Bone Obsessions

content warnings:  body horror, pornographic imagery

My dreaming nylons nightmares narcotics numerary names and my brain book bestiaries: secret animals hidden fungus invisible archaea psychedelics     Archaea psychedelics synchronize simplicity with my scanner darkly and I witness woman in murk     Woman in marsh     Woman among clams mussels her messianic message (her messianic messages massage)     I witness woman musk ox paracord perihelion pareidolia and sometimes I see her face arranged dunes deserts drivers     Woman whorls a waning moon and killing moon, and Christina kills clusters human kebabs hacked up for a barbecue and Christina cannibalizes my almost human cells prison cells Son of Man     Christina gores gods truck driver trinities (THREE ON A MEATHOOK     warning: not for the bloody mary lunch bunch!  A padlocked sled, hooks of cold steel, a maniac on the loose)     Woman whorls wishes on shooting star civilians and bloody meteor showers shoot slasher films the 1983 Canadian slasher film Curtains (six beautiful girls, trying to get ahead… when the curtains fall, five will be dead)     I imagine slasher films as woman and she simultaneously theaters victim and killer, and she kicks my decapitated head as a football     My head rolls smoothly and ti reeks rolls a stench more of a bloody sphere hipster hypersphere     Some dimension involves distortion on some other dimensions, whorls woman warping spacetime the speculum that doesn't shine     Specularia shekinah shines supernal dark black iron prison dungeon dominion domain     Specularia sophia shimmers supernatura dark black iron prison desert damsel dominatrix

Whorl Woman body and the whip slashes the dreaming     She slashes my dreams water droplets dripping stone pipes stonehedge hobgoblins     She strikes my dreams hyperdontia dusk and my teeth protrude liquefied squid tentacles, kraken canker sore blast beat beak benjamin     My teeth tar pit tackle tentacles tracking puss piss phlegm flaccid gods’ phalluses but I use them as apotropaic amulets     My teeth taser laser object magic supernumerary teeth in the premaxillary area     My teeth tangent to teeth tumble trouble trouble (double dare double dragon     double dare toil and trouble) and my teeth sprout shark teeth (tuberculuti barrel-sapped     conical peg-shaped     compound odontoma multiple small tooth-like forms     complex odontoma a disorganized mass of dental tissue)

Tuberculate tuberculosis truncated tuberosities

Conical concord canticle of canticles cave in and she pulls out my upper torso from the cavern

Compound odontoma Shogun Tokugawa Ieyasu and I fall on my sword lined with tooth-like forms an autoimmune disease

Complex odontoma disorganized desert prostitutes and their bodies decay dizzy a mass of human slime and mast cells

The traditional method of removal: bone chisels     Christina tortures big tit zombies bone chisel zebra and Christina chisels into my body as a cobra car chassis / car crash smash smash brothers melee     Car crash smash smash brothers brawl black hole benjamin and Levi as Yoshi ground pounds my Samus (The Pride fight were Mark Hunt performs the Atomic Butt Drop on Wanderlei Silva)

Available in both single and double-ended designs, Ha-Friedy’s bone chisels meticulously handcrafted from the highest grade surgical stainless steel and engineered to provide optimum performance when reshaping and contouring bones or reflecting palatal flaps (My bones shingle shigella and boslin bacteria invades my bone     Bone at the beginning of bone beads and then breaks to bat its own chisel / sharp edges and bastard bevels)

Bone chisels long metal blades and widely used in orthopedic surgeries to reshape or cut bone (I reshape my bone with the reshape of my body     I reshape my bone sharpened bone juxtaposed boxer jammed jaws     I press the glove into bone squeezes squirmed woman worms)     Eleazar of Worms or Eleazar the Perfumer (the numerical value of Perfumer equals the value of Eleazar) experiments visions, seeing legions of angels and demons, and I too adventure into mysticism and magic names     I adventure apophatic apocalyptic abracadabra mystical break beats / bikini break beats and beach blast beats

Hibbs chisel straight has a sharp blade for effective scraping and manipulating of the bones     It also has a strong geometric shaped handle that allows the surgeon in narrow and confined operating spaces     Christina operates into my interstitial spaces interdimensional bone / she leaves my wounds open no bandages but banshees bereshit death (Their prime cuts were curiously erotic… but thoroughly brutal!  Sadism was just the appetizer for BLOODTHIRSTY BUTCHERS)     Christina bloodthirsty butchers bone my jetstream bloodstream jettisons bone bits     My body bone burr burdens the desert of the sea, the seascape of Anton Webern’s Six Bagatelles for String Quartet, Op. 9 (Consider, wrote Arnold Schoenberg in the preface to Anton Webern’s three-and-a-half minute Six Bagatelles, Op. 9, composed in 1913, what moderation is required to express oneself so briefly… Every glance can be extended into a poem, every sigh into a novel… But to express a novel in a single gesture, joy in a single indrawn breath – such concentration can only be present when there is a corresponding absence of self-indulgence…)

I extend every glance into a poem, every sigh into a novel

I digress into drive desert integration and the bone chisel rotates and transforms into body horror and Bataillean mystical experience immediate desert

I accept my monstrous maximalism     I internalize my medusa maximalism gods gorgons frost giants / large lengths I contain multitudes

Magic, mythology, and mathematics melt wild into my brain pneumatics

Christina bloodthirsty butcher backtrails over entrails snow and snow rabbit racer rollercoaster disasters     Christina drives mine cart madness and zippers and neckties attempt to sabotage me     I obsess with bone cut bone Hibbs chisel curved     Its curved blade allows fine cutting and scraping of bones with minimal damage to the surgical field     I scrape burden of the desert of the sea shellscrape seascrape sebastian bone secret operations and Christina the Cunt Butcher cuts into my body babylon (Desert of the Sea: Southern Babylonia on the Persian Gulf is called “Land Of The Sea” in cuneiform inscriptions)

I scrape bone deep sea shell salt woman and she sirens sailors to sheol water and outer darkness dollmakers

I stretch bone dark sea siren strippers and she constructs cuts into bone with shards into shards syringes a holy ghost  shattering

Alexander chisel a long shaft featuring one sharp blunt end and one flat round end     The sharp end maneuvers around bones and the round edge hammers     This chisel lacks a proper handle so it can be gripped in any way making manipulating bones more effective

She shares the shaft and my bone nodes network immelman loop     The shaft points spears: a spear for the phalanx or the spear into Christ’s side and I often worship Christ’s side wound as Christina’s cunt and vagina vision     The long shaft resembles Christ's cock and Christ gores god with his cock serpent sodomites     chrism's long shaft spears me bone awl and he cock slaps blunt force trauma     Trauma tricksters tapeworm leeches from my bones viscera vlad the impaler and Christ tortures blowtorch blowfish leviathan blowjobs and Christina castrates me with her livayatan jaws

My bones burst buboe tribe of benjamin pornographic / tetris block bubbles porneia (I want to write super niche erotic fiction     I notice an author named Leonard Delaney has written several books in a “Digital Desire” series:  Taken by Tetris Blocks, Conquered By Clippy, Invaded By The iWatch…) (I once tried to mimic James Joyce's letters to his wife Nora, and I wrote them for the first volume of Bunnies for Christina     They were a massive failure)