Melody more or ore soil melody
Melody more dark outer dark
Ness nest melody swamp moss
Melody ness mess more moss
Mesh into onto more ore melody
Melody more moss bog or on melody
Melody mesh net melody mar
Marsh melodic bog basin
Mud melody mix marsh dark
Melodic through soil moss dark
Melody more moss on swamp oak melody
Melody mar mer marsh
Soil root mushroom melody
North or more root north
Melody map ness wet underneath
Melody mushroom more ore alligator melody
Sand strand melody mouth north
Swamp melody basin ark dark
Alligator melody moss ground
Map melody south bog more sound
Wet melody more or moss alligator melody
Messy melody wade wet alligator
Bog roots ark murk dark
Mushroom melody swamp sound south
Melody wet alligator girth murk
Alligator melody more or on grasshopper melody
Melodic murk sprawl melody dark
Messy melody root bog mouth
Wet alligator melody girth south
Earth mushroom onto melody oak mesh
Mushroom melody map mud murk alligator melody
Alligator mud sound round sound murk earth melody
This Process Brushes A Thick Ochre Impasto
This process brushes a thick ochre impasto This process applies a sorcerer’s ochre
I repeat paint process and pigment process I underpaint and overpaint intense ochre (here, a particularly intensive use of ochre, with the cave floor impregnated with purplish-red several inches deep)
This process excavates earth and eccentric earth Eccentric earth gold pans god processes and ben tuberosities; these tuberosities bloom Taryn tulips tulip termite colonies
This process excavates and scrapes experimental archaeology
This process excavates landscape experimental alchemy An alchemy and alchemies applies ochre impasto / yellow and red ochre arpeggios (An alchemical tuberosity tenors Taryn tonalities) I improvise tenor thinner Taryn tonalities and Taryn totalities
This process brushes a thick ochre impasto and the pigments excavate earth and eccentric earth An elliptical earth empties echo earth echo, and earth curves processes: earth curves a non-euclidean geometry geometries Spheres slowly excavate other sections of geometries and saddle points / pigment ochre (pointed ochres overlap with spherical ochres)
I work and rework processes: I paint and paint over processes. I work processes pigmented words and I work word process and wild process. I world work processes wild west and weird west, her work with cardinal directions earth. I work a multidirectional earth Christina cardinals (Christina south of heaven thrashes season of the abyss). I work network processes, an ochre neuron neologism and neoplasm. My processes play plastic ply plastic. I work and rework pliable plastic processes. I work and rework this ochre from earth and into earth.
This process excavates earth and from earth, her red ochre I excavate Book as an experimental archaeology and I harvest ugly ochre: I carve an ugly Book from iron and manganese surfaces Process splits hit ochre black iron prison (process as ochre permutations) Process insists on an incessant waltz (I waltz with ochre triple red yellow purple) Process selects ochre permutations and combinations, an unprocessed rock refrain I work and rework rock with various repetitions
I feel stuck, I say. I feel like I’m always going to want to ask for reassurance and support about our friendship… You’d still want to be my best friend through it even if I struggle with the rest of our lives. I dislike the tedium and the repetition but we are here for each in unconditional love. I’m stuck with my brain but I’m also stuck with you, I say. Very true, says Asia.
I work and rework rock with various repetitions I processed repeat ochre permutations, an uncomputable pungent pink (Ochre leaves an ugly skull when its goes) Ochre haunts a reworking in my skull / my skull falls autumn leaves My skull animates ugly ochre, a cadillac attic autumn leaves / light iliac crest
Ochre obscures my body but the processes reveal my erosion. Ochre layers the floor thicker and thicker sediment, and the pigments dust occult. Occult obscures my body black-red and black-purple. An ugly ochre obscures my body black iron prison, and ochre stains my inside body inside purple. Ochre stains my body purple pomegranates and occult grape gods. My skull scallops out occult.
I excavate ugly ochre underneath or underground (I experiment a hermetic ugly ochre which obscures my skull) I excavate ugly skull and ochre exchanges ochre, skull red I scrape ugly skull and ugly red / skull syncopated rhythm
The girl I told you about that I was messing with the other day started calling me Asia again, says Asia. I told her I was going to change my name everyday and that “today my name is Ronda.” And she was like “No, because Ronda is an ugly name. It doesn’t suit you.” Closet thing to a compliment I’m going to get, says Asia. She cracks me up, I say. You deal a lot better with her than I would. Change your name to Helga today, I say.
I excavate an ugly ochre and it stains my skull red rhonda rondo I excavate help me Rhonda get her out of my heart
This process excavate red earth an ugly kingdom of Edom I eat red and I cannibal Ronda skull rivets
An ugly red earth excavates ochre underneath or underground Ronda red other ochre solders inside ochre (ochre gardens ochre orchard)
Would you still consider me a spiritual person? I say. Like if someone asked you, oh is Ben a spiritual person? Yes, I would, says Asia. I think if someone would ask me if Asia was a spiritual person, I would say yes, I say. But a natural spirituality, one involved in earth, animal, people, and the spirituality that emerges from the community and the interaction of those things. I would describe you as deeply spiritual and maybe even mystical – although I don’t think you’d describe yourself as a mystic. I tell people I’m not practicing when they ask but I realize it’s a complicated question for myself, I say. It’s a complicated question for anyone, says Asia. I don’t think that spirituality has to exist through an organized religious structure or belief system, says Asia. I think it’s a complicated question but a lot of people don’t think of it as complicated, I say. They can say “I’m a Christian” or “I’m an atheist” and that encompasses what they think is the end and be all spirituality or not, I say. They must be open their third eye, says Asia. But no, they have to see beyond the structures that they take refuge in. The beautiful cathedrals don’t allow you to see the stars, says Asia. Did I describe your spirituality somewhat accurately? I say. A natural spirituality involved with earth, people, animal, etc. Yeah, I guess so, says Asia. Not that I think that nature is god, or that nature is supernatural, but there is something supernatural in witnessing our connectedness to all things around us, says Asia. Yeah, that’s what I was hinting at, I say. Like a community we don’t recognize, that we are all connected and interrelated… I think I have moved towards a spirituality of anarchic animism or panpsychism, like there something that brings all earth and living on earth together. Somehow I feel like the myth and stories I create are a small way of realizing these connections, even if it’s only among my small circle and world, I say.
This process excavates ochre earth and earth experiments yellow and purple / this excavation stains an earth sorcery
Process excavates one involved in earth / process experiments earth people I was born on Jupiter
Process excavates and erodes the structures / I experiment and the cathedral collapsed and reveals no ceiling but only stars (Process pours ochre pigment till rising and gliding out I wander’d off by myself, in the mystical night-air, and from time to time, look’d up in perfect silence at the stars)
Ugly ochre burrows underneath or underground: ugly ochre buds in my lover’s backbone, a pink parasite
Earth obscures and reveals. Earth obscures an occult ochre, and I animate animal ochre. I animal a yellow ochre and red ochre: I earth purple ochre, and an umber underneath. Earth underneath weaves whirlwind word and word whirlwind weavers. An anarchic animism animates earth and communicates earth communion / no cathedrals, only stars. I looked up at the ceiling and then I saw the sky.
I raised my eyes, and there were two women appearing. The wing caught their wings – they had wings like a stork’s; they raised the barrel midway between earth and heaven.
This process excavates earth and this earth experiments orbital eccentricities This process unearths tremendous ochre (In 2002 in Blombos Cave, ochre stones were discovered engraved with grid or crosshatch patterns, dated to some 70,000 years ago) This process excavates and this earth experiments intense ochres (Red Lady of Paviland is an Upper Paleolithic partial skeleton of a male dyed in red ochre and buried in Britain 33,000 BP)
The Hell Cycle, Part 1
The ha her hell
A hell the hell her
The hook her hell
The hell hook her
The ha her hell harsh
Harsh hell the here her
The ha harsh hell hook
A hook to look her hell
Ha her hell look hook left
Her look hook left ha right
Hell ha hook harsh her cuts
Uppercuts look her hell
Her hook happens hell her
And hell the hell look her
Ha here her hell look thirst
Harsh thirst hooks look hell
Look hell thirst a hell the
Hell happen left thirst her
Ha harsh look her a hell
The hell a hell sharp hook
Her hell here ha hook
Her thirst here hell left
Left right hell left her
Her hell look hook here
A ha her hell
Hell a hell her
Here hook her hell
Hell look left her
This Process Copies Sorcery
This process copies sorcery
This process projects sorcery
This process copies sorcery
This process copies sorcery and sorcery pulses process and process (This process copies sorcery) This copy process process sorcery (vision light verb) Vision light verb verb search research (I research verb sound sculpture)
This process copies sorcery and I research verb spill nude necromancy Process copies quarter tone pianos or player piano punches
Process processes experiment procession, a parade resembling sorcerers Process plays processes a secret sorcery / sorcery summons verb laboratory
I pause to contemplate Book processes and Book verbs. I pause on the work of processes which play as earth erosions: water and wind weathering and glacier scarring. I picture the Book processes as glacial: a slow natural force, a force sometimes sorcery and often experiments with making novel sculptures into earth. Book processes Book in experimental self-erosive processes. Processes play independently of any of my (failed) manipulations: I merely document and record the play and process. I archive the verb erosions and sound sculpture erosions.
This process copies sorcery: this process pulses play and verb of Book This copy processes process visionary sorcery Vision erodes verb: verb vision erosion Verb verb erosion search sound sorcery changes (change process: change creativity change channel molar medicines)
Process packs ugly ochre Process possum black iron prison: position incision ugly
I pull process. I pull processes pools and paths, and I process path past, present and future. I pull process odd time and ugly time, a time pregnant with the grotesque. I play process my own Book horrors and body horrors, a cosmic convergence towards the heat death of the universe. I do not pursue the ugly and horrific but I proliferate the horror: I publicize my face gargoyle and scourging pillar of Christ. I pull process, an erosive ugly and crucified body of Jesus (Before your pots can feel the thorns, he will sweep it away with a whirlwind, the raw and the burning alike)
Processes pack ugly ochre Processes possum black iron prison: position incision ugly ochre Ochre stains from underneath Ochre animates python and pythia and it mines and undermines underneath Ochres mine underneath cadillac attic autumn leaves/ ochre smokes jester antics arctic agon
This process copies ugly sorcery: ugly ochre sound mine, slim underneath Ochre sounds slim cyst sinister six
I coat myself in ochre, the process of pigment. I decorate my body desert yellow and sun orange, and I scream ugly, my body beheaded. I anticipate and participate in earth pigment, and its processes clothe me in god garments. The erosive processes sustain me and sacrifice me: the ugly jams of the Book break my bones jagged.
This process copies earth sorcery and sorcery stains copies river round red (ochre hannah infest aftermath ochre hannah hopper river stone sisters / sister sorcery and twin tongue sigils)
Ugly ochre burns obvious arson: ugly ochre chars scratch scorpion craniums
This process pools into coagulated serpent sorceries Book processes pool ugly ochre underneath underground Red other ochre inches inside ochre: ochre ire inside orchard Red ochre ire bone orchards body ugly arson (I arson omnivore / I omnivore arson)
Ochre arch body obsidian: ochre sway osage orange body portal Yellow ochre hand axe act Yahweh Yellow ochre hand axe hydrates iron hydroxide almond aft haft graft starboard (Yahweh throws ben starboard over body wrestles starcade cataclysms I sacrificial body softens seen schism rhythm)
I act with anarchic ochre. I iron anarchic ochre and I dig hermetic. I dig desert hermetic hematite and I row red free form pigment. I improvise free jazz ochre and I smear ochre tenor saxophone glissandos. I act with anarchic ochre and my hermeticisms remain non-hierarchical. Anarchy operates with hydrated iron hydroxides and I eat anarchic almonds. I pick up almonds and I haft ochre and almonds to a spear. I act with spears red and yellow speeds.
Process copies an animist sorcery and the spirits speed an ochre anarchy This process copies ochre arch body obsidian and obsidian cuts clean my flesh painted ochre I paint the cut processes
This process copies ochre sorcery
This process projects anarchic sorcery
This process copies ochre red and yellow sorcery
I Work The Windows Differently
I work the windows differently
I work the windows differently Book as old as fire and water I work overlap windows the Book as old as experiment and game Book glossolalia linens language game crystal lin
I work the windows differently overlap windows Book overlaps windows as old as fire and water Book overlaps word window as old as game and experiment (I experiment these word long wire instruments) Book glossolalia slides from window to window game and experiment I game windows overlap windows word differences
I experiment game and I jump game big blues. I experiment game the spontaneous jump of my body. I build my body up to the windows. I build up my body to blue windows and my body blows blaring blues. My body free blows blues and it jumps games through the windows. I experiment a hermetic game and a hermit game, several tarot windows. I widen the window word body and I worry over my blues body and blues window. I game a buzzing blues vibrates windows.
I work the windows differently and I work the book differences: I work Book different fire and water I divide the fire of the Book into fire and fire, and its left campfire condenses word waters I drive the fire into multiple fires and multidirectional fires, and the fire fingers pull water from the celestial aether
I work the windows differently overlap windows I work windows widow and orphan / ophanim chariotwork wheel window Wheel window whirs transparent human body (window clears bones open epoxy experiment mess Mess modulates mess catholic mass experiment / hesitant high noon nonnumbers)
I work a hermetic Book and a hyperreal Book / Book directs infinitesimals and infinities
I work a transparent Book with many windows / different marriages of heaven and hell Book and window experiment games and giant mass marbles
I Point To The Point
When God, El, wanted to reveal himself, he appeared as a point
I point to the pointed absurd and pointillist experimental I point to the pointed abyss and pointillist chaos I point to the point
When God, El, wanted to reveal himself, he appeared as a point Christina appears as apparition: ghost agharta algebra anarchy Ghost point pink pigment algebras broken abrupt over the chaotic body (He added the excerpts because it would emulate the nights in Oakland we spent fucked up and passed out with the needle dragging at the end of the Slint EP)
When I point at night, it opens absolute night, a night pointed abyss Abyss again points absurd agharta gardens and funk algebra palm tree garden (this garden grows and drags desert anarchies)
I peek at the point and the point opens pouring pink beams. I peek at the point and the point punctures my breasts with brilliant pink. Pink overflows from my porous flesh and I do not drown but drone pungent pink. I drone putrid pink which ferments into the point. Point holds my body fermata, a fat flesh tone that drones body without organs. I peek at the point and no longer outside the point, I see the point omnipresent in every direction.
When God, El, wanted to reveal himself, he appeared as a point Point perturbs and expands as chaos X chaos
I experiment chaos and pointed chaos: chaos compacting to the point El or Taryn Tetragrammaton
[Asia and I do a tarot reading together] Which one would you like to focus on? says Asia. Anarchy or creativity? Let’s focus on anarchy because that’s sort of boiling in my brain a bit, I say. OK, “how can we better channel anarchy in our lives?”, says Asia. [Asia draws: The Devil, the Knight of Swords, and the Ten of Swords. I draw: 7 of Coins, the High Priestess, and the Star.] I interpret my cards as it can be very easily to get overwhelmed by preconceived ideas, expectations, and anxieties, or get overwhelmed by tasks and burdens, but these can be navigated by precise decisions and keeping your eyes on the bigger pictures and goals, says Asia. Maybe I just have abyss and chaos on my mind, but I find these cards are about traversing that liminal space between order and disorder and channeling chaos, I say. The imagery of ascent in both the Star and Seven of Coins, and the ocean depths of the High Priestess / divine feminine. I think the Devil is also about liminality, that abyssal space where you have to be aware not to let the chaos overtake you, or if it does, to know if there are ladders and trees and the planet themselves to navigate through the liminal and chaos. I like your interpretation is pragmatic and mine is cosmic, I say. I like that too, says Asia. There’s a certain paradoxical force in creative anarchy, I say. Where attempts to define a non-hierarchical totally inclusive being-in-common disrupts itself and sprouts ever outwards to include what we previously excluded. It’s always growing outward, always multiplying, always a force of this cosmic love, I say. I think I’m following but I’m not 100 percent sure, says Asia. I agree with your interpretation of my cards so far though, says Asia. To summarize, an inclusive and creative anarchy has a chaotic element because that inclusivity allows for ruptures in our anarchy, I say. A rigorously defined anarchy doesn’t seem to be anarchy to me, I say. That makes sense, says Asia. Maybe anarchy inherently has positive chaos inherent with it, I say. The kind of chaos that Elohim used to create the world.
When God, El, wanted to reveal himself, he appeared as a point Point perturbs and reverberates rhizomic chaos I experiment chaos stretch arm strong I experiment stretch arm strong space chaotic: chaotic space speeds uncertain space I emit this chaotic space this space risks space uncertain (Uncertain or open ocean disrupts Milton Bradley’s Battleship) (Pen and paper game points chaotic batman gambit)
I predict the point appears as absurd apparitions or superstitious rhizomes I open the point pink prepared piano (pink pianissimo peculates point into perturbed chaos)
A Christina Clarihew
Christina Mia Smith
Kills many men with
Hacking knife slices
And various torture devices.
I Count My Faces
My manual layering of lines over and over again build a babel Book I layer lines again and again an anagram writing and a cipher writing
My manual layering of lines over and over again scroll a nonlinear oral torah
I count my faces an infinite number of new combination of eyes, noses, lips, eyeballs: my face always new faces
My manual layering of lines over and over again expose a face: my faces in ciphers and anagrams
I look lines. I look lines as eye hooks and the word hookworm burrows into Book line by line. I look lines and I manually layer lines between lines, the count in lines line multiplicities. I multiply lines in the count of the face, and my faces curve lines. My faces curve parallel lines into new intersections and overlaps (my faces overlap with nonlinear line by line forming anagrams and ciphers). My faces conceal the hidden KING FELIX. I look lines. I look lines a fishing line hook scaly ghosts and fish scale gothic castles. I look lines loots loot hauntologies and my faces face fearsome ghosts.
My manual layering of lines over and over again arrange ben bodies and faces an anagram writing I layer ben body husbands hexen text taryn Ben husband Book my belly for spatialization
I look lines and I count my faces: I count ben body face cool chimera combined I count faces ben jagged jasper / my face fuses jasmine son of man My faces matchlock mescaline son of mandibles
My manual layering of lines over line again build ben adam: ben hinnom hell holy son of man
I Don’t Compose But I Assemble Materials
I don’t compose: I assemble materials I assemble mackerel materials myth mistletoe materials and I math material mockingbird assemblages
I don’t compose but I arrange and assemble materials through different repetitions and rhizomic repetitions I arrange and assemble the differences
I obsess with repetition. I obsess with elemental repetition and compound repetition. I repeat repetitions with the interest in how repetitions differ (repetitions differ in time and space). I strike repetitions metallic like a large Oliver Messiaen percussion section. Repetitions continue the cut canyon rivers through the Book and I boat the river to repetition (I arrange repetition in how they differ in time and space). I obsess with repetitions as metallic ostinatos: ground bass gold or tungsten. I repeat ground metals as twelve-tone rows. I obsess with the rotations and transpositions of repetition (repetitions differ in time and space).
Human heads repeat metals: silver skulls that skim nevada mines Human heads overlap metals: iron inlets into lakes and I wade in Christina’s skull as cenote
A hermetic human head overlaps with a hermit reciting the liturgy of the hours
Human heads repeat overlappings overlappings skull silver mines Silver mines overlap circular lines will circular ruins and rhizomic crop circles I circle crops cricket rocks and skull stones
I circle the crops and they emit cricket sounds. The crop stones birth crickets and the crickets sometimes swarm, and sometimes they bow a little night music. I circle the crops across into circular ruins. Ruins reveal secret ruins, repeated scriptures on the resurrected body of god.
I map circles to circles and their intersection reveal a silver skull
I map circles to circles and the stones between work erosion Erosion overlaps circular earth and I repeat earth and skull as a sigil I sign the sigil with the charcoal of my skull Sigil slows the signature of my skull chalk
I map snow circles to the circular processes of earth erosion I map slower soft processes to the processes of my skull I divide my skull by its processes and my skull transforms skull: my face transforms faces
My face transforms faces stone facets: my face facets earth processes and earth erosions My face morphs faces face-to-face acceleration I accelerate towards the processes of my face god fire summer fog My face repeats mappings and processes: my face repeats mappings mapping multiplicities
My face mutates in multiples, topological night terror distortions
Night distorts my face and dark twists the Book. I turn over the Book and night faces my face revealed. Night distorts my face through a glass darkly and in a mirror dimly (bulldozer dark pushes facets and glass to depths). Night distorts nights, new night midnights and the night terrors tip erosions.
I don’t compose: I assemble materials and night materialities in the face of repetition
Christina Haiku Cycle
Christina Christine
A Christina Christina
Christina Christine
Compact Christina
Candle Christina concrete
Contact Christina
Contact Christina
Castle Christina concrete
Compact Christina
Christina burn burn
Ben hinnom Christina burn
Chymistry Christina
Christina as cross
Eloi eloi lema sab
achthani cross
Christina chymical
Stations of the cross sabbath
Christina sabbath
Christina Christine
Cross Christina Christina
Chymical Christine