Queer Ray Process

Mikhail Larionov’s approach to abstract painting      the idea that certain scientific principles, like radioactivity, ultraviolet light, and x-rays, finds and confounds the vision     Sciences find and confound vision ventriloquist and my voice throws verse vulgar vigilante shit     I angle abstract animals blue horse even more blue, and just as I want to saturate everything black, I want to sling swing swim blue     I attach abstract assembly absolute aluminum and I microwave the foil purple sparks spit pit kill unicorns     Microns mineral radioactive rabbits / night of the lepus blacklight loot     marfa lights maroon macaroon radioactive imagine dragons drag queens (I watch the 1990 documentary Paris Is Burning directed by Jennie Livingston… Filmed in the mid-to-late 1980s, it chronicles the ball culture of New York City, and the African-American, Latino, gay and transgender communities involved in it…    I don’t participate in a queer culture; I came out too late     I feel discontinuous and disconnected from any LGBTQ+ community, a result of growing up in fundamentalist Christianity and a conservative city     This disconnect results in Christianity and the Bible itself as my preferred vehicle of expressing queerness and sexuality: the queer Naomi and Ruth, the queer David and Jonathan, the queer Christ, the queer Yahweh…)     I queer radioactive rubber ragtime and rays syncopate ragged rhythm

I roller radioactivity rock relief and I repeat rock     I repeat rock ray random and I do not remove writing-as-ray but I repeat the ray-written-reanimation     I ink error x-ray and I cartwheel coathanger error ransomware error x-ray whole rests / I feel folsom restless and I reverse rearrangements     I raccoon rearrangements opossums for Asia Rain and Asia rains radioactive rain reshuffles x-rays     X-rays raspberry rise rivulets and I get bitten by a radioactive spider or benjamin bombarded gamma rays hulk horsebeat heartback

Ultraviolet unipolar vision vandals church teeth x-rays / my church has titanic totem teeth    My church chomps titanium tile teeth and x-rays bounce billiards basket breasts     Ultraviolet light lances verb light and vertical light     Violet verbs vanadium and my voice violet vocoder vanishes analog vanishes analog avalon urantia / art unhooked aardvark and I anticipate the animal     I anticipate animal unisex ultraviolet and I write crawl canyon rivals     I write rays dynamic rays contrasting colors crossing reflections from various objects / abject axe anomaly moon blood slasher movies

Ray race or ray speedrun on the surface of the colored line then nonlinear locker summer babies     Combination color saturation     Colored masses death touch texture     to paint what I literally see, I paint the sum of rays, a raw romanticism / Asia rain rain chant supernintendo chalmers     dualist David Chalmers continued consciousness catra rays     Sum of rays from ordet beta, and the fisher form emerges in the space between bovine outer darkness     Sum summa sirius my strength of fates flows fuck one-dimensional strings funeral doom surges     Rays erase between surface jetstream joshua tree and the desert always deepens dimensional remixes

Rays rancid ruby rats to the Cross / string strap-on crucifixion     Strings stent scorpion crucifixion christina countersubject     I ready the rays     I read the tesla ray sun and its beams bore holes in flying saucers and pitless pie charts trays leftover pumpkin pie whip cream tijuana marijuana babies     Christina countersubject synthesizes lyseric acid diethylamide in her laboratory and her ego dissolves into the cross circumscissle and circumscissle christian splits her husk along her circumference and flies insect woman     Christian opens her wings completely by a transverse split and split sparrow sphinx the salt serpent and I spangle my skin salt / no separate ocean but benjamin