America a prophecy pulses preludes preludium laudanum America a prophecy permeates porneia and I prophesy prostitution the enamel porne and male pornos I prophecy playful pornography a possession and my apartment prepares parousia apocalyptic anticipation and I camera bridal chamber / book of los and book of benjamin I prophesy myth motherfuckers: something ancient, archaic, apophatic / I lose language and I love language I love language in its loss but prophecy prevails Prophecy prevails pockets proto-indo-european mythology desiring-machines (stencil art at Carnarvon Gorge, which may be memorials, signs from or appeals to totemic ancestors or records of dreaming stories) I prophesy ancient anthropology, hag human eating hearts Hag human woman eating human hearts and it heats the hearth of her body / heart hatching heart retelling the tell-tale heart human horror I prophesy psychopomops and psychonauts my impending psychosis and the prions peek into the god ganglia of my brain / dementia thirteen She accompanies through death She accompanies me dark desert underneath underworld taryn tunnels / upside down towers She summas skeletons and spirits all saints alpengeist alcheringa and she often dreams me deeply earthly clay cataclysm earth eye in full contact with eye I dream almost drunk and I had a dream and visions of my head upon my bed: then I wrote the dream and told the sun of the matters / my flesh filth flares folklore I dream dragon woman and woman ragamuffin rapscallion and she writes outdated rage comics / I write memes myths mimics and the treasure chest monster devours my body tonality diamond diamond devours diaelectric disaster I dream dagon woman a true god and dragon battling an early storm-and-warrior deity Yahweh Battle dances dueling dragons deep intercourse and the Cross as penetration I dream breath bereshit and gluon god genesis (Christ cuts me with angel hair and baby’s breath) I dream solar barge bereshit and queer quark genealogies grabbing-gripping genesis, and I directly dream some form of the documentary hypothesis (in a previous existence or soul spark, I copied and redacted the hebrew myths) (In a previous existence, I called myself an apostle and composed pastoral epistles) My flesh fire performs forgeries and (I realize I have been misspelling pseudepigrapha as pseudeopigraphia in my Book – any difference? I should compose pseudepigraphia under the influence of pseudoephedrine and I invent the corpus of Pseudo-Dionysius the Areopagite) (Hire an editor to correct all instances of pseudopigraphia to pseudepigrapha but perhaps the O signs the open mouth and orgasm of my false writing and false writing systems) My flesh fire fronts written forgeries black market kidneys and I pretend to invent new perspectives on Paul I prepare primeval history for parousia I arrange primeval history in ascending prime numbers and they diverge towards a particular parousia (I dream many parousias and every parousia invents parousia fibonacci offspring) (Euclid’s Theorem the fundamental statement in number theory that asserts infinite many prime numbers exist I imagine infinity and the long chain of cardinals – weakly inaccessible and strongly inaccessible cardinals – existing in actuality A chain of actual infinity in emanations Yahweh Yahweh Yahweh… rays and concentric circles and vessels constructed breaking reconstructed) I dream write invent bereshit through brash noise and jazz improvisation I dream drag draw bereshit through punk rock and harsh noise wall (The Bible’s composite artistry where the long standing theory of multiple literary sources seems pertinent) I work with multiple literary sources and I compile and arrange as many sources as possible / I never author anything but I prophesy I never write anything original but I prophesy multiplicity many no moment but allmoment atonement the Cross as axis mundi World Tree (18th century illustration of Mount Kailash, depicting the holy family: Shiva and Pavrati, cradling Skanda with Ganesha by Shiva’s side) The dream draws the dream universal / Every man’s dream of an incredible honeymoon? WEDDING NIGHT SINNER I sin see my dream apocalyptic adultery Yahweh I sin my dream alchemical adultery alcheringa Christ and I prove myself his favorite disciple in the Bridal Chamber My sin saves me My sin saves me sacrament holy spirit (Jesus died for somebody’s sins but not mine… thick heart of stone my sins my own they belong to me) My interest in Jewish mysticism and the tradition known as Kabbalah ignited upon reading Gershom Scholem’s essay Redemption Through Sin / Holiness of Sin and I synchronize primordial history with that apostate messiah Sabbatai Sevi I dream the intercourse of Jesus Christ and Sabbatai Sevi My sin desegregates Sabbatai Sevi saturated the blood of Christ blonde chromatic and I worship the Cross monochromatic black bursting into pink beam rainbow radiation / a rich register of the basso profundo
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Contraries Within The Decentered Center of the Burning Sacred Heart of Jesus Christ
I return to repetition and I copy the repetition: Without Contraries is no progression Attraction and Repulsion, Reason and Energy, Love and Hate, necessary to human existence From these contraries spring what the religion call Good and Evil Good is the passive that obeys reason Evil is the active springing from energy Good is Heaven Evil is Hell In CG Jung’s The Red Book, he records as an unconsciousness counterpoint: Therefore after his death Christ had to journey to hell, otherwise the ascent to Heaven would have become impossible for him Christ first had to become his AntiChrist, his underworldly brother No one knows what happened during the three Christ was in hell – I have experienced it I experience hell although I do not know if it’s the Christian Hell I experience the Christian Hell, which is to say a Hell for Christians a Hell constructed by Christianity cross as cathedral / the cross as a coupled corpse the body camera in crisis Hell haps human hysteria impossible undertone harmonics (ouroboros otonality and umbilical utonality) Hell harvests watercress corpses subharmonic subterranean submarine Taryn and her hell speech stretches salt water taffy Her hell speech tongues tenor saxophone as a wheel spoke and she spindles wool thread woman the washerbasket in the wake I winter the wake water music / language music long melody the wake weirds wolverine and wolverine as weapon x and the X crosses both unknown and ten: ten tendon Taryn, my lighthouse in ligaments Hell halons the human body heterotopic hell hatches as a heist film, the hyena hymen and hymnen / her desert deconstruction Hell the harlot hotline dials Stevie Smith’s Not Waving, But Drowning and water smoke sensuous sirens or Sabbatai Sevi’s serenades / the sword is a sermon The sword slender slips through the human body several sashimi slices, and the defleshed and preserved skeleton is a sermon Hell hastens the Fire Sermon (all is burning and what is the all that is burning?) (Benjamin burns beach brilliant) (Benjamin burns bright blood metallic, iron igniting iron) Hell harems harlem renaissance and the dream deferred detonates as the Fire Sermon / Female Fisher King Woman Waste Land hell parodies Waste Land the Incarnation as irony and the Holy Spirit as sarcasm (Birth is exhausted, the holy spirit life has been lived out, what can be done is done, of evil there is no more beyond) I should cut the entirety of the Fire Sermon section (I try to leave as much embarrassing textual remains as possible but my ego easily bruises) (I do not cut but copy, corrupt, and converge texts / / Taryn Tower Transmission) Without contraries, no progression and I unearth elemental iron and I mine evil the active springing from energy Without contraries, no progression and I unearth eldritch abomination Yahweh / I create calamity and peace, I create good and evil, I Yahweh do these things My writing progresses in contraries, contradictions, and the canvas curved canticle into itself, the hypersphere halo hydrogen carnival I continually erase earth / I crossout and crucify Without contraries, under erasure upper structures, and I outline the hypershere ouroboros as an impossible knot and tangle / wormhole woman or the curvature of Taryn as one solution of Einstein’s Field Equations Without contraries, no constraints of the constraints limit instead of free (poetry fettered fetters the human race) Contraries intersect at the Cross, an open ball where nothing and everything converges / rainbow colors circulating and I imagine the center point of the universe as the Sacred Heart of Jesus, the decentered center The decentered center sulfurs desert, and the desert dionysius in its exterior redoubles and ruptures the structure as stratacoaster or the polymetric strata of Elliott Carter’s Symphonia centers within the structure outside the structure, the spine stricture stalks alphabet The Sacred Heart of Jesus prisms pointillist, drops of cloud colors, and the captured center escapes eva gyres, the coaxial escapement enter-exit impulses Center decenters dilaudid desert or the dihydromorphone remixes metamorphoses / my metabolism mutates minotaur tank turret Taryn The proto-cubist center cubes, circles, and conics The decentered burns bloodied heart surrounded with crosses and thorns The proto-cubist center ethers elemental iron and I wrench ore human organs often ouroboros with obolos / orb accidentally splintered orb Orb intentionally splinters orb Zombi two eyes my eyes missing The proto-cubist center celebrates the decentered protoevangelion, and I will put enmities between thee and the woman, and they seed and her seed: she shall crush thy head, and thou shall lie in wait for her heel The center decenters the center totality and the center does not belong to the totality / the totality centers elsewhere The center strawberries contraries The center blackberries bone bonfire chymistry contraries The center console plays a compact disc of Meshuggah’s Contradictions Collapse but the contradictions coalesce exquisite corpse / don’t look at the carpet I drew something awful o nit Yesterday I woke up sucking on a lemon and true love waits in haunted attics a light in the attic atrias atrial A light in the attic arias atrial fibrillation and I encase John Cage’s Europeras in lace fat, the lifted omentum of ouroboros Contradictions cave-in cavity the structured interior to Wonderwerk Woman and gesamtkunstwork woman / Jehovah gotterdammarung
Vertical Orchestra Alpha Beta Gamma Delta
Content Warning: brief mentions of suicide The orchestra is set vertically on stage towards the audience and the instruments are put into four groups: alpha, beta, gamma, and delta / alpha aurochs alien, a crossbar cenofante, and I file halves backspacer brontosaurus Beta burglary blasts black flag my war wushu or wire fu and I leap from tree top to tree top a donkey kong country level Gamma gambles and gamels game charleston chance and I chew synaphai connexities cadenza chanson Delta dogfights doll parts and doll eyes, dripping dust daggers or imitation ivory Unlike a traditional concerto, the piano is integrated into the texture of the work, and is given equal footing with other instruments; however, it also plays a prominent role given its new continuous presence and the virtuosic nature of the piano writing Concerto caxtons book closers or crayon canyon the clay continuity between red and orange rare red rock / ochre raphael renaissance renewal or eternal return and sometimes it’s difficult to accept that eternal receiver or Poincare's Recurrence Theorem Concerto cymbal rolls orchestra ouroboros rock and roll, and I slice Centipede arcade and I arachnid the iron-and-glass covered arcades, a prism collage collection Concerto collects in the corners, and I fan folios furniture music and Satie sings or severs solemn Socrate the Socratic Method, the slab solar anus annulus annual interest arcanum I vlog virtuoso vision, a visitor to the vinegar volcano, and it erupts science project science fair, a vulture for variables I vision vibrato, shaking signature science language or language scripture, and Book vaults as above so below The piano part is of extreme difficulty and is written on ten staves, one for each of the pianist’s fingers (the pianist plays all lines, if he can) Difficulty develops density, a diamond defense Difficulty draws a hammerklavier destruction, the superimposition of meteor motifs and miracle matter Ten quantum tunnels the concrete tumble Taryn, and I tower ten tower of numbers Graham’s Number massacre medallions Ten Bobby Timmons’ Moanin Art Blakey and the Jazz Messengers and I binge blues ten blues basket ballad The Unknown Woman of the Seine salts sonar dream, and I dream death dollars the school cafeteria or autumn auditorium assembling revolver round robotics The Unknown Woman saturates raw radium, sea salamander suicide, and I drown dryad or sea nymphet, the fool jumping off a cliff canister crocodile Her suicide swims nothing, the long vivir river one battles in Metal Gear Solid 3 against The Sorrow Her suicide sin waves woman sorcerer and slinks across the Sonny Rollins Bridge barstool and I sit sister suicide I dip drowning the direct drop druid stalker stonehenge, and the rocks round themselves on human skulls The L’Inconnue became the erotic ideal of the period, as Bardot was for the 1950’s / suicide provokes a pornographic horror (you wear two lavender orchids, one in your hair and one on your hip) Suicide compacts paradox, the erotic afterlife or number annihilation I jasper jazz juniper, and my suicide serros improvisation The Gospel of John gyroscopes jazz, a chord change equilibrium, and in the beginning was the Word MUSIC and sound sinks slate blue like a flying saucer / UFO linguistics The Word Yahweh of Hosts inhabits hard bop and I listen to Moanin’ by Art Blakey and the Jazz Messengers I jazz june and die soon napalm poetry and all that jazz jams journey and I disassociate psychopomp and discord Death / one among the Fays Much of the piano writing produces aboresences, where germinal shapes proliferate into a variety of branching lines Aboresences attract automotive atmosphere and the absorption lines loop linear activators or flywheel rock and roll Aboresences accelerate fractal fever and word wars Word ambassador Benjamin branches blesses rapid transit bifurcation, my flesh cobweb racing wicked Benjamin bellies blankets a liquid yet strongly linear sonority and I stretch the language as a self or mirror concerto Benjamin granfalloons god gorgon geography and evryali escapades exit escape vash vehoma Gorgon gupsiferous floats geotectonic Taryn and she terrifies ancient eldritch abomination The Gorgon extends back to at least 6000 BCE as a ceramic mask from the Sesklo Culture I greet the Gorgon as a terrific or tyrannic baroness, and she groundsheets my granite globeflower / Earth Evryali The legend of Perseus beheading Medusa means, specifically, that the Hellenes overran the goddess’s chief shrines and stripped her priestesses of their Gorgon masks, the latter being apotropaic faces worn to frighten away the profane / I mint Medusa in my metabolism, Grammar Gorgon and Medusa motorcycle magic I talk Medusa microphone, a monument or meditation medication and I spiral cylinder serpent, snakes hairline fracture furniture Gorgon gastropods opus octopus and her octane blends or camouflage About her shoulders she flung the tasselated aegis, fraught with terror… and therein is the head of the dread monster, the Gorgon, dread and awful… Gorgon gunpowder genealogies, human-monster and monster-human and Gorgon heals the hessecate of my wounds: wolf wounds, wolverine wounds, the graveyard guesswork of Woman Gorgon oxidizes aether, an awful gap or medium masturbating mustard burns and Gorgon flash gordons glassware cracking skeletons, a Loony Tunes anvil I listen to Evryali for solo piano and composed by Iannis Xenakis, and its aboresences atlas asunder, a melodic anatomic afternoon / meshes of the afternoon melody mimicking Medusa and she molts serpent multitudes She monarchs serpent mixed multitude and the seraph surgeons sonorous, the blood burst Benjamin Blood drops or blood bath brandish aboresences (proliferation of melodic lines created from a generative contour) and I ring ring cycle rhizomes and I write rhizomes and aboresences / branching branching burning burning Here is the piece: look at it, and if you think you can do something with it, play it I play the piece pivot pierce posture and the position itself proliferates The position prays paskahelion or panic purer angelic passages / fixed rhythmic passages stochastic clouds polyphonic aboresences monophonic waves silence I mask multiplicity as the divergence from canonical gospels to noncanonical gospels or the Nag Hammadi Scriptures I gospel of mark mathematic miniatures, the multiplicity of ensembles orchestras concertos choirs sing beach shore waves and a wave Galilee I open the Nag Hammadi Scriptures and I read The Gospel of Philip: Three Marys walked with the Lord: His mother, his sister, and Mary of Magdala, his companion. His sister and mother and companion were Mary I marry Mary Mara a Medusa and she gardens gorgon the grenadilla of flowers Mary merchants a pearl of great price or the hymn of the pearl and mothers macabre, the Christian catacomb of skulls Mary murders motorhead minimalism, field color canvases carved from bone battle hawkblades Mary Marie modulates Christina metropolis, pincer movement machines, and Christina tines the tuning fork earth vibration vision Mary Magdalene millimeters mysterious, and she masons methane Christina oracle ouroboros / Circle and Snake: Circle and Snake Dirt Road Blues was improvised from a country-blues song of indeterminate origin… He made me pull out the original cassette, sample sixteen bars and we all played over that… I dig dirt road blues, a dante dissonance and I live comedy cicada Christina, Benjamin’s broods I dissect dirt road blues, a discordant devil diabolical and I play Diablo II on my computer, always a necromancer Dirt Road Blues barstows desert, the Mojave Mother Mary, and I braindrill desert disaster, flecks of fallout / the future’s so bright I got to wear shades Dirt road blues binoculars bipolar disorder blacksmith biology / bellwether bombardier break open breastbone We treated the voice almost like a harmonica when you overdrive it through a small guitar amplifier voice candles the warp, winter music woman Voice vehicles videotape, tempest twelve-bar blues, and I barre chord dominant seventh chaos or Alice blues changes and she sugars through the looking glass Voice arcades the Visalia Mall’s Cyberstation inhabited by Namco properties, and I realize I’m fucking old; I can’t even handle roller coasters anymore Everything amplifies evangelion automatic and I mutate Mara Magdala tomb architecture The cathedral connects charlotte chromatic childhood and the cardboard castle cocktails carnivals and bounce houses House hags folk horror, Yahweh of Hosts hauntology House splatters woman wallpaper blank bodies blended Zebra zombie brain hurricane One of those nearness-of-death albums and the music mouths Mary Marie Christina bone shakers Dead mall marlboros and I smoke Holy Spirit spider spinning wheel / urban prairie and urban decay I feel nostalgic for 1980s consumerism / consumerism keeps me alive Music compositions keep me alive and I melt the Marriage of Heaven and Hell with Iannis Xenakis’s Herma, a stringing together and foundation Rintrah roars and shakes his fires in the burdened air and Herma hikes hermeneutics I interpret the Bible through musical grammars or the name Christina and I piano algebra that infernal energy / Benjamin Boolean or symbolic logics Boolean algebra is the main mathematical principle behind Herma / the mathematics manslaughter marriage mathematics multicolored multilayered multichanneled repeats the proverbs of Hell mathematics metroids meteorite monopoly: the eternal Hell revives retail apocalypse and anchor store anarchy The Eternal Hell revives revelation redemption revolution and Hell holds me rabbit erector set stochastic Hell Herma handsprings Benjamin hysterical hermeticism Hell hemorrhages Hermes Trismegistus, and he hydraulics horizontal the Emerald Tablet tipsy Taryn Tetragrammaton Herma hypnosis nodes nephrons networks Hell summer civilization