This is not a novel: it’s closer to an archive.  This is not a novel: it’s closer to an architect.  It’s architecture armies labyrinths.

Novel architecture arrays labyrinths and Book haunts Laura is Church and on her walks her walls     Book haunts in church is church and on her walls (I wait for God behind the wall: I wait for God behind wallpaper.  I write dreams even the dream.)

This is a novel / it’s closer to an archive     This is a novel / it opens and closes architecture

My body arcade archives my bodies bloody nude.  Book records ben bodies nude caress double ben bodies undressed.  Book undressed my nudity book without organs / differentiated ben bodies nude undertow.  My body alone in company curates my Book body company dances.


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This is not a novel but beware word.  Beware here this word novel and not-novel and my body beware.  Beware where word here passions.  Beware my undifferentiated body passion passion air-to-surfaces missiles.

Beware this Book passion I’ve got a catholic block in my head     I let it go to work bring it all back home     I’ve got engine block rust / rust never sleeps stolen god tires

Block bricoleurs block mockingbird blues (I’ve got a catholic block twelve-bar blues and mermaid nudes).  I live in the same room nude same house naked.  I strip nude same horde with strange shore buildings.  I build nude silence and I’ve got a catholic block simultaneous building bodies.

(Root temperature superconducting travels the same channels as cold fusion or low-energy nuclear reactions)

I’ve got a catholic block shock steel stock removal (The material with the highest accepted superconductivity temperature is highly pressurized lathanum decahydride, whose transition temperature is approximately 250K (-23 degrees Celsius).)  I’ve got a catholic block here where block     Here where whir block electric socket (electron eyes socket talking blues light bulb skulls)     I’ve got a catholic block naval blockade serpent shade slate (certain snake stake)

This is a novel in knots: not stuck but stirring birches brew body without organs stuck and not stuck teetering chattery teeth / stuck and not stuck aporia     (This is not a novel aporia open pop art anarchy)

This is a novel prophesies architecture     Book prophesies experiment and exploration but also relationships.  My relationships riverrun ripples ruptures revelations.  Book prophesies relationships in revelation and revelation in relationships, the active archive of KRYSXTRYN + Asia Rhizome (Asia With Weevils word / Asia anarchic apocalypses)

I’ve got a catholic block and this is not a novel     Beware passion of the word and Book and this is a novel
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Book haunts in church is church and on her walls

Listen to Piebald “Grace Kelly With Wings” or something like that
My favorite line In Thomas the Train is when Thomas says about Spencer, He may have a big boiler but that just means more hot air

This is not a novel: it’s closer to archive     This is a novel ribbed vaults architecture / inverted dome walls

Hey I’m just going to warn you that today is not a good brain day, says Asia.  I’ve taken my meds but I’m still struggling.  I was just reading the instructions for roasting garlic and I would start at the end of a paragraph and skim my way up.  What would you like me to do to help? I say.  There isn’t much you can do to help, says Asia.  I’m just letting you know it’s one of those days where my brain is like “What is the most complicated and convoluted way to do this right now?”  I hate my brain sometimes but sometimes you just have to laugh.  Gonna start talking to my brain the way I talk to my cats.  “WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!  WHY ARE YOU DOING IT?!  Your brain is a cat confirmed, I say.  It makes so much sense, says Asia.  So I might have talked about this before but estrogen affects ADHD symptoms.  That's one of the reasons I suspected that I had ADHD because three months postpartum, when you get a huge dip in hormones, I could not function at all.  When you start your cycle, you get a dip in estrogen, and if you have ADHD it can make it to where your medication doesn't work as well as it should.  And surprise surprise, just about all testing for ADHD medication was done on men.  Women with ADHD also lose the ability to use their brains effectively when their periods start.  I didn’t know that, I say.  Very interesting.  It is fascinating to think about but frustrating to experience.  But the bright side is that things are still way better on my medication than without it.  It used to be, once a month I would get in this mood where EVERYTHING would need to be done right now and I would start a million things, pull things out of cabinets but not finish anything I started, then I would get overwhelmed and have a meltdown and cry about "why can't I just do these things like everyone else?" And then I would start my period and be like "oh, that's why I'm crazy.”  It's a humbling experience.  That doesn't happen anymore – if it does it's a much smaller scale.  I’m here to talk and support you whether you’re a lot crazy or a little or not at all, I say.  It doesn’t matter to me.  I like talking to you no matter what your brain is doing.  Thanks, I appreciate it, says Asia.  Makes you wonder how much free will we have sometimes but not in a good way but just all the random hormones and juices and synapses going through our brains.  It’s funny how I know that my brain is being inefficient but there is very little I can do about it besides make little systems for myself, says Asia.  I study the philosophy of free will sometimes, I say.  The vast majority of philosophers are compatibilists, which means they feel we are able to make choices despite various influences on our will.  That’s basically the conclusion I’ve come to, says Asia.  We have lots of influences.  But we still have choices, she says.  I suppose the reason you accept my brain when I’m depressed and suicidal is similar to the reasons I accept your brain when the worms are acting up, I say.  Because you still like talking and engaging with Ben, it’s all Ben.  Yeah that sounds pretty accurate, says Asia.

This is not a novel but a relationship.  Book prophesies experiment and exploration word Asia With Weevils     Book prophesies I read her instructions reading the instructions for roasting garlic

It’s closer to an archive their brain fascinating through our brain sometimes so whether you set in hormones I can do about their brain

It’s closer to an architect Asia With Weevils and their brains effectively Asia Anarchic Apocalypse

I live same room same house and I strip time the mind will short all stripped down     I live the same room still struggling the whether and when think sounds

The night’s on my mind with its night architecture and night strays into bat ray architecture.  Night strings night to night and tight rope wire and on her walks gods behind walls.  The night on my mind constructs nude Body architecture, my undifferentiated body nude night undertow. I wait behind the night wallpaper and it dreams strange.

I dream Book architecture architecture brain in a vat (Brain boils other fat cats in vats what are you doing)

This is a novel lots like of I’d my struggling with little it its     This is not a novel what are you doing why are you doing it     (I accelerate novel and it’s novel and two novel drowned world cyclotron.  I accelerate archive accents your brain is a cat confirmed.  I have a catholic block reveals to be a brain cat.  I don’t function at all and I see cats in the decay chain novel-in-delay.)

This is a novel closer to an archive     This is a novel closer to skyscraper architecture     (Novel architecture armies what are you doing.  I start a million things and I pull out the cabinet doors from their hinges and I take the bull dozen to the same room same house naked.  I bulldoze I’ve got a catholic block bundled into cat tails all talons.)

This is not a novel / This is a novel

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