I Write Rabbit

I write rabbit and rabbit rivens nigredo Goya’s or Pollock’s Black Paintings     I write rabbit, Christina’s rabbit, and she writes radar rocket ralletando (Will The Song of Ice and Fire series ever be completed? I ask Christina.  No, it’ll be a Robert Jordon situation.  Who would you want to finish the series?  I’ll do it.  I want to see a dire wolf fuck a dragon (for science), says C)     I etch or engrave rabbit mystical rose and rose rosettes rainbow violet or indigo nigredo, and my pornographic body undergoes putrefaction     I etch or engrave rabbit desert decomposition or subgroup decomposition and my body diameter decays decay of the angel     I cook my body the Alchemical Cross or the Rabbit Rosicrucian Cross, and the fire cleanses or burns extensively to a uniform black matter     Black blesses oracle ouroboros and I enter exit oracle or dumah and oracle of the valley of vision, and my blackened vision descends     Descent dances dead with dead black bodies bear bodies bird bodies and alphabet alaps animal     I adore the animal and I worship the animal new nigredo or neon nigredo bright black or bold black and I pour black acrylic soaking into cave canvas     I invite nigredo dark night of the soul (in an obscure night fevered with love’s anxiety)     I embrace nigredo dark night of the soul an oracle on the wastelands by the sea     An oracle arrays or assays ancient animal acid animal and oracle ovals awkward transgressions towards the stations of the cross and stations stutter or stagger serpent     Wilderness and wasteland wyverns woman like whirlwinds sweeping through the Negeb and Negeb nets nigredo desert desert descent desert     I dig cover desert alphabet or hymen hieroglyphics and ghost glyphs glows God the radioactive mushroom cloud     Ein Sof mists metamorphosis clouds cover fog body and the cloud condenses from itself to itself aroused a rush into the root of din     Aroused a rush into the rhizome of Din Desert, and the shaking shimmers woman     Woman between left and right honeybees bride and bride engraves the wedding with letters light lagoon the frame facing Yahweh     Bride engraves engulfs God in letters and her worms whirlwinds Elohim, her beginning before his beginning     Primordial points soup polymodal chromaticism and primordial torah plows pantonal or torah tonic and I study the lydian chromatic concept of tonal organization (the pathbreaker for Miles Davis’ and John Coltrane’s modality)     Primordial points pitch modal and I jaw D dorian and Db dorian So What and Impressions, an engraving of points and pitches into din superimposed into Ein Sof     Primordial points paint impasto cave canvas Christ and the Cross punctures primordial or primeval into Ein Sof’s centerless center / whirlwind wake woman     This Torah, the linguistic movement of Ein Sof within itself, is called Garment, though in fact it is inseparable from the divine substance and is woven within – it is like a grasshopper whose clothing is part of itself     Garment globulins gamma ray rosary ribbon rosary, descent to dead decades     Garment gels Galvatron and I watch the 1986 The Transformers: The Movie (I realize then my childhood equally prophesies as the writing)     I watch The Transformers: The Movie and my childhood converges with Lurianic Kabbalah and Gnostic Christianity and the children prophesy Kingdom chrysalis Kingdom     Primordial Torah constructs deconstructs transformation and the text terras tag Taryn / ah shit terrible writing again: I too must undergo a descent and transformation… Sometimes I you have to write ugly for awhile before it gets better – sometimes ugly is OK too     Clement Greenberg said, all profoundly original art is ugly at first     The Primordial Torah terraces triceratops Taryn, a shaking tide tower to Ein Sof, and Torah traces the travel and tendrils along Ein Sof, thought-less light and thought-full light     Nathan of Gaza prophesies: the reshimu in the tehiru contains the qelippoth, the primordial inertia resisting creation / tehiru emanation thoughtless light     Torah and Tehiru tincture primordial, a hammer tehom and the hammer hits hisses human     Torah and Tehiru tassle primordial, points within points, engravings within engravings, darkness din darkness dense dragons     Oracle: in the steppe: in the thickets in the steppe you will spend the night, and the steppe steeps the stir and snake of Ein Sof     The steppe stegosaurus stems stamens the choice valley filled with chariots, and the wheel within wheel whirlwinds Woman, Taryn torah Taryn tehiru     Abyss amulets abyss bank bottomless bereshit

I often feel fugue and the written robes Abyss, unending bereshit, infinite permutations of the alphabet weaving garment gem woman, the cross mirroring cross calvary outflanking crosses     I write and feel fugue, counterpoint Torah Tehom Taryn Abyss     Nevertheless I write: writing keeps me alive     I watch The Transformers: The Movie and I forget how awesome the soundtrack is (composed by Vince DiCola)     The movie contains many repeatable and often-references quotes throughout the franchise:  one shall stand, one shall fall     until that day, until all are one

Beforetime in Israel, when a man went to inquire of God, thus he spake, come and let us go to the seer: for that is now called a prophet was beforetime called a seer     I shroud myself in seer and shaman and the medicine mingles nigredo prima materia primordial torah     Seer and shaman surge serpent with stations of the cross, and the shells shine light remainder remnant name Taryn Tetragrammaton     I shroud shade shadow seer and shaman, and I descend to the dead, decades of the rosary circular ruins      You know he banished those who speak to ghosts, the shamans, and the ghosts contact me, hidden christs and holy ghosts kings of israel     The ghosts dune dialogue desert and my descent drones dalliance / image intercourse image     Image intercepts image and image interrupts image the surface Ein Sof spun around axis or axes solids of revolution     The mathematics of the letters assemble the garment thread tehiru thread and number tetragrammaton number     The mathematics of the letters permute and combine the innumerable and the darkshine, slow shimmer and slow converging series     Oracle on Dumah: watchman, how much longer the night? Watchman, how much longer the night?  Morning has come, and again night: if you will ask, ask; come back again     Oracle obverse or reverse rintrahs raw vision     Oracle abstract or artifact alephs the occult orchard, the Canticle of Canticles cut into Christ’s body     Oracle abstract or ark of the covenant orchids alphabet outward and woman walls watchtower     Woman wakes alpahbet living light in letters and the light animates alphabet animal: aleph abyssian     beth black bear     and so on the letters lizard ladder El Shaddai’s lattices     Woman works wall watchtower Kowloon Walled City, and the city’s density deconstructs multidirectional free jazz drumming     The City’s density bulldozes droptower drunk quintuplets, and queer Christians coalesce at Christ’s cock     Christ’s cock corals corpus the stretch of Watchtower and cock combs cunt combs cock the secret fish the secret crypt the secret alphabet     Pornography plots primordial points low transformer pitches and the graph grounds guts Ein Sof     Pornography by pigeonhole principle penetrates and permeates in double and triple engraving, and Ein Sof garments Ein Sof in cunt and phallus

The Apocalypse of Jesus Christ, which God gave to him to show his slaves what must soon happen, and the apocalypse cuts cinema, the camera in real and the real leaks light     The real leaks light dark light deep light dungeon light     Philip K. Dick wrote the correct perception: the empire never ended and the black iron prison superimposed on black iron prison chains us     Black iron prison carves chains from meteorite or bog iron, and the iron integrates incal incarnation / flesh power / knowledge and flesh biopower     In my flesh, apocalypse and the radical hope in apocatastasis, and I dare hope holy ghost hammerstone rhizome     rhizome ravens radical