A young Pierre Boulez criticizes Schoenberg and Berg because they remained attached to the classical bar and the old idea of rhythm and Webern for his attachment to the rhythmic tradition I row raw radiation rhizome rhythm I do not discard rhythmic tradition but I press push the barline my melody middle of a bar to a melody middle of a bar I do not discard rhythmic tradition but I deconstruct-reconstruct rhythm but my work doesn’t finish I continue in continuity-discontinuity a discontinuous in rhythm rhizome rhythm rhythm women Rhythmic disintegration as Pierre Boulez’s Second Piano Sonata but afterwards I reintegrate anew I collect compile redact rhythm, Torah as a composite document I adhere documentary hypothesis decoheres quantum collapse Anything that Trane grabbed, he would work on it until he got it… Coltrane would be able to isolate everything and zoom in on anything that he didn’t know that he wanted to know… I practice rhythm: I practice documentary hypothesis I practice rhythm: I practice SOMETHING HAPPENED / rhythm happens rhythm happens her Rhythm happens her red herring horror Rhizome rhythm sexy redhead and the devil’s kiss Rhizome rhythm garden tool massacre! Rhythm practices middle, mirror middle, twelve-tone row rubble Kowloon Walled City Rhythm Kowloon Walled City and the Book constructs itself composite city and wild woman city / sacred bells cinderella’s ball A few of the streets shone fluorescent lights as sunlight rarely reaches lower levels Sunlight simmers Son of man soup / Taryn tasmanian devil cooks his crucifies body in black cauldrons Rhythm kowloon walled city and documentary hypothesis city City happens rhythm City cyclops bebop city bellhops hard bop hardcore pornography / penile parousia penal colony parousia (the front of the restored yamen buildings with one of the original cannons) (Children of early 20th century Kowloon Walled City residents playing on the yamen cannons) City cannon rhythm City crab canon rhythm Rhythm middle mirror canon counterpoint countermelodies An informal network of staircases and passageways formed on the upper levels and were so extensive that one could travel north to south through the entire city without ever touching solid ground (Book baskins blue bellows bicycles trisect quadrants and I do not quarantine Book but I expose it to every pathogen, and virus vaults staircases and ladders to Vision Language is a virus veronas my vestibule and I ascend then descend Throne Vision merged-emerged Hell Vision) Passageways passagio passio aporia I travel Passageways passio obligato aporia I travel tunnel rhythm rhizome open field rhythm Roofs in the city fog full of television antennas, clothes lines, water tanks, and rubbish and crossed using a series of ladders I antenna my apartment floorless insects I antenna my apartment inflammable insects and insects ignite eyeball campfire Eyeball etches acid engine warmth and woman black widows urban legends and legendary serial killers Taryn television antenna amplitude agent orange and Taryn invades my tempted several signals silly string She invades my eyeballs bouncing rubber television and she recites a speech from Brian O’blivion: The battle for the mind of North America will be fought in the video area, the Videodrome. The television screen is the retinas of the mind’s eye. Therefore the screen is part of the physical structure of the brain. Therefore, whatever appears on the television screen emerges as raw experience for those who watch it. Therefore, television is reality and reality is less than television… Taryn tempts monster truck television and she swings snuff blood on her nipple tassels All television all Taryn all the time Nudes-A-Poppin was an annual pageant in the United States for nude women and men competing in erotic dance – It was the best known nude event in Indiana and was held annually from 1975 until 2019 (an oil-wrestling contestant at Nudes-A-Poppin flexes her biceps) Taryn performs a nude hokey-pokey Miss Taryn Nude Galaxy Miss Taryn Nude Go-Go Miss Taryn Nude Up And Comer Miss Taryn Nude Rising Star Miss Taryn Nude Showstopper Miss Taryn Nude North America Taryn performs a nude hokey-pokey and incorporates a stripper pole and flaming nipple tassels I net nude narcolepsy nude nag hammadi I net nude necrosis neurosis narcoleptic decay and diagonals diesel drunk quintupet swing drunk queer bodies / naked rhythm I sinew snow snuff I snow snuff sinew intestinal organ icicles I sneak snow snuff syrupy sinew and I film my horror nude I film my horror erotic earth thrusts and horror happens porno rhythms I node nude new neon glowing rhythm and I glow glass glue globes nude Glow grinds gradual urgrund underground nude shaman I shaman stained glass I shaman stained glass coltrane rhythms Stained glass glow ground through a glass darkly (cursed the poor in spirit, for when they sleep underground, they will be as they are now, above ground / shredded glass) Nude necromancers multiply undead and my body rhythms outside patterns florid arabesque, and I resemble parasitic fungus fawning fellowship with afflicted grasshoppers / a never lonely cricket I dance stripper pole rhythm as toadstool in joints, indeterminate string of toadstools, buddy and sprouting in endless convolutions Text nude texture textured naked / body embodied body Nude nearsighted numismatics hermeneutics and I hug her naked, the She-Body shored shield impossible interpretations I interpret her body impressionism postimpressionism John Coltrane’s Impressions Additive rhythm rhyming bodies Coltrane’s phrasing, his strange, blobby note groupings had developed their own comfortable dimensions, turning into clarion calls… A non-standard nude gnarled gnosis and I write Taryn’s body especially in gruppen ball lightning [section cut at request of a friend] Text nude texture textures naked Taryn / her body buoyed body I write her body pornographic Nude noise underworld Nude noise underworld tenor saxophone multiphonics Under world tenor saxophone tingles taryn terror void triangles Void valve triangles language is a virus porno kowloon walled city Nude noise underworlds descending down a staircase I postulate my texts under a kind of ring modulation: a carrier text and an input and modulator text that produces the sum and difference of texts (woman waveforms woman signal rich in partials) The new doesn't come in: it needs to be created / deprived of sight, I make visions: seeing creates Isaiah ben Amoz the Seer prophesies: I form the light and create darkness I make peace and create evil I Yahweh do all these things I try new and I try nude I try Taryn nude near noise and my noise notches a formula-melodie (Karlheinz Stockhausen's Mantra for two ring-modulated pianos, twelve crotales, one wood block) (I have a fascination with Karlheinz Stockhausen – I distrust his mysticism despite considering myself a mystic, but his diverse approach and techniques to creating music fascinate me, and I’d like to study and even emulate formula composition in the future) I lied – yesterday kind of sucked, says Asia. What happened? Nothing really happened. Just them being continuous disruptive and needy. It was frustrating and exhausting. I have at least two classes where I have kids who want to learn and can’t because of a handful of assholes… I’m sorry. What made you lie about your day? I didn’t actually want to talk. You talked about how talking on the phone can be demanding – well for me, typing things out can b demanding and I was spent… God I put in a bunch of grades last week, and the students are not happy campers: play stupid games win stupid prizes. Haha, I never heard that phrase applied like that before. I’m also making it to where to he make-up test is all written response questions. They have to use evidence from the text. Ohhh you’re such a tortuous teacher. They don’t have to do all of them though; just the ones that they missed. OK, piece of cake. Fair but firm. They are going to hate it though. That's OK: you're their teacher, not their friend. Yeah, and I’m trying to help them. If I let the just retake the test, all it’s going to show me is that they picked different answers. You’re a good teacher. I admire you a lot. Thanks. It doesn't feel that way sometimes. Your metric for a good teacher is not your students in the present time; it’s your students in the future, I say. I try to teach myself new I try to teach myself noise and sometimes Asia teaches me Ghosts guest Ghosts grave gloom grindcore Ghosts guest holy ghost haunting and sometimes ghosts invite anvil fire armor fire ada or ardor / Yahweh strangles me advil aspirin Taryn’s essay on aspartame Nevertheless, ghosts green new ghosts green nude new Taryn in a slutty nurse costume and ghosts newspaper noxious different names differentiated names I try to teach myself the new beat / we lack the motion to move to the new beat The one who sat on the throne said, Behold I make all things new / Kainos Krystal Kainos Krystal Kairos: new time Kainos Krystal Khora: new space spacing space New nudes ghosts Ghosts no garb new but haunts naked Openly naked radically open Nakedly open radically naked all stripped down all stripped down New nudes ghosts underground I shaman naked shadow I shaman subtle dark ghost shadows shadow ghosts Subtle dark gestates gaunt ghosts, ghosts graves gauntlets glaives gunned gore Ghosts horrific nude gore beef body butchers / corporeal ghosts apophatic bodies flesh haunted (not to self: write more about the ?contradiction? of embodied ghosts Read the anthology Apophatic Bodies for inspiration and ideas) Text tensors tonality diamond Text tenets tonality diamond, hyperreal Disneyland and Last Vegas Strip I write real hyperreral the very real, the imminent and immanent Death of God I write Taryn text corruption, light leaking lacunae / This text does nothing new and it repeats the One, not the multiplicity) Text toggle switch rhythm rhythm cockroach (Leonardo Balada used the folk melody La Cucaracha in a tone poem) Text twists tone poem teeth my teeth chew tonality diamond Text twists touch tone poem teeth my teeth throw tonality diamond desert real
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Hemispheres Dissociate Apocalypse
Sometimes I begin again but I begin middle I begin middle in the middle here I am stuck in the middle with you and Christina cuts off my ear I begin my rhythms have to instead I begin my rhythms have to instead intentional over the barline a beam in your eye I intend my eye not autopilot but pilot waves / I intend my eye not autopilot but my eye looks pinched pilot waves Pinched pilot waves boll weevil odd rhythms odd time pilot waves boll weevil punch odd rhythms odd times / time tinted bone black charcoal black Time stone tumbled timid times halftime and Yahweh black seeps secret my bandaged bone I obsess time and I want my time intentional played fast tempos I tempo metric modulations polyrhythms strontium strata I mimic Charlie Parker rhythms, John Coltrane sheets of sound, and Elliott Carter metrically modulating and stratifying his string quartets / multiple rhythms times events simultaneous I frequently revisit the Book of Daniel despite its late date and its pseudepigraphic nature (from the introduction of the NABRE: strictly speaking, the book does not belong to the prophetic writings but rather to a distinctive type of literature known as “apocalyptic” of which it is an early specimen…) I admit I often combine the prophetic tradition with the apocalyptic tradition despite their distinctive (but overlapping) characteristics I prophesy and approach apocalypse I prophesy and approximate apocalypse with infinite summations / my flesh as fourier series I prophesy and approach apocalypse as a liminal limit, oral and written torah Tiferet and Shekinah Christina and the androgynous messiah Apocalypse apokalypsis revelation-in-disclosure revelation-with-disclosure I disclose desert I disclose dark desert rhythm black Moses and black Yahweh I deliver dark desert rhythm black Moses black Yahweh black Madonna (Jacob Frank’s encountered the Black Madonna of Czestochowa when imprisoned in the monastery, and Frank, fascinated by the icon and adoration accorded to it, appropriates Marian teachings into his own religion and spirituality… He equated the Black Madonna with his Maiden, the personification of the Shekinah… Pawel Maciejko states in his monograph The Mixed Multitude: Frankism was not about a male God who took a human body upon himself through a human woman, but about a feminine goddess who acquired a human form Jacob Frank too, sparked my interest in Mariology, a topic I’d like to further explore, and like Jacob Frank, map its imagery, iconography, and theology, onto my own conceptions of the Divine Feminine) Apocalypse Apokalypsis Revealing-unveiling-undressing-Yahweh revealing-unveiling-go-go-dancer-Elohim a literary genre in which a supernal being reveals cosmic mysteries or the future to a human intermediary I attach to the phrase Cosmic Mysteries I piranha parasite cosmic mystery proto-writing I scratch secret bone scribe an almost asemic writing river I river proto-writing ritual rhythm religion I river root proto-writing ritual rhythm rhizome religion Open religion open cosmic collects king fisher prophet I open impossible origins, origins originary origins apocalyptic khora Rhythm in the middle over barlines and origin always-already begin-and-ends middle intermediate intermediary I push origins over the barline Apocalypse originates without origin Apocalypse Apocalypse architecture line lunar eye apocalypse architecture line landslide eye my eye inserts insets intersects other eyes pile driver dog pile on the rabbit My eye iridium insects my eye iridium radiated insets but cockroaches survive marathon rhythm Banal rhythm this is how you remind me of what I really am Kitsch rhythm with arms wide open under the sunlight and my body dissociates a scanner darkly slow death dollface farces god as a tarantula Slow death dollface farces muscle fascia God as a tarantula compartment syndrome My brain dissociates a scanner darkly Akhenaten apocalypse and my disproportionate dark overdetermines my proto-book dot-alphabet protolanguage My brain dissociates separate hemispheres Philip K. Dick’s experiments: I had come across the fact that the brain can transduce external fields of both high and low frequency providing that the thermal factor is quite low… Also, I had read about which vitamins in megadoses can improve neural firing and vastly increased brain efficiency… I have no idea what PKD blabbered about and I suspect he had no idea either – but PKD attempted to open his brain radically open, even if through pseudoscience and new-age hippie bullshit – in any case, he influenced his mind into that SOMETHING ELSE and SOMETHING DIFFERENT I hypothesize through unconscious meditation or self-hypnosis he induced altered states of consciousness or a dreaming apocalypse (If I were a seagull, I would fly as far as I could! I would fly to far away places and sing for many people! … If I wish to the Wind Fish, I wonder if my dream will come true…) I too dream apocalypse I dream apocalypse and alchemy In my apartment I had a dream which will allow my spirit no rest until I know what it means, and the Axe John The Baptist cuts chisels Apocalypse Alchemy Alice and the supernatural beings rivers cosmic mysteries or the future to me, an archetype for Adam Kadmon and Second Adam and Sabbatai Sevi Philip K. Dick continues: I began attempting, on the basis of what I knew, to bring on both the hemispheres of my own brain using the recipe for megadoses of the water-soluble vitamins; at the same time I tried again and again to exclude the ordinary external electrical fields… Hemispheres hunt horror Hemispheres hunt horror cosmic horror and cosmic mysteries info hazards in the mouth of madness (God’s not supposed to be a hack horror writer) Hemispheres hack heights my brain and my brain brambles burning bush horror, and my horror busks Taryn the Huntress Cosmic horror and cosmic mysteries information-noise-narcotics in the mouth of madness (do you read Sutter Cane?) I read my own horror and I read my own brain / disfigured jazz rhythms Horror hits my eye nude spectacle Horror hits my eye Yahweh the male gaze I gaze gods genres literary apocalypse (Hey bikini-glad glamazons god-awful lounge music lumpy cheese graters and gore – what's not to love?) Hemispheres score sums slasher movies and my eye-for-horror terminates telomeres and I eavesdrop on a codec conversation between Colonel Campbell and Raiden: There’s a terminal, in front of the elevator, a node. Did you say nerd? Not nerd, node. Nerds under the brand name Willy Wonky Candy Company and the box contains two flavors, each with a separate compartment and opening / basically I start off with a sugar crystal and I keep coating with more sugar Sugar sex sex and candy my brain coats in carnuba wax has a hard bite and gloss My brain sugar hemispheres nucleuses composed of one or more complete sucrose crystals My brain internodes an ice cream elevate and then just to show them I’ll sail to Ka-Troo and bring back and It-Kutch, a Preep, and Proo, a nerkle, a nerd, and a seersucker too! My nerd brain internode a notched nocturne elevator and I write the book an anapestic tetrameter My brain nozzle internode enter interzone and I snort the world's biggest bird from the Island of Ghark, who eats only pine trees and spits out bark I snort nested tuplet hemispheres hook work rhythms and heroin time toggles hatchets with two calf-heads I snort her orifices hemisphere hangman / the torso tape player My brain taproots into the torso tape player / Max had a VHS tape shoved into his torso and ends up pulling out a gun I videotape her television trap razor barbed wire and I wire my brain into an electronic version of the encyclopedia britannica / long live the new flesh Benjamin heathen heretic apostate: long live the new flesh (Max’s work done, Nicki Brand shows him death is not the end as his body enters a new phase – THE NEW FLESH TOTAL TRANSFORMATION) My flesh flowers fire My flesh flowers franken fire and an angel of Yahweh appears to me as fire flowing out of a bush: I look and although the bush fires, fire does not consume My flesh flowers phantamagoria fantasm fantastique and my flesh facet folds fisher female My flesh fraks folds fire feminine fanged noumena The Angel of Yahweh: Hebrew Mal’ak, or “messenger”, translated angelos in the Septuagint… The Hebrew term lacks connotations now popularly associated with angels, such as wings… although angels frequently assume human form (cf. Genesis 18-19), the term also indicated the visual form which God occasionally appeared and spoke to people, referred to indifference in some Old Testament texts either as God’s angel, mal’ak, or as God… The Angel of Yahweh appears as Yahweh apparitions allotropes alicesaurus rex ragged rumble in the jungle Neil Young ragged glory The Angel of Yahweh attracts arrival my anatomy abaddon and Yahweh absolutely Yahweh abuses any anatomy anomaly / scrapple from the apple Yahweh absolutely Yahweh abuses my anatomy abyssus area arcadia the aquatic chasm vacuum Yahweh absolutely Yahweh abuses my anatomy abyssus the aquatic chasm long chain children Long chain children chasm black-eyed children and I write Mal’ak and messiahs campfire stories and urban legends My flesh changes as my writing changes My flesh changes channels brain television My flesh changes channels brain television clockpit target tlon taryn (I recall an extended quote from Andy Warhol: Before I was shot, I always thought that I was more half-there than all-there – I always suspected that I was watching TV, instead of living life. People sometimes say that the way things happen in movies is unreal but actually it’s the way things happen in life that’s unreal. The movie makes emotions look so strong and real, whereas when things actually do happen to you, it’s like watching television – you don’t feel anything. Right when I was being shot and ever since, I knew that I was watching television. The channels switch, but it’s all television…) My flesh flowers LONG LIVE THE NEW FLESH TOTAL TRANSFORMATION TARYN TELEVISION Start in the middle of a bar and end in the middle of a bar Learn to start and end a phrase anywhere in a measure Start static My brain dissociates disappears noisemaker start static Start static My brain dissociates disintegrates noise narhwal stained glass and start static STAT god Stat god polyhedral dice roleplays television cruise ship quarters, halves halves happen cosmic body horror Halves happen the Lion-Eater and One-Eater-Of-Lions Jesus said, Blessings on the Lion that the human will eat, so that lion becomes human. And cursed is the human is the human that the lion will eat, and the lion will become human A translucent lion A nonlinear lion Lion logos Lucifer Lion Lucifer Logos Emerald light and topaz light lion laughter The Lion Cipher Lucifer code Cross in loose light and light phosphor flesh Perhaps phosphene flesh too, light-lions PKD witnessed in his total hemisphere altered state of consciousness (I try not to confuse altered state of consciousness with altered level of consciousness despite being a medical professional) The Lion Cipher Lucifer encrypts Cross on Sabbatai Sevi, and I superimpose many incarnations (manifestations and monstrosities) solid flat stacked flesh flesh flesh flesh… Long live the new flesh and I keep cross as Sabbath Saturn Sabbatai Sevi A translucent lion prophesies: How you have fallen from the heavens, O Morning Star, son of the dawn! How you have been cut down to the earth, you who conquered nations! (Morning star: term addressed to the King of Babylon. The vulgate translates as “Lucifer”, a name the church Fathers applied to Satan… Son of Dawn: Hebrew ben shar, may reflect the name of a Pagan deity) A translucent lion stepdown transformer prophesies pulseless electrical activity / Christ cardiac arrest Yahweh dead on arrival We shall understand the death of God as an historical event, writes Thomas Altizer God has died in our time, in our history, our existence God as death and God in death: Christ crucified and I attempt not a demythologized Christianity or Yahweh, but a Christianity radically mythologized, openly and utterly myth, and I story Yahweh Christianity (myth molds reality and myth makes reality) I tell stories and I prophesy stories / campfire urban legends a ladder lateral mapped to myth Jacob wrestling one in the image of a human being Jacob wrestling one like a Son of M an Jacob wrestling Yahweh and Samael / Lilith my consort strip searches my body a cavity for Christianity
My Kerygma is Krystal Christina Taryn Asia
CW: body horror A traveler puts his head under the edge of the firmament / a missionary of the middle ages tells that he had found the point where the sky and the earth touch I travel tarantula taryn and a tower always anchors crossroads I travel taryn stirring time in trouble and I prophesy tower clock tower scissorman cuts my torso walking through halves I travel miss susie had a steamboat and the steamboat had a bell / ring them bells ye heathen from the city that dreams and I dream crossroads death suicide death suicide always liminal and I travel the same hell Christ traveled My kerygma is Krystal Christina and I missionary Minutemen D. Boon strumming funk chords and ripping guitar solos My kerygma is Krystal Christina Taryn and the Tower Television performs human brain transplants, my tanker techno body another body the female body bottom of the well stars Cosmic machinery breaking wheels woman over stars but she bewitches constellations wheel in the middle of a wheel Cosmic machinery constructs an interstellar library, arches antilles arches archimedes in angles I architect library gears gyros gods and the Books build recursive city recursive reality New Jerusalem My kerygma is Krystal Christian Taryn Asia and I alphabet cosmographia: letter light letter lattice letter lady and woman wakes my kerygma Woman makes my witching and I map maps musical mathematics or mathematical magick Woman wakes my will Keter Krystal and I write her unfurling scroll speech or titanmachy Taryn Death to Videodrome. Long live the New Flesh. My flesh fucks flesh fist fuck face fork face malformed torsos transformed tentacles holy hentai My flesh fucks flesh fuel face film face fungus or slime mold networks transiting male and female genitalia / Betamax videocassettes were used as items to be inserted into the stomach slit because VHS cassettes were too large to fit the abdominal wound Television can change your mind… Videodrome will change your body! My wound worships your wound orifice ouroboros My wound worships your wound a river of pus writhing worms, and my tumors touch her thighs, her teeth, her tongue My tumors taste television uncontrollable flesh and my flesh grows vision hallucination gods orgasming gods My wound worships your wound television mobile phone video game and the game fills new flesh, god granulosum god Everything bodies Everything Everything embodies Everything Everything enfleshes Everything body to body to body I am the video word made flesh You know I’m here. Does that mean you can hear and see me? Of course I can’t hear and see you. This commercial message is on videotape. Videotape tetons Taryn vortex and the vision videotapes videogames the erotic apocalypse Apocalypse pinballs pornographic and my body weevils woman boreholes earth penetration Apocalypse penetrates videotape and I perform the body contagion and infection Apocalypse breeds beasts animal fucking in baptismal baths and these locusts looked like horses armored for battle; they had what looked like gold crowns on their heads, and their faces looked human, and their hair was like women’s hair and teeth like lion’s teeth / Taryn locust locusta mixes manic machines with my molten or magma body, and I cyborg in clusters I cyborg and shapeshift in shamanism and the human-locust hybrids speak strange subterranean speech / speech spell speech sorcery speech alpha and aleph Apocalypse ejaculates erotic violence and my flesh melts into globs, sprouts machine parts, and splits apart for use as a strange area Apocalypse approximates area by homosexual bombs bombing homosexuals and Yahweh is a closet queer I meet Yahweh in the closet, a body catching a body in the rye, and we videotape our homemade Christian pornography We will go over the same way ten times, a hundred times… And all these pathways have their own pathways – otherwise they would not be pathways The pathway pathway plunders pornographic bodies bespoke bodies for the blade pathway, and my way wears nude nude woman My way tusks taryn and I trace the track of Taryn’s body ten times a hundred times and I impale her ivory iron figurine with reindeer antlers a cylinder seal with sodomy The pathway pathway picnics panic pulsar pornography and air bombardments The pathway pathway parties or pitches pornography and my body stripteases Taryn tall tale tease and she undresses my dress hale horror I write this horror this body, and the pornographic apocalypse is my apocalypse, an apocalypse I tread titillation Taryn, and the Book areas landscape stringscape dreamscape apocalypse The poet protects the desert which protects both his speech (which can speak only in the desert) and his writing (which can be traced only in the desert) What is the way? The way is always to be found. A white sheet of paper is full of ways. We will go over the same way ten times, a hundred times. I am not a poet, but a prophet, and I prophesy KRYSXTRYN I prophesy KRYSXTRYN + Asia I am not a poet, but a Shaman, and I enter exit Desert Subterranean / Christina’s Cavern Cunt Did I tell you I’m going vegetarian? I tell Christina. No! Why? I had a vision of Christ as a cave bear preaching the gospel to other cave bears and it made me realize the Messiah reconciles ALL Creation, including animals to the Godhead. What about Peter and his net? And why not take the opposite way and just starting eating humans? I would eat a bear. Because I had a vision of archaic humans and Homo erectus nailing nails into Christ’s cross… My vision is superior to Peter’s: I’m Einstein and he’s Newton. Uh, all simps, says C. Newton and Einstein were simps? Newton was such a simp, he had to share CALCULUS with another man, says Christina I am not a poet but a prophet but nevertheless I protect the Desert I write desert domain and desert decades: I write desert debris and desert dagger I dig the bodily defect of the desert and the desert abnormality and my dick fucks desert dwarves or dwarves underground sometimes I dig too deep I dig too deep but the depths devil Hell and Hell helios horns her Hell and she reshapes my human body animal human body Desert diverges deicide suicide cattle decapitation and desert distorts speech what I can only speak in the desert Desert dissects speech what I can only speak in the desert, which is prophecy and animal language or animal laughter I’m convinced of a radical post-humanism or flat ontological structure where animal, plant, human, etc. are on the same level, I say to Christina. We have to love and respect each other. Worms eat us, says C. Trees steal our carbon dioxide WITHOUT ASKING. I think it’s fair to slaughter any lifeforms that are either wildly inconvenient or that may add to my comfort. Tit for tat! Also, Thomas and I are both vegetarian now! I just like to bluster. What made you become vegetarian? Our hearts are trying to kill us, says C. I am not a poet, but a prophet, and I prophesy KRYSXTRYN + Asia I enter exit desert monastery and the monastery archons city and library Library sprawls desert and I prophesy library desert library I prophesy Woman Desert woman and her word ulvers library Speech spindles long thread and I incal the impinged bone element Speech sparrows long thread Taryn had she ties tarpit knots, the bistro of bog bodies, and God eats human remains and artifacts My speech splinters into serpents and they swerve sink ink subterranean homesick alien My speech spans suspension bridge steerage and I spear splatterpunk erotic car crashes / they found an oldowan slaughterhouse, an ancient bog where animals had been trapped and butchered, and my god butchers benjamin bodies speech sword slices I write rehh rent raw witches and I sabbath witches in the desert I write rattle witches and I window wyrd with woman in desert Surrounded by human bones and animal familiars, I ware with witches engaged in naked revelry as we sore through the air and prepare food for sabbath The witch writing wonders desert woman or woman kowloon walled city The city deserts and the desert cities, circular ruins I circle the sound cylinder of ruins, an alien amphitheater and the woman coalesces my speech and writing A witches’ sabbath was an event where witches would assemble to worship the devil. This image is an inversion of the Christian Mass. Rather than receive the body and blood of Jesus Christ, participants instead offered up human flesh to Satan. The sabbath contains elements of bestiality and adultery. The devil, in the form of an animal or human, would copulate with all the witches at the sabbath. Woman coalesces my speech and writing, and it covers the secret underground crypt of Christianity / a voice called from the exalted heavenly realm: Humanity exists and the Child of Humanity My Humanity is Heather Humanity Heathen or Heretic Humanity, but my arche-writing, the Logos and Elohim spoke, matures medicine My humanity hustles with hangman witches and my arche-writing or speech-chaosmos medicines mandrake root and you must come to me, for I have hired you with my son’s mandrakes Humanity exists and Christina Naked herds my Humanity christian witches and christian magicians Humanity exists and Christian skyclad hairpins my Humanity gnostic Christianity and Christianity cools apocalypse and apocryphon, and I have a vision of Philip K. Dick / shaman in the hexagon Hexagon halogens catacombs and I etch cross crossroads raven witches at the foot of crucified Christ Christianity exists parallel to Christianity, a witch’s parallax and a woman’s Arche Only Omega, and her witch’s oil and flying ointment ossages osifrage… Christianity exists parallel to Christianity, a witch’s parallax and a woman’s Arche Ochre Ontology, and her witch's oil or flying ointment ensembles octet the writing / Writing Haunted The Writing Hauntology pirate television broadcast The Writing Child of Humanity hauntology and she watcher witches as woman, and woman writes sabbath slats sinister Woman writes rapture rupture and Yahweh yankees paranoid fiction or corpuscular conspiracy theories polymorphous perversities with mutated sex organs Yahweh pigeons doll prosthesis and the doll punctures pornography The artificial arm or leg penetrates television a cut cunt canvas and Christina appears on my screen as a hermetic witch / scissors sleeping scissors the excision of my eyeball for a potion Witches apprehended, examined and executed, for notable villanies by them committed both by land and water, with a strange and most true triall how to know whether a woman be a witch or not. Painted at London by Edward Marchant, and are to be fold at his shop ouer against the Croffe in Pauls Church-Yard 1613 Again the Witch traces mine Woman and she rituals write Desert Christianity, the Christianity where gnostic speech encrypts the dunes of Desert / Again Wall Woman Witch Woman the Word of the Desert and gnostics writing windsweeps Desert windhover Christianity Christianity grows Christianity the Palm Tree Garden and the secret Christians harvest their crops I remember: I too cultivate Christianity in secret, what PKD called anamnesis, and PKD helps me plant the garden / seeds serpents semen I’m actually got some crops going, too! says Christina. Trying to teach the kids some homesteading shit. What will you grow? Right now I have all the things you can chop off and have them grow new shoots. Green onion, leeks, celery. I finally have potatoes down. I have never grown a single onion. There's something wrong with me! Can you grow garlic? Garlic is important. They keep away vampires. Why would you want to keep away vampires? They're so effective against axe murderers! Because they bite. How can a vampire suck cock with those fangs??? It’s like butt stuff – you have to ease into it, says C. A Poet a Painter a Musician an Architect: the Man or Woman who is not one of these is not a Christian You must leave Fathers and Mothers and houses and lands if they stand in the way of art I suppose then I am indeed a poet, and the poetry prophesies New Christianity which is Ancient Christianity plural at its origins Christianity choirs cabinet of curiosities, and it eromes its oddities, Christianity an aweful oddity origins origins and its poetries rhizome and ouroboros Christianity paints and architects strange loop entangled hierarchies flat body flat body the traces with traces and the pathways pathways too circular library Library leaven without leaven eats Christian bodies my body and my body burns incense the prayers of heretics and witches His name high and holy carved, covenanted, drilled, and created his World, through three Sefarim: Sefer Book Writing Sfor Counting Number Sippor Telling Speech Her Name weds my Name naked Name or Name nurses novel noise nexus No, Her Name weds my Name and we nomad naked, and the name nurses noise white noise pink noise nudie cuties No, Her Name wheels in the middle of a wheel wheat woman and woman weds my name in baptism chrism bridal chamber and she webs witch word and witch wyrd / wedge woven wedge wheat weigh and wheat noise and my hands on her waist and name dances ballroom wheel ballet and Her Name is Wife Her Name carves my body chords crushed chalk and she blows the chalk into the rock formations outlining human hands Her Name carves chisel crater and iridium dusts the K-Pg boundary and I discover dinosaur bones arranged in different spellings of Her Name (I love dinosaurs. Dinosaurs make everything better. I want more dinosaurs and perhaps I will write more dinosaurs) No, Her Name carves caves caverns craters earth ruptures and interruptions and my body mimics earth My body eras eros earth the mercurial microcosm, and Earth evols the elegant extraction from my echelon body Earth erases with extinction events but her Name eyelids extant / erosion exposure nude narcotic earth