble scramble sketch sorcerer / scaled retouch scars     stepped retouch scars     parallel retouched stars     The direction divisors drum battle drum trance salmon shaman deep waterfall woman     Waterfall always soaks subterranean and I spelunk vertical mouth magpit     Waterfall splashes flesh subterranean and my flesh flams phaedrus pharmakon, raw remedy, and pharmakon cuts techne subcutaneous skin translation     Skin translates touch the poison, and poison plays puma and panther the run from strict paragraphs     I haft the axe to long bone and I swing Holy Ghost     Axe writes early apocalypse, and blood backbone logos entre laces thread needle Taryn in pieces    Axe etches Revelation into Flesh and Word wounds trepanned skull and Christ bores human holes with his power drill

I jaga jaguar God of Terrestrial Fire and the fire fissures fruit, frame face Jaguar     The Terrestrial Fire turtles Taryn and she taunts as a contemporary prometheus (Andy Warhol’s Flesh for Frankenstein, the Modern Prometheus), and the Jazz Jaguar blows blister fire, ferrous fluid bog iron body     The Jaguar God of the Underworld hallows hell hollow earth acid jazz agharta and as a Son of Man or Son of Animal she shutters celluloid the camera with Shaman     I umbra underworld monstrous moonshine, and the She-Jaguar celebrates with me my spouse     I upset the cut between upper and lower worlds, and world word woman umber ochre the urias ouroboros, horn curling inside horn     Horn hunts wild hunt the human of terrestrial fire, and full fire frescos underworld     The full fire forges sun star human hydrogen, and I burn Benjamin Underworld     I forest female nuclear fusion and the Night Sun torchlights my underworld underneath, myriad subterranean     The jaguar joints my joints bridal chamber chamber of felines female and the jenny jaguar jaws sun son of man sorcerer or shaman (it was by means of sorcery that Jesus was able to accomplish the wonders he performed and it is by names of certain demons and by the use of incantations that the Christians possessed power)     I sword sorcerer forged by terrestrial fire and quenched in nocturnal fire and my magic rudders white and red, Rose of Sharon and Lily of the Valley     The Jaguar Protectors and the Jaguar Transformers surround my surface sink subterranean and the Water Lily Jaguar weaved me a covering of flames     Flame forests female fucks fulcrum, the pivot subterranean, and underworld resonates magic language canyon unisons     A specific and as yet unexplained transformation into a jaguar involves a male child with jaguar ears and a jaguar tail (the so-called Jaguar Baby) shown in a transformational somersault

A Short Meditation On Mayan Jaguar Mythology

Magician jaunts jaguar, a military junta or javan rhinoceros, and Magician bites pierces the carapaces of turtles and tortoises     Magician below black pigment black paintings bites through the skull of mammalian prey between the ears to deliver a fatal blow to the brain     My brain in a vat has a vision of my rain in a vat fat volume ventricular fibrillation skulls female baboon Benjamin     My brain blue body, blood bone benzodiazepines and brain blanches female feline jigsaw jaguar and the Jaguar Warrior Woman wields obsidian word / machete massacre and she decapitates and dons the horse’s head     The Olmec Were-jaguar appears to me and she sisters stone, a tree tooled with human tissue, the trunk a beating heart / ventricular vision atria apparition     The Were-jaguar Woman claws juniper jawbone and she mauls mobs the midwife of my body, marriage and magician (originally, many scholars believed that the were-jaguar was tied to a myth concerning a copulation between a jaguar and a woman / Christina their daughter dips into the lagoon rainforest trees human flesh)     The jaguar is further associated with vegetation and fertility by the Maya with what is known as the Waterlily Jaguar, which is depicted as waving water lilies sprouting from its head     The Waterlily Jaguar Woman ambushes me in rainforest vegetation and her hybridity hands hazard     She holds the pierced human skull and it conjures lidocaine lightning formations, stone hammering stone     Waterliles letter liquid red or black oil and the leaves link lucent, the nonlinear snow leopard     Cat curtains Cat, snow shot Amazon River, and the jaguar runs random rhythm and raven ravine rock Scroll Jaguar     Bird Jaguar     Moon Jaguar     She possesses me a female feline soul and my jaguar bones stack wild pyramids     Pyramids jaguar jungle and the drum and bass butchers long bone, Mesoamerica marrow     The marrow shifts my material Jaguar Shaman     Female Feline the strange float and Faerie Queen Christina     The Jaguar God slices into my skull geometry graveyard and jaguar ghosts scramble to scavenge my corpse     The corpse crowns ground the Gospel pyramids overgrown by jungle

The Text Two Or Three Tinctures Time Train The Tower Theme

Instead, Debussy set the text one note to a syllable in a continuous, fluid cantillena, somewhere between chant and recitative     Instead, the text two or three tinctures time train the tower theme, and theme thrownness tropics tenor saxophone the chanting of cave syllables or syllables permutating Yod He Vav He or it is the I Am that sends you     The I Am sends text book Benjamin and the library bullet booms or bombs babel cave bear language     Text Book Benjamin signs syllable sinew or interstitial tissue, space sponge spin, and the syllable set sections sensuous / the syllable set slithers a continuous discontinuity desert sabbath     I chant Christ or Christina Christ and Christina combinations and syllables streak blue banquet and blue boustrophedon droning pit cave echo     I have a vision of Abraham Abulafia and he practices his Kabbalah of Names     He speaks my secret name and I feel myself summoned as an apparition of astral project, and we exchange the encounter of prophecies     We potlatch the permutations of the letters of the Pentateuch, and the syllables sound ovum ouroboros opera     I write out specific letter-groups and the permutations (Christ Christina Sabbatai Sevi) and I chant the letters in conjugation with the heavenly rotations of the Bridal Chamber     The letters with their forms are called the Clear Mirror, for all the forms having brightness and strong radiance are included in them     And one who gazes at their forms will discover their secrets and speak to him     And they are like an image in which a man sees all his forms standing in front of him, and he will able to see all the general and specific things     Clear Mirror crucifies and the living Jesus answered and said to his apostles:  Blessed is he who has crucified the world, and who has not allowed the world to crucify him, and the Clear Mirror reflects the curl or coil of the crucified serpent     The forms gaze Holy Ghost Figure glacial glow flesh Christina and the forms gaze Palm Tree Garden God’s palm holy pigeons     I experience my autoscopic form, and he appears as Sabbatai Sevi, and he talks to me messianic unknown gnosis nothing     future fleet lines of flight and I jam Fender Stratocaster distortion     Sabbatai Sevi speaks to me the lights in the tehiru which are golem / the lower part of the tehiru persists in its unformed and chaotic golem, dominated by the qelippah until the advent of the Messiah: she alone can perfect it     And consider his reply, answering as though you yourself had answers yourself / the she-serpent and she-lionness answer me     In most pieces the music is no more than an iridescent veil covering the text, and the melody murks through a glass dimly the Woman Messiah     My vision veils the envelope long dress no drama but the convex iris, and the text hierophant vocalises head of heads, Asia above Abraham Abulafia

April 23, 1979
Dear Charles,
This is to let you know that after four years of research and work I have finally finished my new novel VALIS for Bantam.  In the writing I collaborated with the spirit of the 13th century Jewish Kabbalist Abraham ben Samuel Abulafia who seizes control of me from time to time, as circumstances require.  Hope all is well with you.
Cordially,
Philip K. Dick

I contain the soul spark of Philip K. Dick and Sabbatai Sevi, and soul sings a little, a ghost in the Chamber of Felines     Christian canines the slender soul slice, and her cheek bones deepen and widely arch acid animal cathedral and her gargoyles growl a prominent saggital crest     My soul slides into the pit Sabbatai Sevi, and her large, sharp upper incisors slant forwards / I possess horselover fat flesh Philip K. Dick     My soul scours or scratches flesh float phantom permutation of the letters, a wide gap without tearing tissue by the modular folding of the oricularis oris muscle / jaguar jaws the jubilee of Messiah     Philip K. Dick hell haunts like the missing no messianic and he too possesses me or whispers mimicking a neutral artificial intelligence voice (he becomes the voice of his twin sister, a Christ Christina)     Philip K. Dick has haunts old mother hubbard or her cupboards cardboard and in candlemas, he recalls his anamnesis:  the (golden) fish sign caused you to remember.  Remember what?  Your celestial origins!  This has to do with the DNA because the memory is located in the DNA… You remember your real nature… The Gnostic Gnosis:  You are here in this world in a thrown condition, but are not of this world     I think of Sun Ra who also was not of this world: I never wanted to be a part of this planet Earth, but I am compelled to be here, so anything I do for this planet is because of the Master-Creator of the Universe is making me do it.  I am of another dimension.  I am on this planet because the people need me
And the Living Jesus answered and said to the apostles: Blessed is He who has crucified the world and who has not allowed the world to crucify him     Christ, Philip K. Dick, and Sun Ra commingle in my vision, the ouroboros orgy and earth orgasms ozone gorgon the gnostic organism     I oversee the obscure obscene order of gnostics and secret Christians, and the apostle Thomas mastered Kabbalah and Alchemy     I open the Christ occult and the doorway waypoints Word Woman, the letters encrypted on the dust dammed Saturn’s rings     Saturn is Sun Ra and Sabbatai Sevi and the Reign of Sabbatai, the highest planet, prophesies the Messiah’s Advent     Advent devours voluptuous and Saturn sweeps Holy Spirit sculpts scapula sphenoid scaphoid / blood bloats blood Sabbath Sabbatai Saturn     I am in this world in a thrown condition, and I warp world through Woman Word     I warp world through the occurl doorway cathedral, and the World Woman writes cryptic letters cryptoletters letters lurking in the obscure and occult lighthouse and lighthouse husbands the Horse Woman and Hyena Woman     The visage of VALIS appears, the Vast Active Living Intelligence System, and it mimics Abraham Abulafia’s ecstatic Kabbalah, letters lightning letterings and sentences subtle shake saturn sentinel     VALIS spouts spontaneous the self-monitoring negentropic vortex and it progressively subsumes and interpolates its environment into arrangements of information     the letters and their forms flagellate or foam frantic with rapid flagella and the vortex whirlpools permutations     The vortex whirlwinds spawning letters and the written devours voluptuous environment errata     I arrange the letters prophetic and ecstatic, an atomic Asia mushroom cloud, and the landscape of California, USA 1974 ebbed out and the landscape of Rome of the first century CE ebbed in     VALIS vivisects the letters, torso touching torso an arachnid exoskeleton, and arachnid sprawls arche or archaic woman the first gnosis     the first sorcerer     the first magician     The Magician’s right hand, pointed upwards, holds a double ended white wand, and the wand web woodcuts doorway woman     The wand alice achenes web woman, the medium and mediator between spiritual and physical     Magic welds manticore and minotaur, one who negotiates the library and labyrinth, the myth and narrative     Magic magma melts machine music or hale horns alphabet / Brian Ferneyhough’s Bone Alphabet india pale ale and I emerge from the bone cavern a hyperanthropos

Red Rock Runoff Ruddies

Red rock runoff ruddies skin-into-skeleton and the soul cinders bear or lionness liquid ochre     My ochre stains soul and the Sorcerer sorts black paintings     Black paintings scrape soul nonlinear and red leaks lines denuded landscape     Sorcerer contes or charcoals soul entwined serpent and serpent shade streams In The Beginning (the structureless structure in the garden)     Serpent Sorcerer Mistress of the Animals and animals auburn aurora red reaching red     She sits with legs part-cross, has antlers, is surrounded by animals, and grasps a snake in one hand and a torc in the other, and the red puzzles mammoth ivory panels     The Serpent Sorcerer rides woolly mammoth woman, two confronted animals flanking and grazing on a Tree of Life, interpreted as representing an earth deity     The red earth, Adam from Adamah, anoints the Corpse Messiah or Messianic Elephant, and the Assyrian here grasps the Lion and Serpent     The red earth rabbits Adam from Adam nigredo, and the black paintings tunnel earth a single bull-woman wrestling a lion     The Living Jesus answered and said: Blessed is the man who has known these things.  He has brought heaven down, he has lifted the earth and has sent it to heaven, and he has become the midst for it is nothing     I know the nothing or the negative and negative cusps number or Asia’s needle geometry and I core compass rose earth     I cradle humankind compass mystic rose earth and Christina Marie maxillas bear-gabriel apparition     I know nothing nonlinear and noneuclidean, and the cathedral curves cross Christina     She cathedrals cobalt the cut curve into Cross and Cross negates or ruptures history into non-history (the human kairos)     The Cross crevasse coffins cavity and the canvas corpus cliffs black body radiation     The Cross canopy caverns earth magic horned deity wild hunt and the wild woman connects cosmic heaven-hell-earth-kingdom and the kingdom in my midst melodies nothing     Morning I magus or the magician matrons red mobile blue earth middle movement     The magician points with one hand toward the sky and the other pointing down to earth: as above so below and below I bear benjamin     Above augusts Master of the Animals and the auruch acrylics amphitheater on the table before me are cup, sword, wand, and pentacle, the four suits of the minor arcana and the four classical elements which likes like counters before the adept animal alice and I adapt them as I will     Cup corridor cut cathedral and I flower Chamber of Felines     Sword twists sinister and I come not to bring peace but the sword, and the sword divides dissects Adonai autopsy     Wand nicks Woman and Woman worships Woman the Benjamin Bear     Pentacle plasma purple pours planets Magus and I juggle the planets / four film flesh     fours photograph flesh     fours fiddle devil’s flesh     fours flow faerie circles

Despite being five years older than John Gilmore, Coltrane was impressed with his playing, and took informal lessons from Gilmore in the late 1950s.  Coltrane’s epochal proto-free jazz Chasin’ The Trane an inspired partly by Gilmore’s sound     I miss tenor saxophone     I come across a screenshot from the movie My Dinner With Andre, and Wally’s character says to himself: When I was yours, all I thought about was art and music… Now I’m 36, and all I think about is money     I’m 37 and all I think about is money (when I was a boy I could hear symphonies in seashells so why am I so deaf at 22?)     I miss tenor saxophone and I miss guitar     My saxophone is some type of Selmer USA and my guitar is a Gibson Les Paul Studio in black     I have not played either of them regularly in several years / I abandoned my music     The Magician manipulates music, Sorcerer sound sharon and I abandon the music      The music still seeps into the cosmic skull of my dreams, church organ or Sun Ra at electric organ     The music surges spells, the alphabet of my lion-face, and I involuntarily sing or scream at my prison walls red skeleton     I surrender to music, gnosis vibrations and sound installations, and the speaks at UC San Diego became the Tree of Life     First I spoke to you in parables and you did not understand.  Now I am speaking with you openly, and you do not grasp it.  Nevertheless, you were for me a parable among parables, and a disclosure among things revealed     The parable parabola prints paper piper, the Woman among Word     The parable parade panthers patch, Asia among cat and cats earth entourage (You have nicknames for any of your cats?  All cats have at least 20 nicknames.  Basil is: Basilbub, Jeffry Basils, Bippy, Bip…  Wolfgang is: Wolfens, Wolfie, Goopy, Boy, Asshole, Grey Ghost, Gangas, Gangly, Gangly Goop…  Stroudel is has the least: Strudel, Strussel, Stov, Stou, Stou Stou, Struddle Doodle Doo, and Piss Butt… Piss Butt?  She is very fluffy and does not clean his ass.  Need a cat bidet.  Kenneth is going to shave her.  Better him than you)  I enter the Chamber of Felines and the parable pulls pushes pink peak pink beam Philip K. Dick and the parable plots pale horse and the riders on them were wearing breastplates of fire-red and hyacinth-blue and yellow-sulfur     My vision velociraptors parables feathers and the animal contrapasto counterpoints the perihelion of the hunt, and the Woman, perhaps Artemis or Christina, assist me in the seizing of my bear child     My vision awares alongs animal and animal speaks secret parable and hidden sayings / her arroyo artery asylum     The archon alpine arcade and parable continues animal     Animal antes or antis Ascension and Apocalypse     Animal Apocalypse Astron dips fire-red hyacinth-blue yellow-sulfur Yahweh and Yahweh blades bull     Yahweh breathes blue bull moloch monstrosity and I howl the cave hyena and woman horse-face and lion-face / Taryn teeth tasting pear-bear parable and pomegranate the secret story mystery     Taryn teeth tetragrammaton throats strange vowel vision / piano psalm parable     I speak vision openly open and the open optics octopus ouroboros and the strands tag red rhizome and rhizome rains rails roofs John Coltrane woodshedding the tin rush tension     John Coltrane listens to John Gilmore and jams Chasin’ The Trane and the tenor saxophone becomes with theater and tent revival / revival rhizomes     The opium poppy parables ouroboros and the serpent bites between     Serpent bites hyacinth-blue and the blue bodyworks Blue Book     Red Book     Black Book     Bear Bull Baphomet (What’s your opinion on animals?  Just animals?  I was specifically thinking of animals found in Neolithic Caves.  In paintings and bones.  Cave lions and cave bears and aurochs and great deer.  Cave paintings are cool.  There are two figures, both known as the Sorcerer, showing half-human and half-animal figures.  It’s sometimes thought these are shamanic figures.  I have been writing lately about animal worship: bear worship, lion worship.  How the woman is animal and the human is the animal and Yahweh too – El was depicted as a bull in Canaan.  I’m wondering to be truly non-hierarchical and anarchic, if we as humans have to live with the animal outside and inside of us in such a way that’s no hierarchical or power difference.  Yes, we have to come to respect the autonomy of animals, come to terms with the fact that we are animals and expand our idea of intelligence.  I think a lot of Christianity needs to be transformed because the idea of dominion over creation has been very destructive.  It also makes for power structures that are destructive)     Serpent blowfish blooms hyacinth-blue and the blue bulldozer barbarian slows south battering ram     I open the double doors radically open and the open oceanic obscures or occults sawed vowel sacred vineyard Yahweh Yvette Vision     I open orchard to animal and my animal anatomy arches anomaly, the strange orbit of origins     Always origins and the origin opens parable a serpent text     Always origins and the origin rhizomes abnormalities     The open origin burrows abrupt instantaneous rate of change and change cameras streets serpent graffiti god and I photograph Christ’s corpus     Origin offshoots oblivion, a parable of Christ’s ophiolite body and body opens oceanic, Christ crust and mantle multiple overlays   

The chromatic range of the Black Paintings is limited to ochre, gold, brown, grey, and black…  Only the occasional white shines from clouds to give contrast or the rare stroke of blue from the sky or green from a landscape     Gold grizzly bear grapples a god, and the bear bathes blue human     Gold and ochre opens ghost galilee and the boat grammar gallstones God / John the Baptizes black bile benjamin     Black botrill natural trap cave and cave curios cross the crypt human and animal     Besides bone, one Native American red jasper knife was found below the entrance drop and a wooden artifact, possibly an atlatl shaft, and the brown and black penetrates ground glas text emerging from text cave tesseract and talos     Brown and black pigment ground mosaic mural map not a tracing, and her take the A train transports tourmaline tortoises No Wave New York     Later Pleistocene bones from twenty species of mammal and five bird species, including dire wolf, ancient horse, and mammoth multiply animal multimedia or the cave intermedia inspector of inspectors     Brown, grey, and black billboard bear and cat pit cave and Yahweh rescues not from the pit, vertical videotape sheol seven shades seven sabbaths     The pit pitch phyrgian fractures femur gehenna and its gold burns guts golgotha / the glaciokarst landscape     The subterranean waterfall drowns Gehenna bear babies and swallow skulls, a machined woman a flock of courses     Each morning a flock of birds exit by flying on concentric circles, gaining height until they reach the entrance / I enter exit yardbird Yahweh and the flock flows flame, sarah seraph skeleton earth